Will it be different?

Inexplicably, Lin Shuang's heart was a little tired, because it was too illusory. There is no such thing as ifs, ifs, and assumptions in the world, and asking too much and thinking too much is just adding to the troubles.

Lin Shuang's face was calm and said, "This is already the case, so why bother asking such hypothetical questions." ”

Sure enough, Fang Hui's eyes were a little dim as she imagined, but he had always had a gentle temperament and a high emotional intelligence, and since he saw Lin Shuang's evasion of this problem, he didn't continue to entangle, but smiled and changed the question: "Then what are your plans in the future?" ”

To be honest, although Lin Shuang would not answer Fang Hui's previous hypothetical question head-on, she was still a little secretly glad that Fang Hui did not insist on asking questions, otherwise it would be a little difficult for her to insist on being so calm.

"What are your plans for the future?" Lin Shuang looked at the spacious and magnificent hall, and said half-self-deprecating and half-jokingly: "Doesn't Mr. Fang think it's a bit serious to ask this question at this time?" These questions are usually only asked between friends or people who haven't been able to see each other for a long time, right? Aren't most ordinary people just living in the moment? ”

Lin Shuang's prickly answer made Fang Hui feel a little distressed, he learned from Fang Ya that Lin Shuang and Ji Luohan's previous marriage was just a relationship of interest, and it was not a real husband and wife, let alone any true feelings, she would be afraid that there would be a lot of difficulties.

Fang Hui smiled unhappily and said, "It's important to live well in the present, but it's also important to have plans for the future. Speaking of this, Fang paused for a moment, and then said with a serious expression: "Lin Shuang, there is not only one way to go in life many times, and many things can still be changed as long as you are willing. ”

Lin Shuang also knew that Fang Hui was caring about herself, but at this time, this kind of concern for herself was inappropriate for him, and she changed to her previous calm tone: "I am Mrs. Ji now, and I can only be Mrs. Ji." ”

Lin Shuang's tone was calm, her fair face was clearly alienated, and her expression was resolute, Fang Hui looked at her for a moment, didn't say anything more, said "goodbye", and took a step to leave the Ji Mansion.

Seeing Fang Hui's slender figure disappear from sight, Lin Shuang felt a little lost in her heart, she couldn't tell why, maybe she was ashamed that she couldn't respond to his feelings, or she was grateful for his trust all along, maybe it was...... Regretful?

"Young grandma, who is this man?"

Lin Shuang hadn't yet discerned her inner emotions, but Xiao Tao didn't know when she came to her side.

Lin Shuang eased up, smiled, and said concisely: "An ordinary friend." ”

Well, ordinary friends, this definition is the safest.

"Ordinary friends?" Xiao Tao said clearly: "Young grandma, don't bluff Xiao Tao as a minor, the way he looks at you is not as simple as an ordinary friend." ”

Lin Shuang couldn't help but glance at Xiao Tao, and said jokingly: "Yo, Shibei should be impressed in three days, you can even see what other people's eyes are, when you are a detective?" ”

Xiao Tao was blushing a little by Lin Shuang's joke, and said quite unconvinced: "I'm not mentally retarded, his feelings for you are so obvious that no one can see it!" ”

Xiao Tao's casual words made the inexplicable sense of loss in Lin Shuang's heart come out again, she didn't joke with Xiao Tao anymore, but sighed lightly and said in a low voice: "He's a good person." ”

Xiao Tao heard the helplessness of Lin Shuang's words, she thoughtfully led Lin Shuang to sit on the sofa, went to pour a glass of honey water for her to moisten her throat, and watched Lin Shuang pick up the cup, so she said half nervously and half caringly: "Young grandma, you won't be tempted by him because of this, and ignore the young master, right?" ”

Lin Shuang was made a little laughed by Xiao Tao's cautious appearance, and she deliberately teased: "I don't rule out this possibility." ”

"Young grandma, you can't do this!" Xiao Tao shouted anxiously, "Although that man looks pretty good and good just now, but you are the young master!" Xiao Tao doesn't understand what has happened to you and the young master over the years, but Xiao Tao knows that the young master has always loved the young grandmother, and no matter how good the young grandmother is, other men can't be tempted! ”

In the end, he is a fan of the young master, and he protects the interests of the young master everywhere.

