38. Put it to death and then live, break the cocoon into a butterfly!
I was stunned, "Xiaoya, what's wrong with Zhao Yu?" ”
She clenched her fists, "What's wrong?" Do you still care about his life and death, and live happily with your rich man! I wish you all the best of luck! Don't be abandoned halfway, and then be orphans and widows living a miserable life! ”
My heart was sour, "Xiaoya, don't say that." I'm divorced, but I don't want to. When you grow up, you will understand that this life of a woman is not easy. It is not easy to be lucky enough to meet someone who can be loved until old age, most of the time we will love the wrong person. In my last marriage, I admit that I had failures, and the last thing I should have was to think that a family like theirs would accept a poor man like me, who had no father or mother. Whether it's life or marriage, who doesn't want smooth sailing? But what can be done, some people are destined to have less than others at birth, and they are destined to work harder than others and take more detours than others. I've been tired enough, and I don't want to be misunderstood by you like this. Whether you believe it or not, in my heart, I have always regarded Zhao Alcohol as a younger brother, and you are just like my brother-in-law. ”
She looked at me with some surprise, "Brother, brother, brother-in-law... It's true? ”
I endured the mist in my eyes, nodded, and continued, "To be honest, I saw you being treated by those men in that kind of place... I'm really sad, I think, if your parents saw it, so would they-"
She interrupted me coldly, "They don't care if I live or die." ”
"They..."
"After the divorce, my parents had their own families, and no one cared about me at all." Her voice was very soft and soft, but the sorrow in her eyes was very heavy and heavy.
I stepped forward and tentatively grabbed her thin little shoulders, and when I saw that she did not resist, I carefully took her into my arms. This small body is even weaker than I imagined.
She leaned into my arms, her shoulders twitching, "Auntie, am I annoying?" ”
I patted her on the back, "Silly boy, why do you say that?" ”
"Every time I go to my mom, she says that. I hated me so much that I was told not to go to her again. Now even alcohol hates me, I'm not born to be liked by anyone, woowoo woo ......"
I was so distressed that I couldn't say anything, and hugged her tighter and tighter.
I used to think that the world was full of joy and that everyone was better off than me. But when I really saw what life was and looked at it again, I realized that they were all poor people.
After being comforted for a while, Xiaoya stopped crying again. I found that this girl is actually quite cute and simple, like and hate, always clearly written on her face.
After I asked and asked, she slowly spit out Zhao Yu's whereabouts. I went back to the private room and took the bag, pulled Xiao He, left the embarrassed group of people in the private room, and walked straight out.
Xiao He asked me worriedly if I would miss this project. I shook my head with a wry smile and said I'd rather just miss it than talk about any more collaborations with such disgusting people.
Is a man who can beat even a woman still a man?
After letting Xiao He go back first, I accompanied Xiao Ya and stopped a car to go to an old warehouse in the suburbs.
In the distance, I heard the sound of cacophony of music, and the driver slowed down slowly, then stopped some distance from his destination.
After getting out of the car, Xiaoya looked at the taxi that had gone away and scolded the coward. Actually, don't talk about him, even I'm afraid. What kind of place is in front of you, the music is harsh, the lights are green, the black smoke is miasma, from a distance, it really looks like a yin dynasty and an underworld.
When I got closer, I realized that they were all young people like Xiao Ya Zhao and them. Dressed in what I thought was a fancy dress, they thought it was a cool outfit of alternative fashion, their hair was dyed colorful, and they were all nailed to their ears like they had a grudge against their ears, and I felt that my ears hurt with it.
The worst thing is that many people who seem to me to be boys at all, only to find out that they are female babies when they open their mouths. And some of the boys put powder on their faces with eyeliner, and their mouths were red like vampires.
I watched dumbfounded, thinking that I was really old, and I was completely puzzled by the way these young people were dressed up at the moment.
I can't help but be a little glad in my heart, at least the appearance of Xiaoya and Zhao Alcohol, among these non-mainstream killers, can be regarded as simple, clean and tall that I can accept.
Of course, when they looked at me, they were also full of doubts. I'm afraid I'm thinking about why I, an old mother, want to come to their territory.
I took a heavy breath and kept up with Xiaoya's pace. Then, her steps suddenly stopped, her eyes were full of melancholy, "Auntie, I can only accompany you here." Go find him yourself, he's right in front of you. ”
"Why don't you go along?"
