Listening to Ye Hansheng's voice, my whole person was in a trance, tears were crackling down, I had been lying to myself Chen Dan and Xu Rongyan were lying to me, but now Ye Hansheng's words make me have to admit the fact that he is married. ∝ 8∝8∝ read ∝ books, .◆.o+

The taxi driver saw me crying in the rearview mirror, and he turned his head and asked me if I was okay? I shook my head and didn't make a sound, Ye Hansheng on the other end of the phone heard the voice of the taxi driver, he seemed to be in a hurry, he ordered: "Speak, where are you?" ”

"In the car." I tried to control my emotions and I said, "You don't have to say anything, I know everything, let's end it between us!" ”

After speaking, I put down my hand holding the phone, Ye Han's voice roared on the other end of the phone, he said: "I'm not allowed, Shen Yu, you speak, why do you answer me where are you?" ”

This is the first time I heard Ye Hansheng's hoarseness, but I never told Ye Hansheng where I was, my fingertips swiped lightly across the screen, I hung up the phone, and then turned off the phone.

I leaned back in the seat, my eyes weeping like a spring.

The taxi driver kept looking at me with strange eyes, asked me where I was going, I couldn't even tell where I was going, and finally dropped me off at the door of an express hotel in the city center.

I opened a room in the Express Hotel, because I cried, my eyes were very swollen, and very dry, I went back to the room, washed myself cold water, and then sat in the middle of the bed with a blank look, my eyes were very tired, but I didn't feel sleepy at all.

I really miss Ye Hansheng, for more than a month, I slept with him night and night, we got along very happily with each other, he was not good at expressing himself in words, but he proved it with his actions, but after I devoted myself to this love, you told me that he was married.

I think this is the biggest joke God has ever played on me, and I can't accept this indisputable fact.

Since I knew that Ye Hansheng got married and had a daughter, my emotions have always been calm, because I was shocked except for being stunned, and I didn't ease up at all, and now when I'm alone, my mind is full of thinking about what Chen Dan said to Xu Rongyan, and the more I think about it, the more uncomfortable I feel.

I felt like an ant was biting all over my body, and I even bit my lip hard to try to relieve the discomfort in my heart.

I opened the Xiaoice box in the room and took out the five cans of beer placed inside, I didn't estimate that much, and I didn't care whether it was ice or cold and opened it directly, and the cold piercing feeling began to numb my discomfort.

I drank one can after another very quickly, and my alcohol consumption was already good, although I didn't drink for such a long time, I didn't feel drunk at all, I don't know if the more uncomfortable I was, the more sober I became, and I thought it was better not to drink it.

I lay on the carpet, my eyes glued to the chandelier on the ceiling and giggling, and for the first time I felt myself falling.

Tears flowed down the corners of my eyes and into my ears, crying and crying and crying I fell asleep, missing someone, even dreaming of his shadow, as if he lingered in your memory.

I dreamed that Ye Hansheng was sleeping with me in his arms, his breath was so real in my ears, but when I opened my eyes, I saw that I was the only one left in the empty room.

Because I didn't draw the curtains, it was already dawn outside, I lay on the carpet and my whole body was as sore as if I had fought with someone, and the price of lying on the ground to sleep was a cold, my nose was blocked and my throat was uncomfortable, and I got up from the ground, because my hair was messy, and the whole person looked like a madman.

Last night I made cold water and drank cold beer, I was now top-heavy, I sat on the edge of the bed with a blank eye, everything that happened last night was like a dream, and I am still a little in a state of disbelief, am I stupid?

I found the phone to turn on, the call reminder kept ringing, most of them were from Ye Hansheng, and Song Fang and Xu Rongyan also came several times, Ye Hansheng sent me two messages, the first one is: Where are you? Shall we talk? The next day, his emotions seemed to be a little out of control: Shen Puzzle, why did you answer me? Labor and management are driving you crazy.

Ye Hansheng is a person with good qualities, and since I have known him for so long, although his temper is not very good, and his mood changes quickly, he never swears and calls himself labor-management.

Is he emotionally out of control now because I know about his marriage and is afraid of me leaving? I couldn't help but think so.

Tears rolled in my eyes, and I felt as if I had been hollowed out.

I deleted the text messages one by one, and the text message on my mobile phone suddenly remembered at this time that it was sent by Song Fang, and she said: Where are you hiding from the dead woman? Is it okay not to do this? We are so worried if we can't find you, Ye Hansheng almost didn't kill Xu Rongyan last night, he has you in his heart, he is in a very bad mood, he drank a lot of wine last night, and he didn't lie on the sofa where we lived until five o'clock before he fell asleep, you will reply when you see the message, at least let us know that you are well.

Song Fang's information was like a fuse, which made the emotions that I had already hidden in my heart explode all of a sudden, I held the phone tightly with both hands, and the whole person shrank up and cried loudly.

Although Ye Hansheng often goes to nightclubs to play, he never drinks too much, sometimes he doesn't even touch the wine, and now I hear Song Fang say that he drank a lot of wine and fell asleep on the sofa, I feel a pain in my heart, I don't know if Ye Hansheng cares about me, if he cares about me, why should he hide from me about his marriage.

Didn't he know that there were no eternal secrets?

Isn't he afraid of how I feel when the window paper is pierced?

I blame Ye Hansheng, I blame him for deceiving me, and I hate myself even more for falling in love with him.

I hesitated for a long time, and finally replied to Song Fang with three words: I'm fine. Then the next second, the phone was turned off.

Now, I don't want to face anyone, I feel like I'm a shameful joke, my self-esteem has always been strong, I have low self-esteem because of my family, if I'm not the closest person, I bury my joys and sorrows in my heart, I don't want to be seen by anyone, I'm afraid that my only defense will disappear.

