118. For money
After Aunt Qing finished answering, Lin Shuang involuntarily sat up again, and wanted to wait for Ji Luohan's response.
In fact, she didn't know how she expected Ji Luohan to react, she was very happy? Angry?
After waiting for a long time, he didn't hear his voice again, but Lin Shuang was not very disappointed. I thought to myself, maybe he was like himself, and he didn't think about this result. During this time, whenever their ears and temples were grinding, Lin Shuang would always feel like a dream.
He had clearly said that he would never touch her, but he was still greedy for her body temperature and taste.
Perhaps, it was a surprise for both of them.
Ji Luohan didn't expect an accident. Lin Shuang was looking forward to but also afraid of the accident.
Lying on the bed like this, thinking left and right, Lin Shuang couldn't resist the sleepiness in the end, and fell asleep in a daze.
I don't know how long she slept, Lin Shuang woke up, opened her eyes and found that it was dark outside, and the lights in the room were dim, so she moved her body and wanted to get up.
"Awake?" Ji Luohan's voice sounded.
Lin Shuang's movements to get up were a little sluggish, and then he found Ji Luohan sitting on the edge of the bed.
Under the light, his handsome face seemed to be a little solemn, and it was obvious that he had been here for a long time.
When the two met under such circumstances, Lin Shuang's mood was inexplicably complicated, suppressing the emotions in her heart, she tried her best to maintain a normal tone and said: "Yes, I fell asleep accidentally, why don't you wake me up." ”
Ji Luohan leaned over, stroked the hair between her sideburns with his palm, and said in a calm tone: "I heard you breathe steadily, and I knew that you were sleeping deeply, so I didn't wake you up." ”
Lin Shuang laughed twice, cheered up and quipped: "I didn't expect Mr. Ji to have such a considerate side." ”
Ji Luohan ignored her quip, paused, and still said the words: "You are pregnant." ”
She was obviously aware of this result, but she still felt a sense of shock when she heard it at this time.
Lin Shuang stroked the hair on her forehead, and said nervously: "Yes, when Aunt Qing reminded me, I was also shocked. ”
Ji Luohan suddenly withdrew his big palm, Lin Shuang saw his knuckled hand, and couldn't help but stretch out his hand to hold it, and the two fingers were entangled, placing them in her arms, as if they were afraid that he would pull his hand away like this.
Ji Luohan's movements were stunned, he took a deep breath, and said sincerely for a while: "We don't want this child." ”
Lin Shuang's body stiffened obviously, and the temperature on his hands felt cold. The coldness on his face at this time was absolutely so clear, with an indescribable toughness.
She quickly withdrew her hand and blurted out, "Say it again?" ”
Ji Luohan adjusted his sitting posture slightly, and there was an indescribable heaviness on Junyi's face, "I shouldn't have let this accident happen, it was my mistake." ”
Lin Shuang was speechless for a while, wondering whether he should be surprised by his bowing head, or ...... Shocked by his callousness?!
"This is your child'......"
"We all know that this child shouldn't have come into this world."
"Why...... I can understand if you're angry. But, this ...... your child," Lin Shuang said, her hand already involuntarily touching her lower abdomen to protect it.
Ji Luohan finally had some traces of excitement on his face, and continued in a calm voice: "He is my child, but he will also be a child of this family. You must also know what our family is, and you know where the arrival of the child will be pushed, he should not be destined to be used before he is born, and he should not start this sad life. ”
"So because of that, you don't think you should have children? He's a life! Lin Shuang's emotions were obviously excited, and she realized at this moment that she didn't want to hear this answer.
"Don't get excited, you know that what I'm saying is the truth."
"What about the fact that you can ignore a single life?!"
Seeing this, Ji Luohan held Lin Shuang's hand again, "You calm down first, I'm not ignoring life, the child is also mine, won't I feel distressed?" ”
"Of course you won't!" Lin Shuang shook off Ji Luohan's hand and said uncontrollably: "I don't care, in short, I can't easily lose this child!" ”
Ji Luohan endured it, "I'm not here to quarrel with you, I'm just here to discuss with you how to reduce the damage of the matter to the bottom." I need to solve the problem. ”
"Yes, this child is not a child, but your Ji Luohan's problem! Ji Luohan...... Why is your heart so dark?! Could it be that in your mind, killing this child will prevent him from harming him? Lin Shuang was still excited, "Admit it, you're still for yourself!" To go against the old lady! So you don't have to say anything more, I don't accept this reason! ”
At this moment, Ji Luohan's anger was also ignited a little, "Yes!" You're right, I'm just dark and selfish. I will never let my children become victims of any family again! In short, I have made up my mind, I have the right to let it live, and I have the right to let it die. ”
Lin Shuang covered her ears, and immediately said without discussion: "I only know that this is a life now, and you have no right to despise it!" And it's in my belly now, and you don't have the right to say let it die. ”
"You ......" Ji Luohan was a little surprised by this, seeing her so cold, he knew that there would be no good results if he talked about it any longer. Women have motherhood, and it is really unacceptable for her to give up her flesh and blood, and he can't bear to force her anymore.
