In my impression, Chen Tu is a person who cares about his own image, and his kind of image is not that he loves stinky beauty, but that he will consciously clean himself up and tidy, which makes people feel very comfortable to watch. It was the first time I had seen him with a scruffy beard, disheveled clothes, and messy and sloppy hair.

However, it wasn't his sloppiness that made me sad. Instead, his eyeballs were bloodshot, and his hands were staggered on his shoulders, as if he was in a fragile state of defense.

The Chen Tu in front of him is far from the confident and excellent man he showed me before.

With a jerk of my nose, I stepped forward quickly, and I was about to pounce on him and hug him, but Chen Tu raised his eyes and glanced at me, his eyes seemed to hide a haze, hazy.

But it was as if the sun had suddenly come out, and he was dispelled a little, and he finally made me feel familiar.

I changed my mind and ended up just sitting down next to him, grabbing his hand and rubbing it in my palm.

Chen Tubing's cold hands finally got a little warm.

In silence, he leaned over to me, but instead of hugging me as before, he simply and rudely pulled me into his arms, this time he was cautious, and his empty hand only touched my back a few times, and said, "I'm sorry."

My heart trembled, and I couldn't open my mouth to ask him at this moment to verify whether that yellowed photo had brought him some bad shadows, so that he, who had always been calm and rational, would be in such a violent situation.

I grabbed him with my backhand and rubbed it a few times as if I wanted more security, I didn't know what I could say, and I didn't say anything.

After hugging each other in silence for nearly ten minutes, Chen Tu slowly let go of me, his face finally had a hint of brilliance, his hands were on my shoulders, and his voice was hoarse: "Last night, did I scare you?"

I was stunned, then shook my head slightly, "No."

The corners of Chen Tu's mouth shrugged up slightly, and he said self-deprecatingly, "Will you regret marrying me?"

I couldn't keep up with Chen Tu's thinking at all, and I was stunned: "Huh?"

Sticking his gaze to my face unscrupulously, Chen Tu's self-deprecating tone was even worse: "When you were single before, you lived peacefully. With me, you're surrounded by a bunch of ghosts, ghosts, snakes, and gods, and you're always going to encounter a bunch of neurotics. Last night in front of you, I was also a psychopath. ”

I hurriedly stretched out my hand to cover Chen Tu's mouth, and shook my head desperately: "You're not, don't talk nonsense."

But he quickly took off my hand and put it in the palm of his hand, Chen Tu said coldly: "In the past few days when I am not at home, you take good care of yourself, eat well, don't be too late, someone comes to the house at night to ring the doorbell, you can't open the door."

I grabbed Chen Tu's hand in a daze, and my mouth was full of weak begging and disgust: "Chen Tu, are you okay to go home?" I won't quarrel with you anymore. ”

But he smiled suddenly, Chen Tu made a few circles in my palm, and he suddenly returned to his usual relaxed nature: "Silly." I'm going on a business trip. ”

This made my heart loosen all the way.

Leaning over, Chen Tu's lips rubbed twice on my forehead like an understatement, and his voice was like a spring water tinkling into my ears: "I wanted to tell you last night that I was going on a business trip to Baiyunzhang, Huizhou today, for another confirmation and inspection before the project started, but the situation was out of my control."

After a pause for a few seconds, Chen Tu swallowed his saliva abruptly, and his tone was slightly dry: "Wu Yi, can you stop worrying about Xiaozhi's resemblance to me."

It was as if someone had poked my heart hard, and a dull pain hit me, so I bit my lip and finally unconsciously responded, "Or."

Glaring at me, Chen Tu's tone was even more obscure: "Xiaozhi shouldn't be my son."

Probably not.

What Chen Tu means is that he is not sure?

However, Ash looks so similar to him when he was a child, Ash is not his son, is Ash his younger brother?

In my mind, the picture of Lin Siai sticking to Chen Zheng's body instantly appeared, filthy scene after scene, fortunately, Chen Tu interrupted me at the right time, he squeezed my hand hard, and said, "Wu Yi, you give me some time, and I will give you an exact explanation."

I opened my mouth and was about to speak, when Chen Tu's phone rang.

I glanced at it, and the person who called him was Liu Chengyu.

made a gesture to me, Chen Tu quickly took the phone and picked it up, he took Gao Leng to the extreme, and only spit out two words from his mouth: "You say."

Liu Chengyu said for two or three minutes at the other end, and Chen Tu continued: "Okay."

Then he simply hung up the phone.

Putting the phone in his pocket, Chen Tu had already moved towards the desk, and he said, "Wu Yi, you go home obediently, I have to go."

Or in Chen Tu's eyes, I have completely reconciled with him, but my heart is like being crushed by a boulder and unable to live in peace.

But I still know what people should do at what time, since Chen Tu's more important thing at this moment is to be responsible for the work at hand, then I should no longer disturb his heart with the private things in life.

In a hurry, I watched Chen Tu go to the sink to clean himself up completely, and then changed back to a clean appearance, and after a while, he came over and kissed me on the cheek again, and then took my hand and walked out.

We came to the parking lot, my car was parked in Zone D, and Chen Tu's car was parked in Zone A, we hugged each other for a few seconds, then waved and parted ways.

