177. I love

Gao Zijian, who is usually shrewd like a monkey, dropped the chain at the critical moment, he ran in front of me in a few steps, put me in front, and said, "Chen Xiaojia, you mean...... Me and the beans? ”

I nodded and said, "Gao Zijian, if you continue to make trouble like this, it is estimated that not only will I dislike you, but Douzi will also dislike you......"

Gao Zijian couldn't help but hug me, whispered softly in my ear, and said, "Xiaojia, thank you." ”

Obviously, he still looked puzzled just now, why did he suddenly become so deep now, could it be that Gao Zijian already knew? No, if he knew? How could there be such a surprise just now?

Before I could react, Gao Zijian had already let a few white-clothed angels present retreat, and there were only three of us left in the room, Sun Yiqing looked at us with a calm face, with a hint of displeasure on his face.

"You told him?" Sun Yiqing looked at me, his voice very calm.

I nodded and said, "Yes." ”

There was a "pop" sound, Gao Zijian and I turned around, and we saw Tian Xin coming down the stairs, she seemed to have just heard us say these words, smiled lightly, and remained silent.

"Brother Sun, thank you really for the past few years." Gao Zijian looked at Sun Yiqing with a smile, still with a smile on his face.

Sun Yiqing didn't speak, nodded simply, looked at Tian Xin behind us, and said, "Send me back." ”

"It's still raining outside...... I hurriedly stopped, glanced at the bandages on Sun Yiqing's body, and continued: "It's rainy, it's not very convenient, otherwise, let's rest here." ”

Sun Yiqing smiled bitterly and said, "No need, I think there should be a lot of things to say between you, I'd better go back, Tian Xin, send me back." ”

I saw that Sun Yiqing had made up his mind, so I sent the two to the door, and watched Tian Xin holding an umbrella and pushing Sun Yiqing to leave slowly, and a burst of melancholy suddenly rose in my heart.

As soon as the door closed, Gao Zijian hugged me from behind, and tired words sounded in my ears, saying, "Chen Xiaojia, I love you." ”

I turned around slightly, motioned for Gao Zijian to let go of his hand, and said, "I'll go see my son first, and I'll talk to you later." ”

Gao Zijian took my hand and said, "No, it's to look at our son." ”

Hearing Gao Zijian say this, a burst of joy suddenly rose in my heart, and when I opened the bedroom door, Douzi was lying in the quilt obediently, already asleep.

Gao Zijian bypassed the big bed, went to the other side of the bean, looked at the bean softly, leaned forward slowly, and landed a gentle kiss on the bean's forehead.

Gao Zijian stood up and took out a long chain from his pocket, I looked at him curiously, only to see that he put the long chain on Douzi's body, and when I looked at it, it was actually a platinum peace lock.

On the safe lock, the three words Gao Moxuan were prominently displayed.

I raised my head in surprise, my eyes were moist, and Gao Zijian made a silent motion, pointed out the door, and motioned for us to go out.

Didn't he see the message? Why did you suddenly take out this little gift? It's still the name of the bean! This Gao Zijian, what does he know?

As soon as the bedroom door closed, Gao Zijian turned around, took my hand, and walked towards the bedroom upstairs.

I was full of doubts, and while stepping on the stairs, I stared at Gao Zijian, and I always felt that this guy must be hiding something. No, when I told him about beans downstairs just now, he was obviously surprised!

Also, what did he inexplicably find a few angels in white for?

These are just two doubts, but the lake that has stirred up the bottom of my heart has rippled.

No, what's going on with that safety lock? What did Gao Zijian do? Why is this happening all of a sudden?

"Gao Zijian, shut up......" I pushed Gao Zijian, looked at him with an angry face, and asked, "To be honest, did you already know?" ”

Gao Zijian was stunned, moved from my body to the side, put his arm under my neck, and said, "Guess what." ”

"That's not right, then when I talked to you just now, you obviously showed a look of surprise, or did you obviously read the text message and pretended not to read it?" I lay in the crook of Gao Zijian's arm and looked at him suspiciously.

Gao Zijian glared at me and said, "I really didn't read the text message." ”

"You mean, you know?"

Gao Zijian glanced at me and said, "Douzi's handsome face is so similar to me, it's obviously a copy of me, Chen Xiaojia, I'm not so stupid......"

As soon as Gao Zijian's words fell, I quickly jumped up from the crook of his arm and said angrily: "Gao Zijian, to be honest, did you already know? ”

Gao Zijian looked at me, stretched out his hand to pull me, I ignored him, he pulled hard, and hugged me into his arms.

The night was very quiet, Gao Zijian and I were close at hand, we breathed overlapping, snuggling up to each other, as if in the next second, the sky was already desolate.

I didn't speak, Gao Zijian didn't speak, the doubts in my heart slowly dissipated, and finally, I lay quietly in Gao Zijian's arms.

Gao Zijian's voice was hoarse, and I heard him say: "Chen Xiaojia, forgive me for not telling you earlier, I know your character too well, I'm afraid that after telling you, you will be even more flustered."

It's been four years, four years is enough time for us to grow each other, I admit that when I first saw you, I was resentful in my heart, because your goodbye made me look for so long, but your look, a word, made me intoxicated.

