We chatted while eating, he brought two dishes and two boxes of lunch, a braised lion's head, and a plum cabbage with pork, I couldn't help but cry while eating when I thought that this was the first meal he bought for me.

He handed me a napkin in disgust: "Crying, crying, why didn't you know you loved to cry so much?" ”

"I'm so impressed."

"Touched by a fart."

"Have you ever been so nice to other women?"

"Yes, I've invited many women to a Manchurian banquet, are you satisfied?" He raised his eyebrows, his delicate face still handsome. Even though the clothes on his body were full of dust, it did not affect his appearance at all, but made people even more excited.

"But you've never carried a fast food box for them."

"That's right." He admitted it for the first time, grinning and revealing a row of neat white teeth.

Then, at my behing, he began to tell the story of his father again. Jin Yan told me that his father had been a wanderer since he was a child, had been a beggar, and had been beaten to death; Bricks have been moved on the construction site and projects have been contracted; ran through the wharf, did freight, traveled south and north, and finally laid a piece of the country in H City, so that everything later and Jin Yan's existence existed.

In Jin Yan's account, I learned that his father's original hometown actually belonged to the north, most likely the northeast, because his father was burly and tall, and although Jin Yan was thin, his skeleton was also tall. However, because his father has been wandering for many years, he has been trafficked by traffickers when he was a child, and his impression of his biological parents is very vague......

It turns out that Jin Yan's father has such a legendary background, no wonder I can always vaguely feel the sonorous and powerful bloodiness of the rivers and lakes from Jin Yan. Compared with his father, although Jin Yan's growth has not experienced so many ups and downs, he has followed a character like his father since he was a child, and he must have experienced a lot of things like swords and swords, and his inner tenacity and stubbornness may be beyond my imagination.

The more I know him, the more distressed I feel from the bottom of my heart, and even instinctively swells up with an inexplicable admiration from the bottom of my heart, although he is not majestic now.

When he inadvertently grabbed a piece of lean meat and threw it into my bowl, I looked up at the little man in front of me, and my heart was full of love like honey from my heart little by little, and I felt extremely satisfied and happy. And this happiness from the heart is actually the most extreme and profound experience I have had since I grew up to the age of 19.

This kind of love is even better than family affection. We became two fish in each other's mouth, living together in a completely strange city. One look from him can make me go all out and fight for myself. It turns out that this is called love.

"What about your mother? How did your mom and your dad meet? I couldn't help but ask.

I remember him telling me that his mother died in childbirth while giving birth to him. can give birth to such a handsome son, presumably his mother must also be a beautiful woman like flowers.

At the mention of his mother, his face suddenly became gloomy, and he casually threw the finished lunch box to the corner of the room, and when I saw him like this, I hurriedly ran over and picked up the lunch box and said, "If you feel sad, don't say it, and tell me when you have a chance to tell me in the future." ”

"My mother is the captain's daughter, she grew up at sea since she was a child, she is of mixed Chinese and Russian descent, she is very beautiful, tall and plump, she fell in love with her father as soon as she arrived on the ship, but my grandfather did not like my father. Later, my mom and my dad secretly did what we did, and then there was me, and it was too late for my grandfather to find out. Later, my mother died in childbirth, and my grandfather was furious and asked my father to roll me off the boat with me, so that we should never contact him, and he didn't recognize me as a nephew. That's it. Jin Yan's pretended relaxed tone, but there was a particularly deep sadness.

Great sorrow without tears, great enlightenment without words, laughter without sound. People are sometimes like this, the more pain they dare not touch, the more tears flow to their hearts, and when they are manifested on their faces, they become pretended to be relaxed.

I reached over and took his hand tightly. He pretended to smile indifferently, and said with a deliberate smile: "Now you know why my brother is so handsome, right?" Goko is of Russian descent. ”

I "poofed" and he laughed too, and I asked him, "Have you seen a picture of your mother?" ”

He shook his head, and he said, "My father said that it was too abrupt when he left, and we were thrown off the ship as soon as I was born, and we didn't have time to get a little something. ”

"Kicked off the ship? So how did you survive? "I don't think I can imagine it.

"At that time, my mother had a difficult birth, my grandfather changed the route and drove to T City, and temporarily found a midwife from the shore, because the conditions were really limited, my mother collapsed after giving birth, and soon passed away......" After Jin Yan finished speaking, a tear slipped down from the corner of his right eye.

