The thought of leaving, Lin Shuang had been thinking about it for many days.

She knew she wanted to, very much. So no matter how much Tintin jumps and begs, she has made up her mind to leave this place forever.

She was supposed to go to a far away place, so she went to the company that the immigrants introduced.

"Miss Lin, you can consider these countries. Both the education and the medical care are very good. The company's receptionist said enthusiastically.

Lin Shuang nodded without any energy: "I'll look for you after thinking about it." ”

"Okay. Then I'll send you. ”

"Thank you."

......

Lin Shuang stood at the elevator door in a daze, not wanting to meet acquaintances here.

"Mrs. Ji."

Lin Shuang looked for the voice and turned back, isn't this the chick from the wedding company? "Miss Li."

"I didn't expect to meet you here, what a coincidence."

"yes." Lin Shuang's smile stiffened, and the next second she wanted to say goodbye and leave.

"It was a shame to have the last wedding. Thankfully, nothing happened. ”

"Hmm. That...... There will be a chance to see you again. Lin Shuang felt that it was really funny for her to say this, and she clearly would not say goodbye, so she still had to say such polite words.

"Okay." Miss Li nodded in acknowledgment, and suddenly remembered something and grabbed her, "By the way, there is one more thing to bring to you." ”

"What?"

"You and Mr. Ji's oath card." Miss Li smiled, "Although the wedding is not completed, I still have the vow card." Thinking about sending it to you one day is also a precious memory. ”

"That...... Miss Li ......, "Lin Shuang really wants to say that my sister is going to divorce, what else do you want to do with that kind of ghost!" But when she thought that if she said that she was divorced, this little girl, who was obviously full of love and faith in the world, would definitely cast a sympathetic and regretful look at her......

When he got home, Lin Shuang threw the card into the trash.

After dinner, she went to the restaurant to read the information about those countries. Although she knew that she couldn't see it at all, she still forced herself to cheer up.

"Young grandma." At this time, Xiao Tao came to sit down next to him, "What are you...... Planning to immigrate? ”

Lin Shuang nodded unabashedly, and then continued to look down at the information. "Did Tintin go back?"

"I'm back."

"Well, that's good. I don't want to torture her anymore. ”

"Young grandmother...... "Xiao Tao looked at her sadly, "does it have to be like this?" ”

Lin Shuang knew that if she wanted to leave, Ding Ding was the only one who was most reluctant to her, and of course Xiao Tao.

"Every summer or winter vacation, your whole family comes to play with me." Lin Shuang smiled and shook her hand and comforted her softly.

But Xiao Tao was obviously unacceptable: "Didn't the young master say that this house is yours?" You don't have to leave. I will always be here to take care of you and Little Miss, and we will always be together. ”

Lin Shuang was also sad and silent, and only said after a while: "Little Peach, there is no banquet in the world that will not be dispersed. ”

"I don't understand, I really don't understand. Everything was so good, but how could it suddenly become like this? The young master loves you so much, and you are finally ......" Xiao Tao was a little excited, but seeing that Lin Shuang's face was obviously heavy, she stopped helplessly and sighed, "I know, you want to leave the sad place, you want to start over." I also know that I should respect you. But I really can't bear you. ”

Immediately afterwards, Lin Shuang stood up, walked to Xiao Tao and hugged her from behind, and said with great emotion: "No matter what happens, the friendship between us will never change." No matter where I am or where you are, we will never forget each other. We'll see each other again soon, okay? We made an appointment and see each other every year. ”

Although Xiao Tao was uncomfortable, she still nodded.

......

Some partings are for a better start. But Lin Shuang knew in her heart that she wasn't sure if it was a better start......

Like some people, you think it's impossible to destroy your faith and strength. But it did.

Lin Shuang picked up the exquisite box containing the oath from the trash can, sat on the bed, and slowly opened it. She thought it should be two cards, but she didn't want to...... There is only one. White cover, sealed with a gold ribbon.

Perhaps, there is nothing in this card. Because the man was not prepared to say a word. And the most likely, he wrote directly on the card, 'Lin Shuang, you are a big idiot, you have been deceived!' ’

Thinking of this, Lin Shuang laughed self-deprecatingly. That's really the man's style.

She took the card and opened it calmly, and the beautiful pen words were displayed in front of her......

Lin Shuang:

For as long as I can remember, I don't know what pain is. Because I lacked everything, God gave me almost the best. Of course, I don't know what true joy and happiness are, because you know best what a stupid fool I am.

You have pained me, but you have also given me the greatest joy and happiness. You saved me from endless darkness and gave me the courage and strength to live again. You must think that this is too sensational and false, but it is my heart. It's a sincerity that I don't even have the courage to repeat it a second time in this life.

Before you appeared, and even before my stupid self-destruction, I felt that the meaning of life was nothing more than to enjoy all the superiority and perfection. But then I realized that you are the meaning of the rest of my life, and I am just an ordinary person.

You made me see the imperfect side of myself, and it turned out that I was so afraid of losing, so afraid that the sincerity of the words would push the people I care about better and better. We're all such people, so we always have too many hurts and misunderstandings about each other.

Perhaps, I am not the best husband and father. But I will try to be the best husband and father I can be. I want to be the pillar of this family for you and my children, to be an ordinary person, and at the same time to be a different person.

So today, I, Ji Luohan, please witness and marry Lin Shuang as my legal wife. Whatever the reason, it can't separate us. I want to watch my children grow up with you, and I want to be with you and still be able to rely on them when I am very old.

......

There was a faint light in the room, but Lin Shuang's tears quietly broke the embankment.

How could she forget the despair in Ji Luohan's eyes when she first met him; How can you forget that he reappeared in front of him, the hope in his eyes. Everything he did, every word he said...... It's all so fresh and bright.

All the pain, the struggle, the joy, the warmth between them...... All flashed in her mind, reminding her of ...... What a story between them.

And this man, all the cruelty and ruthlessness he showed...... All of a sudden, it became stiff and ridiculous......

Lin Shuang, do you want to believe in your eyes, or believe in your heart?