Four years ago, the happiest thing that made me feel was that the two were happy, young and vigorous, full of love and love between men and women, four years later, I suddenly understood that the happiest thing was that two people have experienced so much, and they can support each other and care for each other, he still understands you, and is still willing to give you a home.

I don't know how many people are still holding on to this relationship, how many people are staying at the crossroads, and how many people choose to leave.

Because he was not worried about the beans, he and Gao Zijian still returned downstairs, a family of three was lying on the bed for the first time, Gao Zijian excitedly hugged the beans into the crook of his arm, the beans were on the left side, and I was on the right side.

Happiness is like a stream that has just thawed, clear and transparent, flawless.

Happiness is also like this mellow wine, a cup of intriguing, is so sweet, sweet, waiting for you to taste, after tasting to know its mellow, but can not be wasted, because lost, so more understand the value of happiness.

Gao Zijian said that there is no need to worry about telling Douzi about his father, Sun Yiqing has an irreplaceable place in Douzi's heart, and if he is forced to accept himself, I am afraid it will take some time.

I think what Gao Zijian said makes sense, it's just a dad, Gao Zijian must be looking forward to it more than me.

Gao Zijian looked at me with a smile, then looked at the beans in the crook of his arm, and said confidently: "It won't be long before he will call me." ”

I looked at Gao Zijian's confident eyes, so I didn't say much, the family of three was lying on the same bed for the first time, for me, this was hard-won.

The night passed.

I was woken up by the sound of birds chirping outside the window, and when I turned over, I saw that the beans beside me were still asleep, and the eyelashes like a butterfly fan covered his eyes, long, black, and very beautiful.

I gently approached the bean and landed a sweet kiss on his forehead. Sensing my approach, Douzi squinted at me and shouted, "Mommy." ”

"Good morning...... "I approached the beans and was about to speak when I heard the sound of ding-dong from the living room.

Douzi looked at me, and I also looked at Douzi, and Douzi's face showed confusion and asked, "Mom, is there a big mouse hidden in the house?" ”

I smiled awkwardly and said, "Maybe it's not a mouse, it's an adult!" ”

"Is it Uncle Sun?" Beanzi looked at me almost without thinking and asked with a smile.

"Possibly, it's Uncle Gao......" I pinched Douzi's little face, took him into my arms, and said, "Come, let's get up." ”

When I walked out of the bedroom with the beans in my arms, I smelled the fragrance wafting from the room, which, as far as I knew, was Gao Zijian demonstrating his technique of frying eggs.

Douzi leaned forward, glanced at the neatly arranged breakfast on the table, and said, "Mom, breakfast, it looks good." ”

I nodded, just as Gao Zijian walked out of the kitchen, saw me and Douzi, and said with a smile, "Get up?" Douzi, come here, uncle will take you to brush your teeth......"

Brushing my teeth is the thing that Beans hate the most, and every time, I put a lot of thought into it.

Douzi glared at Gao Zijian and said, "Uncle Gao, are you having breakfast at my house?" ”

Obviously Gao Zijian burned the beans for breakfast? I glanced at the beans, a little helpless.

Only then did I see that Gao Zijian was actually wearing a lady's apron.

"Sort of, it's too troublesome to have breakfast in the mountains, so I'll come to your house......" Gao Zijian shrugged his shoulders and said.

Douzi looked at the breakfast thoughtfully and said, "Okay, two dollars for an egg, fried eggs still cost oil, noisy me to sleep in the morning, the total charge is ...... Fifty pieces. ”

By the way, I forgot to mention that my beans are very good at calculating, because our source of livelihood mainly depends on the coffee shop, and all the expenses usually revolve around beans, and beans once won the first prize in the school's math competition, and he changed hands in exchange for thirty yuan.

At the age of three, the first income is thirty yuan.

"Okay, but my uncle's wallet is still in the car, can I pay the fee later?" Gao Zijian looked at the beans and said helplessly.

Douzi looked at me, sighed, and said, "Manly man, talk counts." ”

Gao Zijian walked over with a smile, stretched out his arm, looked at Douzi with a smile, and said, "Then, little man, shouldn't we brush our teeth?" ”

Beanzi remained motionless in my arms and whispered to me, "Mom, how much does a toothbrush cost?" ”

Although the voice was small, it was obvious that Gao Zijian heard it.