Lin Shuang was grateful to Xiao Tao for her thoughts, but Xiao Tao knew very little about the inside story, and she didn't want to tell it all.

Lin Shuang put the water cup on the coffee table and leaned back into the sofa, as if relieved and like saying to herself: "There is a saying that 'the happiest thing for a person is to meet the right person at the right time', if I could meet this kind of character with a good family background and good looks, like Prince Charming ten years ago, I would definitely fall in love with him without hesitation, but now ......"

Xiao Tao waited for a long time and didn't wait for Lin Shuang to continue, and couldn't help asking, "What's wrong now?" ”

Lin Shuang grinned, "Now I am an Obasang with earthly atmosphere, and I have long passed the age and state of mind of looking forward to Prince Charming, so let Prince Charming choose a good girl who is suitable for him." ”

Xiao Tao always felt that Lin Shuang's words seemed to be very reasonable, but there seemed to be something wrong, after digesting for a while, she suddenly said: "That's right! The young grandmother is now the queen, and she is living happily with a prince like the young master, how can she be tempted by other men, Xiao Tao really thinks too much! ”

Lin Shuang looked at Xiao Tao's cute face, neither refuted nor admitted, smiled bitterly, and did not continue the topic.

………

In the afternoon, Lin Shuangyi looked listlessly at the sky outside on the balcony, she was very depressed about her current situation, but she didn't have the slightest ability to resist, she was held by Ji Luohan for seven inches, what else could she do.

She didn't know how long Ji Luohan wanted to take revenge, and she didn't know what he wanted to make himself into before he would give up, no matter what, she thought about living the quiet life she used to live anymore.

"Young grandma." was bored, and Xiao Tao's crisp voice sounded at the right time.

Lin Shuang still didn't have much energy to turn around and asked Xiao Tao, "Is there something wrong with me?" ”

Xiao Tao came to Lin Shuang's side and said with a smile: "It's okay, I sighed when I saw the young grandmother here alone, come and accompany the young grandmother." ”

To say that Ji Luohan has not lost his humanity, although he is locked here, at least there are friends like Xiao Tao who can accompany him or two, and he can talk, otherwise he may go crazy.

Lin Shuang smiled and said sincerely: "Thank you." ”

"Oh, thank me, I'm embarrassed." After Xiao Tao finished speaking, she suddenly asked in a cautious tone: "Young grandmother, do you remember Aunt Qing?" ”

Lin Shuang glanced at Xiao Tao angrily, "Xiao Tao, I haven't seen you for a few years, do you think I have amnesia, even Aunt Qing can forget?" ”

Xiao Tao laughed a few times, "Actually, I wanted to ask if you want to go see Aunt Qing." ”

Once the old things were revealed, all kinds of sealed old people gradually returned to the eyes, Lin Shuang didn't say whether to see or not to see, but just asked, "How is Aunt Qing doing now?" ”

Xiao Tao's voice was rarely lowered, "It's not good, she's sick and in the hospital." ”

Lin Shuang was quite surprised by this answer, thinking about the cold-faced and kind-hearted woman, Lin Shuang felt a little more unbearable, anyway, she was idle, so she decided to visit Aunt Qing with Xiao Tao.

Outside the hospital, Lin Shuang chose a bouquet of flowers, bought some seasonal fruits, and entered the ward with Xiao Tao.

The ward was not very spacious, and there were three beds, two of which were empty, and on the innermost bed lay an old man with thin body and gray hair.

"Aunt Qing?" Lin Shuang called her softly, and a pain felt in her heart. The years are unforgiving, and when she reaches this age, she also begins to feel sad about the ruthlessness of such years.

Hearing the voice, Aunt Qing opened her eyes uncertainly, and after looking at it for a few seconds, her face was even more shocked.

