I got dressed as fast as I could, and paced nervously back and forth in the room, my head couldn't help but think cranky, and my heart was blocked in my throat, and I couldn't wait to see the torture wind and understand what was going on.

After waiting for more than an hour, I finally heard the sound of the horn honking downstairs, and I rushed down with an arrow and saw Xingfeng turning the car around.

I rushed over and opened the car door and sat in, so anxious that my face was sweating, and the whole person shivered with cold when the air conditioner blew, and I said, "Brother, what's wrong?" What the hell is going on? ”

"Your mother may ......" he looked me in the eye, not knowing for a moment how to continue. But from the solemn look in his eyes and the tone in which he wanted to say something, I already had a faint sense of something.

"What's wrong with my mom?" I asked anxiously.

"I had a sudden cerebral hemorrhage and am now in the hospital. Rushu, I'll take you to H City first, and you promise me to be calm. Xing Feng said as he drove out of my neighborhood and ran wildly on the road.

My brain "buzzed", my eyelids jumped suddenly, tears fell at once, I bit my lip desperately, my hand firmly grasped the edge of the cushion, and slowly asked, "Bad luck, right?" ”

Xing Feng looked at me nervously, then slowly stopped the car, he turned me over and let me face him, he looked directly at me and said, "Xiaoshu, you listen to me." No matter what happens, be strong. Promise me, huh? I'll face it with you, okay? ”

Tears were streaming down my face, my teeth were biting my lips, a salty liquid was swallowed into my stomach, and I nodded. Xing Fengfu started the car again and drove towards the entrance of the highway at a fast speed, and in only two hours, he had already taken me to H City.

He told me that my mother was in the central hospital of H City, and he had just transferred here from the central hospital in my hometown at 8 o'clock in the evening, and he came directly to S City to pick me up after hearing the news.

After getting out of the car, the torture wind pulled me all the way wildly, my heart beat wildly, and we arrived at the door of the operating room at an extremely fast speed.

There was a group of people I knew very well outside the operating room, I saw my father first, then I saw Xiaohua and Xu Song, and Xiaoxue. The sound of our hurried footsteps caught their attention, and as I stood with Xingfeng, their eyes brushed toward us.

They all had a look of surprise and bewilderment on their faces, probably thinking that I had already disappeared from this world, but they didn't expect me to reappear in their sight unscathed.

I saw my father's dark face, standing in place with his body trembling slightly, his heart beating like he was about to run out of his chest, I didn't dare to move forward, so the torture wind stood beside me. After the two of us looked at each other for nearly a minute, my father slowly got up from the bench and walked towards me.

I instinctively wanted to back off, but I didn't, I stood there and looked at my father with tears in my eyes. In more than a year, he has aged a lot, his back is hunched, his hair is whiter than before, his clothes are very shabby, his face is so thin that his cheekbones are prominent, and his eyes shoot a sharp light, which makes me shudder.

He stood still in front of me, looking at me with fierce eyes, and I timidly shouted, "Dad......"

He slapped me so hard that my ears buzzed and my face seemed to swell.

After this slap, Xing Feng hurriedly stopped in front of me and said, "Uncle, I have something to say." ”

"This is my family's family matter, don't interfere with it. Pan Rushu, let me ask you, where have you been this year? Do you still know you have this home? Dad pointed to my nose and said tremblingly.

I covered my face, lowered my head, and asked slowly, "How is Mom?" ”

Xiaoxue, Xiaohua and Xu Song all came over, Xiaohua stepped forward to support her father, looking at my cold gaze, she said, "Pan Rushu, why do you still have the face to come back?" Why did you say goodbye so much, do you know how much it hurts your parents' hearts? ”

"I'll explain to you slowly in the future, Mom is okay, right? Still having surgery? I tried my best to control my emotions and asked slowly.

"It's been a long time since the operation, and I don't know what the situation is." Seeing this, Xiaoxue couldn't help but interject. I looked up and looked at her gratefully, and she immediately lowered her head, looking a little embarrassed.

At this time, the lights in the operating room went out, and the doctor came out of the operating room with a tired face and asked, "What about the family?" ”

We swarmed around to ask about the situation, and the doctor shook his head helplessly and sighed: "We tried our best, but we still haven't rescued us, please mourn." ”

When I heard this, I only felt that my eyes were dark, and I almost wanted to faint, but I was held back by the torture wind, and he whispered in my ear: "Be strong, little book." ”

My father collapsed to the ground, Xu Song and Xing Feng hurriedly helped him to sit on the bench, I looked at the door of the operating room stupidly, my heart was surprisingly calm, I wanted to cry but couldn't.

