Chen Tu's body stiffened obviously, and his breath suddenly became heavier.

In the few seconds of his silence, I once again struggled to squeeze out a sentence from between my teeth: "Don't touch me with your hand that has hugged Lin Siai!" ”

But the ring was tighter, Chen Xiangxiang was as if he had lost all his strength, and he put all the weight of his body on my body, his tone was dark and burst out, full of coldness: "I owe Lin Si what I love, I can't pay it back with money, and I can't go against my heart to repay her with the rest of my life, I can only pay her back one life, and I will pay it back to her, and it has nothing to do with it." ”

I just think it's far-fetched.

I didn't even bother to listen to the details, I didn't bother to listen to him talk about it carefully, how could he owe Lin Siai Chen Tu, how could he not pay it back, and he needed him to leave his knotted wife at the moment of life and death.

My tears welled up: "This is the most creative explanation I've ever heard. But I can't accept your explanation. It may be that my vision is too small, but in my opinion, I will definitely choose to save the person I love without hesitation. ”

Chen Tu's breath became heavier, his hand around my waist was constantly trembling, and he muttered like squeezing toothpaste: "If you can't live, how can I live alone..." ”

Why does the word "living alone" sound so harsh?

I'm living alone now. I fell into an infinite predicament with my child, and in the end I was the only one who survived, and he was brutally ripped out of my body, soaked in formalin, dried, and made into a specimen!

At this moment, my tears seemed to open the floodgates, all my hairs stood up, I don't know where I got the strength, I finally shook off Chen Tu, he staggered in a few steps, I was already like an angry leopard, bounced up and choked Chen Tu's neck, I threw him hard, and we both fell to the ground.

The back of Chen Tu's head made a dull sound when it hit the ground, his face spasmed because of the impact, but I was dazed, riding on his body, my hand choked Chen Tu's neck even harder, and I spoke incoherently as if I was crazy: "You really want to die so much, then you go to die, I'll help you, I'll help you, if you die, there will be someone to accompany my poor child." When you die, you must go to find our poor child, you explain to him well, why he can be so pitiful as your child, why he can be artificially bloodily stripped from me, why can he be cruelly soaked in formalin, why can he be dried and put in a box, you go and comfort him and accompany him, tell him that it is not that he is not well-behaved, that his life is not good, that he is wrongly born, that he should not be your Chen Tu's child, otherwise his end will not be so sad! If you want to die with me, then you go and die! If you want to reconcile with me, then you can come out with some sincerity, as long as you die, maybe I can agree to reconcile with you! ”

I don't know if it was because I choked his neck too tightly, or because of my words, Chen Tu's pupils opened wider and wider, and his hand held my wrist for a while, and finally let go in a dejected manner.

But I still didn't understand the hatred, let go of his neck and didn't stop, and fell into his face again and again: "Why don't you save me!" Why don't you save me! Why don't you save me! I called you three times, I shouted you three times with all my might, I said Chen Tu, Chen Tu Chen Tu, I used all the strength I could burst out at that time to call you, why don't you save me! Why can't you step forward and ask me, you can laugh at me and disdain to ask me, Wu Yi, aren't you a little madman afraid of death, why are you afraid of death this time. Or I'll have the strength to tell you to save our children. Why don't you take a step forward! If you do, maybe my child is still alive and kicking, why don't you save me! I ask why you didn't save me! ”

The hand was raised again, and I wanted to fall, but maybe I shook my head too much, and the dizziness came up one after another, and my eyes went dark, and the world was silent in the whirlwind.

I had a dream that boundless.

In the dream, a little child, with a pair of bright eyes, beckoned to me not far away, I walked over, he looked directly at me with innocent eyes, and said, "Mom, don't cry, I live in the box, it's very warm." Mommy don't look for me again, goodbye Mommy. ”

With that, he was right in front of me, struggling to shackle himself in the box.

I cried and rushed up, trying to open the box, but the more I was anxious, the more weak I became, the more anxious I became, and I kept shouting, "Come out, children can't live in the box, you come out." ”

Only bursts of loneliness answered me.

And the huge box slowly shrank and shrunk before my eyes, shrinking to the size of a fist and a brown patch.

My eyes were astringent and I needed to keep them open desperately to see its presence.

All the scenes are gone, and all that comes into view is an orange lamp.

I sat up blankly and put my hands on my abdomen again.

On the other side of the bathroom, there was a tinkling sound.

Ignoring it, I jumped up from the bed, ran to my dark black suitcase like crazy, opened it, flipped through it, and held the brown box in my arms for a while, and knelt on my knees, and tears flowed uncontrollably again.

Swallowing the tears, I didn't care that my lip had been bitten, I bit again, and I didn't care about the salty blood in my mouth, and I hated and said, "I'm going to make those people pay!" I must return the pain that those people have inflicted on us tenfold, a hundredfold! ”

As soon as my words fell, someone suddenly grabbed my arm behind my back and lifted me up, and before I could react, the whole person was included in a warm embrace.

