247 Everything is like chess
"Mom, Xiaoshu's current condition is not stable, the doctor said that he needs to stay in bed to recuperate, he can't get out of bed for three months, he must lie down, and it is best to be in the hospital. Talk about the marriage slowly, you don't have to worry, everything your son will arrange well, you, just go home with peace of mind and wait to be a grandmother! Zhao Qinhan heard Aunt Gu say this, and hurriedly walked over and hugged Aunt Gu's arm and said.
As soon as Aunt Gu heard Zhao Qinhan's last words, she smiled: "Okay, yes, it's right, taking care of your body at the moment is the most important thing." But Qin Han, I can tell you, you must not be wronged Xiaoshu, our family has always followed the system, your current situation, if your father knows about it, he will definitely be anxious with me again. But it's okay, your dad has me on top of it. Don't be busy with work these days, take care of your little books, you know? ”
"Got it, Mom, you don't have to worry about this, you can put your heart in your stomach with peace of mind, and just wait for good news." Zhao Qinhan said with a smile.
Aunt Gu heard Zhao Qinhan say this, and held my hand with a smile, refusing to let go, she said, "Xiaoshu, you wait, Auntie will go back and stew soup for you." I'll ask you later, Aunt Wang, what is suitable for you to drink now, I'll bring it to you every day, anyway, I'm fine now. ”
"Oh Mom, don't worry about it, I don't worry about you taking the bus back and forth every day, and my dad's car and bus are gossiping again. You can rest at home, let me arrange this. Xiaoshu is just pregnant now, and her mood is not very good, you go back and forth like this, Xiaoshu is not resting well, don't come, I will tell you something. Zhao Qinhan said hurriedly.
Aunt Gu is a reasonable woman, as soon as she heard Zhao Qinhan say this, she looked at my expression again, and suddenly became transparent: "Okay, okay, I know that you are young and have a lot of ideas now, and I can't control it as an old woman." Listen to you, listen to you, I'm not coming, it's okay, right? But Xiaohan, you have to promise your mother, you can call your mother in advance when you are free, and your mother will come back and bring you the food, this matter must be done! ”
Aunt Gu instructed again, Zhao Qinhan nodded hurriedly, and while comforting, he was coquettish and cute, and finally sent Aunt Gu away.
After Aunt Gu left, I thought of her being so good to me, not to mention how much I couldn't help it. But in the current situation, I can only ride a tiger to interpret everything. Thinking of this, I can't help but complain even more about Zhao Qinhan. But if he didn't agree to him at the beginning, how could he get Jin Yan's freedom back?
Jin Yan...... As soon as I thought of Jin Yan, my heart began to throb again, and I don't know what kind of mood he would feel when he watched Zhao Qinhan run out of the hotel with me in his arms, and I didn't know what kind of misunderstanding he would have, would he live as well as I expected in the future? What is the meaning of his last sentence "waiting for me"?
Zhao Qinhan came back again, and as soon as he came in, I said, "I don't care what method you use, I hope you don't let your mother get involved in this matter again." I don't want to deceive an old man, and I can't act like you. We both know what is going on with the child. ”
"I also wanted to talk to you about this," Zhao Qinhan moved a chair and sat over, looked at me and said, "In the current situation, you have no other way but to play with me." The fact that I am marrying you is very shocking to my entire family. It's also a great test for you and me. Now my mom knows about it, and soon all my relatives and friends will know about it, and you know about my family, and our whole family is very face-conscious. Xiaoshu, my mother's kindness to you is from the heart, and I don't think you want it either, my mother and my whole family are disgraced, right? ”
When I heard Zhao Qinhan say this, I had a sense of helplessness that fell into a swamp and became more and more unfathomable, I looked at Zhao Qinhan's eyes that looked sincere and innocent, I no longer had any angry emotions, and there was just a sense of sadness for people and fish and meat: "All this should be what you expected, right?" So in order to get me, you even don't hesitate to take advantage of the good feelings between me and your mother to make a fuss? Zhao Qinhan, you are too hypocritical. ”
"I know you're going to think so, but I'm really not as complicated as you think. You want to keep this child, you want the child to be able to enjoy the warmth of the family after birth, you can only continue to play this scene with me. After all, the drama has already begun. Not just you, but my entire family, are on our ship. Little book, I just want to tell you that in order to be with you, I gambled on my future, and also on our whole family. I know you're feeling a lot of pain right now, but we have to keep playing, right? Zhao Qinhan said.
