When I opened my eyes, I stared at the ceiling above my head in confusion, and after a while I realized that I was in the hospital, and suddenly I woke up, and my first reaction was to think of the child in my belly.

I almost got up in fright, but Xiang Yuyao, who was sitting at the head of the bed, quickly grabbed my shoulder, he was above my face, I saw the heavy bloodshot in his eyes, and called my name in a hoarse voice, "Shuyi." ”

I suddenly had a bad premonition, grabbed Xiang Yuyao's arm and asked in a panic, "What about my child, is there anything wrong?" ”

I must have pinched Xiang Yuyao very painfully, but he didn't pull me away, still comforting me with his usual gentle and deep voice, "It's okay." The child was saved, and the doctor told you to stay in bed and not have too many emotional fluctuations, otherwise ............"

Without waiting for Xiang Yuyao to finish speaking, I nodded vigorously, tears almost burst out of my eyes, but for the sake of my body, I couldn't be sad anymore.

I felt scared when I calmed down at the moment, and at the same time I felt very guilty, I acted in this scene all to save the child in my belly, Pei Zongyou They haven't done it to me yet, but I almost miscarried myself, if the child is really gone, I may not have the face to see Pei Tingqing, let alone tell him the truth of the matter?

I stroked my belly with my palm and apologized to the baby, so that he was so frightened, there will be no next time, and I also thank him for being so tenacious, so no matter how many disasters he will endure given to him by fate, I believe that he will come to this world and accompany me in the next few decades of life, thinking of this, my heart is suddenly very sweet and satisfied, this child is the only belief that supports me to go on.

I didn't see the ring on my ring finger, and I panicked again, so I turned my head and asked Xiang Yuyao, "Where is my ring?" ”

"It's still there." Xiang Yuyao hurriedly took out the ring from the jewelry box in his pocket, and he told me that from the way to the ambulance to the operating table, I always held the ring tightly in the palm of my hand, and then was forcibly broken open by the medical staff and took it out.

I took the ring and put it on my ring finger again, together with this ring and the unborn child in my womb is my life, this is the only thing Pei Tingqing left me, I rely on the ring and the child to think about him, and protect them at any cost.

In fact, when I really think about it, I seem to live only for these two things, which is a little sad, but I have no regrets.

There was a knock on the door outside, Xiang Yuyao asked me to lie down and not move, he walked out to open the door, and after a while, Huo Huiyuan came in, with two men who looked like bodyguards behind him.

I was suddenly vigilant in my heart, just thinking about what Huo Huiyuan wanted to do to me, it was estimated that Xiang Yuyao would not let her in, I didn't get up and stared at Huo Huiyuan coldly.

This is my enemy's wife, even if she adopted me and was kind to me, but it was Pei Zongyou who single-handedly caused the destruction of my family, otherwise my life would be different, anyway, at least I would not have the possibility of losing my life at any time like this moment.

I hated Huo Huiyuan, and when she hesitated to step forward, I told her that if there was something, I would hurry up and say that I still had to rest.

Huo Huiyuan stood there and didn't move, looking at me sadly and full of pity, she is a ruthless person who is more than kind, she was bent on sending me out of the Pei family, but now I am really bullied to this extent, her heart is full of guilt, she sympathizes with me, and wants to do something to make up for me.

She told me that she brought two people to protect me, in order to prevent Ning Lianmeng from finding an opportunity to attack me, and she wanted to give me a large amount of money for the expenses of having a child and the cost of raising a child in the future, but on the other hand, she didn't want Pei Tingqing to know what she had done, so as not to let the thoughtful Pei Tingqing notice anything, she asked Xiang Yuyao to say that these two people were his.

They all know that Pei Tingqing is wise, if the Pei family asks someone to protect me, Pei Tingqing will definitely be suspicious, and then their lies will be self-defeating.

I laughed after listening to it, laughing sarcastically, I took the check handed by Huo Huiyuan, and without looking at what kind of astronomical number it was, I tore it off in front of Huo Huiyuan, and then sprinkled the fragments on the ground lightly.