Thinking like this, Ji Luohan propped up and moved to the wheelchair, trying to stay calm and said: "Our emotions are not suitable for talking now, let's calm each other, think about whether the child is suitable or not, I'll go first, and I'll talk about it tomorrow." ”
After that, Ji Luohan went out.
Lin Shuang heard the knock on the door, looked at the empty room with wide eyes, and bit her lips for a long time, but still cried loudly.
At this moment, she doesn't care about any tasks or not.
She didn't care if Ji Luohan said this, whether she realized her motives and purpose again.
But she just couldn't stand it, and he actually said in such a light tone that he didn't want children.
Yes, it is a task for her to conceive a child, but the child is her own flesh and blood after all. She wasn't sure if there was love between them, but it was also the crystallization of the two! How could he say so easily to give up and give up! Didn't you think about it, fight for it?
She didn't know how important the status was to this family and to the old lady after the child was born! Perhaps, this child will become another Ji Luohan, and indeed he will become the kind that Ji Luohan said, being tied up and used by the family.
But...... How could she bear to kill this child with her own hands?
What she thinks and what she has prepared mentally is obviously not like this.
After having a child, her mission was accomplished. She doesn't have to continue living with a man she doesn't love, and after she gives birth to a child, she will also leave Ji Zhai, return to Xiaodong's side, and start a new life.
Why, at this time, all this is something she is unwilling to accept?!
But what to do, she just can't bear not to want her child, he is also a life, how can he decide not to be so ruthless!
The children of other husbands and wives are the crystallization of love, but why is their children's status so embarrassing, and why does God treat themselves like this!
Ji Luohan heard Lin Shuang's cry outside the door, and his face was gloomy. He didn't go in to comfort him, but listened quietly until he heard her cry gradually get low......
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Following.
Before Lin Shuang got up, he heard the sound of a car downstairs, as if he had an intuition, and a bad premonition surged in his heart.
She changed her clothes and wanted to go out to see the situation, so she put on her clothes, when she heard a quick knock on the door, followed by Xiao Tao's eager voice: "Young grandma, Steward Li is here, saying that he wants to invite you to the old lady's side!" ”
How did the old lady know the news so quickly! Lin Shuang was completely caught off guard.
No, Steward Li may not have come over because he knew the news of her conviction. She can't panic, she can't. She hadn't discussed it with Ji Luohan yet, so she couldn't go to the old lady at this time.
At this time, she was clearer in her heart.
Last night, she strongly wanted to keep the child, not because she wanted to leave Ji Luohan, not just to complete her task, and now that she is gone, will Ji Luohan mistake it for her wishes?
No, she has to explain it to Ji Luohan first!
Before the idea could take shape, there was a "bang" and the door was opened!
The figure of Steward Li appeared in front of her, and there were several tall bodyguards standing behind her! And Aunt Qing and Xiao Tao were restrained by them!
"You...... What do you want? Lin Shuang subconsciously wanted to hide.
Steward Li's face was very serious, but he still said very politely: "Young grandma, I asked you to come over according to the old lady's order." ”
Lin Shuang shook his head, "No, I'm not feeling well now, I can't go to the old mansion!" Please ask Steward Li to tell grandma, can I go back in a few days? ”
Steward Li's polite voice carried a bit of non-resistance, "Young grandma, if you are not feeling well, you should go with me, the old lady there has invited the best doctor, and they will take care of your body!" ”
No! Steward Li did come for the good news in her stomach.
No way! Lin Shuang couldn't help but shout in her heart, she knew that she would never have a chance to meet Ji Luohan again if she went this time, she couldn't just leave!
"Steward Li, please, I'm really uncomfortable now, you give me a little more time, I'll go over to see grandma later, okay?" Lin Shuang pleaded.
In the next second, Steward Li came over directly and dragged Lin Shuang's arm, "Young grandma, I'm sorry, this is the old lady's order, I can only carry it out!" "After that, I dragged Lin Shuang and wanted to go out!
"Young grandma! What are you doing here? Xiao Tao was anxious, "Aunt Qing, what's going on?" ”
"Steward Li! This is the young master's home, it's not good for you to be like this. Aunt Qing also hurriedly stopped it.
"Aunt Qing, don't let her take me away." Lin Shuang subconsciously protected her stomach and looked at Aunt Qing tightly.
Steward Li smiled: "A-Qing, why aren't you awake at this time?!" Why did I take the young grandmother over, don't you know? All this is for the good of the young master and the good of the Ji family. ”
"Even if that's the case, we'll have to wait for the young master to come back." Aunt Qing pushed away the bodyguard and came over to keep Lin Shuang without buying it at all.
