The room was a mess, and it seemed that there was still a breath left on his body. The piece of gauze fell off the floor the moment he ran out of the room, and was quickly dried by the air, leaving a brown blood stain.

I crouched down and stared blankly at the piece of gauze stained with his blood, tears dripping across my cheeks and dripping on the blood stains, the clotted blood fainted slightly, I carefully picked up the gauze, wrapped it in a plastic bag, and put it in my backpack. Because of what he left behind, I didn't feel sick at all, but felt precious.

He's already in the car at this point, right? Return to his father's arms and be the unbeatable rich young master again.

And I'm ...... I looked around the room, it was empty, the broken windows were whirring with cold wind, and the quilt on the bed was still the same as when he had slept in it, wrinkled and curled into a ball; On the table, the water cup he drank, the bowl he had eaten, the towel and face plate he had used, were still there.

I couldn't help but walk over and hold them all in my arms like a baby. But when I did, I felt like I was too hypocritical. So I smiled self-deprecatingly and packed the things one by one, taking away what I could take and leaving what I couldn't. After all, the rest of the days, although only one person, still have to live.

How do you deal with your family? How can I explain why I disappeared suddenly? What kind of reason should be used to avoid being ridiculous? When I think of this, I feel very sad in my heart.

I wonder how everything he brought me was so unreal. Nothing is what life should be, and everything should not be like this. But every time he appears, I will be involuntarily followed, even if he leaves a mess all over the ground for me to clean up after every storm, I will not hesitate to do it.

Is this love?

On the way back, I dragged all our belongings in the cheapest linen bag, got on a roaring motorcycle tricycle, and headed for the train station in City X.

The city, before it has time to get acquainted, is already saying goodbye. Maybe in the future, there will never be a chance again.

I was reluctant to throw away everything in the house, and every thing was a memory with him, so I simply took it away.

When I arrived at the station and bought my ticket, I sat in the waiting room with a numb expression on my tow bag and waited for the train to leave.

Xiaoxue called me: "Xiaoshu, where are you?" ”

"At the station."

"Jin Yan has already returned, and he flew back on the earliest plane, why didn't you come with him?"

"Nope."

"It's okay, just come back, I'll wait for you."

"Okay."

Hanging up the phone, I stared at Xiaoxue's name in a silent daze. Sometimes, the understanding of a loved one is always mixed with emotional accusations or abuse, but a true friend, no matter what happens to you, she will understand and give a hug. Xiaoxue, a woman I don't care much about, but always gives me the warmest care at the most critical time.

Wait for the bus for a full two hours. Finally the ticket was checked.

I carried a large backpack and dragged a numb bag along with the crowd. I think I must be in a state of embarrassment at the moment, with my hair unkempt behind my head and a red tracksuit that is so dirty that I can't see the brand, I hurriedly glanced at my figure reflected in the stainless steel railing, and realized that I looked like a madman.

I finally got on the train, and I struggled to squeeze out a small place to settle in the crowded carriage, and the people in the carriage were talking with accents from all over the world, and at this moment I really wanted to have a headset that could temporarily isolate me from the world.

I don't know why, I suddenly remembered the song "Moon Serenade" he once sang, and I hummed softly: "Still leaning on the sleepless night and looking at the stars in the sky/Still hearing the violin crying and teasing again/Why is there only a crescent moon left in my sky/After this night, the sound is cut off/People are like the bright moon in the sky, they can't be had/Love is like a song, only the irretrievable is left and then separated/Why is it just disappointment to fill my emptiness/There is no kiss goodbye this night......"

I was intoxicated, and tears rained down.

A kind girl handed me a tissue, and I realized that I had burst into tears. I wiped all the tears from my face and said "thank you" to the girl.

The car rumbled forward with a bang, and the way to and from was already a cloud of mud. He was by my side when he came, and it was happiness to numb my shoulders; When I went, I was already a stranger, and my tears were just useless, which only increased my sadness.

I closed my eyes and recounted every minute and second of our time together, and I couldn't help but imagine what he was like at the moment. He must have thrown that blue tracksuit into the trash, he must have put on his old fashionable clothes and continued to sing and dance with that group of friends, and he may still be with Shen Ziyan...... Oh yes, they're already engaged.

Thinking of this, my heart was stabbed hard. Jin Yan, Jin Yan, should I thank you for enriching my life, glad that I have a man I didn't dare to hope for, or should I blame you for being a meteor and why bother to cross my sky, why do you have to leave the most brilliant moment in my life?

I didn't eat anything, I didn't drink anything, I was in a mess.

When I got out of the car, Xiaoxue came to pick me up, and was so shocked to see my appearance that I almost didn't dare to recognize each other. It's no wonder that in just one week, I've become almost a ragged beggar, and anyone else would be surprised.

