Xiaoxue told me that Xiaohua hadn't been here much since I disappeared, and had only called Xiaoxue a few times to ask if Xiaoxue had any news of me. Xiaoxue asked me if I wanted to tell Xiaohua that I was back now, I shook my head, I was very ashamed, and I just wanted to escape. Because I know that once I tell them, I don't know what kind of bloody storm will be.

I took a delightful shower to wash away the dirt and fatigue of the days, and after washing, I changed into a simple shirt and jeans, and tied my long hair back with a headband.

The weather in H City is not cold, and the warm spring has arrived, so we can easily go out in a light jacket.

I stood in front of the mirror and looked at myself inside, and I couldn't help but think of the scene at that time, his expression at that time, and our happiness at that time before leaving H City. But it's all yesterday.

I sighed leisurely, took out the things that I had dragged back from X City with all my might, spread the quilt he slept on on my bed, made a cup of tea with the cup he had drunk water, took a small sip, and carefully washed my face with the towel he had used over and over again.

How I longed to see him again. It's only been two days, but it seems like a century has passed. Missing, it is indeed a pain to breathe.

I couldn't help but cry again.

Xiaoxue saw that my eyes were red, and said to me again: "I'll go to dinner in a while, isn't it a joke that your eyes are swollen like this?" I'll put on light makeup for you, and you don't want to cry. ”

I nodded, letting her toss in my face, it didn't matter anyway.

After putting on my makeup, she pushed me in front of the mirror and she said, "See for yourself how beautiful you are now." ”

I glanced at it lightly, and I didn't feel much, but I couldn't bear to dampen her enthusiasm, so I chimed in: "It's different." ”

"You're still very good-looking, the more you look at it, the more you look at it." After she finished speaking, she looked at me carefully, and then said, "I think your clothes are too simple, don't you still have several sets of clothes to wear?" Take it out and put it on. ”

What she said was that the clothes he prepared for me the next day when I stayed at Jin Yan's place in the past were all brand new, and I didn't wear them once. Once when I was looking for something, Xiaoxue saw it, Xiaoxue was surprised and asked me how I could have such expensive clothes, and I learned that the clothes he prepared for me turned out to be world-class famous brands, no wonder the fabric was particularly high-end to the touch.

It was about his memories again, and my heart darkened again, I shook my head, and I said, "I don't want to wear it, so be it, and I don't see anyone." ”

"Little book, you can't do this." Xiaoxue suddenly became serious, "The most important thing in life is to be happy, these feelings and love are floating clouds, what about love, what can we do if we don't love, we can't help life." It's a day when you're happy, and it's a day when you're unhappy, so why embarrass yourself, you can't get along with yourself? I look at that red suit is very good, I just have a pearl necklace here, you put it on first, and then I will help you put your hair up, it will definitely look very good. ”

Without my consent, Xiaoxue has already started to get busy, she helped me find my clothes, forced me to change them, and then took her hairpin to help me dress up, I had no intention, so I let her toss.

After this toss, I didn't even bother to look at the mirror, so I went downstairs with her.

Xingfeng has been waiting downstairs for a long time.

"Oh, I'm really sorry, my sister can toss herself enough for this experience, so it takes a long time to wash up, so you have to wait for a long time." Xiaoxue's tone of speech to Xing Feng is both a little flattering, and quite a little subtle between men and women, she does not uniformly refer to all customers as "total" as usual, but it seems that the relationship is not enough to call her by name, so she simply calls "you, you, you".

"It's okay, in order to appreciate the beauty, I'm willing to wait a little longer." Xing Feng got out of the car, leaned in front of the car, and looked at us with a smile.

He quickly turned his gaze to me behind Xiaoxue, and a bright light flashed in his eyes: "This is the one just now...... Writer? ”

"yes. There's nothing wrong with that. Xiaoxue moved to the side and offered me like a "treasure".

I was indifferent, and I didn't care about my appearance, so the praise of the torture style was a kind of routine flattery in my ears, and I didn't take it too seriously.

This time, Xing Feng personally opened the car door for us.

The restaurant we originally booked told us that it was temporarily replaced, and it was replaced by a more high-end restaurant, the most high-end and luxurious restaurant in Qingcheng District, H City, and a meal was worth 10,000 yuan.

True Colors Restaurant...... It's his family's territory again, and even the decoration style of the hall is similar to the style of the True Color Entertainment Club, which looks like the same origin.

The feeling of familiarity came to me, so close, yet so far away.

Xing Feng took us into a private room called Qingfeng Xuan, the name sounds elegant, and the layout inside is quite quaint, which is fundamentally different from the luxury of the hall.

