I don't know if it's providence or what, the photo that made me completely devoid of demeanor, it bears the traces of time, yellowed, and more vivid and dazzling against the background of those photos with a smooth and verdant interface.

But I think it's a nightmare.

The person above the photo, the screenshot of Chen Tu's little man when he was a child, he was wearing a military-colored down jacket, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, his face was innocent, cute and cute, he had a pair of big eyes, black and translucent, exactly the same as Lin Siai's child Xiaozhi.

Even the temperament hidden between the eyebrows is exactly the same!

It turns out that Xiaozhi is Chen Tu's son!

I couldn't stop trembling, and I couldn't find a reason to cry, but my tears couldn't help but fall involuntarily, and my heart felt like someone had been digging deep with a knife over and over again, and it was bloody and painful.

I was so depressed that I didn't even realize the sound of the door opening outside, until Chen Tu stood next to me and he gently patted me on the shoulder, that I had an epiphany from this nightmare, but my eyes touched the picture that fell to the ground again, and it completely destroyed my peace and stability.

Stumbling, I hurriedly took a few steps back, trying to stay away from Chen Tu, but I was so flustered that I stumbled and fell directly on the sofa, my face fell into Chen Tu's eyes at a speed that caught me off guard, and he naturally saw the tears that I didn't have time to wipe away.

His brows furrowed quickly, Chen Tu quickly overturned, his hand gestured to stick to my face, and asked, "Wu Yi, you just cried?" ”

Even though I had stopped those inexplicable tears, I couldn't make my voice calm all at once, so my voice was more like a trembling elm tree in the winter of the Great Northeast: "Don't touch me." ”

My words seem to have the magical effect of making people freeze immediately, Chen Tu's hand that is about to be pasted is a little embarrassed and hanging in the air, his face is full of suspicion and impatience that is about to be driven crazy by my reaction: "What's wrong?" ”

I pursed my lips for a while, and finally pushed him away as if I was withering, reached out and groped for the yellowed photo, grabbed Chen Tu's hand, and directly spread it out and stuffed it into his hand.

Chen Tu's eyes all fell on the photo, the corners of his mouth twitched several times, then his eyebrows raised, his eyes seemed to have a layer of mist, the fog was so heavy that it was unpredictable, he asked in a calm voice, as if he was enduring something: "Where did this photo come from?" ”

Glancing at Chen Tu blankly, I didn't answer his question, but I said to myself: "That day in Vientiane City, we met Lin Siai and Xiaozhi, you endure it very hard, Chen Tu." It's also very hard to find that a child suddenly appeared, but you still have to pretend that nothing happened. ”

Chen Tu repeated the sentence just now: "Where did this photo come from?" ”

I don't know if it's because of my cold heart, I automatically brought in emotions, or if Chen Tu's tone was really like this, I was cut by the cold hard bangbang, and a few words popped out of my mouth unconsciously: "Your mother asked Lao Zhou to send it, let me pick a photo, she wants to make an album to celebrate our new marriage." ”

The word "newlywed" is very important to me. I don't know if I'm doing it for self-soothing or self-hypnosis.

Either way, it's insignificant.

Following my words, there were already many Chen Tu who no longer vividly interpreted his facial paralysis syndrome in front of me, his face was more expressionless like a breathless piece of paper, he quickly squatted down and picked up all the pictures randomly, and threw them into the trash can along with the yellowed one in his hand, and then he said coldly as if nothing had happened: "I'll go cook first." ”

If I had such a skill, I really wanted to go into Chen Tu's heart immediately and see what his heart was made of and what he was thinking.

But I don't have this ability, I'm more like a blind man at the moment, and I find that I can't understand the man in front of me more and more.

I know that he created a child because of his youth and frivolity, I can't blame him for the past time, what makes me wonder is that he can't know what he looked like when he was a child, he should know the moment he met Xiaozhi, Lin Siai gave him a child, the child Lin Siai was holding in his hand was his son, he was not shocked on the spot, and then when Lin Siai sent a message saying that her son was playing with his mobile phone, there were no mood fluctuations, nothing happened, he was like an extremely patient and dormant leopard buried this matter steadily, No more lifting, no more touching.

And I never knew what kind of turbulent heart he hid under his calm surface.

It scares me.

I had a splitting headache, and I opened my mouth and said, "You scared me." ”

Chen Tu, who had already walked a few steps away, paused, he stood and stared at me in a downward posture for a while, and slowly spit out a sentence from his mouth: "Whatever you want to say, just say it." ”

The tone was full of indifference.

The person in front of me made me feel more strange than when he was ruthless.

Such a strangeness made me feel cold, and in the face of such a Chen Tu, all the words that I gathered in my throat and wanted to burst out were forcefully suppressed.

Eventually, all the words converged into one sentence: "I can't understand you a little anymore." ”

His face darkened suddenly, Chen Tu's eyes widened and he looked at me for more than ten seconds, he didn't know why, he suddenly raised his voice and said very hotly: "I don't understand?" Then look no further! ”

Leaving these two sentences for me, Chen Tu turned around and walked straight to the bedroom, and after a while he came out with a small and easy-to-handle suitcase, and strode towards the door in silence.