"How much suffering is this? Got yourself like this? Xiaoxue's eyes were red.

"How's my family? Are you looking for me? I didn't answer her and asked the question I wanted to ask the most.

"I was worried at the time, but suddenly people disappeared, and they all called the police, thinking that something had happened to you." After Xiaoxue finished speaking, regardless of how dirty I was, she still resolutely gave me a hug, choked up and said, "It's good to come back, you don't know how we spent the few days when you disappeared." We almost thought ......"

"I'm sorry......" I don't know what else to say other than apologize for not saying goodbye.

"It's good that you're okay, I was so excited when I got your call. I thought he didn't know where he kidnapped you, but I didn't expect you to come back safe and sound. Xiaoxue said while wiping her tears.

"He's been very nice to me, don't think of him like that." A "different" trip made me fall in love with him completely.

"Don't talk about it here yet, let's go, I'll take you home." After Xiaoxue finished speaking, she pulled me and walked outside the station.

A black Jaguar stopped on the outside of the exit in a chic manner, and Xiaoxue pulled me towards the car and said to me, "I pulled someone to pick you up." ”

"Who?"

"A customer."

"Oh......"

I didn't ask any more. Because for Xiaoxue, there are too many such "customers", and we all know what is going on.

There was a man in the Jaguar car, a dark suit, tall, and an above-average appearance, but his hair was sprayed too much hairspray, and he was dressed too neatly and cleanly, looking a little sissy.

"Xingfeng, this is my sister, I just came from my hometown." Xiaoxue introduced it like this, and she could only introduce my dress like this.

"Put your luggage in the trunk, and you guys get in the car." This man called Xingfeng didn't talk much, and his expression was natural, and he didn't show disdain or disgust because of my dirty appearance.

"Is it handsome? I think he is about as handsome as Jin Yan. "Even a well-informed woman like Xiaoxue can't help but feel when she sees a handsome guy.

"It's ok. Does he like you? I asked subconsciously, not thinking deeply.

"No, it's the customer." After Xiaoxue finished speaking, her tone became a little lost.

I found out that Xiaoxue's dress today is different from the past, she used to like heavy makeup, convex and backward sexy dresses, but today's dress is extraordinarily fresh, her hair has been straightened and draped long, light makeup, the upper body is a pink shirt with stripes, a knot at the waist, and a simple pair of slim jeans on the lower body, wearing a pair of nude high heels on her feet, she looks much younger and more beautiful.

"You look good dressed like this today." I couldn't help but boast.

"Really?" Xiaoxue was pleasantly surprised, "He said he didn't like heavy makeup, so I tried this kind of dress, and today he said it was good." ”

"You're in love with him." I'm blunt.

Xiaoxue nodded a little shyly, but then said, "I know that it is a moth to the fire, and it is destined to be fruitless." Just like you and Jin Yan. ”

The heart seemed to have been pricked with a needle, and a drop of blood oozed out, which was then erased without a trace.

Xiaoxue and I got into the car, Xing Feng looked back at us, and probably saw that I looked like a stranger, so he politely asked me, "Where is Xiaomei from?" ”

"T-City."

"T-City? How did you come from Henan? "He speaks in a strong voice, and he should be from the north.

"I was abducted and trafficked, and I finally escaped back." I was joking, but there was no smile on my face, so it seemed to be true.

"Xiaoshu, don't be joking, wait for the punishment to be serious." Xiaoxue was anxious when she heard this, and hurriedly said.

"In addition to abduction, I really can't imagine what kind of situation will make a little beauty look like this." Xing Feng said as he slowly drove the car out of the station.

"She's gone to experience life, my little sister is a writer, and she just published an article in a magazine." Xiaoxue said matter-of-factly, winking at me as she spoke.

"Really? I haven't met a talented woman yet, so I'm really lucky. Xing Feng suddenly became interested, and looked back at me hurriedly, as if he wanted to take a closer look at me.

"Don't listen to Xiaoxue's nonsense, where am I a writer."

I hurriedly explained, but I was blushed by Xiaoxue's joke. It's just a post, where can it be worthy of such a big title!

"Have a chance to read your magnum opus. Since we are fortunate enough to know each other, let's have dinner together in the evening. Xingfeng suggested again.

"Then you have to send us back first, let my little sister take a bath, or take this look out, people will think that you bought a little daughter-in-law from which mountain nest." As soon as Xiaoxue finished speaking, she was the first to laugh.

Knowing that Xiaoxue was joking, everyone laughed. Xingfeng drove us to the door in half an hour, and then told us that he would take care of something first, and then pick us up for dinner an hour later.

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