My mental defenses are slowly crumbling, and I can feel this wonderful change myself. As he repeated it again and again, and instilled this thought in me, I asked myself, can I really be as firm as a rock?

The answer is, no.

This feeling is like a person who was once familiar and affirmed, and the advantages were ripped away little by little by a sharp knife, and the beautiful and glamorous appearance suddenly became bloody, and I couldn't bear to look at it directly.

"Bring the plate." Shang Lin spread his hands to me.

I took it for a while, then bent down and took out a white porcelain plate for the ready-to-serve dishes.

"Alright, get out, I'll come." Shang Lin broke the sentence three times, so slow that it made me a little uncomfortable.

I ignored him anymore, and secretly confessed that he went out of the kitchen at a glance, and when I thought that Xu Mushen and Jiang Ciyun were upstairs, I ran up.

Xu Mushen sat on the edge of the crib, his fingers gently playing with Xiaoyan's face, while Jiang Ciyun stood barefoot at the window, as if looking at the scenery.

Xu Mushen looked at me for a long time, and then took his eyes off my face, as if I didn't exist at all.

"Can you eat?" Jiang Ciyun asked.

"He's doing it."

Jiang Ciyun nodded, and then suddenly there was no sound, and the strange silence seemed to push the three of us into the ice cave at the same time.

"Tang Ying, my law firm is not open." Xu Mushen slowly stood up.

I was stunned for a moment.

Jiang Ciyun came over and said to me: "Ah Shen will enter Yunshen, and his old man has always wanted him to engage in business. ”

I was shocked for a moment.

Everything is going according to Shang Lin's plan, and everyone seems to be unable to escape the tide of fate. Will it really be a given result? I can't bear to wonder if Jiang Ciyun will really leave me as Shang Lin said, will he be ruthless to me? He loved me so much and was so good to me.

"You don't eat, do you?" A ghostly voice floated in.

Shang Lin stood at the door: "Eat." ”

He quickly turned to leave, and they went downstairs first, and I fed Xiaoyan powder, changed the damp diaper, and waited until she fell asleep before going downstairs.

They had already started, and there was a bowl next to Jiang Ciyun, which contained clean food, and I didn't have to think about it to know that he had specially left it for me.

Xu Mushen and Jiang Ciyun drank wine, the wine glass was soaked in bayberry, and I could smell the mellow aroma of wine every few meters, it was very fragrant.

I pulled out the chair next to Jiang Ciyun and sat down, and Xu Mushen sat opposite, and Shang Lin was on my left, in an independent position.

Jiang Ciyun touched the bowl that served me the food, and then said, "It's not cold yet, eat it quickly." ”

I met his soft gaze, the corners of his mouth hooked slightly, like a husband who loved me deeply. But in fact, every time he was irritable and scolded me, I felt more real.

I was stunned for a few seconds, and then he reached out and pushed my head: "What are you looking at?" Move your chopsticks! ”

I was amused by him, picked up my chopsticks and poked them into a bowl.

Suddenly, something flew into my bowl, and Shang Lin threw it, and he said, "Large intestine, filled with dung." ”

I hate eating pig intestines, but Shang Lin and Jiang Ciyun seem to like to eat it, Shang Lin should have done it on purpose, my stomach suddenly felt nauseous, and even the dishes that Jiang Ciyun originally served me seemed to be stained with the smell of.

Jiang Ciyun knew that I didn't love that thing, and seeing that I was really disgusting, he also got angry, and scolded Shang Lin: "Don't go too far!" ”

"We're a mom. Oh yes, she doesn't hurt you. Shang Lin also took a sip of bayberry wine.

The words composed of a few words poked Jiang Ciyun at the sore spot again, and without warning, the chopsticks in his hand flew towards Shang Lin, and the tips of the chopsticks seemed to poke Shang Lin's eyes, and soon blood came out.

I was terrified.

Shang Lin just covered it with his hand, left the dining table by himself, and walked out of the door.

It took me like a whole century to turn my head to look at the man beside me.

In fact, Jiang Ciyun's face was already much better, and the frown that was still frowning just now slowly relaxed, as if nothing had happened before.

"Ah Shen, drink." Jiang Ciyun said in a low voice.

The lover's table can't accommodate three people, and we who secretly have things on our minds where will we go, eat together today, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and what will be the day after tomorrow.

Xu Mushen raised his glass, and his eyes gently took me: "Drink." ”

That night, it rained very much. I don't know if it was because I was disgusted by the pig's large intestine, or because of the sudden change in the weather and the fact that I took a bath with lukewarm water, at three o'clock in the morning I was cold and hot, and my headache felt like it was about to explode.

Xiaoyan's cry woke Jiang Ciyun from his dream, and he realized that something was wrong with me after serving the child.

