His hand stiffened, Yang Rongmeng seemed to have been stung by something, he was excited, and his hand suddenly let go.

After getting untied, I staggered a few steps before standing firmly, glaring at Yang Rongmeng: "Why are you dragging me?" ”

The corners of his mouth twitched a few times, and Yang Rongmeng's face was full of obscurity: "I'm in a hurry, I'm offended." ”

Buried his head, Yang Rongmeng's tone was even more difficult: "Wu Yi, is it that if you go away this time, we will never have a chance to meet again?" ”

Disturbed by the coolness in Yang Rongmeng's tone, I was stunned for a few seconds, looked at him a little blankly, and then looked around, I suddenly doubted the world again, so I didn't speak or leave.

With a wry smile, Yang Rongmeng said again: "I have always been very impressed by our first meeting. I fished you out of the river that day, and I clothed you, and you trembled, but kept questioning why I saved you and didn't let you die. That desperate and embarrassed you, but you were caught off guard and attracted me fiercely. It was also a very lost time in my life. After being diagnosed with a brain tumor, I was forced to switch from the well-known optical engineering major of Huazhong University of Science and Technology to infrastructure engineering, and from my top-notch project to a completely unfamiliar major, and I felt that I was done. But when I meet you, who is 10,000 more embarrassed than me, everything seems to be different. But I have always been a mortal man, and I have my own judgment and my own selfishness. I know that if I don't have a deep connection with you, you'll slowly disappear from my world, and in the end it's like you've never been there. I'm so selfish that I just want to tie you down with something, but I forget to think about what kind of torture you will endure because of your selfishness. ”

I looked at the man in front of me who had made me feel guilty for five years, and the memories came flooding back, and I was suddenly dragged back to the summer when he had desperately jumped into the rushing river and struggled to snatch me from the hands of death, he almost stripped himself naked, covered me with all his clothes so that I wouldn't go away, and he only responded with a smile in the face of my crazy shouts. And for a long time later, with his maturity and forbearance, he gave me the most silent but warm company.

He is obviously a good person, but why can't he be a good person to the end! I have to know more and more deeply that the adult world is full of too many sinister rules, and human nature is cute and ridiculous.

The strength that had been used to support me was gone, and I needed to hold on to the bedside table to stand still.

To a large extent, I finally owed Yang Rongmeng, buried my head in it, and said: "Yang Rongmeng, I am very grateful to you for saving me desperately, but I can't forgive you for tying me up with lies and letting me go through the tormented five years. I will not get back the money I gave, I wish you good health, goodbye. ”

Lost and dejected, I returned home, nestled on the couch, silent without saying a word.

Until a knock of the door opening pulled me back.

I looked at the door a little sluggishly, only to see Chen Tu with a tired face and come in from the outside.

When I was about to be covered by a strong sense of loneliness, Chen Tu suddenly came back, I jumped up from the sofa in surprise, stepped on my slippers and stepped forward, I stretched out my hand, gestured to help Chen Tu pull the suitcase, I naturally said in a strange tone: "I won't say a word in advance when I come back today." Have you had dinner? ”

To my surprise, Chen Tu quickly dodged my hand and said in a cold tone: "I'll just come by myself." ”

Dropping such a sentence that made my heart fall in vain, Chen Tu pulled his suitcase and strode towards the bedroom, he quickly opened the wardrobe, put the clothes in haphazardly, and took the towel pajamas casually and entered the bathroom.

He did the whole process in one go, without even the slightest emotional shake, and he didn't look at me.

I didn't know what was wrong with him, I was a little aggrieved, but I excused him, thinking that he was in a bad mood due to some pressure at work, so I pestle at the bedroom door, counting the time and waiting for him to come out.

About a quarter of an hour later, Chen Tu came out wrapped in a loose towel, and I greeted him and said after a while: "Chen Tu, are you in a bad mood?" ”

His eyes swept over my face carelessly, and Chen Tu's tone was light, but he didn't respond to my words, but said, "It's so cold, you don't go to the bath and sleep." ”

His gaze ended up on my injured hand.

With a frown, he asked, "Your hand hurts?" ”

But it was full of cold estrangement, without any previous care.

One was caught off guard, and it seemed that he fed the whole Antarctic, my heart froze, and a thousand words were in my throat, and finally I said lightly: "Little things." ”

When I pretended to say this calmly, in fact, I had infinite hope and eagerness in my heart, and I hoped that the man in front of me, he would be able to resume the enthusiasm he had for me before the business trip, and even if he couldn't, he should at least give me a word or two of concern, and that would be enough.

It was enough to make up for the wound I had just been cut by his coldness, and enough to convince me that his so-called indifference and alienation were nothing more than nightmares that lasted for a few seconds, and that the nightmare would wake up and life would still be bright.

