That's right, he just said slowly with a face full of awe, which made my heart palpitate, "The lines are very good." I really want to give you a round of applause. ”

My whole body froze, and a thousand words fermented into a ball in my chest, blocking my tear ducts, and completely blocking my heart that wanted to continue to talk to Chen Tu.

I didn't have any energy left on my body, so I said lightly: "If you don't want to go down, find a time to get things done." ”

After saying that, I turned around and went to the closet to get a set of clean clothes, and rushed into the bathroom to clean the smell and traces that Chen Tu had left on me not long ago.

Tears fell to the ground, entangled with the running water, and quickly disappeared.

But the traces of being wounded, it will not disappear with the disappearance of tears, it is like a bullet, fiercely embedded in the bone and heart, ugly, and can give me a faint sting at any time.

An hour later, I came out of the bathroom with tears in my eyes, and Chen Tu was gone, along with the suitcase he had left on the sofa.

But the cold breath he left behind brought me endless nuisance all the time, and I suddenly felt cold, very cold, and even if I were brought the hottest stove in the world, I would not be able to save myself, and I would not be able to save myself from this cold.

Desperately wrapped up in my clothes, I paced around the huge bedroom, coming and going, thinking about everything, and I couldn't figure out where to start.

Later, it took me a few minutes to find my mobile phone, holding it in my hand, I really wanted to call Chen Tu, fight to the end, and ask for an accurate word from his mouth.

But I also have the weakness that cannot be ignored in human nature, that is, in the face of particularly unacceptable changes, my first thought is to escape, first to escape, first to delay, as if in this way, those overwhelming sadness, it will disappear out of thin air.

Eventually, I pinched my phone hard and took a deep breath before dropping it again.

In a trance, I glanced at the suitcase that I hadn't had time to pack when I came back from a business trip, and there were all kinds of clothes in it, and after hesitating for half a minute, I stepped forward and dragged it in my hand, and went to get a thick quilt, and then left from Chen Tu's luxurious but deserted house.

After driving around the lonely city of Shenzhen for a while, I finally came to Shawei.

Since I ended the studio, but the lease of the one-bedroom and one-hall lease has not expired, although I sublet it online, but no one with a little strength will open the studio in this kind of deep alley, so it has been idle.

Pushing open the door, a musty smell came to my nose.

In the past few years, in fact, when I just graduated, I lived in a dirtier and messier place than here, and I got through it, but I don't know if I recently lived in a mansion and spoiled myself, and I was disgusted by this musty smell.

I barely sniffled, I thought I could bear it, but I didn't want to vomit or not feel terrible, I subconsciously ran to the bathroom, holding the sink, but I couldn't vomit anything, and the earth-shaking nausea almost killed me.

Finally holding on, I raised my face and looked at the mirror, a pale face appeared in the mirror, I couldn't help grinning bitterly at myself, and scolded: "You are such a big fool!" ”

Suddenly, I subconsciously touched my belly.

As if remembering something, I picked up a handful of water and washed my face, and then rushed out the door, and soon I came out of the pharmacy at the entrance of Shawei Village with two pregnancy test sticks, and hurried back to the studio.

While I waited for the results, I was trembling all over, nervous and cramped, and my heart was full of mixed feelings.

Time passed minute by minute, and on the last two pregnancy test sticks, without exception, two parallel bars appeared.

As if the sentence had been pronounced, I sat down in my chair and was stunned for a while, then I went downstairs again and limped to the Renai Hospital to get the gynecology number.

After the blood was drawn, I sat on a stool in the hospital, looking at the people coming and going, with a confused expression.

At about 3 p.m., I got a pregnancy test report. I realized that my confusion exceeded my imagination, it turned out that there was a small life, it had been rooted in my body for 10 weeks, it had a slight pulsation, it was a small seedling that was growing vigorously.

Thinking of the fierce entanglement with Chen Tu behind me, in addition to the palpitations in my heart, there are some other tastes that I can't tell myself.

From the hospital, I found a clean restaurant and ordered meals and stews.

I don't know if I'm going to welcome this kid in this way at the wrong time, but my confused brain can only react like this.

After eating my only meal in more than 20 hours, I came out of the restaurant, pinched my mobile phone and wandered to the small park in the center of Shawei Village, sat down in the loneliness, and dialed Chen Tu's phone.

I called three times and he didn't answer.

I clutched my stomach and felt a sense of confusion that I had never felt before.

Soon, I gritted my teeth again, put my hand on my stomach, as if to the little life that was gradually taking shape inside, and as if talking to myself, I said, "Don't be afraid, anyway, even if I can't go on with him, I have the ability to support it." Life will get better and better anyway, you have to believe it, um. ”

This kind of self-soothing is of little use.

Facing the steep wind, I finally curled up and stared blankly ahead.