I took the initiative to hug him and asked incredulously, "You said T-City?" That's my hometown, so you were born in T City? ”

"yes." He catered to me lightly, and then said, "My dad first gave me to a local farmer in T City for adoption, and he took me in when I was 3 years old, when his financial situation improved. ”

"It turns out that you have also been a rural person." I teased with a laugh.

"Otherwise, how would you fall in love with you, a country girl?" He reached out and slapped me on the head, then pretended to be chic and stroked his hair, and asked me with a smile: "Okay, you know everything you should know and don't know, what else do you want to ask?" ”

"Not yet." I say.

"Aren't you afraid that I will kill people? You're the first to know so many of my secrets. He deliberately made his eyes look murderous, but I didn't eat this for a long time.

"Don't be afraid, I can't bear it, because you're already in love with me." I said with a grin.

His face suddenly darkened, and he said very shamelessly: "It's so narcissistic, don't you feel disgusting?!" ”

I was thick-skinned, stuck out my tongue and said, "I don't think so, I think it's normal." ”

He gave me a speechless look.

"Was your mother eighteen or nineteen years old when she gave birth to you?" A year suddenly came to my mind, and I unconsciously thought of his attitude when I learned that I was pregnant.

He was stunned for a moment, then nodded, and he asked me, "Yes, my dad is her first and only man, but how do you know?" ”

"Because I was pregnant that time, you showed a very mature and cautious attitude, and I have never figured out how your personality can care if I am pregnant or not. Now I understand, you must have thought about what happened to your mother, right? I asked tentatively.

I didn't expect it to be so, he nodded, he didn't expect it to be so, he said, "Well, I don't want my mother's tragedy to happen again, but ......"

Speaking of this, he looked at me guiltily and said, "I will protect you well in the future, and I will not let you be hurt by me again." ”

Since I learned about Jin Yan's life experience, I have been able to feel and appreciate his blood and righteousness more and more. I think his mother must be the most beautiful woman on the sea, adrift on the sea all the year round, with a wild and atmospheric nature that ordinary women do not have; His father has such a rough life, he must have already seen through all kinds of the world, and he walked the rivers and lakes chivalrous and bravely, and there are also places that ordinary people can't reach. Jin Yan, who was born in a combination of these two pairs, how could he be a man who is timid, willing to live behind, and needs a woman to shelter?

The more I thought about it, the more I loved Jin Yan. When he saw me looking at him stupidly, he immediately leaned over and bit my nose, then held my chin and kissed me hard, he said, "Pan Rushu, I won't let you suffer, just follow my brother steadily." ”

He is still so proud, this pride that emanates from his bones is really intoxicating. I couldn't help but lean up and kiss him, and he carried me to bed, and an obsession began again...... The feelings are heating up day after day, and I feel that my heart has flown away from my chest, firmly stuck to Jin Yan's body, and I will never fly away from now on......

He left as soon as dawn, and when I woke up, he was gone, there was a note on the table, the handwriting was crooked, he was quite literary in his bones, this is the second time I have seen his handwriting, it reads: "Pig head, stay well, don't go anywhere, wait for my brother to return triumphantly." - Your King"

At the end, I couldn't help but wonder how much he enjoyed the feeling of being adored. The thought that at this moment he was following countless ragged uncles in a small truck to a certain construction site in the city, my heart ached.

Two months ago, he was a high-profile and empty-eyed wealthy man, but two months later, he willingly became a street worker who lifted bricks and supported his family.

Filled with self-blame and longing, I walked out the door, applied to be a waiter at the fast food restaurant, and rushed home before dark.

Unexpectedly, as soon as I got home, I saw him lying motionless on the bed with blood on his head, the tracksuit on his body was already stained, and his trouser legs were stained with cement.

I was stunned, I rushed over and shouted in a panic: "Xiao Yan, Xiao Yan, what's wrong with you?" ”

His head seemed to be injured, and there was a circle of bruises around his eyes, as if he had been beaten, he slowly opened his eyes and asked me weakly, "Pan Rushu, where have you been?" ”

"What's wrong with you? Who bullied you? How could it suddenly be like this? "I burst into tears, feeling helpless.

"I grabbed work with others and was beaten up. Damn, I've never been beaten up! He said indignantly, holding the wound on his head with his hand, sat up from the bed abruptly, and asked me, "Pan Rushu, where have you been?" ”

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