156 All our lives we have been rampant

After that, Shang Lin didn't speak all the way. He drove me home directly, Jiang Ciyun was holding his daughter on the first floor, he smiled like a child when he teased her, but when he saw me and Shang Lin get out of the car together, his face suddenly darkened.

"How are you together? Changed clothes and put on makeup? Where did it go? Yes? Jiang Ciyun's eyes darkened, as if he was judging me.

I couldn't always lie to a man I loved, so I chose to remain silent.

Shang Lin lit a cigarette and said slowly: "I met at Boss Shen's house, and Boss Shen said on a whim that she had a bad face and put on makeup for her. ”

Obviously, although Shang Lin's explanation is reasonable, his speaking for me is not reasonable. My heart jumped suddenly, after all, Jiang Ciyun is a person with rough lines on the surface, but sensitive and delicate in his heart. He would not have been unaware of such subtle changes.

"Go in first." Jiang Ciyun's eyes swept over me, and he went upstairs by himself, probably asking me to follow.

I really followed.

As soon as he entered the bedroom, Jiang Ciyun said with a cold face: "Tell the truth! ”

I was panicked by his questioning, after all, I couldn't talk about what Xu Mushen did to me.

"I met at Shen Yin's house." I was so cruel that I lied to the man I loved the most.

Jiang Ciyun stood in the light and stared at me for a long time, I was seen through by him, but in my heart I was praying that he would believe my words.

After about two minutes, he finally spoke again: "She's hungry, go make milk powder." ”

He lowered his eyes like a heartless man.

I shook my heart to wash the milk powder, and when I wanted to feed the child, he quietly took the bottle away from my hand, he held the child in one hand, and carefully fed her milk with the other.

"Yingying, you look at Xiaoyan, growing up day by day, when she was born, she couldn't even open her eyes, she often opened one eye and closed one eye, now she is more than a month old, and her face will always be red only when she drinks milk and. Adults are much more complicated, there is love and hate, and there are emotions, and they will hide their emotions. You say, change a person's heart, is it because of growing up, or because of the environment? ”

Jiang Ciyun said with his head down, he said very steadily, I saw his pride as a father from his actions, not many men would really like to take children, but Jiang Ciyun likes to take her very much, even if the sleep time will be seriously insufficient, he is still surprisingly patient in the face of Xiaoyan.

"I, I don't know." I replied much more slowly.

He lifted his eyelids and smiled at me: "I don't understand either." ”

I was suddenly startled, and at the moment when his last note fell, I really saw a trace of femininity that I had rarely seen before, it was very similar to the feeling on Shang Lin's body, it was almost the same.

I panicked, sat down beside him and said, "Ciyun, I'm not in business anymore, and you're not in business anymore, okay?" How about we take the money and take our daughter around the world? Where to go and where to stay? You'll love living so casually. ”

Xiaoyan was full, she pushed the pacifier out with her tongue, tilted her head to the side, closed her eyes a few times, and fell asleep after a while.

Jiang Ciyun didn't answer my question, first put the child in the crib, then stood up in front of me, rubbed my head and said, "Be safe with what happens." ”

There was a faint layer of moisture floating in my eyes. If he takes a step back, others may take ten steps forward, and if they are put together, others dare to try further, and their legs will already be broken.

"By the way, did Ah Shen say anything to you after he went back?" His big hands played with my hair, and the black threads ran down his fingertips.

Jiang Ciyun suddenly asked about this, my heart skipped a beat, and I immediately avoided his gaze and said, "He's fine, I explained the love letter to him, and I made a lot of things clear." You know, he's a sensible person, and after a while, maybe he'll figure it out himself. ”

But in fact, I think the relationship between Jiang Ciyun and Xu Mushen may get worse and worse, Xu Mushen has always hated capitalists, Jiang Ciyun is an exception, and when the exception also becomes an object of hate, the two things are superimposed together, I really can't imagine what things will become.

Xu Mushen came to the door three days later, he came with wine, and Jiang Ciyun and I were very surprised by his sudden arrival.

"What, you're not welcome?" Xu Mushen smiled naturally.

Jiang Ciyun shook his head: "Of course not." ”

Shang Lin glanced at Xu Mushen coldly, and the moment he hooked his lips made me suddenly a little scared.