I had a headache and didn't want to speak, to the point that it hurt in my mouth, and he asked me several times what was wrong, but I didn't say, and then he lifted my waist and touched my forehead with his big hand, which was full of sweat.

"Uncomfortable?" He asked.

It's going to make my body cold, cold.

I looked at him, then closed my eyes, and opened them again.

I couldn't help but say, "I have a headache, I'm so cold." "When I spoke, I wept, and I wept bitterly.

Jiang Ciyun immediately poured me water and fed me medicine, and after it was over, the others were also in good spirits, held me in their arms, hugged me tightly, and asked, "Is it still cold?" ”

I closed my eyes and opened them again.

He hugged me tighter, rubbing my arms every now and then, and would ask me every once in a while if I was better.

He said he was going to take me to the hospital overnight, I shook my head and reluctantly said, "I don't want to move." ”

"I'll call the doctor."

As soon as I let go, his hand around me loosened, and the feeling of detachment scared me, and I grabbed his arm and shook my head.

"Okay, no. I'll hold you. Jiang Ciyun got into the quilt, the quilt was pulled over his head by him, the waiting in the bedroom was open, and a small air vent let in the light.

I looked at his face and didn't change at all, except for a little more shallow scum, very thin and thin, not so close that I couldn't see it.

His lips touched mine slightly, then he moved away and said, "If you can't stand it, you must tell Lao Tzu." ”

I let out a faint airflow through my nose and mumbled.

After about half an hour, my originally cold body gradually became hotter, no, it should be hot, Jiang Ciyun shook off the quilt, lowered his head and said, "Let's go to the hospital, I must be cold." Look at you, like a sparrow, your physical fitness is too poor. ”

He glared at me fiercely, but it was clear that he had a fever last time, and I really didn't have the strength to argue with him, and my head moved with great difficulty to his strong lower abdomen, so that he touched the place where he was most proud.

", I want to die." He grabbed my hand and threw it aside.

I watched the caterpillar turn into a big tail and wanted to laugh, but it was ridiculous and I had a headache.

"Yingying, why are you so bad? Yes? Jiang Ciyun's voice was mixed with an obvious smile, because the hand he threw away was put back in its place.

"You...... You're bad, use chopsticks...... Fly into the human eye with chopsticks, I don't know if he is blind. "It took me a long time to finish my sentence, but when I finished speaking, I was poked at the laughter by my own words. Shang Lin was injured by the eye that was always covered by bangs, and if people didn't know, they would think that his eye was blind, right? I have to say that Shang Lin's eyes are better looking than Jiang Ciyun's, but unfortunately his eyes are too scary.

Jiang Ciyun quietly took my hand away from him again, and this time simply held it lightly on the phone and grabbed it easily.

He lowered his head, and I, looking at the upside-down features.

"Sometimes I wish he had braided his hair." Jiang Ciyun said lightly.

But my heart shook.

Because it doesn't sound like a joke.

I looked straight at him.

Then he laughed.

Jiang Ciyun's smile is always so seductive, even if he hooks the corners of his lips, it always makes me feel thrilling.

"Without him, Jiang Ciyun must be a great man." He said word for word.

Boasting from time to time is his characteristic. I couldn't hold back, I laughed out loud, the nerves in my temples were violently sawed off like a saw, and I wanted to burst into tears in pain.

He may also see that I am uncomfortable, and his brows furrowed slightly: "If you have a headache, talk less, lie down well, I don't sleep in the middle of the night to serve you, don't fucking be cheap." ”

It's ugly.

But I'm used to hearing it.

Jiang Ciyun's foul language has never been said to familiar people, and he is still a domineering businessman who knows how to act on the spot in the mall.

I looked at him with a smile and forgot all the bad things for a moment.

He quickly softened and gently brushed my hair with his fingers, which was quite itchy.

After the irritable and ugly rough words, he let out a long sigh and added: "Yingying, I was actually very happy when I took care of you." ”

It's stupid, it's weird and moving.

I really wanted to shed tears this time, not because of a headache, but because the tears didn't roll out before they were swept away by his fingers.

He said: "Yingying, this journey is actually not our life is not simple at all. When I registered, I said, I yearn for simple love. He inhaled: "Riding a bicycle, going for a walk, and setting off fireworks and other childlike things, I have never done it for you." When you're cured this time, we'll finish what we didn't have time to do. ”

I suddenly forgot about the pain, and suddenly jumped up, I had a very bad premonition, probably Jiang Ciyun was shocked and clear, and he also knew that his fate would not be too good if he continued like this, so he was afraid that something would happen so that he suddenly wanted to take me to do that kind of childish thing?

He was taken aback by my action: "It doesn't hurt anymore? Malinger? ”

I said, "Jiang Ciyun, I'm dying of pain!" ”