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Xu Cheng's mouth moved, he probably wanted to say something, but he didn't say it, Dai Xiangwei waved goodbye to us, and then turned around and walked outside the community. Lately we've been drinking together a lot, and we don't drive much anymore, most of the time it's taxi.

After Dai Xiangwei walked away, Xu Cheng said: Zhizhi, is there anything you want to say to me?

I shook my head, and I said, "I don't know what to say, is there any need to say more between us?"

The two of them were dumbfounded, quite embarrassed, he pointed upstairs, and he said, "Can I go up and sit for a while?"

I hesitated for a moment, and then said: Have you heard Faye Wong's "Butterfly"?

He nodded, and then said a lyric inside: Memories have not become black and white, they have been kept out of it. The promise has not been spoken, and the relationship is no longer there. Right, do you mean a lot like us now?

I sang two lyrics sadly, standing downstairs in the community, women and children coming and going, I sang such a song so abruptly, it was a little funny, not romantic at all. After I finished singing, I said: Xu Cheng, take care, I hope to see the day when you turn things around.

After saying that, I turned around and wanted to go upstairs, he took my hand, his eyes were full of pity, how did we become so hypocritical, so Qiong Yao. He said, "Yes, remember what I said before." My oath to you will not change.

I can only hehe, the future variables are too difficult to say, and letting go temporarily may mean letting go forever. I said: I only care about the present, the relationship between you and me now, has deteriorated.

He smiled and said: If you insist on thinking that Zhang Ling is my new love, then what about you, aren't you also going to have someone around you soon?

I was going to tell him about Vivian's death, but when I heard him say that, I suddenly didn't want to say anything. I said: I don't bother to explain, and I don't want to explain. In short, you and I are not parallel lines now.

He smiled bitterly, and he said: I don't worry about others, I am sure that I can snatch you back. But Xiangwei, I know, I don't have much chance of winning. Don't get too close to him, can you do it?

I laughed, and I said, "I told you not to get too close to the mink, can you do it?"

He said helplessly: She and I are now in partnership, and I am different from you. Someone told me a long time ago that you and he are together every day.

Hehe...... It turns out that I broke up, and there are still eyeliners staring at me? Xu Cheng, what are you, because you heard that I was messing with him every day, so don't you feel at ease to come and have a look?

I said: We have broken up, how I am is my business, and how you are is also your business. I hope you don't send anyone to watch me, I don't want to be like a criminal with a pair of eyes staring at me every day.

He said: Just a temporary breakup, temporary. Can't you bear the loneliness and can't wait for me?

I laughed, and I felt that the distance between our hearts was getting farther and farther away, so far away that even every word that I was saying now had become tasteless, and it hurt to hear it in my ears, and it was bitter to say it, and it didn't taste right.

I said, "Let it be, Xu Cheng." I didn't promise to wait for you, and I let your relationship with Mink develop. So please, give me space and time as well. I'm still saying that if we end up together, time will tell.

His eyes were so painful that I could see that I lowered my head. I know I'm a very down-to-earth person at times, at least on the surface. I don't like too much entanglement, and I just want to live in the moment. I don't believe in a bright future, because I'm not a woman who loves fantasies.

He said, "Well, I won't come to you in the future, and I won't interfere with you in any way." But once I can bring down the Gao family and become the king of the business world in T City. I'll come to you as soon as possible, and at that time, no matter who you're around, I'll snatch you away.

This man who has reached the age of not being confused, what he says is still so cute. What woman in the era of Huaichun does not yearn for the day when Prince Charming will come in a carriage drawn by a white horse, take you away, and let you live the life of a princess from now on.

However, I am already thirty years old, and my desire for love and material things have reached saturation, and I don't understand the meaning of Xu Cheng creating this dream for me. What if he fails, and what if he doesn't? Could it be that he forgot about me? What's the point of me waiting? Am I a woman who can only share happiness and cannot share suffering?

I thought about this all night, and there were so many uncertainties behind this seemingly beautiful vow. I'm thirty years old, and I don't have much youth left to consume. And Xu Cheng, you are already forty years old, and when a man reaches the age of forty, if he doesn't seek stability and go up, do you know if he will fall hard one day? We are in this society, we are facing so many temptations, our love has been lost, how much capital can we use to fight against new things?

A thirty-year-old woman, as me, is already at the stage of seeking stability, reading, learning finance, learning financial management, learning investment, and enriching myself within the scope of my ability. And Xu Cheng, who has been forty years old, could have cultivated himself in a wooden house with me as he expected, lived the stable life we wanted, had one or two children, and completed the second half of our lives.