"He told me never to be in front of him again."
"Xiaoya..."
She turned around, obviously smiling stubbornly, but there were tears in her eyes, "Auntie, in this world, maybe you are the only one who can persuade him." Even if you really don't like him, can you lie to him? Give him some warmth! With that, she lowered her head again and covered her mouth with one hand, "He's pitiful enough, why did he finally like someone, or you?" ”
"I..."
She glanced back in a daze, "Even if it's a lie to him, auntie, take him out of that place!" If he continues like that, he'll die! ”
With that, she trotted towards the crowd without looking back. I called her name and chased after her for a while, but I couldn't catch up and she just disappeared into the crowd.
I came back to my senses and looked in the direction she had pointed earlier. A few apparently modified motorcycles stood somewhere, a couple of boys in cool biker suits were talking about something, and some girls in sexy camisole shirts were leaning against the car, behaving ambiguously and flirtatiously.
In the haze, I saw a tall and thin figure standing alone in the corner, and my heart tightened.
I walked up briskly and grabbed him by the hem of his shirt. A hint of surprise flashed in his originally confused eyes, and then he was stunned, seeing that the cigarette burning in his hand was about to burn his hand, I exclaimed, and he came back to his senses and threw away the cigarette butt.
I grabbed the hem of his shirt tightly and looked him up and down. The hair was so casually accumulated, and the original unruly and stinky expression turned into a pair of dazed and innocent drooping eyes and thin lips with the corners of the lips down. The person was thinner than before, and the whole spirit seemed to have been sucked away, leaving only an empty skin bag.
My heart hurts fiercely.
"Zhao Alcohol, how did you become like this?"
He tugged at the corners of his mouth, trying to get a smile on his face, but his face became more and more stiff.
"Auntie, why are you here?"
"I... I said, in my heart, I treat you as if you were a relative! My relatives are gone, of course I'll find them! ”
I gently shook his hand.
He smiled bitterly, "Hehe! Close relatives? ”
I nodded, tears falling down my face.
"Auntie... Don't cry, it's okay, I'm not afraid of death, I'm afraid of you crying. ”
My tears grew louder and louder. I remember saying that he had said it before. It's just that I didn't understand at that time, and the feelings contained in these words were very meaningful.
"Nope! I'm just going to cry, if you don't go back with me, I'll just stand here and cry all the time! ”
He pouted, "You go back first, this is not the place you should be." You have a good time with Little Japan, if he dares to bully you, you tell me, I will never let him go. ”
When I heard this, my heart hurt more and more, "He is very good to me, don't worry." I'm just worried about you. What are you doing here? ”
I looked around, "Didn't you say that racing is just your hobby?" But here..."
"Auntie, don't ask, go back quickly. Take good care of yourself... There is also a little Tang monk. As he spoke, he pulled my hand away little by little, walked straight to a race car, put on his helmet, and rode on.
Afterward, I heard a man in red leggings shouting in a high-pitched voice, "The old rule, whoever finishes first wins!" In the process, life and death are fateful, and they don't owe each other! Busy! Organ donors on the move! Use your speed to ignite our passion! ”
Hearing the man's shout, in an instant, the sound of the motorcycle roared, and the young man on the side instantly boiled, but my heart seemed to cool instantly, and the pain was so painful that I couldn't move.
I hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed his forehead, "Zhao Yu, you go back with me, don't participate in such a dangerous game, okay?" ”
His whole body stiffened visibly, and then he opened the glass lid of his helmet, "Go back!" I received money from others, I must compare! ”
"How much? Can't I give him more? Zhao Yu, I beg you, don't participate in this kind of competition that will kill you at any time! "I was almost crying and begging him.
He smiled coldly, "It's okay to die, anyway, if you live, there is only pain." ”
"Zhao Alcohol! Listen to me, I want you to live well, just be ......" I relented, "just live for me!" ”
His eyes were stunned for a moment, "Auntie." ”
I hugged him tightly, "Life is not difficult for anyone!" No matter how hard it is, you still have me! Didn't you say that my aunt was stupid and stupid? In that case, how can you leave me alone? And you little Tang monk, didn't you say that you were a monkey sent by God to protect him? ”
Hearing this, he closed his eyes in pain, and then, I saw a crystal tear in his eyes.
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