Chapter 179: What Am I, Stand-in or Shadow?
"No, how could I be mad at you." I shook my head, trying to squeeze out a few smiles.
"Didn't you? Why is the face so ugly? Why is it raining? Why are you running away from my gaze? Leng Mochen put his arm around my shoulder, I don't know whether he was scared or nervous, his voice was a little anxious.
I looked up at him, pursed my lips, and said, "I just told my brother about the cause of my father's death, and I felt a little sad."
Leng Mochen's beautiful long eyebrows twisted into a ball, and he took me into his arms: "Xiaoxi, are you still blaming me?" You're still blaming me, aren't you? ”
Blame? It's been a long time, if I blame him, how can I be by his side for so long, it's just that his recent behavior really makes me feel cold, especially when my brother knows the cause of my father's death, and the real reason why Zuo Yisen left, I feel like I can't stand it, I really can't stand it.
"Mo Chen, my clothes are wet, let me take a shower first!" I gently pushed him away, and without waiting for him to agree, I went to the bedroom and got my pajamas and went into the bathroom.
After being in the bathroom for a long, long time, not daring to go out, not daring to face him, does that mean we're going to be over? We are people who should not be together, three years ago, and we are today three years later.
Leng Mochen didn't urge me, beyond his usual style, I dried my hair before walking out.
He sat on the sofa and smoked, and when he saw me coming out, he hurriedly extinguished what he was holding, got up and walked to me: "Take some cold medicine, take precautions."
I nodded slightly, at this time, I couldn't let myself get sick.
Leng Mochen pulled me to sit on the sofa: "You sit for a while, I'll get it."
I took off my shoes and nested on the sofa, I didn't know what to think, I didn't know what to do, I thought about everything, I couldn't do everything I should do, sometimes, people are so helpless, and life is also so helpless.
After taking the medicine, we went straight back to the room to sleep, I ignored him, turned my back to him, at this moment, I didn't know what to say, it was useless to say anything, it was in vain to say anything, I was so tired.
Leng Mochen hugged me gently, his chin rested on my shoulder, and his voice sank into his ears: "Xiaoxi, what's wrong with you?" Angry? Ignore me? ”
I quietly closed my eyes and didn't speak, I didn't want to say and I didn't know what to say.
Leng Mochen's hand tightened, he seemed to be a little anxious, and his voice sank a little: "Xiaoxi, I don't want to, I really don't want to, I won't in the future, okay?"
Oh, yes! You don't want to, but you always can't help it, you can't help but be in a daze, push me, and be absent-minded, what is it that makes you so uncontrollable? Why are you reluctant to tell me?
I'm so tired, why am I so tired? Mo Chen, you know what? I really want to know what is going on in your heart, I want you to say everything in your heart, I want us to solve everything together, why don't you want to say it? Have you ever thought about having a good time with me?
My brother can ignore that you killed my father, why don't you want to tell me if you have something, if we can't tear the membrane between us, what awaits us is only parting.
Thinking too much, my heart hurts, don't think about it, don't think about it, everything just let it be!
I don't know how long it took, but everything around me was as quiet as snow, and I fell asleep in a blur of exhaustion.
When I woke up, it was already the next morning, I looked at my watch and it was only seven o'clock, it was still early, Leng Mochen didn't wake up, and I didn't call him, I got out of bed gently, ate some breakfast and went directly to the company.
If I don't face him now, I may feel a little better.
I didn't know what to do when I got to the company, so I booked a semester of business administration courses online, if I really want to manage the company, it's useless to just read that book, anyway, I'm not very busy now, so let's take time to go to class!
At noon, Lu Yang called me to ask me out, and gave me the finished picture, I was stunned when I saw the graphics, so beautiful, more beautiful than I imagined, he is really capable, he is simply a genius.
Back to the company, I showed the graphics to my brother, he was very satisfied, this kind of duplex building in addition to the beauty and vision, there is also a biggest advantage, and the three-bedroom residential building is built together, can save a lot of land.
My brother did some research in the market, there is a 3,000-square-meter plot of land in the World Avenue Development Zone, which can build a phase of the project, but what we lack now is the capital, although it is still a development zone, the land is not very expensive, but the area of 3,000 square meters is not a small amount, we have to wait for this matter, not to mention, the new phase of the 'An's Group' building has just opened, if we open it again, it will not be good for us, after all' Ann's Group's reputation in the market is bigger than ours, and all we can do now is wait.
I didn't have anything to do in the afternoon, so I went directly to the school, listened to the two-hour class, and felt quite colorful, and I still had to study hard in the company's management system.
It's only four o'clock when I come out of school, and I don't have anything to do when I go to the company, so I go home and let Zhang's mother teach me to cook.
Leng Mochen and I can't be cold and violent all the time, either divide or talk about it, it's really uncomfortable for both of us to hold back like this.
When I got home, Mama Zhang had already started preparing dinner, so I put down my bag and walked into the kitchen: "Mama Zhang, make dinner, I'll study and study."
"No need, how can you let the young grandmother do it, just let the young grandmother accompany the young master." Zhang's mother said with a smile.
"Huh? Mo Chen is at home! "Why is he at home at this time?
"Yes, the young master will come back at noon, upstairs."
"Oh... Then I'll go up first. "Since Leng Mochen is at home, I'd better go and accompany him, there are some things and some things we should talk about.
Walking up to the second floor, I went straight back to the bedroom, but the room was cold