172 Your hopes are destined to come to naught

When I finished, I heard him sobbing heavily, and then he finally spoke, "I'm sorry, baby, for making you suffer." (3) ≠ eight (3) ≠ eight (3) ≠ read (3) ≠ book, .↗.o ●"

When I heard his words, my heart was like a balloon that had been inflating suddenly deflated, and I was instantly relieved. In just one sentence, all the hardships of waiting, all the torment of missing, are worth it for a while, and it is worth it.

He sniffled again, then said to me in a calm tone, "I'm sorry I can't see you right now, I can't explain to you why, but we'll meet one day." Trust me, okay? ”

"Why? Why can't we see it now? Are you being controlled? Or are you in detention? Are you okay now? What exactly are you doing? Why do you sing online? Why did I see you in the Internet café? Why did I see you riding? "The heart I had just put down suddenly hung again, and the originally calm emotions suddenly became excited again.

"No, no, no. Don't worry, I'm fine. You take care of yourself and don't miss me too much. Let me carry the pain of longing, I just want you to live happily. Now, do as I say, inhale hard, exhale, yes, that's it, take three deep breaths...... Now, is the mood calm? He asked unusually gently on the other end of the line.

"When will we meet?" I tried to calm my emotions and asked quickly.

"It's coming. Well, I'm going to get busy. Baby, don't worry about me, live your life well. I hope that the house will be renovated soon, so that you can have a warm home. Let's not talk about it, I'm going to be busy, okay? I heard what seemed to be someone next to me saying something to him in English, and then his tone became rapid.

"Don't hang up, don't hang up," I hurriedly shouted, "Then can I call you?" Can I contact you with this number in the future? ”

"Don't contact me, I'll email you, okay? Okay, I'm hanging, good. The phone stopped abruptly, and a busy beep came from inside. I dialed it again, and it said that the phone was turned off.

With a huge sense of loss welling up in my heart, I deposited that number in mine and returned the phone to the manager.

Since that day, I have typed that number several times a day, but no matter whether I use it or a landline, the number is unreachable, and I even tried the numbers of Xiaoxue and Xiaohua, and the results are the same.

I was so sad that I had to work hard to get through this period of suffering, and I started to walk at that intersection every day, but I never saw the white shirt again.

He seemed to disappear again. A month, a full month, I finally got an email from him in my mailbox. The content of the email was very short: "Hey baby, is the room renovated?" Have you ever gone to see the results of the renovation? I know you must hate me very, very much in your heart, but I'm not afraid, because I will use a lifetime of love to melt your hatred for me. I love you, and if you want to see me, go the extra mile and work hard. Because I'm working hard, and I've already had a little bit of success, be careful that I don't want you in the future! - Your Forever Hero"

Looking at the email, he was in a good mood, and there was a trace of naughtiness in his tone, and his confidence seemed to have gradually returned, I don't know if he had just breathed a sigh of relief. Aunt Xu told me that Jin Yan would send money home every month, and he also paid the final payment for me for the renovation. But where does his money come from?

What exactly did the small achievements mentioned in his email refer to? What did he survive on in a short period of time? Could it be that he transformed into a star, and there is an entertainment company to package him? Tuan Tuan's questions made my heart unable to calm down for a moment, but at this time, Zhao Qinhan bumped into it again.

"Beauty, what are you busy with?" He sat down in front of me and threw his briefcase on my desk as he had done before.

I quickly closed the email on my computer and said something unnaturally, "Nothing." ”

"The project I told you last time has been approved, and the next step is the bidding stage." He naturally crossed his hands in front of his chest, looking calm.

"You talk to Xu Song, I said that I am not responsible for sales."

"I just want to talk to you." Zhao Qinhan poked his head forward, reached out and closed the notebook in front of me, forcing me to look at him.

"Okay, so what conditions do you want? I'll sleep with you for one night? Or do I do your girlfriend? I'm telling you, don't even think about it. I'm not the kind of woman who can sell herself for profit. I said angrily.

He smiled expectedly, and he said, "I'm guessing you'll say that." How well do I know you? ”

"Then what do you want me to do?"

"Eat two meals with me, watch two movies, and I'll cooperate with your company, how about it?" He said.

"Two meals and two movies, you make so much money for our company, will you suffer too much?" I sneered lightly.

"For me, if you are willing to have a meal with me alone, it will be worth me to go to the soup for you, not to mention the list of five million, if you want the stars in the sky, I can pick them for you immediately." Zhao Qinhan said with a smile.