"Young grandma?" She hurriedly took out her reading glasses from the bedside table and put them on, until she confirmed that she was not dazzled, then she smiled, "How could it be you......"

"Long time no see." Lin Shuang walked over, her smile was peaceful, and the expression on her face was as if she was in another world, "Are you feeling better?" ”

"Aunt Qing, I'm here too." Xiao Tao smiled and helped Lin Shuang bring the flower bouquet over and put it on Aunt Qing's bedside.

Aunt Qing looked at Lin Shuang with mixed feelings, and couldn't speak excitedly, but just stretched out her hand to signal her over.

Lin Shuang hid her sad expression and reached out to hold it. They looked at each other like this, and they were deeply touched even if they didn't speak.

"Aunt Qing, young grandmother." Xiao Tao watched Le from the side, "Can you sit down and talk?" Are you really going to be like this, you are glaring at me, and I am glaring at you? ”

Listening to Xiao Tao's words, Aunt Qing smiled with tears in her eyes and said, "Yes, yes, yes." Young grandma, come, sit. Then he motioned for Lin Shuang to sit on the chair next to the bed.

Lin Shuang also smiled back, and after sitting down, Xiao Tao said, "I'll go and help Aunt Qing get some hot water, you guys will talk first." Then he went out with the kettle.

There was only one patient in the ward, Aunt Qing, so she didn't care about the conversation.

"I thought it would be difficult to see my young grandmother again in my life." Aunt Qing recalled the past and sighed with emotion.

Lin Shuang smiled: "I think so too." I'm very happy to see Aunt Qing again. ”

Hearing this, Aunt Qing's not very energetic face regained her complexion, smiled, took her hand to hold it again, and whispered, "It's all fate." Whether it's a good fate, a bad fate, or being able to meet a young grandmother, I, an old woman, feel fortunate to have three lives. ”

"......" Lin Shuang quickly shook her head flattered, and had to tell the truth, "Don't say that." In fact...... If I could, I really hope I don't have to ...... for the rest of my life See people from the past again. It may be heartless, but it's true. ”

Hearing this, Aunt Qing slapped her and smiled: "The young grandmother still hasn't changed, and she doesn't even want to say something nice to please me, an old woman." ”

"I'm sorry."

"It's okay." Aunt Qing shook her head as she spoke, her eyes showing concern, "Listen to Xiao Tao, you are with the young master now." ”

Lin Shuang nodded, but she really didn't know how to explain the current situation more carefully.

Aunt Qing smiled helplessly: "The young master said that he will definitely find you." I knew there would be such a day sooner or later, but I didn't guess that it would be so soon. ”

Lin Shuang remembered that when she left, Aunt Qing promised her that she would never reveal any information about her to Ji Luohan.

"All these years, the young master is still angry with me." Speaking of this, Aunt Qing couldn't help but sigh, "What I promised you, I did." But a long time ago, I was powerless to stop it. ”

"I'm sorry, Aunt Qing." Lin Shuang understood Aunt Qing's hard work, "It's hard for you." ”

Aunt Qing smiled back without being angry: "Speaking of which, I'm actually very selfish. I'm hiding it from you, on the one hand, because I don't want the two of you to be entangled any longer; On the other hand, seeing that the young master got up again and returned to his previous appearance in order to find you, I was actually happy in my heart. If that was his motivation, I wouldn't tell him. ”

"He really hates me." Lin Shuang laughed bitterly at herself, "I have never been so important in my life until now. ”

"It's come to this, why don't you think about it, how will you live in the future?" Aunt Qing said something practical.

Days to come...... Isn't it just taking one step at a time? What else could she have planned?

"Since you are still the young master's wife. Have you ever thought about letting go of the past and starting over? Aunt Qing brought it up plainly.

Resume? She never thought about those four words.