Where can Steward Li allow her to interfere, with a glance, the bodyguard took over, supported Lin Shuang and took him downstairs.
Aunt Qing and Xiao Tao chased after them, seeing that Lin Shuang was about to be taken into the car, they could only stare dryly and anxiously.
At this time, Ji Luohan's car stopped at the gate of the courtyard and directly blocked Steward Li's car.
Ji Luohan...... Lin Shuang's eyes were full of expectation, hoping that this man would save her and not let her be taken away like this.
After a while, Ji Luohan appeared in front of them in a wheelchair, as if he had known the situation, and his face was not angry and arrogant.
"Young Master." Li Guan bowed his head respectfully, "The old lady asked the young grandmother to come over." ”
When Ji Luohan heard this, he tugged at the corners of his mouth, unwilling to turn around and wipe his feet, and his sharp voice came out: "Who dares to touch her!" ”
Steward Li was naturally jealous, and said, "Please forgive me, young master." I'm just doing what I'm told. ”
"Then you can go back to your life now." Ji Luo's face was cold, and his unchallenged expression was very shocking, "Aunt Qing." Help the young grandmother in. ”
"Yes, young master." Aunt Qing listened and hurriedly obeyed.
But Steward Li still stopped her, obviously bold: "I'm sorry, young master." Young grandma must come with me. ”
"What are you still doing! Bring people in. Ji Luohan raised his voice.
"Young Grandma!" Seeing this, Steward Li suddenly looked at Lin Shuang, "Please tell the young master that you must go with me now." ”
Lin Shuang was stunned, and a fear immediately ignited in her heart. "You...... What are you going to let me say? She pleaded with her eyes, please, don't expose her like this, don't.
"Steward Li." Aunt Qing looked at Ji Luohan nervously, and hurriedly said something to help, "Why bother?" Everyone is a family, is there anything you can't say well? ”
"I have to bring my young grandmother back today." Steward Li had a straight face, he really didn't want to give it at all, "Even if it's a young master, I can only forgive the offense of this old servant." ”
"Hmph." Ji Luo smiled coldly, and the wheelchair was far away to the self-proclaimed old servant, "No one wants to take her away today." You go back and tell the old witch. Don't think I don't know what she's up to. Tell her, no way! ”
A trace of fear flashed on Steward Li's face, he glanced at Lin Shuang, and said to the lord rather unevenly: "Everything the old lady has done is for the young master, for the sake of ......."
"Help me tell the old witch that it is enough to have my heir to give her her the end." Ji Luohan interrupted her unapprovingly, his expression extremely disdainful, "If she is still greedy and doesn't change, then I don't mind letting her send me to the end." ”
"Young Master." Steward Li's eyes widened, and he was extremely disappointed.
After a while, Steward Li still set his eyes on Lin Shuang: "I'm sorry, young master." Young grandma I have to take away. Young Grandma...... You tell me? ”
Lin Shuang obviously saw the threat in Steward Li's eyes, and opened her mouth helplessly: "Don't make any more noise, I'll go with you." ”
Hearing this, Ji Luohan instantly turned his face and said three words strongly: "Don't go!" ”
"Young Master, you better stop forcibly blocking it. If these bodyguards are not serious, it will not be good if the young master is injured by mistake. Steward Li was completely out of the way, "The matter has come to this point, with the young master's cleverness, can't he still think about what is going on?" If I don't take people away today, the old lady will not give up either. Young master for such a woman, why bother? ”
Lin Shuang's whole person froze, and his first reaction was to look at Ji Luohan. Although Steward Li didn't say a word, it was no different from revealing the truth.
And Ji Luohan's expression was cold, and he didn't say a word.
Yes, how could he not think clearly. Maybe a long time ago, maybe just a moment, he understood.
"I've already said it, no one wants to take this woman away!" But no matter how powerful Steward Li was, Ji Luohan still insisted on doing so, and the look on his face didn't care about the fish dying and the net was broken.
"Young Grandma!" Steward Li didn't want to have any head-on conflict with Ji Luohan, so he turned to persecute Lin Shuang.
Lin Shuang's expression was painful and struggling, he didn't dare to look at Ji Luohan again, and whispered, "I'll go with you", and then bent down into the car.
When Ji Luohan heard this, his body was anxiously about to lean up. Seeing this, Aunt Qing hurriedly grabbed Ji Luohan and whispered in his ear, "Young Master, don't do this." Young grandma also has her difficulties. Let's calm down, okay? ”
Ji Luohan gritted his teeth and stayed where he was, and then listened to the sound of the car starting and drifting away, leaving only a vague and still light and shadow in front of him.
