"Do you think you're dirty, or do you think I'm dirty?"

Dropping such a meaningful sentence, Chen Tu simply withdrew from my body neatly, he didn't even look at me, grabbed his own clothes and put them on, stood by the bed, and looked at me condescendingly.

Gritting my teeth, I wrapped my naked body with the quilt, groped to find my clothes, and then got into the quilt and arched around, putting on my clothes like a fool and a retard, and then lifted the quilt and confronted Chen Tu with my eyes.

And once again, I was defeated.

Even if I knew what was going to happen if I lost, I was willing to lose.

Because in this relationship, the person who seems to be more afraid of losing is me, not Chen Tu.

My gaze softened slightly, the corners of my mouth moved, and finally I said in a calm voice: "Chen Tu, is there any misunderstanding between us?" ”

But my softness was not given any meticulous placement, the corners of his mouth were raised, Chen Tu's eyes were cold, he glanced at me expressionlessly, and his words hurt like a knife: "I don't know if there is a misunderstanding." But marrying you is the most unbearable and stupid decision I've ever made in most of my life. ”

Dropping such a sentence, Chen Tu took out the suitcase again in a blink of an eye, he was very impatient to stuff clothes into it, and in just a few minutes, he dragged the suitcase with the clothes and walked towards the door.

As he walked, he said, "I don't have to be you. ”

Open the door, go out, and he just walked away neatly.

It's like never coming back.

If I didn't still have the smell and traces of him on my body, I would really like to believe that it was a nightmare that made my heart flutter.

After a short period of distraction, I jumped out of bed like crazy and opened the door, grabbed Chen Tu's arm when he was about to step into the elevator, even though my face was raised, but my figure was low to the dust, I felt that I was more humble at this moment than when I was stripped naked and watched by a group of men five years ago, I really hate such a humble self, but I just lowered my noble head like this, and also threw my self-esteem to the ground, I said: "Chen Tu, I will not allow you to go." You are not allowed to go, we haven't made it clear yet, how can you leave me and leave! ”

With a violent face, Chen Tu's tone was cold, and he said, "You let go." ”

The voice was soft, but full of shock.

My hand trembled a little, and I unconsciously let go.

But the tears of forbearance came out of his eyes.

Chen Tu, who was untied, did not enter the elevator and watched me cry silently for a few minutes, his brows frowned, and his tone suddenly slowed down to the extent that it reassured me: "Why are you crying?" I didn't say I didn't want you again. ”

Originally, I was not the kind of girl who could be coaxed back by someone who was slapped and given a piece of candy, but all my principles and persistence were completely ineffective in front of Chen Tu.

He gave me such a kind word, and I completely forgot that he had thrown me into the cold not long ago, and I almost burst into tears and laughed, and my hand once again clinged to his arm and shook it a few times.

As if with a long sigh, Chen Tu's hand was on the back of my hand, a little cold, and he said, "Don't cry, cry and look ugly." ”

This man, he seems to have a very unique talent, no matter how many emotional transformations he uses to face me in a short period of time, I can't find fault with his weirdness, I only think that I made my own mistakes and caused him to be unhappy.

Cautiously, I raised my face to look at him, and took the lead in looking for the reason for myself: "Chen Tu, are you angry that I went on a business trip with Wu Yidi?" That was the company's arrangement, and there were also Qiu Yan and Liu Chengyu. I have nothing to do with Wu Yidi at all, don't be angry, okay? ”

My humility finally softened Chen Tu's face a little, and I seemed to be able to hit it with one blow.

After my words landed, Chen Tu's eyes looked down at me slightly, and his tone was a little cold, but not too abrupt: "Do you love me?" ”

Shaking his hand almost with all my might, I nodded like a chick pecking rice: "Love, love, love, of course." ”

But he broke my hand off, and Chen Tu said lightly: "I don't feel how much you love." ”

After saying that, he turned back, opened the door, and said to me, who was stunned in place, "What are you still standing there doing?" ”

I was stunned for a few seconds, and I ran towards Chen Tu like a puppy.

The suitcase was finally thrown on the sofa by Chen Tu, and he walked straight to the bedroom, standing on the edge of the bed, shocked me with his eyes, and said, "Come here." ”

My body stiffened, moving slowly like a wooden man, Chen Tu glanced at me nonchalantly, and his gaze finally fell between my lips and nose, and he said nonchalantly: "Didn't you say you love me?" Then express your determination to love me. Lie on the bed, take off your clothes, legs / part/open. ”

My eyes widened in surprise, and my voice became choppy due to emotional fluctuations: "Chen Tu, you, say, what? ”

Continuing to look at me casually, Chen Tu's tone was lazy, but the corners of his mouth hooked up an arc similar to contempt: "Didn't you say you love me, then let me check and check, whether you love me with your mouth, your body, or your heart." ”

I was cut by him again.