There's nothing wrong with me needing money, and there's nothing wrong with me needing protection even more, but I'd rather die than accept any favors from the Pei family, which only makes me feel like I'm insulting.

Don't say anything I don't know what to do, I, Pei Shuyi, just regard dignity as very important, not to mention that if I don't charge this money, I won't be able to support myself and my son? I still have Xiang Yuyao by my side, in contrast, I would rather seek Xiang Yuyao's help, and I will not accept the enemy's handouts.

I don't like to explain too much, and I don't want to waste time on unnecessary people, so after tearing up Huo Huiyuan's check, I didn't say anything else, and asked Xiang Yuyao to get Huo Huiyuan and the two so-called bodyguards out, how can I be sure that this is not Pei Zongyou's undercover agent, Pei Zongyou went back on his word to harm me? Anyway, the only person I can trust from beginning to end is Xiang Yuyao.

I also know that I trouble him too much and owe him too much, but forgive me, in this situation of ambush on all sides, I need him to guard my side, I can't repay him emotionally, but I will definitely do my best to repay him in other aspects, including my child will be born and grow up smoothly in the future, I will also let my child repay him.

I told Xiang Yuyao these words, he smiled on his lips after hearing it, he has always had a paralyzed face, when he rarely laughs, it is actually so good-looking, he sat at the head of the bed and touched my head and said I was a fool, and then I felt a hot teardrop hit my face.

Xiang Yuyao cried.

And I closed my eyes and bit my lip to endure my tears, Xiang Yuyao, let me be grateful to you, in the most difficult time of my life, never give up, do not ask for anything in return, I believe that there is such a great and selfless unrequited love in this world, there is a great and selfless man like Xiang Yuyao, meeting Pei Tingqing is the greatest honor in my life, and Xiang Yuyao is my second honor.

Xiang Yuyao spent money to hire four professional bodyguards to guard outside my ward, I was worried about Pei Tingqing's injury, so I asked Xiang Yuyao to find a chance to see Pei Tingqing, he came back and told me that Pei Tingqing was fine, so I closed my eyes and fell asleep quietly.

In the next time, I began to protect the fetus in the hospital, of course, on the other hand, I had an agreement with Pei Zongyou, before Pei Tingqing and Ning Lianmeng got married, I couldn't leave here, which also shows that Pei Zongyou will not do anything to me during this period, but it is not guaranteed that it will not be in the future, not to mention that if something happens to me myself, I can't blame him, so Xiang Yuyao and I have a deep sense of defense, even those medical staff who are close to me, Xiang Yuyao has someone behind him to investigate and monitor them.

In the past half a month, I have been safe and sound, and Xiang Yuyao has been by my side almost 24 hours a day, there is an inner room in the senior ward, and there is also a kitchen, he instructed his subordinates to buy ingredients, make a lot of soup to replenish my body, buy a lot of books about pregnant women to read, and ask medical staff all kinds of knowledge in order to take better care of me, and rest in the inner room at night............ He has done so much for me, I am afraid that my biological mother is still alive, and the same is true for me, I feel guilty in my heart, and I have to accept his contribution on the other hand.

In the past half a month, my body has recovered, and the child in my belly is also growing up healthy and normal, but Xiang Yuyao has lost a lot of weight, but he also has a mature and stable man's charm, I think of the prodigal son who used to be in love, how many women flocked to him, and compared with his various intentions at the moment, I really can't describe my feelings.

At the same time, I know that I love Pei Tingqing deeply, I am afraid that I will not be able to let go of him in this life, no matter whether he has a family and career in the future, what kind of road will he take, will he forget our vigorous love in the past, will he forget those vows and alliances, and will he forget me, the woman who hurt him deeply............ None of this matters, anyway, I will keep my promise to him and will not let other men touch it in this life.

