166 is only half of his life

The corners of my mouth twitched a lot, Chen Tu took a step forward, and wanted to hug me again, I hurriedly stepped back, my hand propped up on the cold cabinet of the hotel, and the strap of the bag was painful.

I was about to retract my hand when Chen Tu took another big step forward, his hand stretched out in a half-embraced gesture.

I drank him: "Don't hold me anymore!" ”

Yes, Chen Tu, don't fucking hug me again! Don't make me soft on you again! Don't give me a chance to put myself back into those ups and downs of life! I don't have any strength left, and if I get hurt again, I'll really have to sink into hell forever and ever! I still have a thousand things to do, I haven't let the scum who pulled my kids out of my body alive go to hell, I can't put myself in hell first!

Unexpectedly, Chen Tu turned a blind eye, he once again dragged me into his arms and imprisoned me tightly, he didn't make a sound, just hugged me, so that I couldn't break free.

We don't know how long it took to tear and see, Chen Tu opened his mouth, full of unsteady whimpering: "It's only half of my life, you can't leave me halfway." I will never be stupid again, I promise that I will never be stupid again, Wu Yi, you beat me, you kick me hard, hit me, smash me, and relieve hatred. Wake me up, you wake me up. Otherwise, you can beat me to death, beat me, you beat me. ”

Grabbing my hand, he kept throwing it down his back, and the muffled sound of the impact resounded in my ears over and over again, shattering and crumbling.

Chen Tu's voice, mixed with this muffled sound, came again, full of humility and difficulty: "Don't leave me." ”

Chen Tu, who has a proud soul, even had the day when he opened his mouth to beg for help.

Chen Tu, who has always been high above and seems to be able to dominate everything, also has the day when he lowered himself to the dust.

I have fantasized countless times about whether I can change him, like me, like me to the point of madness, and fade away from the pride.

But he didn't give it when I needed it, and when he was willing to give it, I didn't need it anymore.

Quickly freeing up a hand, I wiped away the tears that had overflowed the water, and after exhaling deeply, I finally stopped my vulnerability, I was so calm that I couldn't even feel my own breath, and I said, "You let go of me." ”

But he arched hard at me, and Chen Tu's humility was mixed with scoundrels: "Don't let go, never let it go again." ”

I was calmer: "I'll let you go of me." ”

The hand seemed to hesitate, but it only hesitated for a few seconds, and Chen Tu surrounded it with greater strength: "I can't put it anymore." ”

My calmness was finally gone.

Raising my voice, I yelled, "I'll let you fucking let me go!" ”

Following this voice, I propped up my hands on Chen Tu's abdomen, and with a fierce force, I peeled him off my body like peeling corn, and quickly groped out a sharp saber from the bag on the side, and I pressed it against my neck: "You have two choices, the first one, continue to entangle, and then I will die to show you." The second, get out of here and give me back a quiet life. ”

My eyebrows furrowed, and my eyes were full of coldness: "Chen Tu, you have seen my craziest appearance, I am the kind of person who eats the gall of an ambitious leopard, I am definitely not scaring you, I will do what I say." I'll count to three, and if you don't go, I'll go down. ”

Taking a step back, Chen Tu's red eyes didn't know what was entangled in it, he looked at me and said hurriedly: "Wu Yi, don't be impulsive, put down the knife first!" ”

I chuckled, "One." ”

His face twitched, and Chen Tu became even more anxious: "Put the knife down, let's talk well, I will listen to you..."

I smiled even brighter: "Two. ”

As if stung by something, Chen Tu's body trembled, he ran towards the door like crazy, he grabbed it several times before he completely grabbed the door handle: "You put the knife down, I'll go, I'll go immediately, I'll go immediately!" ”

Almost stumbling, this was the first time Chen Tu had left me with such a flustered figure, but this panic and embarrassment only lasted for a few seconds, and with the dull sound of the door closing, he was finally blocked out of my world.

I thought I would be relieved, but tears overflowed again.

Outside the door, there was the sound of footsteps fading away.

It should be the man I love madly, and he is getting farther and farther away from me in the shoes I gave him when we were at our closest.

My hand hung down weakly, and the strength I had used to hold the knife was completely lost, and the knife fell to the ground with a crisp sound, and in this crisp sound, I threw myself on the bed, covered my face with a pillow, and held it down so hard that I would not let myself cry.

Tossing and turning, crying, I finally cried until I was tired, I was finally able to loosen my ties, and fell into a deep sleep one after another.

When I woke up, my eyes were full of eyes, and my eyes hurt.

Somewhat helpless, I climbed out of bed, put the brown box back in the most secret part of the suitcase, washed barefoot, and slapped layer upon layer of foundation on my face to hide the traces of my crying.

Dressed in a clean, well-fitting outfit, I looked like a dog in front of the mirror.

Smiling at myself in the mirror, I walked briskly and pulled the door open.

But he suddenly saw Wu Yidi standing against the opposite wall, he held his hands in front of his chest, his face was full of stubble, and he seemed to be confronting something.

I followed his gaze and looked back, and Chen Tu was standing only half a meter away from the door, also with a stubble on his face.

