37. Put it in the place of death and then be born, break out of the cocoon and become a butterfly!
Looking at his eyes, unconsciously, it was already full of ambiguity.
I panicked, this guy didn't want to be here or there, was he?
"Mu Qing." I nudged him gently.
It's okay not to push, but a push seems to send him some kind of invitation signal, which ignites him instantly. I only felt a weight on my body, and when I looked up again, he had already pressed it all over......
I really didn't expect him to come to such a show, at first I only felt ashamed and hateful, and then I was scared and shocked. But he lost himself all the way, and easily removed my stockings and bottoms.
The moment he approached, I was so nervous that I was so dry that tears broke out in pain.
"Did I hurt you?" He hurriedly stopped.
I glared at him hatefully and said nothing. He paused and withdrew. I thought he had finally given up, but he swung down, slid down, put his head between my legs, and...
A tingling sensation swept through the body from the deepest part of the body. At that moment, I really felt ashamed and unstoppable.
Blue sky and white clouds, entangled with each other. The affection is speechless, and the corners of his eyes are eyebrows.
When the powerful heart flood hit the top of my head with the same surging physiological waves, and then spread to the whole body, I hugged him tightly, hating to be deeply embedded in the marrow of the other. It was also the first time I really experienced what it means to be one.
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When it came time to take me home, I was so tired that I fell asleep in the car. When I woke up, I saw him smoking a cigarette. At that moment, I was back in a trance when he first took me home. It's amazing to think about life, how could I have imagined that this man would become so important in my life.
Seeing me wake up, he smiled faintly, "Xiaoxi, it's not a way for you to do this, either just get a driver's license and buy a car, or move to me, and I'll send you every day." ”
I smiled and shook my head, "I said I didn't want to go to you just yet." ”
He sighed, "Otherwise, you can move." Seeing that my expression was stunned, he added, "I don't want you to live so far away, how tired it is to run back and forth every day." Move closer to work, and I'll help you find it. ”
At that moment, although he didn't say it explicitly, I vaguely knew what he was worried about. I didn't have the heart to poke it, so I nodded, said I thought about it again and went upstairs.
He took out the key and was about to open the door, but he stopped again, turned around, and looked at the closed door opposite.
After explaining it to him thoroughly, I never saw him again. I don't know if he's moved or not, but I always feel that the room across from me has been so quiet that I can't hear a sound these days. I walked over, raised my hand and prepared to knock on the door, thinking to myself, otherwise it would be very embarrassing for each other to make a phone call or something, otherwise we would be very embarrassed to see each other so coldly.
However, when I made the call, my whole heart shook.
His number is already empty.
It wasn't until then that I realized that he had said "goodbye" to me that day. "It's very different from what I understood to be goodbye.
I opened the door early the next morning, and somehow, I suddenly wished that the door on the other side would open, and then I saw the kid's stinky expression and called me Auntie.
But the door was still closed.
I began to wonder if that door would never open again. At least, won't open for me again. Thinking of this, I couldn't help but lament and regret in my heart. If that's the case, how can I pay him what I owe?
When I came to yesterday's unit again, I listened to Duan Muqing's suggestion and no longer went to a high-level such as the director of the bureau, but to the director of the office. Soon, the man met me. The man's surname was Fu, and he was a thin man in his 40s, and the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes were very deep when he smiled.
After that, they met a few more times, but they talked back and forth, and there was no substantial progress, and they only made an appointment to have dinner together on weekend nights. When I went to the appointment, I had an extra eye and brought my assistant Xiao He with me.
Director Fu brought a few more colleagues from their department, and they tried to pour me wine during the banquet. I took advantage of my physical discomfort and coincided with the menstrual period, so I didn't drink a sip. Director Fu turned to attack Xiao He again, and after Xiao He smiled and refused, Director Fu immediately put down his face, "Hey, hey, you're an assistant assistant, you can't even help with wine, what else do you want to do?" If you don't drink it, do you want your director to drink it for you? ”
Xiao He's face flushed, and he picked up the wine glass and was about to drink it with his head down, I took her hand, smiled, and saluted myself with the teacup. After that, I don't know how many good things I said, and the people over there let us go and stopped drinking.
Finally, after eating, those people had to call to sing again. thought that if I didn't try to win this project, I would be pulled away by Guo Yuandong and his company immediately, so I gritted my teeth, and with 10,000 reluctance in my heart, I led them to KTV.