My heart was panicked to the extreme, and I didn't care that I was arguing with Chen Tu nonsensically a moment ago, and rushed to the door, I leaned on the gate before Chen Tu opened the door, looking up at my face, the momentum just now had dissipated, and my voice was lowered: "Where are you going?" ”

Glancing at me, Chen Tu's tone was vain: "I'll go out for a few days." ”

Chen Tu's eyes are different from usual, which makes me feel shocked, I always feel that he is different from usual, but I can't see what is different about him.

My heart was so confused that my hand hung on his arm like a lantern, shook it twice, and said, "Chen Tu, are you okay?" ”

As I shook, Chen Tu seemed to be staring at me blankly, his lips twitched up and down a few times, and I found that his arms were full of strength.

In a few seconds when I was slow, Chen Tu didn't care about me like before, and he didn't even dare to pinch my face too hard, he shook off my hand fiercely, and he almost squeezed out a few words from between his teeth: "You let me go." ”

The feeling that Chen Tu is different from the past is getting stronger and stronger, my heart seems to be grabbed by someone and constantly throwing high and low, I have no time to think at all, I only know how to lean on the door more deadly.

The stalemate lasted only ten seconds, and Chen Tu's voice was already trembling: "I'm a psychopath, you let me out, I don't want to hurt you." ”

Before I could react, Chen Xiang pushed me away like crazy, and my whole body crashed towards the entrance like a kite that had just broken the string.

The sudden impact made me dizzy for half a minute, and by the time I recovered and chased out, Chen Tu had already flashed into the elevator and closed the door.

I pressed another elevator like crazy, and in the ten seconds I felt like I had survived a century, and after entering the elevator, I gritted my teeth, but I still couldn't stop the trembling of my thighs, and my hand reached over and pressed it several times before I successfully pressed the minus first floor.

But I was still a step slower, I just arrived at the parking lot, and I drove to Chen Tu driving from a short distance, through the glass I saw that his eyes were blank, completely like a different person.

Tears unconsciously soared, I knew that I couldn't catch up with him on two legs, but I hurriedly chased after him, and I didn't forget to call his name repeatedly.

But Chen Tu just ignored me, his car passed me and sped away, and he quickly exited the gate and completely disappeared in front of my eyes.

I tried to keep chasing, but my legs became as soft as cotton, and I knelt forward uncontrollably, and I ended up staying where I was, and the panicked feeling crept into my bones and blood, even every cell.

I don't know how I got home, how I turned out the car keys, turned back to the parking lot to drive my own broken Chery, while holding the steering wheel hard, while constantly dialing Chen Tu's phone, but no one answered, in the rain more and more pouring, I have no master, the whole person is like a puppet who has been drained of his soul.

Until my phone rang.

I grabbed my phone as if I was grasping a life-saving straw in despair, and Chen Tu's name was instantly recognized.

He said: "Be at home, don't look for me, I need to be calm." ”

I called again, and the other end was already prompted to shut down.

Returning home in a daze, I spent one of the most torturous and lonely nights of my life.

The next day my eyes were swollen bigger than walnuts, and I kept applying ice cubes and they finally disappeared.

I was really not in the mood to go back to work, so I called Xiaoduan and explained, and then I drove to Roaming International.

I got there, and I was five minutes away from getting to work, and Kobayashi was sitting there eating breakfast.

Walking over quickly, I turned my face sideways to prevent Xiao Lin from seeing my poor face, and asked, "Is Mr. Chen in the company?" ”

Actually, I don't have hope.

Chen Tu He has money, he seems to have inexhaustible money, he doesn't stay at home for the night, he can stay in all the good hotels in Shenzhen.

But I didn't want to, Xiao Lin's face showed a deep embarrassment, she said: "Miss Wu, that's the case, I just arrived at the company in the morning, and I found that Mr. Chen was in the company, and he asked me to send a cup of coffee. ”

Hearing Xiaolin say that Chen Tu was in the company, I had been hanging for a few hours to let go of my mind, but I couldn't completely feel at ease when I didn't see him safe and sound.

After pondering for a moment, I said to Xiao Lin: "Xiao Lin, I actually got a certificate with you Mr. Chen some time ago. ”

I don't want to think that I am the proprietress of roaming the world, I just want to identify myself and let Xiaolin stop me, she can help me open the door of Chen Tu's office, and I want to go to see Chen Tu.

Sure enough, Xiao Lin's face showed a look of surprise, and she said a little uncalmly: "Miss Wu, I only knew that you and Mr. Chen were talking before, and your progress was so fast?" ”

Nodding, I said, "That's all I have to say, Xiaolin, you let me in or not, you decide for yourself." ”

Xiao Lin's face was even more embarrassed, and her voice repeated the sentence just now with some unsteady: "Mr. Chen has confessed that no one has been seen." ”

The waves were not shocked, I glanced at Xiao Lin lightly, and said: "I don't embarrass you, let me go in or not, you decide for yourself." ”

Kobayashi pondered there for more than ten seconds, and she finally helped me open the door.

I flashed in and took the door with me.

The scene that caught my eyes almost made my tears run down again.