Muzi... My dear Muzi...... Why didn't I talk to her earlier, I should have cared about her when I saw that she was not doing well, and I naively thought that Muzi would not have an accident... Xiao Muxi, you are really too self-righteous!

Xiao Mu pressed his mobile phone tightly to his chest, as if this was the only way to retain Muzi's last temperature, his teeth bit his lower lip tightly, and his lower lip instantly became bloodshot.

"Xiao Mu ......"

Xu Geyang wanted to be comforted, but he didn't know how to speak.

"Where's Muzi's corpse?"

When Xiao Mu spoke, he had already hidden all his emotions, but he was left with an indifferent face.

Xu Geyang paused, and his voice was hoarse: "It's already in the hospital morgue, and when you're in a better mood, we'll go and bring her back."

"Hmm."

"Xiao Mu, don't be like this, just cry if you want to, Muzi she definitely won't want to see you now."

"Crying? I've long forgotten how to really cry, I can't cry, crying doesn't solve any problems at all. ”

Xiao Mu's words made Xu Geyang unable to refute.

Looking at the woman who didn't cry, but it was more uncomfortable than crying, Xu Geyang also fell silent.

I don't know how long it took for Xiao Mu's cool voice to resound in the ward.

"Xu Geyang, let me tell you a story.

Do you know? Actually, Muzi really resembles me, but I'm much luckier than her.

I haven't seen my parents for as long as I can remember, and my grandfather said they died in an earthquake, but I never felt sad because I still have my grandfather, and my grandfather has always been very kind to me, and although he has always been in poor health, he gave me the best childhood he could give.

When I was also eight years old, I met my adoptive parents and adoptive parents, they were very good to me, because they had no children, they cultivated me wholeheartedly, but they never mentioned that I should change my nationality, as long as I missed my grandfather, they unconditionally helped me buy a good plane ticket and let me come back to see him, and even because I couldn't take leave to perform abroad, so they returned to China for me to visit my seriously ill grandfather... But on the way back to the airport, he accidentally had a car accident......

I don't know what good things I did in my last life, I met such a person who is dedicated to himself, my adoptive father and adoptive mother, and so is Muzi. I don't know what bad things I did in my last life, to let all such good people leave me one by one, but I deserve to die the most, but I have to live well with their last words, Xu Geyang, don't you say it's ironic? ”

Xu Geyang opened his mouth silently, but he didn't know what to say.

Fortunately, Xiao Mu didn't really want him to answer.

"Later, I finally rushed back to China after the performance, and went to the hospital morgue alone to claim the body, transported the body to cremation alone, and took care of my sick grandfather in the hospital alone. I forced a smile every day, and I didn't even dare to tell my grandfather that the two people who were so good were no longer there......

But he finally learned that reports of an American couple dying in a car accident in China were overwhelming. He blamed himself, he was uncomfortable, and he was even more afraid that I would have no one to take care of me after he left, so he carried me behind my back and hurriedly entrusted me to his old comrades-in-arms, who were also kind-hearted, and even wanted his only son to marry me, heh, how ridiculous, no one asked me if I wanted to.

Luckily for his son, who also has a girlfriend, he doesn't agree with such a ridiculous and hasty decision. But it can't be helped, his father wants a grandson, but his girlfriend can't have children, so his father is very optimistic that I will marry him. But I didn't expect that my grandfather, who had always loved me, would agree to let me marry a stranger I had never met, and I firmly disagreed at first, but I didn't expect my grandfather's condition to suddenly deteriorate.

In the end, as a last resort, I found the man's son myself.

I told him that as long as he married me, I would have a son for him, and he was so kind that he even offered to help me pay for my studies in the United States for the next three years......

I still remember when I went to him to make a deal, he looked at me for a long, long time, so long that I thought he would ask the security guard to kick me out, but in the end, he said yes.

So, after we got the license, took wedding photos, set the ring, and completed all the necessary procedures, I led him to my grandfather's hospital bed and told my grandfather.

Grandpa, I'm married, and no one can bully me anymore.

My grandfather smiled and said, Okay, it's really good, we will have a real sun in the future.

By the way, I forgot to tell you, my original name, Xiao Muxi, was chosen by my grandfather for me, he said that girls just want to grow up happily in the sun, and find a man like the sun to marry without worry.

I listened to my grandfather and tried my best to marry that man, but that man, he was not my sun.

In fact, my grandfather's illness was very serious during that time, but he never told me, and still urged me with a smile every day to end the course in the United States and live a good life with my husband in the future.

But I knew that he couldn't sleep all night with chest aches all night, and it wasn't long before he died.

Fortunately, I am also lucky, my grandfather's old comrade-in-arms, my ex-husband and his father, he is very kind to me, like my own grandfather.

But I also know that his love will not last long, and I will leave after all.

No matter how good it is, it won't always belong to me, I can't be nostalgic, and I will lose if I am nostalgic.

But during that time, I really lost quite completely, but I was also very happy.

Later, I gave birth to a child, divorced, returned to the United States, and met the current Lin Muzi.

By the way, she didn't have a Chinese name at that time, I remember that she was a little big, skinny, and looked like a little girl who hadn't grown up, who would have thought that she could grow so fast in two years, and her height would soon catch up with me.

I've been raising her, teaching her Chinese, buying her new clothes, and I've always thought she's always with me......

But I was wrong, where in this world is there that will be mine forever?

From the beginning to the end, all I had was myself, and even sometimes, I felt that this shell did not belong to me, I was just a passerby who lived in it.

Xu Geyan, can you tell me what is truly eternal? ”

Xu Geyang did not answer, lowered his head and quietly looked at the tips of his shoes.

Because he doesn't know what true eternity is.

Eternal, human beings often say that love is eternal, but they forget that the beginning of love is just the desire itself, and when there are other things higher than this desire, it will be abandoned without hesitation. So, what is eternal?

There is no real eternity in the world.