Looking at Zuo Lan's back holding Pippi in the rain, I felt an unspeakable bitterness in my heart, and I lost my sense of proportion, and I didn't know what I should do next.

Suddenly, I was dominated by an invisible force, and quickly got into my own car, keeping a distance of 20 meters and following Zuo Lan's car.

Zuo Lan drove to a KFC store near the city center, I knew she was going to bring Pippi here to eat, and when she parked her car and walked into the store, I stopped my car and walked into the store as well.

I looked around and finally found Pippi, still teary-eyed, in a corner, and Zuo Lan was following the crowd at the ordering table to order something.

I made a grimace at Pippi, the little thing immediately burst into tears and laughed, waved my hand happily, I didn't know what to say, I immediately made a "shhh" gesture to him, the little thing immediately covered his mouth, but still "giggled" and laughed, I glanced back at Zuo Lan, who was still unaware, and walked quickly towards Pippi.

"Patrick, Patrick...... Mom went to buy grilled chicken wings, and we'll eat ....... together," Pippi said, tugging at my sleeve.

"Patrick has a lot of food, what if I eat all your chicken wings?" I asked, teasing Pippi.

"Let Mom buy it again."

"Cool idea!" I pinched Pippi's face and smiled, but there was a joy in my heart that I had never experienced before.

.......

A moment later, Zuo Lan came back from ordering, and she put the plate on the table, but she didn't look at me, and she didn't surprise me when I arrived, maybe she had already spotted me from the moment I drove after her.

Pippi took two grilled chicken wings out of the family bucket and handed me one, "Patrick, give it to you." ”

"Thank you Pippi." I also took the roast wings from Pippi's hand, and the two of them ate with relish, but Zuo Lan never ate, just looked at the two of us, of course, the expressions were different, for me she had an indescribable disgust in her eyes, but for Pippi, it was the kindness of her mother.

I ignored Zuo Lan's gaze, reciprocated, found two spicy chicken wings from the family bucket, handed one to Pippi, and said, "SpongeBob SquarePants, for you to eat." ”

Pipsqueak shook his head and said, "Thank you, Patrick." ”

I thought that Zuo Lan would reward me with a white eye, but I didn't want the corners of her eyes to be moist, so I hurriedly picked up a napkin and wiped it, but Pippi didn't notice this scene, and said to Zuo Lan in a childish voice: "Mom, the chicken wings are almost finished, can you go buy some more?" ”

Zuo Lan nodded and was about to leave, but I grabbed her and said, "I'll go, you can rest for a while." After speaking, he didn't give Zuo Lan a chance to refuse, so he walked to the ordering table.

I bought another family bucket, knowing that Zuo Lan didn't like to drink Coke and ordered another Jiuzhen juice, I handed the juice to Zuo Lan and said, "Let's eat together." ”

"Not hungry." Zuo Lan responded to me expressionlessly.

I turned to Pipsqueak in a serious tone and said, "SpongeBob SquarePants, your mom is going on a hunger strike, did you make her angry?" ”

Pipsqueak was so aggrieved that she wanted to cry......

"Zhang Yixi, can you stop being such a scoundrel.......?" Zuo Lan's tone was angry.

"Is it a scoundrel to let you eat?" I pushed the food in front of her again, but I was still not in a hurry or angry, and I was surprised that I had such patience and temper.

Zuo Lan turned around angrily and stopped looking at me.

I encouraged Pipsqueak: "Pippi, hurry up and get a chicken wing for your mother, it must be that we didn't bring her with us just now, and she is angry." ”

Pippi flipped over a chicken wing and handed it to Zuo Lan: "Mom, you eat...... Pippi won't dare to forget her mother in the future, don't be angry with Pippi! ”

There were already a lot of lively eyes around, and even a man in a young couple gave me a thumbs up and said, "Dude, your trick is really high, I will have an awkward relationship with my daughter-in-law in the future, and I will also let my son .......compensate for me."

I hugged my fist at the man and said, "It's ...... award."

There was a sound of laughter all around, and I don't know who said in the noise: "Look at how happy this family is, the mother is beautiful, the son is cute, the father is funny, and the model family is so good!" ”

Who answered: "That's it, don't you see that someone's dad is still a successful person, look at his car keys, the SRX model I've been thinking about for a long time!" ”

"You're embarrassed to say, hurry up and struggle, the salted fish turns over......" The voice was gradually drowned out.

I believe that Zuo Lan must have heard this conversation, but I don't know how she feels, whether she is the same as me, at this moment I really seem to have an illusion, in front of me is my beloved wife and son.

Zuo Lan looked at Pippi and smiled helplessly, and finally took the chicken wings from his hand and ate them.

.......

The rain outside the window is still dripping, except for Pippi, Zuo Lan and I don't have the heart to eat anymore, although in the eyes of others we are a "model couple" and a "high-quality family", but what the real situation is, only we know ourselves, at this moment we are more like strangers with two masks, unable to see each other clearly.

After eating at KFC, I drove with Zuo Lan to her residence, although I knew it was not suitable, but at this time I was dominated by an inexplicable force, I instinctively didn't want to leave, subconsciously I always wanted to be able to have an open and honest chat with Zuo Lan.

Zuo Lan didn't give me a chance to go to her house, and she turned me away.......

I didn't leave because of Zuo Lan's refusal, I just sat on the stairs of the safe passage, smoking a cigarette, and trying to figure out what I really thought in my heart.

I asked myself over and over again: if Pipsqueak was really my son, did I feel like a burden, and was I rejected because of my marriage to Angel?

After a long time, I gave myself the answer, and I didn't reject it, otherwise why did I feel a simple and warm happiness when I just eat.

I made another assumption: how would I feel if I gave up my marriage to Angel because of my responsibilities?

I felt extremely suppressed pain!

I have come to understand that no matter what I choose, pain and happiness will coexist.

.......

Through the window at the top of the staircase, I saw the snowflakes falling, and I don't know when, when a snow replaced the evening rain, and I knew that I had been sitting here for a long time.

The winter night was really cold, my teeth were shivering, I subconsciously tightened my clothes, I knew that Zuo Lan and Pippi might have fallen asleep at this time, but I still didn't want to leave, I waited persistently for Zuo Lan to give me an explanation.

I don't know how long it took, I finally heard the sound of the door opening in a trance, I turned my head back mechanically to see that Zuo Lan had already appeared behind me with a cup of hot water.

"Drink a glass of water and go back quickly." Zuo Lan's tone was finally not as cold as before.

I took the hot water from Zuo Lan's hand, patted the stairs beside me, and motioned for Zuo Lan to sit down.

Zuo Lan's expression struggled for a moment, sighed, and sat down beside me.

I handed the toy I bought next to Zuo Lan: "For Pippi." ”

Zuo Lan didn't reach out to take it, she pressed her forehead with one hand, let go of her hand for a long time, and looked at me with a complicated expression, my heartbeat accelerated under her gaze, I didn't know what she would say to me.

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