"Okay, I want the stars in the sky now, you can go and pick them!" I said deliberately.

"Okay, you wait," he suddenly reached out and took out a box from the pocket of his suit, opened it and put it in front of me, only to see a pair of star-shaped diamond stud earrings inside, "The stars in the sky can't theoretically be picked up, but the star studs, I can still buy them." This is what I picked especially for you, like? ”

When I saw this pair of earrings, I did have a trace of heartbeat in my heart, this pair of earrings I had seen in the mall when I was shopping with Xiaoxue before, because the price of diamonds was expensive, although I was tempted but shy in my pocket, so I could only look at it. Unexpectedly, he bought it now.

After two seconds of emotion, I quickly closed my gaze and said, "I just want the stars in the sky, and if you can really pick them, I will grant you all your requests." ”

"Hehe," he said, looking at me with a smile and a smile, "your personality is getting more and more rude now. It's just that this rudeness seems to be just aimed at me. ”

"There are some things in this world that are destined to be unattainable with some people, and if you insist on going down, you are destined to fall into the air. I insist on wanting the stars in the sky, Director Zhao, you insist on a heart that can't belong to you, isn't it the same thing? You're so smart, I think you should understand. ”

"But there is also an ancient saying in China, which is called sincerity to the golden stone is open, the golden stone can still be opened, and a heart made of meat will one day beat for me. I have to give you this pair of studs, as one of the conditions for cooperating with this project, it depends on whether you can accept it or not. His tone was exceptionally firm, and as soon as he finished speaking, he pushed the stud earrings to my side.

I smiled and closed the box, and just when he thought I was going to refuse, I put the box away and put it in the drawer, and I said, "Man dies for money, and birds die for food." Since Zhao Ju gave me such a big face, of course I have to accept it. Two meals and two movies only, it doesn't matter, I'll accompany you. ”

"Really?" Two rays of light suddenly shot out of his eyes, and his face turned rosy with excitement.

"Of course, it's better to choose a day than to hit the sun, and tonight is a meal, how about it?" I frowned, and I thought about it.

"Okay, the location is yours." He said, then added, "Can you not call me that?" It sounds weird, I'm still a deputy, you can't call it that, just call me by my name. ”

"Then wouldn't it be better for me to wish you an early ascension in advance?" I said in a deliberately weird way, and then said, "Well, I won't tell you that I'm going to that hotel, and you won't send anyone to follow me." If you arrive at my hotel on time before 7 p.m., we'll have dinner together, and if you don't find it, we'll treat it as if we've eaten, how about that? ”

"Well," he said, his face suddenly grimacing, "what if you didn't even go to a hotel?" And there are so many H City Hotels, this range is a bit too ...... Wide. ”

"Doesn't Zhao Ju always show off that he can call for wind and rain in H City, and can do anything? Why, you can't do such a trivial thing as finding a person? I can't help but believe it. Don't you like to challenge high levels of difficulty, the more difficult you get, now I'll give you a chance! Whether you can catch it or not, it's up to you! I said with a grin.

"Good!" After pondering for a while, he resolutely agreed, "If I find you, how about you not only have to eat with me, but also drink with me?" ”

"Good!" I said yes in one bite.

"Then it's decided!" He stretched out his palm, high-fived me, and then smiled helplessly, and said, "In this world, you can play tricks on me." ”

"Who has to be so stubborn? I have a large forest, but I stubbornly only need a leaf. I said.

"How could you not be. Obviously, there is a high mountain standing beside him, but he must put his eyes on a flowing water that will never return. He said.

"If you know my heart, why do you insist on doing this?" I asked.

"Because the green leaves are destined to belong to the mountains, the flowing water can only give her a seemingly beautiful reflection." Zhao Qinhan looked into my eyes in a daze and said word by word.

"The green leaves will only be imprisoned by the mountains, but if you drift with the flowing water, you can have poetry and distance. The mountains can never be given. I stood up, looked him in the eye, and said word by word.

"Wandering is not the normal state of life, sticking to it is. One day, Green Leaf will understand that she can have a lifetime of evergreen by following the mountains, and although she has a short period of joy with the flowing water, she will only have the ending of drifting and withering in the end! There was a trace of anger in Zhao Qinhan's eyes, and he also looked directly at me and said fiercely.

"Then we'll see! Your hopes are destined to come to naught! "A deep anger rose in my heart.

"One day, I will make you willingly surrender to me! I didn't use the means for you, what I have been paying is my sincerity! Zhao Qinhan slapped his chest thumping, and for a second, I lost my mind for a moment.

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