When the car had already driven away, Aunt Qing pushed Ji Luohan into the house, and after sending the others away, she squatted down in front of his chair and whispered, "Young Master, Aunt Qing has always been hiding something from you." ”
"It turns out that Aunt Qing knows." Ji Luohan didn't have any expression on his face.
"Aunt Qing didn't mean it." Aunt Qing's face was full of apologies, "Originally, I just wanted the young master to have a family and have his own relatives." Later, when I saw that you and the young grandmother had a relationship, I felt that this decision was not wrong. ”
Hearing the word emotion, Ji Luohan tugged at the corners of his mouth, not commenting.
But such an expression, in Aunt Qing's opinion, is dangerous and worrying. "Young Master. If you are angry, if you are not happy, scold me. Don't keep it in your mind. ”
"Don't say anything." Ji Luohan opened his mouth and said, "I will listen to that woman herself." After speaking, he left in a wheelchair with a cold expression.
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Ji Family Manor.
It has been two days since Lin Shuang was brought here.
In the morning, Dr. Ann came to check her body and said that everything was normal. It's just that her body is too weak, and she must rest well.
Seeing that Dr. An was still the family doctor of the family and had not been punished, Lin Shuang's depressed heart finally had something to be happy about.
And Dr. An also brought good news to Lin Shuang, that is, An Jun's postoperative recovery was very good.
It would be good to do this, and it would not be in vain for the sin she had suffered at that time.
"Young grandma." After Dr. An told her, he did not forget to continue to enlighten her, "For the sake of the child, you must also relax." During this period, pregnant women are the most vulnerable. You don't have to think about anything now, just eat and sleep well. ”
Eat well, sleep well? Lin Shuang felt that this was easier said than done.
As soon as she closed her eyes, she remembered Ji Luohan's cold and disappointed eyes. He didn't say a word, but it was enough to make her heart ache.
She had ever thought that she would confess her sins to him and beg for his forgiveness. She had to confess all this to him before anyone else.
But now, it has backfired.
Maybe at this moment, she is already the woman Ji Luohan hates in the world, right?!
Everything she had done and said was nothing but vile and disgusting gestures and deceptions.
Whew, as long as she thinks about this, she can't even drink a sip of water.
Dr. An looked at her, thought for a while, and took the initiative to say, "Of course, pregnant women are also indispensable for care and love, and it is of course best to be by her husband's side." When the time is right, I'll mention it to the old lady. ”
How could Lin Shuang not feel Dr. An's good intentions, and showed a grateful smile: "Thank you." ”
Dr. An smiled: "Young grandma is my great benefactor. It's a little favor. Besides, I also hope from the bottom of my heart that the young master and the young grandmother can have a good result. ”
Good results...... Lin Shuang had no way to imagine......
A few days later, when Lin Shuang was bored in the room, Steward Li knocked on the door and came in and informed her that Ji Luohan was here, and the old lady also agreed to let them meet.
Lin Shuang knew that she would always have to face this day, but she didn't know that this feeling was so uncomfortable.
When Ji Luohan's figure slowly appeared at the door of her room, she was even more uncomfortable and couldn't breathe for a while.
She was like a sinner, and even if she mustered up the courage to walk in front of him, she did not dare to look directly at his face that was so calm as usual.
It wasn't until Steward Li took the door out and left the space for them that Lin Shuang felt that this was the most cruel thing she had ever experienced in her life.
"How are these days?" Ji Luohan opened his mouth first, his face was cold, as if he didn't have any anger at all.
Lin Shuang was stunned for a few seconds, but she didn't know how to answer. Perhaps, what she would have preferred was for him to question and scold him with his head and face. Perhaps, in this way, she can feel better.
Hearing that she didn't speak, Ji Luohan smiled softly: "The old witch must be a good person to offer you, how can she have a bad life." I'm really too much to ask. ”
"Ji ......" Before Lin Shuang could call his name, he followed up and said, "However, the old witch is too anxious. It is not certain whether the seed of your belly can be born or not, and it is not certain whether it is male or female. She was in such a hurry to remove you from me, and even the way back was cut off. ”
In an instant, Lin Shuang's chest was like being stabbed by a sharp blade unbiasedly, bleeding. This is Ji Luohan, without a single dirty word, it can make you feel ashamed.
"I became Mrs. Ji and went to you for only one purpose, to get pregnant and have children." She was no longer cowardly, and confessed with a somewhat trembling voice.
Ji Luohan's expression sank, although there was no accident, but he still felt like he had been slapped in the face, and his expression was stiff.
"I'm not a famous daughter, and I'm not a lady. I'm just an ordinary girl who accepts such a deal. ”
In this regard, Ji Luohan was not surprised, and asked, "What are you doing this for?" ”
Lin Shuang raised the corners of her mouth bitterly, without thinking: "For money." ”