But no.

Chen Tu's gaze quickly withdrew from my face, and he said without emotion: "Oh." ”

Then he hurried to the bed, lifted the quilt and covered himself, and said, "I'll sleep first, sleepy." ”

I opened my mouth to speak, but Chen Tu had already turned off the headlamp in the bedroom.

I was at a loss for a while, I hurriedly went to the closet to rummage for clothes, and ran to take a shower in a hurry, but even though my hands and feet were so nimble, when I came out with a body of water vapor, Chen Tu gave back to me only the sound of snoring.

Lying down next to him, my stomach began to rumble in the afternoon, which complemented Chen Tu's snoring, making my insomnia worse.

began to recall over and over again all the details of our conversation on the phone since Chen Tu's business trip, but I thought about it, but I couldn't find what I did to make him unhappy, and I finally had to be unhappy to attribute these changes in Chen Tu to the fact that all his changes in attitude were probably because of Lin Siai.

But I didn't want to accept my conclusion, so I lost sleep until dawn in a tug of war with myself.

When the sky was bright, I heard the sound of rustling in my back, and after a while, I heard Chen Tu almost pinching his throat and saying, "I'll call you later." ”

He got out of bed and walked out with his phone.

After a while, I heard the door slamming down.

I don't know who he was talking to on the phone, but he could call for an unprecedented quarter of an hour and a half.

And this half an hour for me was endless torment and torture.

When Chen Tu came back, he quickly put his phone on the bedside table and pulled the quilt over it.

I finally couldn't help it, turned around, faced the ceiling, and said, "Chen Tu, may I ask what I did wrong to let you do this to me?" ”

At a distance of twenty or thirty centimeters, I clearly felt Chen Tu's body stiffen, but he was silent.

Because of my words, all the atmosphere of peace and quiet before us quietly retreated, and some only had a stalemate with each other.

I almost burst into tears.

But I hate myself so much in front of him, I am always so vulnerable and hypocritical.

So I kept snorting to hold back my tears, grinning the corners of my mouth and squeezing out a smile that was uglier than crying, and said, "Or I'm not wrong at all, it's just that your heart is in turmoil." You can't grasp your turbulent heart, you're in a dilemma, so you get irritable and depressed, and you take your anger out on me. If so, I advise you that it is better not to, you better not, let me look down on you. ”

Abruptly, Chen Tu sighed lowly, and he said, "No, I'm just a little tired and want to sleep." ”

Holding back my sour nose, I chuckled twice: "Chen Tu, I'm not a fool. Facing me, you are tired, or you are in a mood, I can see it clearly. Since Lin Siai appeared, your attitude towards me has completely changed. ”

As soon as my words fell, Chen Tu suddenly quickly pasted over, crawling on top of me at a speed that I couldn't react at all, he kissed me fiercely, I was completely blindfolded, and pushed him desperately: "What are you going to do?" If you have something to say, don't fix what you don't have. ”

The voice was vague but thick, and Chen Tu dropped a sentence without much emotional turmoil: "/you." ”

My clothes have all been lost, and my bare skin is a little cool, and I am too busy to pull the quilt to cover myself, but Chen Tu has not even stepped forward... There was no drama, so he rushed in fiercely.

I was in pain, and I couldn't help but shiver and pushed Chen Tu: "It hurts!" You let go of me! Your uncle, let me go! ”

But every second counts on my body, Chen Tu's strength is getting bigger and bigger, and when my head is about to hit the head of the bed, he fished me back again, but he was already looking at me with a hideous and indifferent face: "Aren't you making trouble just because I came back from a business trip and didn't do it for the first time/you?" If you want me to do it, just say it, don't be so tactful! ”

Hearing Chen Tu's mouth spit out such insulting words, my heart was dyed with white ash inch by inch, cold and confused, and my strength to struggle was completely lost, so I just watched Chen Tu move on me. How crazy how to come.

When he was released, I felt pain all over my body, and I thought I could endure the pain by gritting my teeth, but I still let the tears flow out of my eyes.

Tears clouded my vision, and I couldn't see Chen Tu's expression, but I could see that he pursed the corners of his lips with disdain.

It seems that I who was pressed under him and let him come as he liked, I was not his wife, but a who made him physically happy, but was very disdainful in his heart. Child!

There seemed to be an Atlantic Ocean hidden in my body, and it flowed out of my eyes through tears, and into my mouth, full of bitterness.

With the little strength I had left, I pushed Chen Tu and said coldly: "Go down, I'm going to wash it!" ”

I thought that I could rebuild myself with my usual hard state, but I was always too naïve.

And Chen Tu, he still defeated me so easily.

He only used a simple sentence to completely crush my heart.