The more I listened, the more frightened I became, I wondered if the man sitting in front of me was really out of pure love for me, or if he had already laid out an impenetrable net, quietly waiting for me to step into this net, and finally had to walk step by step to the center of the net, whether I wanted it or not, once I was controlled by this net, I could no longer escape.
I looked at him with extremely cold and hateful eyes, but his gaze was always so calm, like a calm sea in the moonlight, you can never guess whether he will suddenly set off a huge wave in the next second.
I compromised as he had hoped and followed his advice. Now, my armor has all festered, my weakness has been manipulated to death, everything I have can only be at his mercy, I accept my fate, for the sake of my children, I have chosen temporary obedience. I knew that any resistance or struggle I had at this time was fearless and meaningless, and at this point, I truly understood the true meaning of Zhao Qinhan telling me with certainty and certainty ten years ago that "one day I will be his wife".
A person who has a goal and continues to move forward for this goal, a person who is unfathomable and finally achieves his goal step by step, he himself is cold and ruthless, he does not understand love, why should he understand love? For him, getting is the ultimate goal, and everything else is a vassal based on what he gets, and for him, everything else is insignificant, and all he wants is "getting".
When I recognized this reality, I understood that it was meaningless to hate, hate, sarcasm, and sarcasm. This child is my best armor and my last weakness. When I understood this, I suddenly became fearless and fearless.
I lay in the hospital for three months in a row, and during these three months, I recuperated every day according to the doctor's instructions, obediently ate all kinds of fetal health products, obediently drank the ginseng soup that Zhao Qinhan sent for me every day, and lived and rested regularly, not close, did not use all electronic products, and did not say a superfluous word.
Finally, three months have passed, my baby is finally sitting firmly, the doctor said that I can get out of bed, but still can not have any drastic movements, I still have to rest and recuperate every day, and my emotions must maintain the greatest peace, I am obedient.
In the past three months, many of Zhao Qinhan's relatives have come to see me, I have not resisted, and I have not much enthusiasm, I have received a unanimous evaluation from everyone: "Quiet, too quiet." ”
The most amazing thing Zhao Qinhan did was to let people change all my household registration information, except that my name was reserved for me, my household registration became the same S city household registration as him, my age was changed to two years younger, and even my academic qualifications were changed to a foreign university, he said that he did this to avoid that when I lived with him in the future, someone would talk about my past, after all, I had almost successfully held a wedding, after all, I had been with Jin Yan for so many years. However, his family is a family with a head and a face.
Hehe, I didn't know that one day, all the past of me and Jin Yan would bring shame to a prominent family; I didn't know that one day, everything about me would be tampered with beyond recognition, making me as pure as a blank sheet of paper, and no longer so humble and lowly.
What a proper person Zhao Qinhan is, maybe the moment he resolutely decided to get the certificate with me, he had already made all kinds of plans for the future. How could he marry an innocent woman like him?
Unclear and unclear...... Hehe, the world is like chess, it's ironic. However, the irony is yet to come.
Zhang Yao, who used to like Jin Yan, came to the hospital to see me with Zhao Qinhan, and she called me "sister-in-law" sweetly in front of the elders as if she had never seen me, diligently cut fruit for me, happily asked me about the baby in my belly, and then discussed with Zhao Qinhan with a smile.
Seeing Zhang Yao and then looking at Zhao Qinhan, their same hypocrisy made me suddenly understand what it means to be proficient in the world, the kind of practice and sleekness that are completely different from the surface have long been deeply rooted in their bone marrow...... It's a world that I can't see through or touch at all, everyone has a smile on their face, everyone looks so enthusiastic, everyone seems to be simple and easy to get along with, but everyone ...... It's like they're wearing masks.
It wasn't until the elders left that Zhang Yao suddenly changed his face, pointed at me and said, "Pan Rushu, you are too high and low, ruthless and unrighteous!" Do you know how sad Jin Yan is every day now because of your betrayal?! How could my brother be willing to marry you into the door with a woman like you? ”