All day, I stayed in the hotel like a psychopath, I drank saliva, and I didn't feel hungry.

It wasn't until seven o'clock in the evening that I turned on my mobile phone to call Sister Ning for leave, but Sister Ning didn't answer, and I sent her a message to say about asking for leave, I don't know if Sister Ning saw it, so I didn't dare to turn it off.

I lay on the bed and thought carefully about getting to this point with Ye Hansheng, even if I really want to continue to be with him, then my own self-esteem will not allow it, I can't accept a third party, even if they don't get a certificate, I can't accept it.

What's more, there is also a ten-year-old daughter between them.

After a long time, Sister Ning didn't reply to me, so I could only go to work, I couldn't lose my job if I lost Ye Hansheng, I don't know if the people on top knew about Ye Hansheng's marriage, and if so, how should I face their cynicism.

But sooner or later, we have to face it.

I took a shower, changed my clothes, and then went to the top, but I didn't check out, even if it was ninety a day, I had to hold on, if I went back to live now, Ye Hansheng would definitely find me, I didn't want to see him.

When I arrived, I was already five minutes late, Sister Ning was holding a meeting for everyone, seeing that I was expressionless, the whole person seemed to have lost my soul, she frowned and did not criticize me in public, after the meeting, Sister Ning picked up her mobile phone and walked in front of me: "I just saw the message you sent, what's wrong?" What do you need to take a leave of absence? ”

Looking at Sister Ning's expression and attitude as well as other people's reactions, it seems that she doesn't know about me and Ye Hansheng.

Since I didn't know, I also tried to let go of some relief in my heart, so I smiled far-fetched and said, "It's just that I feel a little uncomfortable with a cold." ”

"I don't think you're fine, let's go first! If it's really uncomfortable, tell me. Sister Ning patted me on the shoulder, and I nodded and said okay.

Back in the lounge, Xiao Yu pulled me and asked, "I see if your eyes are swollen and swollen except for something?" ”

I sighed and smiled reluctantly, "It's okay, I didn't sleep last night when I had a cold." ”

After Xiaoyu listened, she asked me to drink more water, and then I wanted to say something, but before the words could be spoken, I heard Xiaoyu and other beauties shouting at the door: "Brother Yan." ”

I subconsciously raised my head to look at the door, Xu Rongyan stared at me expressionlessly, he gave me a look, but I didn't pay attention to it and pretended not to see it, Xu Rongyan cleared his throat and said, "Shen Yu, I have something to do with you." ”

There are a lot of beauties in the rest room, if I refute Xu Rongyan's words, then I will definitely be poked in the backbone, I can only stand up and follow Xu Rongyan to his office.

As soon as I entered the office, Xu Rongyan closed the door, and I probably guessed what he was going to say, but I didn't want to mention what he was going to say, so I could only pretend to be calm and joke: "Brother Yan, what are you doing when you close the door?" People who don't know think you're going to dive me! ”

I wouldn't have dared to say such a thing in normal times, but now I have a feeling of openness.

Xu Rongyan stared at me with wide eyes after hearing this: "Are you okay?" Why can't you talk normally? ”

I looked at him and said, "If you call me and keep the door closed, not only will others misunderstand, but even I myself will feel like you want to be with me." ”

"I said sister, don't joke with me at this time." Xu Rongyan poured me a glass of water and motioned for me to sit on the sofa, I took the water and sat down, and I heard him say: "Where did your Mr. Ye live in your rented house last night, I got up at nine o'clock in the morning and went to the company, I just contacted him, he is still in the hospital and hasn't even eaten, hey, it's really pitiful." ”

"What does it matter to me whether he eats or not? He's in the hospital, what do you tell me to do? Listening to Xu Rongyan's words, my heart twitched, but my face said lightly.

Ye Hansheng in the hospital, I don't listen to how jealous I am, it must be fake, even if that person is the object of his marriage because of responsibility, I will be uncomfortable, because this is the nature of women.

After I finished speaking, Xu Rongyan stared at me intently, and he said with a sigh: "I said Shen Yu, you are really ruthless, your heart is made of iron, right?" Don't you feel distressed? Usually, my third brother loves you so much, and it is wrong for you to directly sentence someone to death because of this trivial matter. ”

"Brother Yan, do you think I'm ruthless or he's Ye Hansheng?" I stared at Xu Rongyan and asked, I don't agree with his words, what does it mean that I can't directly sentence Ye Hansheng to death because of this trivial matter? Is this a trifle? This is deception, no matter what the reason is, I can't accept it, I said: "The matter of his marriage may be a trivial matter for you, because you have been among thousands of flowers, and you will not care about losing one or two nameless flowers like me, but I am different, you want to play to find someone to play, I can't afford to play, and I don't want to play." ”

As soon as I finished speaking, the door of the office was suddenly pushed open, I turned my head at the same time as Xu Rongyan and looked over, it was Ye Hansheng, we looked at each other, time seemed to stand still all of a sudden, I didn't dare to look more, and quickly looked away, Ye Hansheng was still wearing the same set of clothes he wore when he came to give me medicine yesterday, seeing this, my nose was slightly calculated, tears were rolling in my eyes, I lowered my head and didn't dare to raise it, my hands held hard, and the slightly long fingertips fell into the palm of my hand It hurts, but it can't withstand the pain in my heart.

I stood up and whispered, "Brother Yan, if there's nothing I do, I'll go to work first." With that, I walked to the door, but Ye Hansheng's hand kept on the doorknob, and he was stuck at the door and I couldn't get out.

I gritted my teeth and raised my head to look at him: "Mr. Ye......" The words were a little unspeakable, and I pursed my lips vigorously: "Please let me go." ”