171 I miss you so much

"Who sent it? Where did you send it from? I hurriedly asked Xu Song.

Xu Song shook his head: "There is no signature, but it was sent from the United States." ”

I was stunned, and my hand holding the scar repair cream couldn't help but tremble. It must be Jin Yan, it must have been sent by him! However, if it was Jin Yan, since he was in the United States, how did he know that I was injured?! Don't......

I immediately called Zhao Qinhan, and I couldn't help but ask sharply: "Zhao Qinhan, you lied, right?" You must not have been the one who saved me that day, right? ”

My tone was particularly stern, he seemed to be in a meeting, and his voice was very low: "I'm not very convenient now, I'll go to see you after I'm done, hang up first." ”

I hung up the phone and stared at the scar repair cream in my hand repeatedly, carefully recalling the scene at that time, recalling the appearance of the man rushing in, and the more I thought about it, the more my head hurt.

Xu Song looked at me stupidly: "Xiaoshu, when we rushed to the hospital, only Qin Han was present, and he was also injured. Although you shouldn't express your opinion as a friend, wouldn't you be a little too prejudiced against Qin Han like this? ”

But I was clearly ...... to the mind," I tried to argue, but halfway through the sentence I felt that I was really wrong.

Seeing me like this, Xu Song shook his head helplessly, and then said, "Then I'll go, you can take care of your injuries, don't worry about the company's affairs." ”

"Okay." I nodded.

About an hour after Xu Song left, Zhao Qinhan appeared at Xiaoxue's house, probably Xiaoxue asked him to buy some mutton to make shabu-shabu, so he came over with a big bag of ingredients in his hand. When he entered the door, I, Xiaohua and Xiaoxue were all sitting downstairs, Xiaoxue was preparing the ingredients, Xiaohua was helping to wash the vegetables, and I was accompanying Ding Bell on the side.

"I bought lamb slices, beef slices, and meatballs, and I remember that Xiaoshu likes mushrooms the most, so I bought a lot of mushrooms and vegetables." After Zhao Qinhan came in and greeted everyone one by one, he handed the dishes to Xiaoxue.

"We've already bought it, where can you eat so much." Xiaoxue smiled politely and took all the dishes.

Zhao Qinhan walked next to me, squatted down and teased the bell for a while, then sat next to me and whispered, "Have a happy hot pot first, and then we'll talk again, okay?" ”

"Hmm." I replied softly, but there was no expression on my face. Now, I can't laugh at Zhao Qinhan anymore.

However, his relationship with my group of friends is getting better and better, Xiaoxue has praised Zhao Qinhan more and more times recently, Xiaohua also said that Zhao Qinhan is good, and the eldest sister and Xingfeng also appreciate him very much, but I am becoming more and more unknown in everyone's eyes. Letting such a good man not have a relationship, but thinking about a man who has disappeared.

But if a person likes apples, no matter how much you give her pineapples, she won't like them. So in the face of love, we often can't compromise. If you like a person, you will receive all his good and bad; In the same way, if you don't like someone, your good will not move you, but his bad will make you hate it even more.

I am a woman who pays attention to feelings, not the kind of woman who can love everything alone. I know clearly in my heart that I only love Jin Yan, and from beginning to end, the only person I love is him.

The results of the scar revision cream are really amazing, I apply it twice a day, morning and evening, and the scar has faded a lot in a few days. I felt a burst of joy in my heart, so I wiped it more diligently.

Since Jin Yan and I were kissed by fire, Xiaohua and I have faced the problem of renting a house, because we have no cost to repair and redecorate the house for the time being, and it always feels inappropriate to live in Xiaoxue's house for a long time.

However, when I finally mustered up the courage to go back and see what the house had burned down, I found that my house was under construction, and all the charred houses in the room had been removed, and the walls had been painted with white paint, and the room was empty, and it was no longer visible that it had been burned.

Surprised, I hurriedly pulled a worker and asked, "What's going on?" This house is me, who are you to invite the renovation team? ”

The worker looked at me blankly and said in Mandarin with a local accent: "You don't know about the decoration of your own house?" We don't know, we're just doing the work. If you want to ask, just ask our manager. ”

I went to their manager again and asked what was going on, and the manager told me: "We received a phone call the other day, and a customer said that he would help renovate the burned house, let us come to the site to investigate first, and then design a renovation plan, and said that money is not a problem, but he did not name him." Later, after we came to the site to investigate, we came up with a set of plans, and the customer came up with a set of decoration plans and sent them to us, and directly gave us a deposit of 100,000 yuan in our account, so that we could start construction immediately. Why, don't you know? ”

When I heard this, I hurriedly asked, "Can you show me the renovation plan?" ”

The manager then took out the drawings and said to me: "The client said that the hostess prefers the Mediterranean decoration style, the walls should be painted sky blue like the sea, the balcony should be full of flowers, the room should have a separate cloakroom, the wardrobe should be white, the bedside should be soft, the mattress must be very soft, and there should be several rows of more unique partitions on the wall, because the hostess should put a lot of books and a lot of potted plants......"

