He turned his back to me, his hands in his trouser pockets, his head struggling to rise upward, his slender and straight back hidden his countless pride, but the patch on his buttocks that I had beaten was always a sign of our current shabby and embarrassment.

He refused to give in to fate, to admit that he had become what he is, and to return to his father's den to be a trapped beast in a golden cage. His body trembled slightly, but his head was still held high, and his fists were clenched tightly, as if he was fighting against himself.

At last, he slowly turned his head and said, "Sleep, and I'll go with you tomorrow to find work." ”

"Let me go, I can suffer anything. But what can you do if you have been pampered since you were a child? My tone, though gentle, was not kind.

"I can do what you can do! It's not like I haven't seen how ordinary people work! Big deal, I'm going to be a clerk or something! Anyway, I won't let you raise me! I can't afford to lose this man! He was excited again, and the pride in his bones made him uneasy at the moment.

"Okay, then tomorrow we'll start a new life." I smiled slightly, echoed, reached out and took his hand, he didn't shirk, sat down and stared at me, and muttered, "New life? ”

"Hmm...... Haven't you felt it yet? A new life is beckoning to us, and although it is very hard, it is very hard, but as long as we work hard, we can completely control our own life, right? "I tried to lead him to stop being so resistant and negative.

He gave me a shocked look, then lowered his head, as if seriously thinking about my words. After a while, the look on his face stretched a lot, and he said, "You're right. Isn't the purpose of this to be free? ”

"So do we have freedom now?" I asked.

"But we don't have the money."

"We have hands and feet, and we can make our own money."

"Yes. Freedom comes at a price. He seemed to come to his senses, and the expression on his face gradually soothed.

I took the opportunity to hug him and let him lie down, and when I saw that he had calmed down a lot, I said: "When the protagonist of "Gone with the Wind" Hao Scarlett is facing a difficult situation and no one helps, he will say to himself, sleep, tomorrow is a new day." So, let's sleep too, tomorrow is another day. ”

"I've heard that before." He murmured, took the initiative to turn sideways and hugged me into his arms, and whispered softly in my ear, "You seem to be stupid." ”

"Why do you always call me stupid?"

"Because many women are interested in my family's money and my appearance, only you are willing to accompany me when I have nothing." He became sensual again.

"Maybe I'm going to catch a big fish with a long line." I joked deliberately lightly.

"I'm probably taking the bait." His different confession made my heart palpitate.

"Aren't you afraid that I will harm you?" I asked.

"The point, I also hurt you. I've hurt you once. With that, he hugged me a little tighter.

"Jin Yan, do you love me?" I couldn't help but ask this sentence again. The three words "I love you" are very important in the hearts of women of any age, simple, but they are better than all love words and promises.

"Love...... That's weird! ”

The gap between the first half of the sentence and the second half of the sentence made my cheeks bulge, and I took the initiative to break away from his arms in a mood of surprise and loss, and sulked with my back to him.

"Hey." He tapped my back lightly with his fingers.

"Little book." He tried to pull me over, but I wouldn't comply.

"Little Shushu ......" His tone began to carry a slight coquettishness, I couldn't help laughing, but I forced myself not to give in easily.

He suddenly lost his temper, pulled me over with all his strength and then straddled me, with a flattering smile on his face, gently pinched my face with his hand, looked at me with soft eyes, leaned over and imprinted a kiss on my lips, and then whispered to me: "Wife......"

Yes...... The tips of my heart fluttered.

I looked at him and couldn't help but reach out and hook his neck, his kiss fell on my lips softly like raindrops, and I closed my eyes and quietly felt the warmth I had never felt before...... We had passions several times, but this time I was able to fully perceive his heart.

When it was dawn, I got up quietly, trying not to wake him up, so that he could sleep peacefully after tossing for most of the night. I went downstairs and bought him breakfast to send it to him, put it on my bedside, and then went out and walked around the street to see if I could find a suitable job.

After a morning of wandering, I asked several stores in a row, and finally a fast food restaurant was recruiting waiters. The consumption level in X City is not high, with a salary of 500 yuan per month, and two meals at noon and at night, which is the most suitable job in my opinion.

I happily ran home to tell Jin Yan the good news, but as soon as I pushed the door open, I saw that everything in the house was smashed into a ball, and even the quilt was thrown on the ground and stepped on a few times. And Jin Yan was smoking a cigarette and sitting cross-legged on the bed, with cigarette butts scattered all over the room.

