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I said it's not just because of her, the main thing is that I feel that I am too dirty now, and I am not worthy of Su Xiaoyi, I feel ashamed of her in my heart, if I continue to be good with her, it is not equivalent to cheating on feelings.
Tang Bingbing said that she didn't want me to break up with Su Xiaoyi because of this, if this was the case, she would be very uncomfortable and would blame herself, after all, Su Xiaoyi is also her sister, how will she play with Su Xiaoyi in the future, how to deal with this sister, I said I can't help it, this matter has a pimple in my heart, let me not care at all, I really can't do it.
Tang Bingbing probably felt that texting couldn't make sense, she asked me if I could call and talk, I called when I thought about it, and I called after I was done, and I chatted with Tang Bingbing for about ten minutes, Tang Bingbing meant that when that incident happened, both of us were completely unaware, so no one is to blame, if you want to blame God, she said that if I had a little deliberate element in my heart, she would approve of me breaking up with Su Xiaoyi, but if I really didn't mean to break her, then she still supported me and Su Xiaoyi to be together.
She also said that as long as I can get along with Su Xiaoyi, it will be considered to compensate her, of course, the premise is that I can't mess around with other girls anymore, and I must be good to Su Xiaoyi wholeheartedly.
I was a little tempted by what Tang Bingbing said, I still thought about it, she said so, I still want to do so much, it's okay to be good with Su Xiaoyi, but in my heart, there is always such a hurdle, that is, if you don't tell Su Xiaoyi and continue to be good to her, it will be to deceive her again, that is, to be irresponsible for our feelings, I think only that kind of bad man will be like this, I don't want to let myself become such a person.
I said to Tang Bingbing: "This time, let's treat it as a punishment for myself, break up with Su Xiaoyi first, and when fate comes in the future, I will continue to chase her!" ”
Tang Bingbing was a little anxious, she had never sweared, but she also scolded me this time, she said: "You are so fucking, do you have a problem with your brain, let me ask you this, do you think, how long can you and Su Xiaoyi get better?" Can it be good enough to get married? Do you think she'll marry you? ”
I said I don't know how long it will be, but it will definitely not be to the point of getting married, and she probably won't marry me.
Tang Bingbing said: "Yes, you know, the three of us got together today and chatted, Zhang Qimei asked Su Xiaoyi, how much do you like you, will she marry you in the future, Su Xiaoyi said that she won't marry you, it's just a relationship, do you understand what it means?" In other words, you are just falling in love and having fun, and you will score sooner or later in the future, in this case, you don't take it too seriously, just have a playful attitude, how long can it be, there is no need to be in such a hurry to score now, right? ”
Tang Bingbing's words, I don't know whether I came to persuade peace or persuade to divide, in fact, what Su Xiaoyi's feelings are for me, I know it myself, and I also know that if this incident doesn't happen this time, Su Xiaoyi and I may not always get better, and we will score sooner or later, but now that the matter is out, it has to be solved, and it is not my style to escape.
I told Tang Bingbing not to persuade me, what should I do, I know it in my own heart, just be worthy of my conscience, even if I break up with Su Xiaoyi this time, I will never have a chance to reconcile in the future, I also admit it, Tang Bingbing said something like this, she didn't tell me much, let it be, and hang up the phone when it was over.
After talking to Tang Bingbing on the phone, I was even more determined to break up with Su Xiaoyi, this is not to say that I don't love her anymore, it is because I like her too much that I feel that I am not worthy of her, after this day, I have less contact with Su Xiaoyi, until around mid-October, Su Xiaoyi may not be able to help it, she called me.
On this call, she didn't quarrel with me, but asked me very calmly: "Can I ask you, what is going on, so that your attitude towards me suddenly becomes like this?" Don't like me anymore? Like someone else, right? You tell me the truth! ”
I said I still like you, but for some reason, I may not be able to be with you anymore.
When I said this, there was silence on the other end of the phone for a long time, and then she said: "Okay, you have a kind, this can be regarded as you dumping me, right?" I, Su Xiaoyi, grew so big and was dumped by a man? It's always been me who dumps others, you are really capable, Cao Xiaobing, I don't want to talk to you more, I really think I like you very much? I'm fine without you! ”
Speaking of which, she hung up the phone, although I felt very uncomfortable, but I couldn't bear to explain it to her, someone might want to ask, I broke up with Su Xiaoyi like this? Is that the end of it?
In fact, I still can't make up my mind, Su Xiaoyi doesn't know what the situation is here, and she has been unwilling in her heart, trying to understand what I think in my heart, so the two of us want to really break up, and there are still some difficulties, but then something happened, although it has nothing to do with the relationship between the two of us, but it also accelerated our breakup, which can be regarded as an indirect reason.
I was in class normally that day, and the person surnamed Chen suddenly called me, because I was in class, I didn't answer, and hung up directly, but then, he called again, and it seemed that there was an emergency, so I lied to the teacher, saying that my stomach hurt, and then went out, and when I got outside, as soon as I answered, he said to me: "Don't go to class recently, go to the field to hide, don't touch any strangers, let your dad follow and hide!" ”
I said that we were about to take the midterm exams, and I still had to go to class, so I hid and went back to the exam, but the head teacher reprimanded me, and said that my grades in the exam must drop, and I have to prove it to him.
The surnamed Chen was very anxious, he said: "Don't worry about this, it's not the college entrance examination, it's not important, if you don't hide now, someone will use you to bring me down, and many people will be implicated at that time, if someone is unwilling, they may do something that hurts you and your father, so you have to distinguish the situation now!" ”
I thought it was ridiculous after listening to it, he said that he was afraid that I and my father would be hurt, in fact, this is secondary, mainly because he was afraid that his black yarn hat would not be protected, I said I don't hide, anyway, someone comes to ask me or something, I won't admit it, and I won't say anything unfavorable to you.
The surname Chen said that it was not as simple as I thought, I have a blood relationship with him, this is an indisputable fact, it is useless for me to lie, I also felt at the time that he was selfish, just for his own consideration, so I didn't bother to tell him this, just hung up the phone, and then turned off the phone.
It's just that I can't imagine that when I got out of school that day, I just walked out of the school gate and walked on the road, and there were a few strong men in their twenties and thirties, who came directly to grab me and stuffed me into a van.
As for whether Brother Jiang reported to the police, I think it should be, although we don't talk now, but in this case, she will definitely help.
After I got into the car, these people put a black cloth bag on my head, and one of them punched me a few times, telling me to be honest, saying that I would not move, they would not beat me, I would be dishonest, and it was I who suffered.
When I asked them why they wanted to tie me up, who told them to tie me up, and where they wanted to tie me up, one of them said in a very thick voice: "Don't ask so much, you will know when you go, but don't worry, we won't harm you, you can rest assured of your personal safety!" ”
As he spoke, he asked someone else to search my pocket for my phone and take it for me.
Although this forced me not to hurt me, how can I not panic in my heart, especially when I think of it, the surname Chen just called me today, saying that someone wants to bring him down, start with me, could it be that these people are those people?
Thinking of this, I panicked even more.
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