The back of my head, pressed against my chest, was burning, but it gave me a chill.

But I was no longer able to tear up with him, and I said coldly: "Don't hug me anymore." ”

Chen Tu's hand trembled violently, and his hand kept pressing on the back of my head and rubbing it constantly: "Why don't you tell me that you are pregnant, why don't you say it, why don't you say it!" ”

Layer by layer, Chen Tu's voice became more and more passionate and unstable as it went to the back, and finally it became a trembling word out of tune, I wanted to escape from his confinement, but in an instant I heard Chen Tu's whimper.

"I'm a fucking shit! What stupid things I've done! ”

Chen Tu's words, loud and sound, fell, exploded, and lingered in my mind.

His hands shook even more, as if he were going to rub me into his arms, and his tone was full of muttering, "I'm sorry, I was wrong, I'm sorry." ”

But I'm sorry, I can't change the flow of time.

can't be replaced, the once beautiful that has long been unrecognizable and devastated and in disarray.

I pushed him desperately, but my mouth was still cold: "Not all sorry, it doesn't matter if you can get it." Chen Tu, don't hug me anymore, everything between us is over. ”

The voice was still whimpering, and Chen Tu was intermittent: "No, it can't end here, it can't end here." We have said that we will grow old together, and what we have said will be counted. We're going to grow old. ”

In the rush of tears, I chuckled: "Do you think there is still a possibility of growing old between us?" It's time for you to wake up, there's no going back. ”

The whimpering was heavier, and Chen Tu couldn't say a word, intermittently: "Why don't you tell me you're pregnant." ”

He's going to bring it up again!

I tried my best to suppress it, so as not to fall into the situation of rampage again, the corners of my mouth raised, I wanted to chuckle, tears invaded, full of bitterness: "The first time I wanted to tell you, I was blowing the cold wind on the streets of Shawei, holding the early pregnancy report, and I was in a daze, and decided to call you. I called you three, and you finally sent me away with an extremely indifferent message, you said that you don't want to quarrel with me, let's contact less, okay, less contact, less contact, and it's not that there will be no contact in the future. The second time I want to tell you, it was in the hospital. You hugged Ash and yelled at me, you raised my foot and kicked the chair I was sitting on because of my silence, I can understand it, no matter what it is in front of life, it is the biggest in life, I understand all your temper towards me, but why when my abdomen is cramping, when I reach out to you, I say I have a stomachache, I haven't had a chance to say the two words pregnancy completely, you blink an eye and Lin Siai side by side to listen to Ash's diagnosis, okay, I don't blame you, because in your opinion, it's me Wu Yi, a poisonous woman, I really don't blame you for Ash's peanut butter allergy. The third time, I received your message, you asked me to go to Tianlu to talk about divorce, I drove out, in the G6 section of Meisha Huanshan, I was hit by a drunk driver, I was rear-ended by Lin Siai, and I still had a chance to tell you, so I called you three times, and you passed by me, but you didn't hear it. So, that little life that could have been alive and round and could have made my life different and fulfilling, he became the bloodiest nightmare. ”

After speaking, I pushed away Chen Tu, who was already weak, and my face was raised, trying in vain to stop the rushing tears, but in fact, not only could I not stop the rush of time, I couldn't even imprison small tears in my body.

"I blame you for not saving me, and I blame you for not saving me and causing me to lose my child, but I also know that I really can't blame you all, because you don't know. But you can't get rid of yourself. Because you've had several chances to know I'm pregnant, and we've had a baby in between. But you're selfish, you're conceited, you're arrogant, and so am I. If we say why we have come to this point, there are indeed many external factors, but what we can't clean ourselves up is that we are too strong, too proud, reluctant to lower our heads, and will not put our self-esteem hands on and let each other trample on them. The so-called deep love between us is nothing but mutual dependence based on the same sickness and sympathy, and the slightest touch will immediately collapse. Why should we deceive ourselves any more? ”

After snorting, I looked at Chen Tu again, his tear-stained face was full of tears, and he grinned and pulled out a casual smile: "You don't have to blame yourself, thinking that you indirectly killed our children." We've come to this point, and we're all at fault. And the biggest mistake I've ever made in my life was to fall in love with you. I have known my mistakes, I have learned that I can change them, and I have lost my way. That naïve, stupid, dull and brave Wu Yi, who can remove the armor for you, is dead. She was made to make a living on that cold night a year ago, she struggled hard, but in the end she was defeated by reality, she died, you don't bother her anymore, let her accompany that innocent child, sleep in that cruel night. And the person in front of you now, she is still called Wu Yi, she still has Wu Yi's skin, but she is no longer the stupid stupid girl who regards you as her life, her sky, her earth, and all her warmth depends on. So Chen Tu, it's time for you to wake up. It's time for us all to wake up. Waking up from this nightmare is not a bad thing. When you wake up, you can move on. I'm already moving forward, so don't stay where you are. "Mobile phone users please browse m. reading, a better reading experience comes from.