"What's going on?" I couldn't help but be surprised.

He looked up at me with a very indignant look in his eyes: "Where have you been?" I thought you left me and ran away. ”

I realized what was going on, and I couldn't laugh or cry. The moment he woke up and found that I was gone, he must have been terrified, just like the last time I woke up and didn't see him.

"I went out to look for a job, and I went to work as a waiter in a fast food restaurant for 500 yuan a month, and I was in charge of two meals." I said with a grin as I spoke, and began to pack up the things on the floor little by little. I don't blame him, it's just that the hot water bottle and water cup I just bought were broken by him, and I felt a pity in my heart.

"Don't go! Such a low salary and so hard! When he heard this, he directly denied it.

"That's no way, the wages here are already very low." I say.

"I'll figure it out, you stay at home obediently, and I'll see you every day when I come back." After he finished speaking, he extinguished the cigarette butt in his hand and stood up.

"How do you figure it out?"

"Don't worry about it, you can wait for me at home with peace of mind, I will definitely get the money. In short, I won't let you suffer. He kept his chest straight, desperately trying to prove that he was a real man.

"Don't go! You don't know the place well, where can you go to make money? You didn't suffer much. I hurriedly stopped him.

"So what! You follow me, I can't make you happy, do I want you to suffer? How can I feel at ease in that case? I might as well be dead! He slammed his chest in anger, and the look of powerlessness and heartache made me feel extra grounded.

Although he doesn't have the ability to make me happy for the time being, he has the heart.

I couldn't help but hug him, he broke free slightly at first, but soon turned around and hugged me, he said: "Pan Rushu, I will give you happiness, rely on myself." ”

After saying that, he pushed me away and warned me, "I will definitely go home before dark, you can wait for me in peace, and you are not allowed to go anywhere." ”

I was struck by the strong manliness that emanated from him, and I couldn't help but nod. Immediately, he opened the door and walked out, and I couldn't help but want to go out, but I held back.

As the long day passed in the agony of waiting, I paced around the room uncomfortably, waiting for the moment when the door was pushed open.

The light outside the window faded little by little, the sun gradually sank into the clouds, and the sky grew dark. The door creaked open, and he walked in with three white foam lunch boxes, his white face covered with gray dirt, but he smiled at me very happily: "Look, there is food to eat." ”

I looked at him in a daze, looking at his gray face, looking at several deep scars on his white arms, his nose was sore, and the corners of his eyes were overflowing with tears: "What are you doing here?" ”

"Move bricks." He said with a smile, not impressed, "I used to read books like this, saying that I saved enough for my tuition fees by moving bricks in a certain summer vacation. Unexpectedly, I now have to move bricks to support my own woman. ”

"How did you find this kind of living? Jin Yan, you don't have to ......" The second half of the sentence was not spoken, and my tears fell like beads with broken threads.

"Crying fart! Lao Tzu said that he would support you! Come and eat! Cry again and throw you out! He yelled fiercely. I actually understood that he just didn't want to see me sad and sad. Jin Yan, he has the softness of his heart, and his bottom line, he has the blood of a tough guy in his bones.

"Okay, here." I burst into tears and smiled, wiped away my tears, and went to sit with him, only to see the scars on his arms and my heart instantly knotted.

How can I, Pan Rushu, let such a proud man fall into such a field for me? Tears poured out again uncontrollably, and he threw his chopsticks on the table angrily, annoyed: "Don't let people eat this meal?" ”

As soon as he said this, he turned his head and quietly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his hand. How much inner struggle did he go through on this day, how much abuse he had never endured before to have this fragrant dinner?

When I saw that I had made him unhappy, I quickly stood up, brought a plate of water, took a towel and carefully wiped the dirt on his face for him, and then carefully scrubbed the wounds on my hands. When he cleaned the wound on his hand, he saw that his right hand was already swollen. He has fine skin and tender meat, where is the person who can do hard work!

As soon as I touched it, he bared his teeth in pain, and I said, "Don't go again, I'll go to work tomorrow." ”

"It's okay, I can handle it. My dad started from scratch, and he started by moving bricks, and I wasn't afraid. He swore by it.

I couldn't help but be intrigued, and I asked, "Really?" I thought your family had always been so wealthy. ”

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