"This box was prepared by Mr. Jin for a few of our friends." Xing Feng said this in a rather proud tone, and the meaning in his words was that he was a friend of Jin Yan's father.

"It is rumored that Mr. Jin is very difficult to approach, you and he are friends?" Xiaoxue asked in surprise.

Xing Feng smiled slightly, but his eyes were looking at me: "Although Mr. Jin doesn't have many friends, if he is recognized as a friend, he will be a family with him." I'm here at the lowest discounted price. ”

I didn't pay attention to what he said, I just subconsciously looked around, staring at the exquisite porcelain on the Bogu shelf, at the delicate tea set on the desk, and at the bamboo forest outside the window, there seemed to be a residual smell of him in the air, I think he might have been here before.

I'm really ridiculous and pathetic for my hypocrisy. You let him go, and his heart was hurt by you, knowing that you are the only one to clean up the endgame, so why bother to be sad here? Who is the injury for? And to whom do you feel sad?

I smiled self-deprecatingly, not wanting Xingfeng to keep paying attention to me, thinking that I was smiling at him, he was even more pleased, and said to me: "Beautiful writer, I guess you must like such an antique environment, so I made a temporary decision to bring you here." ”

Xiaoxue covered her mouth and snickered, obviously secretly laughing at this lame "salutation".

If this torturer knew that my real identity was just a groveling waiter, I wonder if I would still chew words so politely?

"My name is Pan Rushu, you can call me by my full name or Xiaoshu." I sat down and said seriously, and then added: "I published an article by luck, I really can't be called a beautiful writer, please don't practice the word writer, I'm just a little ......"

Before I finished speaking, Xiaoxue urgently covered her mouth, and then she smiled and said, "Oh, why be so serious, each has its own identity when you come out to play." For example, what about me, and I still have a marketing manager on my business card? This is the façade, little book, you still go out too little. ”

Xing Feng laughed on the side, and swept my eyes, intentionally or unintentionally, and his gaze focused more on the bulge on my chest. Jin Yan once said that it was the most beautiful scenery on me. Sure enough, men are all raccoon dogs.

"Well, I don't know much about that. Just talk, I'll be a light bulb. I smiled as hard as I could, but reluctantly.

"The little book beauty doesn't seem to be very happy." Xing Feng said lightly, seeing that the dish was served, he took a piece of foie gras and put it in my bowl.

Xiaoxue suddenly glanced at Xing Feng with some surprise, but she had always seen it, and soon smiled and relieved herself, pretending to be coquettish and saying: "Ah Feng likes the new too much and hates the old, you don't clip a piece for me, so partial." ”

Xing Feng then put another piece in her bowl, and then said: "Your sister looks quite classical, her hair is as black as sesame seeds, and her skin is surprisingly white, I can't believe that it is the rustic little sister just now." ”

"It's getting more and more beautiful, the eighteenth change of the female university, when I first came to the city, the soil was not good, but then I lost weight, and people also stood out, and it became more and more eye-catching when I looked at it, and it was good to be young." Xiaoxue is a few years older than me in the end, and she treats me as a sister from the bottom of her heart, and Xingfeng's praise for me does not dislike her.

But I listened more and more awkwardly, my mind was full of Jin Yan, my chest was so tight, I was not interested in everything they were talking about, so I excused myself to go to the bathroom and walked out of the box to take a breath.

"Xiaohua, you drank a lot just now, are you okay?"

In the bathroom, a female voice said delicately, I thought I had heard it wrong, but then came a voice that was all too familiar to me.

"I didn't ...... Things, I'm fine, it's rare for Jin Shao to invite us to dinner in the evening, I'm happy! ”

The sound is small, and I definitely can't get it wrong. Can Jin Yan invite them to dinner? And what is this for?

"Yes, Zi Yan also drank a lot at night, I really envy her, I am about to become Jin Shao's fiancée!" The delicate girl sighed again.

"What's the big deal, it's not that the family has money! Otherwise, Jin Shao would have taken a fancy to her? Xiao Hua had obviously drunk too much, and his tone of voice began to float again.

I went limp, leaning against the baffle in the bathroom, chilled. There are no words, my inner complexity at the moment.

"Money is king! Like you and me, it's good that Jin Shao can appreciate his face and invite us to a meal! The delicate girl said again, her voice drifting farther and farther away, as if the two of them had washed their hands and went back.

"Little ......," I muttered to myself, and for a moment I wanted to rush out and tell her, "I'm back," but I couldn't go down to see her in such a situation, and I couldn't explain it.

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