When I returned to the studio, Xiao Duan had already gone out to deliver the materials to the client, and I sat in my seat thinking about things, I felt that Liang Jianfang, as Chen Tu's mother, could not have known the origin of the photo that caused Chen Tu to go berserk. I don't want to viciously speculate that she deliberately sent that picture in a box, just as she was unintentionally mixed up, and that's it.

However, with my little understanding of her, how could she make such a low-level mistake when she was so impenetrable?

I can't figure it out if I want to break my scalp, irritable things are like leeks one after another, I am already physically and mentally exhausted, and finally press these and pretend to be nothing to continue with the rest of my life.

Two days after the chaos, Baolun faxed me a working letter, to the effect that Baolun and I had reached an agreement to terminate the contract and ask me to sign to confirm the return, and there would be no business involvement in the future.

Thinking that I can no longer face Lin Siai in the future, I am half relieved.

When I returned home in the evening, I took the initiative to send a message to Chen Tu, saying, "The weather in Huizhou is not good, don't catch a cold."

Then I held my phone and waited, waited, Chen Tu didn't reply to me.

After eating dinner without knowing the taste, I was not even in the mood to turn on the TV, I wanted to take a shower after I had cleaned my clothes, but I didn't want my phone to ring.

I thought it was Chen Tu calling, so I hurriedly rushed to the mobile phone to pick it up, but the person who didn't want to call me was my mother Deng Guanfeng.

Since the last time we met unexpectedly in Nanshan Hospital, after more than half a year, we have not been in touch with each other, she called me at such a big night, I not only felt surprised, but also slightly uneasy.

Probably because after being with Chen Tu, I became softer, but I didn't think too much about it and picked up the phone.

Unexpectedly, Deng Guanfeng was full of intermittent crying: "Xiaoyi, are you free now?"

An hour later, Deng Guanfeng and I were sitting in a café not far from our home, much thinner than the last time we met, her face haggard, and her hand holding the coffee cup was a little shaky.

I sat in front of me, took a sip of the sweet and greasy hot cocoa, looked at it indifferently, and didn't take the initiative to ask her what she insisted on seeing me for.

After a moment of silence, she finally spoke, and the words she asked seemed to bring me warmth on the surface, but the words were full of harshness in my ears.

She said, "Little One, do you live in Xiangmi Lake?"

I have been in Shenzhen for more than five years. It was the first time she had asked me about it.

In the past few years, she has given Wu Yuemei 7,500 yuan after I finished the college entrance examination, saying that it was for my tuition, and there has been no follow-up. It seems that I am angry with Wu for a day, and I live in a world where I can pay four years of tuition for 7,500 yuan.

Of course, I don't blame her for giving me less money, she doesn't want to give me money to study, I have my own hands and feet, and I can rely on myself. But I blame her for having the money to study Wu Xiaofei in an expensive art major, but she has never cared for me even a little bit, even verbally.

She was obviously scolded by Wu Yuemei, knowing that I had been admitted to Shenzhen University, knowing that I was near not far from her, knowing that I had been so humble and so righteous and leaning on tiptoe with a hot face and a cold ass, in a vain attempt to get closer to her, in a vain attempt to get closer to the home that had nothing to do with me, in a vain attempt to get a penny of family warmth, but she never stretched out her hand to me, hugged me like before, gave me stability, and fulfilled my little wish. Let my heart be cold and cold, hard and hard and hard and turn into a cold stone.

My resentment against her has been planted too deep and bottomless, and these resentments have eaten away at my bones and blood like poison, and have imprisoned my heart, so I can no longer fluctuate in the face of her.

So, I replied coldly, "Yes."

Deng Guanfeng is not stupid, she naturally knew from the beginning that I didn't have a good attitude, after I coldly dropped such a sentence, she was a little embarrassed, her hands couldn't help but cross and twist together, after a while she barely laughed, but in her tone she tried her best to express the look of being familiar with me, and said: "You child, you don't like to talk since you were a child, you always say word by word, and you haven't changed it until now."

If I had said these words before, when I was alone, I might have held back my tears.

But now, I'm so relaxed.

Biting Deng Guanfeng's words, I was light and light, and said indifferently as if watching the fire from the other side: "No, I remember that before you abandoned me, I was quite cheerful and lively."

Suddenly, Deng Guanfeng's hand crossed over the two warm coffee cups, and her hand quickly rested on top of mine.

Over the years, she has lived in Shenzhen, although it is not pampered, but at least there is no need to be exposed to the sun and rain, and she also has time to rub a few mahjong and then go to the mall to buy and buy, her hands are very well maintained, patted on the back of my hand soft, warm.

The things I once hoped for became a reality in this moment, but when those extravagant feelings were gone, they were worthless to me.

I quickly withdrew my hand, but I couldn't bear the woman who had given me my life, and I couldn't bear to embarrass her too much, so I took the cup and took a sip.

Before I paused the cup, Deng Guanfeng's hand had not been withdrawn, the corners of her mouth twitched, and she slowly squeezed out a few words: "I'm sorry."

All that said, I especially hate the word "sorry".

I was angry, but I didn't have the heart to tell her, and then I looked at the time, it was already nine o'clock in the evening, and I didn't want to be embarrassed with her anymore, so I took the initiative to ask: "Say, what's the matter with me?"