If I can't marry him, I will guard him like a jade, I will not marry other men, I have no regrets, I will raise me and his children alone, and I will be alone until I am old.

So in this life, I can only owe Xiang Yuyao, an affectionate man.

On this day, Xiang Yuyao received a call from the Xiang family, saying that his half-brother Xiang Yuzhe was going to marry Meng Jing and asked him to attend the eldest brother's wedding.

I thought it was funny after hearing it, after Meng Jing came out of prison, how long did Li Jiayao die, she was going to marry Xiang Yuzhe, for fear that others would not know that she was a latent betrayer, and the survivors of the organization would probably find her Meng Jing for revenge, just thinking about Xiang Yuzhe's true love for Meng Jing, after all, he could divorce his original wife in order to marry her.

Of course, Li Xue's background is not good, at that time, he got rid of Xiang Yuyao, who had no future, and tried his best to seduce Xiang Yuzhe, Xiang Yuzhe finally married Li Xue, and in my opinion, Xiang Yuzhe regards marriage as child's play, and whether he marries Li Xue or not has no effect on him, and now he is decisively divorced, which is also reasonable.

Later, Xiang Yuyao still went to see Xiang Yuzhe, but before leaving, he told me that he would only leave for an hour, and that the medical staff would not come in during this time, and he not only instructed the people outside not to let anyone else disturb me, but also asked me to get out of bed and lock the door from the inside, and I was not allowed to open the door until anyone came back before he returned.

I lay on the bed and continued to rest, not letting myself think about Pei Tingqing, for fear that my emotional collapse would not be conducive to raising the fetus, on the other hand, I became very sleepy when I was pregnant, I stroked my stomach and smiled and talked to the baby, and soon fell asleep.

In my drowsiness, someone knocked on the door outside, I knew my situation at the moment, so I pretended not to hear and still lay on the bed, and after a while, I heard the voice of a strange woman arguing with the person guarding me outside, which probably means why don't you let me in, I have something very important to find Miss Pei.

I still ignore it, no matter who comes to me, if it's not Xiang Yuyao, I won't open the door, I don't trust anyone except Xiang Yuyao, and within five minutes, the strange woman was taken away by the dutiful bodyguard, I couldn't sleep and sat up, and took the book on parenting to read.

Xiang Yuyao came back two hours later, he said that he met Li Xue outside, that is, the woman who knocked on the door to find me, asked me if I opened the door for her, and then told me that Li Xue came to find him, and now Li Xue has become an abandoned woman, she remembered Xiang Yuyao's goodness, and wanted to go back and be with Xiang Yuyao again, and let Xiang Yuyao give her a chance.

Xiang Yuyao sat on the chair at the head of my bed, peeling apples with his slender fingers, while telling me these things, his action of peeling apples was also very beautiful, which reminded me of Pei Tingqing at that time, I took those apple peels and ate them with relish, Pei Tingqing was helpless and doting on me, suddenly his eyes were sour, and he quickly turned his gaze to the book in his hand, I asked Xiang Yuyao, "So what do you think, do you want to be with Li Xue?" ”

"No, I really don't love her anymore, not to mention that I'm not so cheap for this kind of woman." Xiang Yuyao said lightly, the fruit knife in his hand was stunned, he raised his head and looked at me with those amber eyes, and confessed to me in a low and affectionate manner, "The woman I love now is you, and it will never change in the future." ”

Probably because he didn't want me to be embarrassed and pressured, he almost didn't say these words on weekdays, and only proved that he loved me with practical actions, and when Xiang Yuyao said this, I thought of Pei Tingqing.