About half an hour later, Chen Tu sent me a message: "We need to calm down, I won't be going home recently, it's okay to contact less, I don't want to quarrel with you." ”

Even across the mountains and the sea across a telephone line, I can still get a glimpse of the indifference and alienation that Chen Tu has never had.

In fact, even if Chen Tu and I were very indecent and close at the beginning, I knew that he had always hidden the gene of indifference in his bones, but when he didn't treat me with indifference, I chose to ignore it.

Holding my phone, I pressed delete, as if he had never messaged me at the moment when I was so lonely.

Standing up, I went back to the studio, dragged my tired body, cleaned up everywhere, and soon the musty smell was as smooth as a whole, and I stayed like this.

It was a month before I saw Chen Tu again.

I haven't been in touch for a month, but I don't have the opportunity to feel like a world away, because this meeting between us is a sad mark for me.

At two o'clock in the afternoon of this day, I was making the final review of a new project implementation plan submitted above, when Xiao Duan knocked on my door and said, "Manager Wu, there is your courier outside, and I need to sign for it in person." ”

Although my heart has been bitter since this month, I don't want to bring the emotions in my private life to work, so I quickly stood up, smiled at Xiao Duan, and said, "Okay." ”

I walked straight out the door.

After quickly signing my name to the SF brother who often came to Youman to deliver mail, I just thought that this document was an invoice from the customer, and walked to my office with it.

But I didn't want to, I was about to open the express, and Xiao Duan said: "Manager Wu, Mr. Liang asked you to go to her office quickly." ”

I nodded to Xiao Duan, then put the express on the table, took the door, and then went to knock on Liang Jianfang's door.

Unexpectedly, I would see Ash in her office.

The child grows up quite fast, I haven't seen him for a while, Xiao Zhi looks like a big child, as soon as he sees me from afar, his eyes roll, and there is a crisp sweetness and longevity in his voice: "Aunt Wu Yi is good." ”

Even though Ash is my heart disease, but since I found out that there is a little life rooted in my body, this seems to awaken the motherhood hidden somewhere in my heart, Ash took the initiative to greet me, so that my heart softened, I unconsciously smiled and said, "Ash is good." ”

At this time, Liang Jianfang, who was sitting in a wheelchair with her back to me, turned slightly sideways, and she quickly waved at me with a smile and said, "Wu Yi, come here." ”

Liang Jianfang's smile still made me feel awkward, and I stepped forward patiently, respectfully: "Mr. Liang." ”

But he glanced at me, and in a strange tone, Liang Jianfang said: "You kid, there is no one else here, what is Mr. Liang so outside, come here, sit here." ”

As soon as I sat down, Liang Jianfang seemed to glance at my abdomen inadvertently, and my heart suddenly chuckled, and I was not very comfortable.

And Liang Jianfang quickly turned his gaze to my face, and used a homely tone: "Wu Yi, my mother called you over today, the most important thing is to ask, what is the matter between you and Tutu." Quarreled? ”

I was stunned for a few seconds, and then the bitterness in my heart supported the embarrassment on my face.

Before, I was known for being, but at this point, I was so speechless that I didn't know how to respond.

Seeing that I reacted like this, Liang Jianfang coughed lightly, she looked at me quietly, and said, "At noon today, Lao Zhou helped me go back to Tianlu to get something, and I ran into Tutu, it seems that Tutu has settled in Tianlu." Wu Yi, Mom doesn't want to gossip about your young people, Mom just reminds me, you young people can make any trouble, it's best to make it clear in person, it's so unclear to hang, it's uncomfortable to go up or down. ”

It turned out that in the past month, Chen Tu did not go to the hotel, nor did he go back to Xiangmi Lake, he lived in Tianlu.

I have only been in contact with him for a month, and now when I hear someone mention him, I feel like a lifetime away, as if ten years have passed, so far away, so far away that I can't pick it up, but I can't light it up.

And I know very well that no matter who is wrong and who is right in the war between me and Chen Tu, for Liang Jianfang, Chen Tu is her son, and I am just an outsider, no matter how reasonable I am, it is me who is wrong, I categorically cannot shed tears in front of her, as if I was bullied by Chen Tu.

I still can't believe that Chen Tu and I have reached the point of no return. So I didn't dare to react negatively to breaking the jar.

So I pretended to be indifferent, using hypocrisy to pile up my face, Johnson & Johnson suppressed the bitterness that was about to swallow me, barely squeezed out a smile, and said ambiguously: "I'm worried about you." ”

But I didn't want to, Liang Jianfang grabbed my hand, patted it a few times, and said: "Tutu is really unreasonable when this person has a temper, I gave birth to him and raised him, how can I not know his bad temper." Wu Yi, let you be wronged. You are married to Tutu, you are quite my daughter, I definitely can't watch Tutu bully you, I called him and asked him to come to my office, I will mediate for you. ”

When I thought that when Chen Tu came over and I wanted to meet him, I felt like I had been stung for a while, and I was shocked into some sweat in the cold.