"The relationship between you and the young master has continued to the present, in fact, it is also the will of God." Aunt Qing said more explicitly, "No matter what happened before, it's better to let it pass." Cherish the current fate and start a new life. ”

"How am I going to start over with him?" Sadness appeared on Lin Shuang's face, "Aunt Qing, you know best...... I lied to him...... This will always be an insurmountable rift between me and him. ”

Aunt Qing listened, was silent for a while and said, "Yes, the fate between you began with deception and profit. However, you should ask yourself what your true emotions are, aside. ”

Real emotions? Lin Shuang was stunned.

"The authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear. But it is true that we, the bystanders, are not able to help at all, and all creation can only be done on your own. ”

"Aunt Qing......"

"Young grandma. Is this rift between you, or is it a rift in your heart? ”

Lin Shuang was stunned again. Yes, she cares about that. She asked herself if there was no way to be nice to a man who had been deceived by herself. She felt that this was an eternal mustard between the two of them. In this world, there is no one who can really forget and forgive such a mustard.

"Aunt Qing." Lin Shuang's voice was very soft, but it was also very heavy, "If all this is now as repayment, then I admit it." However, there is no way I can be nice to him anymore. Maybe like you said, that's the rift in my heart. ”

"It's okay, it's okay." Aunt Qing's wise eyes gently soothed her, "The days must pass slowly." Don't live to the last moment, you never know what the scenery below will be. As long as you calm down and go with the flow, the answer will naturally be yes. ”

Lin Shuang admitted that Aunt Qing's words carried a lot of weight. Yes, anything can happen if you don't live to the last moment.

"Listen to me. There's nothing you can't get over. You and the young master are both too tough children. If you don't grind off each other's shuttle angles, how can you get closer. ”

Hearing this, Lin Shuang smiled noncommittally: "Perhaps, before the shuttle horns are sharpened, one person has already been smashed to pieces?" ”

Aunt Qing also smiled: "Don't worry. Someone has to soften down, that's the law. ”

"That person is definitely not me." Lin Shuang muttered back, his face full of unwillingness to show weakness.

Seeing this, Aunt Qing lowered her head and smiled, and asked after a while, "Do you still hate the Ji family in your heart?" ”

Lin Shuang didn't answer this question, but her stiff expression betrayed her sincerity. It's not hate, but it's not hate.

"That's a shame for that kid." Aunt Qing sighed, "If you really want to hate, you still hate me." It was me who reminded me too late. ”

"Aunt Qing...... Lin Shuang's eyes moistened, "This has nothing to do with you." ”

"If only I could warn you earlier. Perhaps, you won't lose that child. Aunt Qing recalled it and felt regretful, "All this is destined, in fact, it is good that you didn't give birth to that child." Even if you are born, you and your child have to be separated, which is even more painful. ”

In the next second, Lin Shuang's whole person seemed to have lost her soul, her hands were tightly grasping the corners of her clothes, and her thoughts were pulled back to the past......

......

In the garden, Lin Shuang runs on the hillside full of wildflowers, filled with the beauty of autumn.

She happily picked the daisies on the hillside, and looked over the slope from time to time. Ji Luohan rarely agreed to come out with her, with a smile on his face and a hint of pampering.

"Wait. I'll make you a garland. Lin Shuang shouted at him loudly, speeding up the movements in his hands, not wanting to leave him alone for too long.

When he returned to him, Lin Shuang panted and busied his hand movements, and finished placing a crooked wreath on his head.

Ji Luohan touched it with his hand with a smile: "Who is rare about this?" ”

"I made it myself, can you just pretend to be rare?" Lin Shuang pursed her lips and bent over to protest.

Hearing this, the corners of Ji Luohan's mouth curved, and he stretched out his hand to pull her into his arms and hold her on his lap.

Lin Shuang was taken aback: "What are you doing?" It's not good to be seen by the driver. ”

But Ji Luohan didn't have the habit of letting go, and said bluntly: "The scenery here must be good, it's a pity." ”

Lin Shuang smiled and struck unceremoniously: "If you promise me, go to the ophthalmology professor to have a good look and ask him to set a surgical plan for you." Then you can see these landscapes again. ”

"Mrs. Ji." Ji Luohan pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled back.

