Lin Shuang didn't remember how long she cried, she only knew that this taste was like the whole person was dehydrated, and even the soul evaporated with it.

She struggled out of bed in a trance, then went into the bathroom and turned on the water in the bathtub......

Tintin opened his eyes in a daze, and when he saw that there was no trace of the people around him, he sat up with a pout. Realizing the sound of water coming from the bathroom, she crawled out of bed and rushed into the bathroom.

Seeing Lin Shuang lying in the bathtub full of water with her eyes closed, she rushed over with a pale face, took Lin Shuang's hand to see, and saw that nothing happened, so she breathed a long sigh of relief.

"Don't worry. I'm not going to kill myself. Lin Shuang said weakly.

Tintin admitted that he was really frightened, so he sat down next to the bathtub with a sigh of relief, panting and saying, "I know you won't." But I still can't help but worry. ”

"I'm out of water." Lin Shuang said again faintly, then slowly opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling blankly, "I have to replenish water." ”

"Huh?" Ding Ding twisted his eyebrows, "Sister, should I drink water to replenish water?" Seeing that she didn't speak, he hurriedly said, "It's okay." You can do whatever you want. As long as it's comfortable for you. ”

Lin Shuang still looked at the ceiling: "Don't worry." I'm not you, no matter how big it is, I'm going to die for many days. ”

Ding Ding laughed when he heard this: "Okay! Although you stepped on me, I was relieved to hear that you could still step on me like this. ”

"It's just a divorce." Lin Shuang didn't have any expression on his face, "Many years ago, I already left. ”

"Hmm." Tintin lay on the side of the bathtub, "You are the strongest woman in the world, you will get better in no time." I have faith in you. As she spoke, she reached out and stroked her sideburns, "I'm glad I wasn't here last time you divorced, but this time I'm finally here." With me by your side, there's nothing to be afraid of. ”

Lin Shuang's eyelashes twitched a few times: "Ding Ding......"

"I'm here."

"You weren't there last time I got divorced, and you weren't there when I gave birth. It's good that you're all here this time. ”

"Well, with me, don't worry." Tintin nodded, but suddenly felt that something was wrong.

"Ding Ding......" Lin Shuang's eyes looked directly at the ceiling, and her voice was full of despair, "I...... Pregnant. ”

Ding Ding was stunned there, his expression was complicated and sad, and he said after a while: "It's really as you said, this time, I'm really here." ”

Lin Shuang finally showed a smile: "Isn't it ironic?" Once again, I could leave him, but with his children. ”

Tintin was so sad that he couldn't speak, and took a deep breath: "But this time you can tell him, he is also responsible." Unless...... You've already figured it out and don't plan to have this child. ”

Lin Shuang put away her smile and stretched out her hand to her lower abdomen warmed by water: "There should always be something different, Lin Shuang's life should no longer have anything to do with him." Last time, I didn't hate him. But this time...... I hate him. ”

Tintin looked at her face motionlessly, and although it was as calm as a pool of stagnant water, there was a suffocating despair.

The inside of the bathroom is getting warmer and warmer as the water vapor increases. But Lin Shuang felt that she had never been so cold, as if her heart had died.

......

For the next week, Tintin felt like he was going crazy.

Lin Shuang seems to have multiple personalities as if he was hit by this, and he appears in various ways with great instability every day.

Sometimes, she behaves very indifferently and sensibly, as if she has accepted this fact and is ready to face it and start over.

Sometimes, she showed hysteria again, always feeling that it was just a joke, and the next second Ji Luohan's man would appear in front of her.

Sometimes, she shows her anger and threatens to think about the source, destroy the man, and make him pay for his cruelty and ruthlessness.

Sometimes, she became a poor woman again, crying incessantly, numbing herself with alcohol, as if she would get better when she woke up.

Ding Ding felt that he was about to collapse, and guarded her every day, for fear that one of her personalities would break out and do something that she regretted.

Lin Shuang only confessed, if she wanted to go to Ji Luohan and beg for reunion, she must stop it, even if she smashed her with a brick.

The pain will pass, and even a heart that is no longer beating may return to normal.

......

"Oh my God. Please give me back a normal dead woman. I haven't seen my husband in many days and I don't want to get divorced too! Tintin lay on the sofa in the living room and sighed to the sky.

At this time, Lin Shuang came back from the garden with her sister in her arms, and the two frolicked upstairs. When Lin Shuang came downstairs, he could put away his smiling face and sit down like a walking corpse.

"You're such a good mother, good sister." Tintin sat up and leaned on her shoulder, "But it's not a good friend." Can't you be nice to me too? Stop torturing me. ”

Lin Shuang smiled bitterly: "Don't worry, I'm almost fine." I already feel it. ”

"Really?" Tintin looked at her with sparkling eyes.

"Hmm. I suddenly figured it out. Lin Shuang nodded, "No matter what happened between me and him, it doesn't matter." We are originally people of two worlds and should never be together. This may not be a good ending. ”

"OK, good. That...... What about children? Have you figured it out? ”

"He is my child, and he has nothing to do with Ji Luohan."

"Meaning...... You're going to give birth to him? ”

Lin Shuang lowered her eyes and did not answer.

"It's okay, it's okay. You want to give birth or not, you can do it. Anyway, you have the conditions to raise an extra child now, and you will raise it well. Tintin had nothing to worry about.

After a while, Lin Shuang looked at her: "Ding Ding, I want to leave here." ”

"I've long wanted to advise you to go out on a trip! Believe me, after you finish distracting, your whole person will be a brand new Lin Shuang! Where to go? I'll be in charge of buying the ticket, and you'll be in charge of paying for it. Tintin got excited.

"When I say leaving, I don't mean distraction, but ...... Find a new place and start living again. ”

Hearing this, Ding Ding was stunned: "What do you mean...... You're leaving the city? Leaving our studio? Leave me as my best friend? Or is it ...... You don't plan to ask for any of the money and houses that Ji Luohan gave you? Are you going to evaporate from the world like before? ”

Lin Shuang didn't know how to explain for a while: "I just want to...... Away from the pain ...... now"