At first, it was okay, but slowly, a few people began to harass me and Xiao He Lai by getting drunk. Unbearable, Xiao He and I took the opportunity to go to the toilet and discussed countermeasures.
"Sister Xi, I'm sorry, I was at the wine table just now..."
"Fool! Bringing you here is not for you to block the wine, but to think that many people will take care of it, don't think about it! ”
She listened, nodded sensibly, and then her eyes lit up, and she gave me an idea to find a wine lady for each of them. She said that this kind of thing was actually commonplace when she was in other companies, and those male leaders came out to play, which was originally for fun, and those ladies who worked on the stage also had more income, so they killed two birds with one stone!
Although I was still a little resistant in my heart, I thought that it was a pity to give up so much when I thought about it, and finally agreed to her suggestion. A few minutes later, the manager called in a couple of young and beautiful escort ladies.
Those individual men pretended to have scruples at first, and slowly, the boat reached the bridge.
I never dared to look at it, and I always felt sorry for the girls who came to accompany me.
It wasn't until I felt that a voice was really familiar, and then I looked up suspiciously. The girl who was sitting in the middle was talking and laughing and drinking with Director Fu...
My heart was shocked.
It's Xiaoya!
Maybe it was because she felt that someone was staring at her, Xiao Ya smiled and pushed away Director Fu's greasy and crooked hand on her chest, and looked at me this way.
For a while, she was also stunned.
Immediately, she glared at me fiercely, her face full of resentment. Director Fu, who didn't know why, was still trying to drink her. She seemed to lose interest from the moment she saw me, and she kept a calm face and didn't say a word.
At first, Director Fu persuaded him with good words, but gradually, he also lost patience, pulled Xiaoya's face, scolded a few words hatefully, and pressed her head to force her to drink.
I couldn't see it, I stood up and was just about to go up to stop it, when I saw Xiao Ya Hao stand up, picked up the wine glass and splashed it on Director Fu's face, "Drink your mother's eggs, my mother just doesn't want to drink!" You've come to eat my mother! ”
Director Fu was stunned for a moment, then his eyes were red, and he got up and grabbed Xiaoya's hair and was about to pick up his fist and beat it down.
I rushed up to block it, and slammed my fist into the chest, and I snorted in pain and bent down in pain.
Director Fu was dumbfounded, and looked at him blankly, "Then, that Director Lu, you, are you okay?" ”
I shook my head with difficulty, and when he was stunned and let go, I grabbed Xiaoya's hand and pulled her out.
As soon as I went out, she scolded and shook my hand away. I endured a churning in my chest and pulled it up again, and the two of them pulled out of the KTV door like that, I finally lost my strength in pain, let go of her hand, squatted next to the railing by the river, and gasped for breath.
"What the hell do you mean, old woman?"
I looked up at her, "What do you mean?" ”
She stubbornly roared, "Who wants you to help me?" It's none of your business if I'm beaten to death! Do you think I'll be grateful to you if you help me? You're dead to this heart. The woman I hate most in my life is a woman like you! Fake affection, disgusting! ”
I sighed heavily, I really didn't have time to compete with a little girl at the moment.
"Didn't you go to school anymore? How can you work in such a place and your parents don't care about you? ”
Her immature face, which was covered by heavy makeup, stiffened slightly, "Where do I like to work, that's my freedom, it's your turn?" How old are you! ”
I struggled to stand up, "That's... Does Zhao know that you work here? ”
Hearing this, her original tense momentum was extinguished all of a sudden, and tears fell down her cheeks, "He doesn't know." How could he possibly know. He told me to never go to him. ”
Xiaoya said, squatted down, and couldn't help crying.
I really didn't know how to comfort her, so I stayed by her side all the time, quietly.
Seeing that she finally stopped crying and stood up to leave, I hurriedly grabbed her, "Xiaoya, if you don't mind... I can introduce you to another job. ”
Her thin and weak back was stunned for a moment, and then she turned her head, her eyes full of hatred, "I'm not rare!" ”
"But here you are..."
She yelled at me hoarsely, "I said it! I'm not rare! I don't want your pity and sympathy! Do you think you are a bodhisattva or the Virgin Mary? It's a disgusting and disgusting compassion for everyone. Zhao Alcohol was so confused by you at the beginning, wasn't he? You shameless old woman, since you don't like him, why should you be so nice to him. Let him fall into the trap of your tenderness, and then brutally push him away, you completely ruined him, do you know? ”
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