100: Stranger ever since
Ye Hansheng stared at me intently, I also looked at him, the stubble on his chin came out, Ye Hansheng will clean up every day, he is a man who is very good at taking care of himself, such a he, to be honest, it is the first time I have seen him, I don't have the courage to stare at him all the time, I can only quickly look away, Ye Hansheng has not moved, we are stalemate with each other. (5) ∨ eight (5) ∨ eight (5) ∨ read (5) ∨ books, .●.●o
Xu Rongyan walked over, he stretched out his hand to pull me inside, and then dragged Ye Hansheng in, he said, "You two have a good chat." ”
"Brother Yan, it's work time, I don't want people to say it." Saying that, I pushed Xu Rongyan away and wanted to go out, but Xu Rongyan stopped me, and I struggled hard.
He said, "Don't you do it?" I'm the boss, I have the final say, you don't have to go to work now, just stay here for me. Xu Rongyan's tone was a little heavy, he glared at me and then walked out, the office door was also closed by him, I walked to the door and wanted to open it, but the door seemed to be locked from the outside.
Suddenly, Ye Hansheng hugged me from behind, I was stunned, I didn't expect him to be like this suddenly, his chin was on my shoulder, his breath sprayed on my neck, he said: "I miss you ......." Ye Hansheng's voice was very small, with a thick sadness, which made people feel so painful to hear, my hands grabbed the doorknob hard, my teeth clenched together, seeing that I didn't make a sound, Ye Hansheng hugged me harder.
He had a faint smell of wine on his body, it should have been the wine he drank in the early hours of the morning and it had not yet dissipated, he continued: "What do you want to know, you ask me, I'll tell you everything, okay?" ”
"I know everything I want to know, and you can't change the fact that you are married, Ye Hansheng, you lie to me so hard." I followed his words in response, my tone was slightly heavy, Ye Hansheng stopped talking, and the office suddenly became quiet, I was afraid that this quiet, this silence of hearing each other's heartbeats would make me upset, I continued: "Everything is my too wishful thinking, maybe you didn't think about it from the beginning, but now it's okay, at least it won't make me feel embarrassed......" I didn't quite understand what I said incoherently.
Ye Hansheng let go of me, he pulled me over to face him, his eyes were slightly red, but I didn't dare to look at it, he said: "I didn't want to hide it from you, I thought you could accept this matter, I ......"
"Heh, am I such a limitless woman in your eyes? What do you think of me? Ye Hansheng, do you have a heart? Can't you see my feelings for you? Or have you never been serious about me? At the end of the question, even I couldn't hear my own voice, Ye Hansheng was silent, I tried my best to break free of his hand, but Ye Hansheng didn't let go.
He said: "I didn't think about it that way, and I admit that I wasn't serious at first, but then did you feel what I did to you?" Ye Hansheng's words echoed in my ears, but I didn't make a sound, tears flowed down as early as when I said those words, Ye Hansheng wanted to hug me, my feet subconsciously retreated, I said, "Don't touch me...... Don't touch my ......"
My words made Ye Hansheng's hand pause, his hand stiffened in mid-air, and I continued: "Ye Hansheng, no matter how humble I am, you can't treat me like this, you can play if you want to, but what about me? I poured all my affection into you, but when I turned around, I found that you were married, and you had a ten-year-old daughter, and you could act like nothing had happened, but I couldn't, and I became a joke in the eyes of others....... "The more I talked, the more excited I became, and at the end I screamed hysterically, and tears flowed down one after another.
After Ye Hansheng heard what I said, his whole person was stunned, his face was ugly, his eyebrows were furrowed and he stared at me, his eyes were full of distress, although I didn't want to admit it, but it was real.
Seeing me crying, Ye Hansheng was a little overwhelmed, I couldn't hold on, my body slowly slid down and squatted on the ground, because I hadn't eaten all day, my head was also a little dizzy, but I kept biting my lip hard to make myself sober.
Ye Hansheng stood stiffly in front of me, and after a while he slowly squatted down, he wanted to reach out and hug me, but he hesitated, I thought, he was afraid that I would refuse, right?
In the end, Ye Hansheng still hugged me, he picked me up from the ground, smelled the smell of the ground on his body, my whole body collapsed, lying in his arms and crying loudly, Ye Hansheng hugged me tightly, his head rested on my shoulder, I seemed to feel a chill in my ears, but I was sure.
After a long time, after my mood slowly stabilized, I pushed Ye Hansheng away, got out of his arms, raised my hand and wiped my face, I don't know if it's ugly now, I don't care so much, I looked at Ye Hansheng, sobbed and said to him: "Let's not continue, I can't accept it..... I don't want to be a third party..... Not to mention..... Your wife she ......."