"I brought good wine, and we haven't had it in a long time." Xu Mushen said.

I couldn't look directly into Xu Mushen's eyes, and as soon as I saw him, I remembered for no reason what he said that day that was completely irrational and inconsistent with his identity.

"Okay, let's drink." Jiang Ciyun put his hands on his waist, his standing posture was very casual, and there was nothing pretentious on his lips, but I could see that he was quite happy.

I said I'm going to stir-fry, Xu Mushen said that he wanted to go upstairs to see the children, Shang Linyi said on the door frame: "Brother and sister, in fact, you are quite pitiful, just like me." ”

I stopped stir-frying and glanced at him, not wanting to bother with him at first.

Shang Lin simply walked in, he leaned on the table on the side of the gas hood, crossed his hands and said to me: "Ciyun likes you because you are by Lu Li's side, Mr. Xu likes you because you are by Ciyun's side, if you are just a lonely individual, there may not be so many people competing for you." ”

My heart pounded, I swallowed my spit, and stammered, "Am I such a provoking person? Less wasted effort. ”

"I'm telling the truth." Shang Lin's speech was too slow, and when I turned my head to look, the bangs on one side covered one of his eyes very uncomfortably, and I inexplicably snorted.

He moved his footsteps, reached out and grabbed a half-cooked fillet from the hot pot and put it in his mouth, and I hit his hand with a shovel, soaking the oil on the back of his hand.

I have to say that he is really a bit perverted, not only did he not get angry but laughed, walked to the faucet to rinse his hands, and said slowly: "Women are very stupid things, do you dare to try how much Ciyun loves you." ”

My heart sank sharply, and he suddenly turned his head and smiled at me: "I don't know what your definition of love is, whether it's spiritual or physical loyalty. Don't be too confident, don't think how important you are, some people love someone wholeheartedly, but when they don't love, they are also cruel, he will be good to another woman. So when evaluating a person, sometimes you will find that there are a lot of strange and diametrically opposed answers, and the reason is that it depends on whose point of view the person is interpreted. For example, in my eyes, Ci Yun will always be the meanest, most evil and most ruthless person. ”

Shang Lin smiled lightly and coldly. My heart lake is like a small stone that falls down and ripples, but it is difficult to fish out.

"Don't think I don't know about you and him when you were a child, and you are not much better, how can there be a brother who wants his parents to beat his brother to death." I glared at him.

Shang Lin wiped his hands carefully with a towel, and he asked rhetorically, "Have you seen the cause and effect?" If you just hear about it, don't say it. The time I asked my parents to beat him to death, it was in the middle of the night that he sneaked into my room and changed my homework book overnight, which made me get a zero score and was laughed at by the whole class. ”

I looked at him, didn't speak, and forgot about stir-frying. Luckily met when divorced

"Doesn't that sound childish? But the children's festival is so simple, I am a top student, and the teacher's praise and criticism are fatal to me. He came over, bounced me aside, weighed the pot a few times, and snatched the stir-fry shovel from my hand, shoveled off the sticky part of the bottom of the pan and threw it into the trash.

"Big brother, you're in your thirties!" I couldn't laugh or cry.

Shang Lin was stir-frying, he didn't look at me, and said slowly: "This is just the fuse at the beginning, he did a lot of things to hurt me, and the most serious time I almost went to see the king of Hades." If others are good to me, I will be twice as good to him, and if others are not good, then I'm sorry, I won't repay me with virtue. ”

"You want to provoke the relationship between Ciyun and Xu Mushen, but now that he has come to the door, he obviously wants to reconcile." I say.

"Oh." Shang Lin shook his head and said slowly: "Brother and sister, you may not know that he submitted an application to terminate the law firm just yesterday. The identity of a lawyer is a kind of binding for him, and besides, one of the two words Yunshen was originally his, and he was stabbed for a man for nothing, and then this man married the woman he liked, which man can really swallow this breath? ”

My blood rushed to my brain as if it had suddenly flowed backwards, and I yelled, "Impossible. ”

Shang Lin smiled lightly: "Brother and sister, I have said many times that you will see the real Jiang Ciyun." You may not leave him, but he will leave you, and you will empathize with what happened to me before. ”