Barely holding on, I quietly let go of Liang Jianfang's hand, raised my eyebrows, lowered my head, I opened my mouth and was about to speak, Lao Zhou suddenly pushed the door in from the outside, he walked quickly to Liang Jianfang, and said in a deep voice: "Mrs., Mr. Chen asked you to come to his office, he has some work matters to discuss with you." ”

Without any fluctuation in his face, Liang Jianfang patted the back of my hand again and said, "Wu Yi, you just wait in your mother's office, and I'll come when I go." ”

Although I couldn't figure out Liang Jianfang's thoughts, I intuitively felt that she didn't want to help me mediate with Chen Tu, so I stubbornly said: "I still have some work matters..."

Halfway through the sentence, Liang Jianfang immediately interrupted me, and she looked at me again with disgust and said, "You kid, why don't you know the severity so much?" The work can be pushed for a while, can you and Tutu be pushed? Seeing you arguing, my heart as a mother is not happy. In this way, I order you as your boss, put your work aside now, and wait here for Tutu with peace of mind, and I will go back as soon as I go. ”

After a pause for a few seconds, Liang Jianfang set her eyes on Xiao Zhi, her eyes were soft, the corners of her mouth were smiling, and she seemed to be distracted and said: "Also, Xiao Zhi, this kid, is at a naughty age, let him stay here alone, I don't worry, Wu Yi, you can help take care of it for a while, don't let him run around." ”

Even if her voice was shallow, it was not a consultative tone, like an order, and it seemed to be a very trusting and sincere entrustment, I couldn't catch it, Liang Jianfang was already smiling, and she turned to Lao Zhou and said, "Take me there." ”

When I fully reacted, there were only me and Ash left in the huge office.

Xiao Zhi went to the sofa again, with a particularly innocent smile on his face, and took the initiative to talk to me: "Aunt Wu Yi, aren't you happy?" ”

I froze for a few seconds, then looked at him with a forced smile: "How can Ash think I'm unhappy?" ”

A very childish stretched out his hand and touched his brow, Xiaozhi was childish, and said: "Mom said that when adults are unhappy, they don't love to cry and make trouble, but their eyebrows are crooked, I see that Aunt Wu Yi's eyebrows are very crooked, and I want to make Aunt Wu Yi happy." ”

My heart couldn't help but move, the more I looked at Ash, the more I felt that the child was innocent, and I should either not be angry with him, nor should I stab him with a hard and cold attitude because of the rules of the adult world.

So I smiled even more reluctantly, pretending to be quite happy and said, "Xiao Zhi is really good, Aunt Wu Yi is very happy." ”

After saying that, I wanted to raise my hand and touch his thick black hair, but I finally gave up and imprisoned my hand, stunned that I had no physical contact with him.

Ash's eyes widened, he blinked, and said quite jumpingly, "Aunt Wu Yi, can Ash eat a cookie?" Grandma said that if Ash was well-behaved, she would reward Ash with cookies. Aunt Wu Yi also praised me for being well-behaved. ”

Following Ash's gaze, I saw that on the coffee table, there was an unsealed package of peanut butter biscuits, which belonged to the United States, and it was all in English. ”

Xiao Zhi quickly moved some from the sofa, grabbed two small bags of biscuits with his little hands, handed me one bag first, and said, "Aunt Wu Yi is also good, you can eat it too." ”

I admit that I am a not very resolute person, and I was easily made as soft as a marshmallow by this innocent child in front of me, I took it with a smile, quickly peeled it off, took out one of the pieces, and handed it to Ash first.

In the end, it is a doll of a few years old, easy to satisfy, and simple to be happy.

After getting the biscuits, Ash immediately smiled at me: "Aunt Wu Yi is the best." ”

My mood actually changed by half a point, my heart became softer, and my voice couldn't help but become soft: "Eat." ”

After Ash nibbled on the cookie neatly, I poured him a glass of warm water.

As soon as I put the water cup on the coffee table, my phone rang suddenly.

A customer called and asked him about the details of the private custom business he had purchased before, and I told Ash to drink some water to moisten his throat, and I chatted directly with the customer in detail.

A few minutes later, I just hung up the phone, and the hidden door was pushed open from the outside.

The moment he saw me, he was visibly stunned.

However, he quickly returned to his normal state, and he stood still for a moment with great indifference, making eye contact with me.

I look to him too.

I don't know how much time has passed.

But before I could shake my senses from the silence, Chen Tu suddenly hurried towards this side.

Soon past me, he squatted in front of Ash, held Ash's shoulder and shook it, he raised his voice coldly, and shouted a few times: "Ash, what's uncomfortable?" Tell my uncle! Ash? Ash! ”