Before he could finish his sentence, my eyes moistened, and the scene from the past came to mind. It was the day we just officially lived together, and I began to dislike the pink princess style in the room, so after complaining a lot in front of Jin Yan, I searched for a large number of pictures of the Mediterranean decoration style on the Internet, pointing to the pictures and imagining the appearance of the room, I didn't expect that after such a long time, the sentence I said at the beginning was imprinted in his mind. What the manager just said was all what I said when I was thinking about it.

My solemn expression frightened the manager, and he asked me nervously: "Beauty, are you not satisfied with this decoration style?" We didn't know that this house was yours, this, and no one would ever pay to renovate someone else's home, so ......"

"No, that's good." I wiped away my tears and smiled with relief, "Just design it as this gentleman said, how long will it take to finish?" ”

"A month at most, that ...... The gentleman asked us to be sure to decorate as soon as possible. However, after the renovation is still ventilated, you can't move in right away. The manager said with relief.

"Do you still have the contact information for that gentleman? Can you call his phone number for me? I asked.

He hurriedly took it out and said while flipping through the number: "Of course, of course, it is the first time we have met such a happy customer, I have saved it, and I will find it for you." ”

"No, you just call me on your phone and give me your phone." I say.

"Oh, okay." And he did as I commanded.

The phone did work, and the moment the manager handed me the phone, I felt an indescribable excitement in my heart.

One, two, three, four...... Just when I thought the phone was unanswered, I heard a familiar and crisp "Hey." ”

"It's me." Tears soaked my eyes again, and I muttered.

I heard a murmur on the other end of the phone, as if the phone had fallen to the floor. Then, the voice became clear again: "Oh. ”

"If you do a good deed and don't leave a name, are you a living Lei Feng?" My words were extraordinarily calm, but tears fell one after another.

"You know everything?" His tone sounded a little annoyed.

"How long are you going to hide from me? You didn't go abroad, did you? You've been in the country, right? I asked, my tone becoming agitated.

There was a long silence on the other end of the line.

"When there was a fire, you were the one who came to save me, right?" I asked again.

There was still silence on the other end of the line.

"I miss you so much." I say.

Or silence.

"Are you okay? How are you now? What exactly are you doing now? Can we see each other? I really want to see you, I really want to see you, Jin Yan. "I cried so hard that I squatted on the ground in pain, and my heart was so depressed that I was suffocating.

I heard the same choked voice on the other end of the phone, very slightly, very slightly, but I knew he was crying too.

"Do you miss me? Why don't you answer? How long do you want me to endure such thoughts? Don't you think you're cruel? I asked, crying.

"Don't cry." He whispered two words on the other end of the phone.

"You always say don't cry, who made me cry again and again? There is a kind of you appearing, there is a kind of you accompanying me to continue walking, there is a kind of you being a man who tells me not to cry. "I cried hysterically and yelled like a madman into the phone.

"I'm sorry, I ......" he stopped on the other end of the phone, as if there were many words he couldn't say.

"Don't hang up, I beg you, don't hang up." I was afraid that he would hang up the phone, so I said, "I really miss you, I have too many things to say to you, Jin Yan, it's good to hear your voice, and finally I heard your voice again." ”

There was silence on the other end of the line again.

"You know what? I miss you when I walk on the road, I miss you when I pass by the True Color Building, I miss you when I sleep, I miss you when I eat, and I don't miss you for a moment. I beg you, please don't torment me with your thoughts anymore. I know that you have always been by my side, I know that you have not gone far, I know that you still love me and care about me as always, Jin Yan begs you to show up, okay? I want to be hugged by you, I want you to sleep with me like you used to, I want to hear your good night before going to bed, I want to be there for me every day when I open my eyes. You come back, let's get married, shall we get married? Let's never be apart again, never again, okay? I shouted into the phone, and the manager saw that I was so emotionally broken, so he very knowingly avoided it for a while, and I cried and listened intently to the movement on the other end of the phone, not even wanting to miss the sound of his breathing......

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