Originally, our choice and our path could be the same, but now that he has ignited his career ambition again, he can't bear to be forced step by step, so he chooses to fight head-on. He thinks it's right to sacrifice our love temporarily, he thinks I belong to him, so he ignores me for the time being, and he doesn't interfere with love and fights for his career, he thinks that fate will change as he imagined, and I am already his personal belongings, which he can handle lightly, or store it temporarily, or take it out again when he is successful.

It's just Xu Cheng, do you still know the true meaning of love? Do you remember what we said at the beginning? …… I can't always understand why no matter how good the love a man gives, in the end, it becomes a kind of domineering and authoritarian power politics. The more a man loves you, the more he often wants to imprison you, the more he likes to treat you as his personal belongings, even if he doesn't want to use it for the time being, he must hold you with a rope and strangle you.

This is true for any man, without exception.

He thinks that this is the manifestation of loving you the most, but as everyone knows, this kind of love is gradually chilling a woman's heart, freezing a woman's love, and putting the shackles of love on his lover with the deep love he thinks he has, is this really good?

After thinking about it all night, I had a splitting headache and ended up falling asleep before I knew it. In my dream, I actually dreamed of Vivian, she still exuded that sweet, virgin-like smile at me, I looked at her and felt inexplicably happy, I happily took her hand and said, "Vivian, you are back."

She was still laughing, her voice was very soft and ethereal, and she said, "Well, live for yourself, do what you want, and love whoever you want to love, okay?"

I remember I nodded in my dream, I seemed to be on some green grass with her, we held hands and ran wildly together, she ran so fast, I said, "Vivian, slow down, wait for me, I can't catch up."

But all I could hear was her laughter, and she was so far away that I could no longer see her, and I ran exhausted but never caught up again, and I woke up from my dream with my feet aching. When I turned on the bed lamp, I realized that everything was just a dream. So Vivian, do you understand my confusion and come to me to dream?

What did she want to tell me, and I kept muttering what she said in her dreams: live for yourself, do what you want, and love whoever you want to love......

This kind and intelligent woman, even though she has gone to heaven, still remembers the people she once met, and thinks about our joys and sorrows, joys and sorrows, and insists on breaking into my dreams and telling me the true meaning of a woman's life. I cried again, for meeting such a wonderful and joyful person in this life, and I cried bitterly once. Vivian, I love you, angel from heaven.

Soon, my quiet bar opened, and on the day of the opening, Ah Pao and Dai Xiangwei sent a lot of flower baskets, which were a little difficult to put at the door. Under the manipulation of Ah Cannon and the fairy, we also symbolically worshiped the God of Wealth or something, and made a small ceremony. Watching this quiet bar become what I want little by little, my heart finally feels a lot happier after being gloomy for so long.

The fairy asked me in wonder: Zhizhi, why didn't Xu Cheng come on such an important day?

I hurriedly covered it up, and I said: He went on a business trip, not in T City.

The fairy said: Nonsense, I saw him being interviewed on the morning news. By the way, how has he been working with Mink lately?

I said, "Isn't it normal to cooperate for a project?" Old lady, you can dance your Yangge obediently, it's okay to worry less, you see, the wrinkles on your forehead have been there again recently, right? Go to the beauty salon tomorrow to have a lapi, and then Lao Liu will not like you.

Lao Liu was immediately embarrassed, and said in a low voice: How is your mother, she is the most beautiful in my eyes.

The fairy looked at me triumphantly and said: See, it's not terrible for a woman to be old, the key is whether someone appreciates your beauty.

I gave her a disdainful look, and went about my business. On the first day of the opening of the Jing Bar, I didn't expect any business, and no one came for a day. Dai Xiangwei and I nested in the quiet bar by ourselves, each holding a book, and reading it all day.

I posted a notice to find a salesperson, and over the next few days, some customers came in one after another, and I thought that I was too late to soak in the store all day, so I just found someone to take care of it for me.

There were a few applicants, but I didn't look at them much, either too young and impetuous, too introverted, or unpleasant in speech. As a result, one day, a woman came and surprised me.

The recent style of writing is a little delicate and sad.

Because of Zhizhi's love with Xu Cheng, it has also begun to be unrealistic.

In the end, she is still an ordinary woman, and her expectations are the same as those of all us women.

Sometimes, what a woman needs is a strong love to protect her in the ordinary relationship.

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