I hugged Douzi aside and asked him in a low voice, "Douzi, my uncle is a guest here, why do you still charge?" ”

Douzi heard the slight reproach in my tone and said, "Mom, why isn't Dad Sun here?" Did this Uncle Gao get Dad Sun away? ”

I looked at Douzi in surprise, although he was small, but this child was indeed too careful, and he could actually notice such a change in his smile.

Anyway, not like me......

"No, Dad Sun went to recuperate, or the doctor brought by Uncle Gao, Uncle Gao knows that Douzi is worried about Dad Sun, and he came to help, Douzi has to be obedient, understand?" I patiently explained, for fear that Douzi's misunderstanding of Gao Zijian would get deeper and deeper.

Beanzi looked at me with a smile and said, "I see." ”

Gao Zijian saw that I was finished chatting with Douzi, and immediately came over again, looked at Douzi with a smile, and said, "Douzi, shouldn't we go brush our teeth?" ”

Douzi snorted and said, "I don't usually brush my teeth with other people, but ......"

Gao Zijian looked at me with a shocked look on his face and said, "But what? ”

"If Uncle Gao dances for me in an apron, I can consider it......" Douzi got out of my arms and pinched his waist to look at Gao Zijian.

Gao Zijian looked at me innocently, hey, no way, Douzi is definitely not looking for fault for no reason, I guess it was Gao Zijian's behavior last night that scared Douzi.

"Since you don't agree, then I only have ......"

"Okay, let's talk......" Gao Zijian shook his apron helplessly and said, "What are you dancing?" ”

"Pluck turnips." Douzi said very calmly, a pair of eyes seem innocent, but why, I always feel that Douzi he, is it deliberate?

"Pulling turnips?" Gao Zijian looked at Douzi with an annoyed face and said, "What is this?" ”

Douzi looked at Gao Zijian with disgust and said, "I don't even know if I pull the radish, what a big idiot, Mom, play the music on the phone to him." ”

I glanced at Gao Zijian innocently, took out my mobile phone, and played the music of pulling radishes.

"Pull the turnip, pull the turnip, oops, oops, the little flower cat, come on, come on, come and pull the turnip......"

Early in the morning, it was this first radish that sounded in the whole living room. Let's take a look at Gao Zijian, stretching out his arms and pretending to pluck the radish, while swinging his apron and twisting his hips, as helpless as he wants.

"Uncle Gao, you have to pull hard, the radish is very deep......" Douzi took two steps back and glanced at me, our mother and son looked at each other, Douzi squeezed his eyes at me, I don't know what it means.

What the hell does this kid want to do?

Father and son finally stood in the bathroom, big and small arms holding toothbrushes, heard my noise, turned around at the same time, took a mouthful of foam, and smiled at me.

I smiled and said softly, "Hurry up, come over for dinner later." ”

"Okay."

"Okay."

The father and son replied at the same time, Gao Zijian lowered his head in surprise, looked at Douzi with a smile, and Douzi glanced at Gao Zijian lazily, and continued to brush his teeth as if nothing happened.

Gao Zijian shrugged his shoulders at me, expressing helplessness.

At breakfast.

Gao Zijian diligently cut the fried egg in the bean bowl, pushed it in front of the bean, and said with a smile: "Beans, eat a little more, and after eating, your uncle and mother will go out with you to play." ”

Beanzi ate with his head down and didn't reply for a long time.

A few crows flew away overhead, Gao Zijian looked at me resentfully, and said, "Douzi, you are a child now, you are growing your body, eat more." ”

Douzi raised his head and said, "To be honest, eat in moderation and maintain a healthy body. ”

"Well, it makes a lot of sense to be honest, then...... What else did the teacher teach you? ”

Douzi swallowed two mouthfuls of bread and said, "Eat without saying anything." ”

A few more crows flew by, and Gao Zijian was completely depressed.

Douzi is a little different today, I admit that Douzi's mouth is indeed very powerful in the group of children, but his personality is basically not aggressive, he is so indifferent to Gao Zijian this morning, does he know something?

After the meal, Gao Zijian was brushing the dishes in the kitchen, and Douzi and I were in the bedroom, looking at the snow-white and cute little face, I quietly approached, put my palm in front of Douzi, and asked, "Douzi, what's wrong today?" ”

Douzi turned his face to look at me and said, "Mom, why is Uncle Gao at our house?" ”

"I was there before......"