I know that beans are all you have, and I also know that you can't leave for no reason, I have a general understanding of this reason before Sun Yiqing speaks, Chen Xiaojia, I didn't betray you, because in my heart, you are the only one.

Your rejection, your heartache, all you have, I can understand.

Please forgive me for my lame pretence, because if I don't pretend, I'm afraid, you'll just refuse to give me a chance to get closer. In Douzi's heart, Sun Yiqing's position is obviously much higher than mine, at first, I was also irritable, and I tried to please him, until that day in the hospital, watching Douzi reluctant to leave the injured Sun Yiqing, the self-confidence in my bones was completely broken. ”

"Beans he ......"

"Chen Xiaojia, don't speak, listen to me......" Gao Zijian's hand gently stroked my cheek and continued: "You also know that there are shortcomings in everyone's personality, and so do I, but no matter how arrogant and ruthless I am, you and Douzi are my favorites."

It's sad for a father not to be recognized by his children, and I also tried to enhance the relationship between me and Douzi through careful contact, now it seems that I am a little anxious, in fact, you choose to conceal it, I can fully understand, I understand the woman I love the most, when there is no love from me, and my son, the dilemma when they depend on each other, Chen Xiaojia, it is I who make your mother and son suffer. ”

I finally understood why Gao Zijian would intentionally or unintentionally mention the term "Gao Dad" in his relationship with Douzi some time ago, at that time I just thought he was in love with the house and Wu, and said such a stupid thing to adopt, it turned out that he knew it.

In fact, I also understand that I am afraid that Douzi will not accept Gao Zijian, and I am even more worried that Douzi's rejection will bring harm to Gao Zijian.

Moreover, Douzi has always liked Sun Yiqing, which will undoubtedly bring harm to Gao Zijian's self-esteem, my hesitation, my worries, I didn't expect it, Gao Zijian knows.

"Chen Xiaojia," Gao Zijian held my face, looked at me with a smile, and said, "You can't lie, every word you say is the first place in my place, but I know you too well......"

"Gao Zijian, don't you think I'm an unreasonable woman?" With tears in my eyes, I looked at Gao Zijian, and my voice was a little choked.

Gao Zijian approached gently, and the gentle kiss was imprinted on my cheek, gently sliding until all the tears on my face were wiped away.

"When I first met you, I liked your personality and smile very much, I only regret that I didn't look too carefully, didn't find you earlier, didn't let your tears be sweet, didn't tell you, in fact, I'm also looking for you......"

My eyes broke the embankment again, hugged Gao Zijian, and said, "Me too, I'm sorry, I'm too stubborn, I will only wait for you in the same place." ”

"Chen Xiaojia, I want to tell you," Gao Zijian's hand gently brushed my cheek and said, "Actually, Sun Yiqing is very right, you used to have a cheerful personality, love to laugh and make trouble, and you never got entangled in these troublesome things, it was I who didn't protect you, and I was sorry for you." ”

Speaking of Sun Yiqing, I thought of the four angels in white invited by Gao Zijian, and asked, "Why do you want to invite a doctor over?" ”

"Chen Xiaojia, I'm sorry, I didn't know that you were wronged, Sun Yiqing's words really reminded me, I was going to go back to the city immediately to teach those people a lesson, listening to what he said, I also have an inferiority complex in my heart, Chen Xiaojia, I care about you, sometimes I can't control myself, so ...... When I thought that after I had to go back to the city to teach those people, it would be Sun Yiqing who would accompany your mother and son, and I couldn't bear it at all. ”

"Stingy man." I looked at Gao Zijian and said with a smile.

"Seeing you and Douzi so close to him, do you know how mad I am? Chen Xiaojia, my personality has not changed, but I will try to solve these problems more maturely, in fact, I don't understand, obviously I am a very patient person, but ......" Gao Zijian sat contemplatively, and continued: "Only for you, for Douzi, the whole person will be crazy." ”

With Gao Zijian's words, I am already satisfied. Looking at his handsome facial features, my hand gently crossed his eyebrows and said, "Gao Zijian, how have you been doing in the past four years?" ”

Gao Zijian looked at me with a smile and said, "Chen Xiaojia, do you want to hear the truth, or is it a lie?" ”

I glared at Gao Zijian and said, "What do you say? ”

Gao Zijian took my hand, put it on his chest, and said, "Listen to it yourself, jump a lot, Chen Xiaojia, without you, here, you are dead." ”

I bit my lip and listened intently to the fluctuations of my fingertips, one after the other, very quickly.

"Chen Xiaojia, in the second half of your life, you don't want to go anywhere, I don't allow it. Even if you want to hide again, take me with you. ”

"Chen Xiaojia, those who make you sad and make you sad, I will let them repay tenfold, hundredfold."

"Chen Xiaojia, I still owe you a grand wedding, tell me, are you willing to marry me?"

I squinted at Gao Zijian and said with a smile, "This, you have to ask my son." ”

Gao Zijian pondered for a while, squinted at me, and said with a smile: "Chen Xiaojia, don't forget, that's also my son......"

I smiled softly and mocked Gao Zijian secretly - if you think my son is so easy to deal with, then, you are wrong......