And when I opened the door, it seemed that I had broken through the confrontation between them, Wu Yidi had already stepped forward, still abiding by the distance he should have, he paused half a meter away from me, stared at my eyes, looked at it for about half a minute, the corners of his mouth twitched several times, and asked me: "Are you okay, Wu Yi?" ”

Shaking my head, I smiled lightly: "I'm okay." But how did you get here? ”

His eyes swept over Chen Tu's body for a few seconds, and Wu Yidi's brows frowned: "I worked overtime last night, and I need to find Xiao Duan to confirm some things at work, call Xiao Duan, she said she was outside, I inadvertently asked a few more words, she said that you and her had supper in Henggang, and you were followed by some people." I called you and didn't answer, come over and see what's going on. ”

After a pause, Wu Yidi glanced at Chen Tu again, his gaze fell back on me, he forcibly suppressed the entanglement in his eyes, still a calm and restrained look, and his tone was as light as a glass of boiled water without emotion: "It's okay if you're fine, I'll go back and feed the sunflowers, if you didn't go home last night, it must be hungry." ”

I nodded, "Okay." ”

After speaking, I walked forward slowly, but I had only walked five steps, and immediately after me, Chen Tu said: "Labor Day." ”

This title, the title he crowned me, I used to regard it as the sweetness between me and Chen Tu, but time has passed, and it has become a desert with no grass growing for me.

I turned a deaf ear and moved on.

Wu Yidi's voice came from behind him: "The most regrettable thing I have ever done is to push her to your side, you have destroyed her enough, if you don't think about it, can you be good to her for the rest of your life, you can keep your original intention to be good to her, you'd better not continue to provoke her, if she plants it again, she will really be in the quagmire forever and can't get out!" ”

And in Chen Tu's voice, there was obviously a lack of confidence: "Are you managing too much?" ”

Wu Yidi's voice was full of resentment: "Didn't you tell me that you wouldn't hurt her, but in fact, what did you do!" In the past year or so, every time I see you looking high-spirited, and then think about her escaping into that kind of life, I can't help but want to slap you. But while I want to slap you, I want to slap myself even more, I send a good girl to you and let you spoil her, let you spoil her into something! ”

"I'm a scumbag! I was so confused by what lard that I pushed her to your side and made you miserable! ”

With this fierce self-reproachful scolding, I heard the crisp sound of my palms falling on my face.

A spirit, I looked back, Wu Yidi, who has always been calm and restrained, his hair was messy, and there was a dark red slap mark on his face, which looked shocking.

At another glance, his eyes were already red.

I stayed in place, and finally couldn't bear it: "Wu Yidi, go back and feed the cat." ”

With a heavy hum, Wu Yidi took a step and walked quickly towards me, but quickly passed by my side, and said: "No matter what choice you make in the end, as long as you are willing to be my friend, willing to recognize me as a friend, and need my help, you can do it at any time." My phone stays open 24 hours a day. ”

He quickly walked away, like a moving tree, lonely and lush.

Eventually, the tree moved into the elevator and disappeared from my eyes completely.

I was stunned for a moment, retracted my gaze, and walked to the elevator.

But after taking five steps, Chen Tu had already run over, he gently touched my back with his hand, I didn't open it, he touched it again, and said, "Labor Day." ”

I was indifferent: "I still have a knife in my bag." ”

Chen Tu's hand quickly retracted, hanging awkwardly in the air.

I chuckled: "I hope that in the future work, Mr. Chen will not embarrass me too much." ”

The fog was heavy, and Chen Tu's face was blurred in front of my eyes.

The Adam's apple moved, and Chen Tu's mouth opened slightly, but in the end he didn't say anything, and was quiet.

I withdrew my gaze and quickly left.

Driving Wu Yidi's car back to Youman, I closed the door and wiped the car keys with wet wipes.

I plan to wait a while, and I will go and return the car keys to Wu Yidi, and I will keep a further distance from him in the future, so as not to fall into a more catastrophic situation.

Just when I was wiping the car keys in a half-conscious and half-trance, there were knocks on the door one after another, and Xiaoou, the assistant that Youman had assigned to me, said outside: "Director Wu, Mr. Liu of Wancheng is here." I flipped through the appointment form, and he wasn't on the appointment form, but he asked me to report it, saying that he was looking for you, should I invite him to come to your office? ”

I caught a hint of subtlety from the little gull's caution, and hesitated for a few seconds, but I didn't want to embarrass my subordinates just after taking office, so I said, "Please let him in." ”

As soon as Liu Chengyu sat down, Xiaoou brought a cup of Blue Mountain to her, and she quickly withdrew and closed the door for us.

Picking up the steaming coffee, Liu Chengyu took a sip and paused slowly on the coffee table, his eyes remained on my face, and his tone was light: "It seems that you cried a lot last night?" ”

was pierced by Liu Chengyu so upright and unrefutable, I smiled far-fetched, too lazy to hide it, but I didn't want to admit it: "It's okay." ”

His eyes suddenly became lonely, and Liu Chengyu laughed at himself: "In this way, I didn't follow the past last night to join in the fun, it seems that I did a good deed." ”

With Liu Chengyu's words, the atmosphere suddenly became awkward, I couldn't hold it, so I had to ask directly: "Do you have something to look for me?" ”

Nodding, Liu Chengyu suddenly lowered his voice, meaningful: "Yes." I want to tell you something. ”

Suddenly aroused by his reaction, I leaned forward: "It seems that it is a very interesting thing?" ”

Nodding, Liu Chengyu's expression instantly became grim: "I really want to tell you something." Moreover, it is an old thing. I didn't think that old thing was funny, but last night, I reversed it. ”

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