Xiaohua was already crying with his father, Xing Feng, Xiaoxue and Xu Song were persuading, and I was standing alone in the corridor, looking stupidly in the direction of the operating room, walking to the door of the operating room and muttering, "Mom, did you leave before I could make you proud?" ”

Is our mother and daughter destined to be lost? Shouldn't I be your child in this life? Scenes of the past came to mind, and I remembered that my mother was always lying on the chaise longue at the door all the year round, and when my father whipped me, she persuaded me weakly, but she never seemed to shed tears for me. Mother's love for me is a faint affection, a small piece of flesh that she occasionally stuffs into my mouth when she peels an apple for her; It was her "child" when she wiped her body and helped her turn over; It was her gentle admonition before we left; It was a ten-yuan red envelope that she stuffed every year during the Chinese New Year when she was young...... Before we could reconcile with time and reconcile, before I could set things right and start again, before I could return to her and weep and confess, before I could tell her the regrets in my heart, she just left, without leaving a word for me, gone, gone forever.

The door to the operating room opened, and the nurse slowly pushed her out of the operating room, covered with a white cloth. The father rushed forward like crazy, uncovered the white cloth, and called out his mother's name. I stood closest to my mother, looking at the serene look on her face, I tried to pull her hand, it was cold, there was no trace of heat.

I pushed my father aside, and he lay down on his mother's cold body and wept loudly, and Xiaohua also cried loudly, and father and daughter stood on either side of my mother, and there was no place for me. I leaned against the wall, desperately holding back tears, trembling all over, Xing Feng came over and grabbed my hand without saying a word, Xiaoxue saw this scene in her eyes, and turned away from facing us.

She may have misunderstood my relationship with Xingfeng! But it's okay, it doesn't matter anymore.

Xu Song pulled the little painting and hugged the almost limp little painting in his arms, after the little painting cried for a while, he turned around and walked towards me and reached out to pull my hair hard, pounded my body with his hand, and cried and shouted: "It's all your fault!" It's all your fault! How do you still have a face alive! You killed your mother! Why don't you die! ”

Xiao Hua's words were full of unprecedented viciousness, her fist smashed mercilessly on my body, Xing Feng reached out to stop her, and couldn't help but open her mouth for me: "You hit her again!" ”

Xing Feng protected me behind him and said loudly: "Now is not the time to make trouble, we are all a family, you sisters must unite at this time, take care of your father, and think about what to do in the future!" ”

Xing Feng shouted, and the small painting was stunned. Then she burst into tears, shouting "I don't have a mother anymore", and my heart was shattered. But I didn't cry, I wanted to, but the tears didn't come out, I just felt cold, very cold.

There was chaos at the scene, and the father had collapsed, so Xingfeng ordered everything to be done next as an outsider. Fortunately, the uncle drove over soon, and after the uncle arrived, Xing Feng had already contacted the car to transport his mother's body back to his hometown overnight.

I always stood not far from my mother, did not get close, let alone want to stay away, and silently said goodbye to my mother, who was deeply affectionate.

After carrying my mother's body into the car, my father followed the car, and the rest of us sat in the car of Uncle and Xing Feng respectively, and followed the car back to our hometown. The uncle brought a few relatives from his hometown over and prepared all the ceremonies that should have taken place. I sat in Xingfeng's car, staring out the window blankly, Xingfeng reached over and grabbed my cold hand and said, "Okay, don't bear it, cry out, baby." ”

His words are tear-jerking. In a word, all my tears were forced out. I cried all the way, leaning back in my chair, silently weeping, silently recalling the brief warm moments with my mother in my memory. She existed so lightly in my life, she didn't hurt me like other mothers, but she was my mother, and I believe that if she loves me, she must love me.

"Your mother loves you so much that the day she learned that you had disappeared, your mother cried. After that, he began to stop talking, and he ate less and less, and he always ran to the entrance of the village tremblingly and looked at the cement road for a long time without speaking. Yesterday afternoon, when I was standing at the entrance of the village, a big truck suddenly drove over and honked its horn at your mother a few times, and your mother was surprised and ...... at once," Xing Feng said slowly.

"Why didn't you tell me sooner? Why didn't you tell me sooner that my mom was worried about me? "I went crazy and looked at the torture wind with tears in my eyes. If he knows all this, why did he choose to hide it from me? Why don't you let me know? I hated it, I grabbed him by the collar, and he braked the car suddenly, looked at me guiltily and said, "I'm sorry, little book." ”