As I spoke, my nose was sore and I wanted to cry again, I was not a cryer, but since last night I feel like my tears are about to dry.
Some people say that if you cry too much, you will be blind, but now I wish I was blind, so that I could not see anything, and if I couldn't see it, I wouldn't have to face reality.
Ye Hansheng kept staring at me closely, but I didn't look at him, he said, "Can you give me a chance?"
Ye Hansheng, I can't act as if nothing happened...... "Unless I don't love him, I can't pretend that nothing happened, and the situation I am facing now is different from knowing from the beginning that he got married and went to his material." I was kept in the dark from the beginning, and I didn't know that he was married until I couldn't help but give him affection, so how could I pretend that nothing had happened?
Ye Hansheng took a deep breath, and he said: "Shen Yu, I will only say these words once, I like you very much, and I want to continue to be with you, except for marriage, I may not be able to give it to you, I can guarantee everything, I can also guarantee that I will not get a marriage certificate in my life, but I can't change the identity of Ye Zi's mother as my wife in name......"
"Say no more, I don't want to hear it." I covered my ears and repeated, I said: "Ye Hansheng, I am more greedy than you imagined, I can't afford you, so we will resume the relationship between the previous guest and the beauty from now on, and other than that, I don't even care about being friends, I don't think you disdain to be friends with a beauty." "God knows how much it hurts me when I say those words, but I can't help it, I can't let people spit on me.
Ye Hansheng didn't answer me quickly, but looked at me for a long time before he opened his mouth and said, "Okay." He said a word, but it weighed on my heart as heavy as a thousand pounds of stone, and I felt that I was about to be overwhelmed, and just when I thought he was finished, his voice sounded again: "Don't appear in front of me in the future." ”
After speaking, Ye Hansheng passed by me and he pulled the door open, I sat on the ground at the moment he walked out, afraid of being heard by him, I lay on my knees and gritted my teeth to prevent myself from crying, Xu Rongyan then walked in, he watched me sit on the ground and helped me up, he frowned and asked, "Why did he go?" ”
I didn't make a sound, I shook off Xu Rongyan's hand and came out of his office, I ran to the bathroom to wash my face, and desperately forced myself to bury my emotions in my heart, but this kind of pain can't be hidden, as long as I think of Ye Hansheng and I have been strangers since then, I can't control my emotions, just a while, and the upper and outer layers will make a fuss, saying that I was dumped by Ye Hansheng, although I mind in my heart, but Ye Hansheng doesn't belong to me anymore, what does it mean if I mind these words?
Maybe because I felt uncomfortable, I went in from the second floor to the box to push the wine, and used my work to numb myself, I drank I don't know how much wine, until I couldn't stand firmly and was helped out of the box by Xiaoyu.
I hugged Xiaoyu and cried loudly in the corridor, and I said, "Ye Hansheng, he doesn't want me anymore...... You're all hiding it from me......"
A few beauties who came out of the box pointed at me, whispered at them and yelled at them, and the beauties walked away, but I felt really uncomfortable, the discomfort could not be described in words, as if the heart was pricked by the tip of a needle one after another, although it would not hurt to death, but this faint pain made me feel like I was suffering.
Xiaoyu didn't know the specific reason, so she could only call Song Fang, Song Fang came quickly, she asked Xu Rongyan to drive me back to the residence, although dizzy, but my mind was still clear, I hugged Song Fang and shouted Ye Hansheng's name, Xu Rongyan couldn't look at it, he said: "Since you miss him so much, then I'll help you call him, okay?" ”
"Don't ...... Don't fight, I beg you, Brother Yan, I beg you, don't fight...... He said, we won't have a relationship anymore, I am me and he is him in the future, I don't want to have any more dealings with him, Brother Yan, if you treat me as a friend, don't tell him these things for the sake of Song Fang's face, I beg you......" The man's ears are soft, Xu Rongyan saw me crying and begging him, he himself was very helpless and even a little overwhelmed, so he could only nod and agree.
Sending me to lie on the bed and asking Xu Rongyan to buy something to eat and come back, Song Fang said to me: "Woman, don't torture yourself like this, okay?" Ye Hansheng has you, and he didn't get a certificate from his famous wife, which means that you have a chance. "I can't do and can't accept Song Fang's words, but I know that she wants me to be good, so I didn't say anything, but everyone is different, Song Fang didn't stand in my current perspective, she can't understand my feelings.