"He didn't sleep next to me before...... Douzi rubbed his shoulder in disgust and said, "Isn't this bed for me and my mother?" ”

I looked at Douzi in surprise and asked, "Douzi, what's wrong with you?" ”

Douzi bit her lip and looked at me and said, "Mom, I like Dad Sun, this Uncle Gao is too fierce, I'm afraid he will murder you......"

My heart was violently impacted, and I took a gentle breath and said, "Douzi, Uncle Gao is very good, and besides, he is different from Uncle Sun......"

"Mom, Dad Sun was unhappy yesterday......" Douzi raised his head and looked at me, with tears in his big eyes, and said, "Mom, are you not going to marry Dad Sun?" ”

My heart was shocked by something that had never been related to it, and I didn't know how to explain to Douzi for a while, looked at his aggrieved face, hugged him into his arms, and asked, "Douzi, did Uncle Sun tell you something?" ”

Douzi sucked and nested in my arms and said, "Mom, Uncle Sun said that he will have less time with me in the future, and he can't accompany me to see the little sea lions, and he can't come to accompany Douzi to paint every day, Mom, did Douzi do something wrong?" Daddy Sun doesn't like beans anymore, woo woo woo woo ......"

I held Douzi in my arms in distress, rubbed my fingers gently on his back, and coaxed him in a low voice: "Douzi, Uncle Sun has a lot of things to do every day, of course I can't accompany Douzi every day, Douzi also has to go to school, and when Douzi is a little older, Douzi will be very busy, but Douzi is obedient, and my mother will always accompany Douzi, okay?" ”

Douzi raised his head and looked at me, his mouth pursed, looked at me, and said, "Mom, are you going to be with Uncle Gao, and you don't want Douzi anymore?" ”

"How is it possible," my eyes moistened, and I said with a smile: "Beans are the best children in the world, mom will always love beans, mom won't be separated from beans......"

"Mom......" Douzi hugged my neck tightly and said, "I'm afraid of ......"

"Well, Douzi is not afraid, Mom is here." I hugged the beans tightly, and my eyes were moist, in fact, over the years, in many things, I felt that I did not regret it, including secretly giving birth to beans, falling out with my parents for beans, and raising him alone, I thought that this was all love, in fact, I still owe the child.

No matter how much love I give, I don't give Douzi a complete family strength, no matter how much I pay to Douzi, I don't give him enough security, the child's heart is so fragile, but what about me? Didn't protect him at all.

Today's reaction of Douzi was unexpected by me, and when I think about it, it is also expected, Douzi is already precocious than children of the same age, and his reaction is too normal.

Raised his head and looked out of the door, and just happened to see Gao Zijian standing there with a wooden face, with a full amount of frustration on his face, I guess he heard Douzi's words. Although the child is small, but the heart is fine, a subtle movement and demeanor of the parents may touch his sensitive heart, on this road, we are all novices, for fear that one step of caution will hurt the beans.

Douzi hasn't cried for a long time, and the last time I argued with my friends in kindergarten, I didn't see him crying, but this time...... When I think about it, my heart aches.

When Douzi fell asleep, I walked out of the room, glanced around the room, and didn't see Gao Zijian.

I took two steps forward and heard a noise in the bathroom.

"Yes, yes, three years old, yes, you see what the children like, well, as long as there is, give me the same everything, well, good, okay, go directly to the company if you settle, yes, you can ......"

Gao Zi Fitness has not taken off the apron yet, looking a little funny, he turned his face to look at me, the corners of his mouth curled, and said with a smile: "Beans slept?" ”

I nodded, looked at Gao Zijian, and said, "Douzi him, it takes a little time." ”

Gao Zijian shrugged his shoulders and said, "My son, his temper is the same as mine, don't worry, in two days, he will obediently call Dad." ”

I looked at Gao Zijian, glared at him, and said, "What if you don't shout?" ”

Gao Zijian looked at me with a smile and said, "Who am I, will Douzi not shout?" ”

I sighed and said, "You have seen it, this temper is very stubborn." ”

Gao Zijian hooked his hand at me, smiled and said, "Don't worry, we have to be patient and take our time......"