I also deeply hurt Pei Tingqing, as Xiang Yuyao said, but any man with a little self-esteem will never look back, Xiang Yuyao loved Li Xue when he was young, and now he has completely let go and fell in love with me, then Pei Tingqing is also young, if I have the opportunity to tell Pei Tingqing the truth in the future and want to turn back, he may be the same as Xiang Yuyao, he doesn't hate or love me, right? Perhaps he would also say to another woman, "The person I love now is you, and it will never change again." ”

really responded to my sentence, "Because I am young, I don't know love." As soon as I thought of this possibility, I felt very sad, and my heart hurt so much that I couldn't breathe, but I am not Li Xue, if I have the opportunity to tell the truth again in the future, I still choose to bury it in the depths of my heart, just because I have always lost Pei Tingqing, I don't have the face to face him again, this is the path I chose, whether he doesn't love him in the future, forget me, I should accept it calmly, right?

Li Xue hasn't come back since that day, I recuperated in the hospital for a month before I returned to Pei Tingqing's residence with Xiang Yuyao, of course, it was also after I determined that Pei Tingqing would not come back here, so I chose to raise the baby in our original place.

He is a ruthless man, that day I clearly felt that his heart was broken and dead, a man like him loves madly, and he lets go completely, he doesn't miss the old, and he doesn't think about things, and all I can rely on is memories, so I will choose to live here, relying on the old scenery and old things to think about him all the time, thinking of him, to this point, I can still quietly guard a city that belongs to us, in fact, I am already very content.

The child grew in my belly day by day, and when I went to the hospital for another ultrasound, I saw the fetus that had begun to take on a human shape, which was not very beautiful at this time, and it may seem like a plaything in the eyes of others, but in the eyes of my mother, I thought that little lump was very cute and cute.

Xiang Yuyao asked the doctor to check the gender of the child through his connections, and it was a boy, which was exactly what I hoped for.

I think he will grow up to be a man like Pei Tingqing in the future, and he will inherit Pei Tingqing's most beautiful phoenix eyes with peach blossoms, and his facial features will be as delicate and handsome as Pei Tingqing, and when he grows up in the future, he will attract the opposite sex like Pei Tingqing.

And when I was with Pei Tingqing, I thought that it would be great if I could grow up with Pei Tingqing since I was a child, so I am looking forward to my son being carved out of a mold with Pei Tingqing after he is born, so how happy should I be? ………… Pregnant women have too many thoughts, and every day when I look at my slightly bulging belly, I can't stop smiling on my lips, and I will tell the baby that even if Dad is not around, we will be happy.

In the season of mid-June, the rain was dripping, and when I returned from the hospital, I sat in the car, looking at the gloomy weather through the car window, thinking of the first time I walked into Pei's house when I was 14 years old, and it was also raining like this, Pei Tingqing was wearing a snow-white shirt and playing the piano facing a glass window.

At the end of the song, he glanced back at me, his face was indifferent and clear like a landscape painting, like a boy in a comic, and I fell in love with him.

I closed my eyes gently, and two lines of tears slipped out of the corners of my eyes, and once again I tasted the saltiness of tears, and my heart suddenly cramped.

I haven't paid attention to Pei Tingqing recently, and I haven't learned about him, I don't know what kind of life he lives now, is he okay? Does he remember me?

But after only two months of separation from him, how do I feel more than ten years?

When Xiang Yuyao stopped the car, I opened my eyes, the tears on my face had long since dried, and I didn't allow myself to fall into sadness and entanglement.

Xiang Yuyao came around to help me open the car door, took my hand and let me get out of the car, a white embroidered umbrella was propped up above my head, he carefully protected me to prevent me from slipping, and led me to the yard.

At this time, the sound of the piano came from a few steps ahead, I was shocked, and suddenly raised my head, at that moment I thought that I missed Pei Tingqing too much, so that I saw it wrong.

Under the dark sky, the rain was dripping down, and I stood under an umbrella like a net, and in front of me was a fallen rose, with lush green leaves, white flowers hanging with transparent water droplets, and there was a kind of solitary beauty.

Pei Tingqing was wearing a snow-white shirt, sitting there with his back to me, his hands washed by the rain became more and more white and slender, slowly pressing on the black and white piano keys, and the faint but beautiful music flowed out, accompanied by the rain at the moment, it sounded like an ethereal feeling.