Even if I loved him as much as I could, I could shed my blood countless times for him, but I couldn't keep my dignity under my feet like mud over and over again.

It's not my style to be humble enough to beg for something!

No amount of love can resist the collapse of the bridge of trust.

Exhaustion, like a tsunami, madness devoured me.

I suddenly felt that the marriage between me and Chen Tu started unreliably, and the whole process was more turbulent than sweet, and the meaning of its existence and the happiness it brought me seemed to be too insignificant compared to those pains.

Like bottoming out, I clasped my hands on my chest, put on a nonchalant posture, glanced at Chen Tu as coldly as a crane, and said, "Chen Tu, are you doing so much to hide your weakness?" ”

His brows furrowed slightly, and from a distance of one meter, Chen Tu's eyes focused on the wings of my nose, and the corners of his mouth twitched a few times, as if he was enduring something. Halfway, he snorted coldly from his nostrils: "Is it me who you really have a weak heart?" And not you? ”

Grinning and smiling, I suppressed the bone-crushing pain in my heart, but my mouth was not shocked: "Since you and Lin Siai came back from a business trip, how do you think I am not pleasing to the eye, right?" It's pleasing to the eye when you see her, right, then you can go on, your life dogma is not on it if you like it, and you have to chase it if you stalk and create opportunities. Since you can't let it go, since she can still affect your mood, it proves that she is true love, I'm just sleeping with her, dispensable, what's the matter, isn't it? ”

My words seemed to poke him at something, in short, his fist suddenly clenched, the corners of his mouth trembled a few times, and he almost gritted his teeth and jumped out: "I'm a person who loves to be cheap!" ”

It's ambiguous and meaningful, but unfortunately my ingenuity seems to have run out, and I can't understand what he meant.

Frustrated, I replied lightly: "I am the one who really makes a mistake." On a certain level, what Lu Zhou scolded me before was quite right. I'm just owed, I'm cheap, I'm just a shameless bitch. Son, all the embarrassments I have gained are all found by myself. This kind of life is really a beep day dog who steps on a horse! I'm a fool who is simply struck by the sunrise pleasure of this retarded life, hehe. It's a cheap horse. ”

Chen Tu's jumping power has really reached the pinnacle, he almost bit the end of my words, and squeezed out a sentence from his mouth: "Don't think about mentioning divorce!" ”

I was stunned for a few seconds, then smiled desolate and looked at Chen Tu: "What is the meaning of such a marriage." ”

With a cold face suddenly, Chen Tu glared at me viciously: "You'd better put away the idea of divorce!" ”

Smiling sadly, I seemed to be talking to myself, and as if I was saying to Chen Tu: "I'm too tired." I've been blindly optimistic for the past few years, and life has always found a way to beat me back to my original shape. I thought I would get better and better, but life is a thing, well, what is good, I have spent my whole life, and I guess I can't figure it out. So I deserve all the tiredness I have. ”

"If you want to divorce Ti, I will..." Chen Tu's eyes were full of coldness.

I interrupted him with a chuckle: "What, just kill me?" Or do you want to come up with a very classic sentence, in my Chen Tu's life dictionary, there are only widows, not divorced? ”

He was stunned, the corners of his mouth twitching.

I laughed self-deprecatingly: "Chen Tu, you may not know me. I'm the kind of girl you can coax if you give a candy, and I'm also the kind of elm pimple that you can't exchange for gold and silver. If at any moment, I am so tired that I want to leave, I want to leave you completely, even if it is in another way, I will not hesitate to do so. You can think I'm extreme, or you can think I'm horribly extreme. But I'm not going to hold on to a bad relationship, and I'm not going to fight hard until I lose with you. Anyway, this thing of feelings, it's about your affection and my willingness. The same goes for you, if you want to go, just be honest with me, even if I tie myself with a rope, I will control it well, and I will not stretch out my hand to you to entangle, so that you are in a dilemma. Begging is a technical job, and I don't think I can learn it very well. ”

After a pause, I breathed a sigh of relief and said in a deeper tone: "I can love you, no matter what, but I also have to spare some strength to love myself." I haven't had much warmth since I was a child, I'm more lacking in love, it's rare to meet you, let me pick these up, but I can't give me all of these, I want to keep a little for myself. Because I've seen myself so miserable. That miserable look, that miserable look of being thrown away like a piece of garbage, I don't want to repeat it in myself. ”

After I spit out the last word, Chen Tu still maintained a full face of awe, I thought that his awe-inspiring was enough to hurt me thoroughly, but I didn't expect that he always had the ability to hurt me to death. Mobile phone users please browse m. reading, a better reading experience comes from.