"Mr. Ji."

"That's what you want me to see?"

"Hmm." Lin Shuang nodded, her expression firm, "I still want you to get up from this wheelchair quickly." ”

"I seem to have said that if I mention the surgery again, I will be angry." This is Ji Luohan's favorite topic, but he has given her a gold medal for avoiding death again and again, so that this woman is now fearless.

Lin Shuang pursed her lips, took the initiative to reach out and hook his neck, and said softly: "It's all for your good." ”

Ji Luohan nodded and smiled: "It's the same." If I see it again, I'm going to have to dislike someone. ”

"Cut." Lin Shuangcai sneered uncommonly, "Sister's beauty is not comparable to others, okay?" ”

"It's really thick-skinned." Ji Luohan laughed when he heard this, "Speaking of which, I suddenly really want to see it again." One day, I'll see how beautiful you really are. ”

Lin Shuang rolled her eyes, how strange it sounded. She moved and was about to get up and leave, but Ji Luohan didn't plan to let go.

"Mr. Ji, don't you have a leg pain? I thought to myself, not that thin. ”

"Whether you're thin or not, I naturally know best." The smile on Ji Luohan's face teased, "In such a good view, I really should have dragged you into the flowers, and then kissed you well." ”

Hearing this, Lin Shuang's face turned red, and she even stammered: "Don't make trouble." ”

"Ordinary women say don't make trouble, which means 'why don't you make trouble'!" Ji Luohan said, his expression already carrying a little bit of emotion and desire.

"It's really not allowed to make trouble." Lin Shuang said and began to break free, but Ji Luohan had really kissed him.

She dodged a few times and didn't dodge, and the two hugged and kissed each other in such a beautiful sunset with the fragrance of flowers.

Suddenly, Lin Shuang felt a feeling of discomfort coming from his body, and suddenly pushed Ji Luohan away, jumped away, and retched while holding his chest.

Ji Luohan was very unexpected, and his expression couldn't hide his nervousness: "What's wrong with you?" ”

Lin Shuang squatted down and vomited for a while, shook his hand again and again, and said, "It's okay." Maybe it's a little cool breeze, and it's cold. ”

"Let's go, let's go back."

"Hmm."

Lin Shuang nodded, stood up on her knees, and got into the car with Ji Luohan and returned to Ji's house.

Back in Ji Mansion, Lin Shuang has always been nauseated, and she also started a fever.

Ji Luohan nervously ordered Aunt Qing to let Dr. An come over quickly, but Aunt Qing seemed to have other ideas in her eyes.

When Aunt Qing entered the master room again, she immediately asked Lin Shuang, who was lying on the bed, in a low voice: "Young grandma, where are you uncomfortable?" ”

Lin Shuang's face was a little pale, and he just replied: "Nausea." I don't have any strength in my body. ”

Aunt Qing thought for a while and asked again, "Then did you have your menstrual period this month?" ”

As soon as these words came out, Lin Shuang's whole person trembled, and the stiff expression that gradually froze was the answer.

The next second, Aunt Qing took out a test from her pocket and handed it to her: "Go and test it." ”

Lin Shuang nodded and complied, cheered up and went to the bathroom. After a few minutes, she came out with a complicated expression, and her face became more and more pale.

"How?" Aunt Qing eagerly greeted her, "Pregnant, or not?" ”

"I'm pregnant." Lin Shuang choked up and said these two words, but her eyes could no longer be uncontrollably red.

Aunt Qing was stunned for a moment, then stretched out her arms and hugged her, with a smile on her face: "Okay, okay, now it's okay." ”

All right? Yes, her mission is finally going to win. But she wasn't happy at all. Instead, I felt terrible.

She didn't know how she got back to the bed and lay down, but she knew that Aunt Qing went out of the room door with a smile, and told Ji Luohan, who was waiting outside the door, about it as soon as possible.

Lin Shuang heard Ji Luohan's unbelievable voice vaguely through the door.

"What did you say?"

"Young Master. Young grandma is pregnant, and you are going to be a father. ”