63. I love you, but I'm tired

After calming Tom, my first instinct was to go downstairs to look for Plum Tree, but what I didn't expect was that as soon as I came out of Tom's room, I saw Plum Tree standing sideways in the doorway.

This scene is so familiar, it's all too familiar.

The last time the field came, Li Shu was also swaggering at the door, he didn't come to care about me, he just came to see the joke.

He wanted to see jokes, but I didn't let him see them! Glancing at Li Shu, I walked directly past him with my head held high, ignoring his presence one hundred percent.

Before the elevator closed, I looked at the elevator entrance suspiciously, and the next second, Li Shu followed in again.

I glanced at him, imagining how I would be able to refuse him later, but what I was waiting for was not Li Shu's apology, but Li Shu's mobile phone ringing.

Li Shu seemed to look at me, but hung up the phone.

There are only two reasons why a man hangs up the phone directly, first, the person on the other end of the phone is not important, and second, the person on the other end of the phone is dishonorable.

I use my brain to imagine who the other person is.

Thinking like this, Li Shu's mobile phone rang again. This time, Li Shu pressed the answer button.

We were not far away, and I heard a woman's voice on the other end of the phone, and I estimated that it was Hu Yueyue.

Moving his pace slightly, he turned his ear sideways, and he heard the other party's swishing voice. "You come to accompany me tonight, you're not here, I don't dare to sleep alone."

What is this?

"I'm busy." Li Shu coughed awkwardly and responded.

"I know you're busy, but I really can't sleep alone, tree. Stay with me. ”

I can almost be 100% sure that the other party is definitely Hu Yueyue.

"I still have a meeting, hang up first." Li Shu replied lightly and hung up the phone.

But my hands were clenched into fists. As soon as the elevator doors opened, I walked out in a rage. Li Shu followed me and called my name.

I didn't bother to pay attention to him, I didn't want to say a word.

Gao Ziran ...... "Li Shu saw that I was walking fast, so he rushed out directly from the side door and stopped me.

I raised my head to look at him, smiled shallowly, and asked, "Li Shao, is there something wrong?" ”

Li Shu's face was stunned, and a burst of frost suddenly rose, I watched his chest rise and fall, and heard him ask, "Who is that foreigner?" How do you mess with him? ”

You're still messing around with Hu Yueyue.

"This is my private matter, it has nothing to do with Li Shao, right?" I glanced at Li Shu and continued: "I'm sorry, I still have something to do, so I'll go first......%"

"Gao Ziran......" Li Shu took my arm, walked in front of me, lowered his head and looked at me, and said: "Don't make trouble, do you know that you make such a fuss in my heart, I feel very uncomfortable, whether the other party is this foreigner or Wei Zheng, I am not comfortable." If you're trying to find out if I care about you or not, then you see, I care......"

Care about? So I went to call Hu Yueyue.

"So what?" My tone was colder than I had imagined, "What are you doing behind my back?" ”

"What's the matter?"

"What do you know yourself......" I glared at Li Shu, feeling that this sentence did not understand the hatred at all, and said: "Li Shu, from today onwards, I will not wronged myself at all, if you like me, please wipe your ass clean and come to me again, you look like this, it makes me feel disgusting!" ”

Li Shu was startled by my abuse, and looked at me with thick eyebrows, but I couldn't bear it anymore, so I directly shook off Li Shu's hand and walked towards the side of the road.

I don't know what kind of mood he was in standing behind me, in short, my mood was not beautiful.

I bought pastries and went to the hospital, and I learned the news from the nurse that my mother's ward was placed in the VIP ward, and the nursing staff changed from one to three.

My mother is a patient and three caregivers. Who is so attentive?

I called my brother and my brother said it wasn't him. By the way, let me go to the bar tomorrow night.

From my brother's words, I vaguely sensed that my brother knew who the person who helped my mother transfer to the ward was, but he didn't say anything.

I suddenly thought that Wei Zheng had been to the hospital twice, could it be Wei Zheng?

To be honest, Wei Zheng was so good to my mother, I really felt very guilty, and when I thought about the Li Shu who was running around for other women, my heart was a bitter water.

The next day was full, and I didn't leave school until six o'clock in the evening, and Tom waited for me, saying that I was too cruel to hang him aside.

I thought about it and was ready to take him to Night City with me.

My brother said there would be a show tonight, and I thought Tom would like it, so I took him with me.

What's more, I know that Li Shu must have been there too.

After I went, I realized that I had been trapped. Because tonight, it's the legendary confession contest. My brother confessed to Chen Xiaojia, and even Zheng Kai confessed to Sister Durian, but I didn't confess.

The music was on, the lights were flickering, and I had two cocktails in my hand, both of which I drank in one go, and the hot and sweet liquid passed through my throat, giving me a release.

Li Shu and I have known each other for many years, but we have been missing out, when he likes me, I don't know, when I like him, he hates me, the two of us go around in circles, it's not this problem, it's that problem, in the end, it's still that sentence, he doesn't love me enough.

My mother was right to be worried, indeed, in my relationship with Li Shu, I was humble,

Tom dropped a kiss on my face, and I closed my eyes, feeling the closeness of the other members of the opposite sex, unhappy and not sad.

In the dark, I stole a glance at Li Shu, who was hiding in the corner drinking alone, his face was not shocked, and he couldn't see any emotion.

I suddenly realized that what I was most afraid of was that sentence, I like you.

Gao Zijian likes Chen Xiaojia and will confess in public.

Zheng Kai has been behind Durian for many years, but he is willing to dye his hair white.

I am the only one, always alone, silently giving.

I lowered my head and glanced at the bracer on my wrist, and my nose suddenly became sore, and tears almost flowed out.

I hurriedly wiped away my tears, for fear that Li Shu would see it and wanted him to see it.

We can defeat time, we can overcome our loved ones, but there is one thing we can't beat. That's how it felt at the beginning.

I kept telling myself that I liked him, that I liked me too, and that it was a kind of self-hypnosis, but at the end of the hypnosis, I would be sad and cry.

I'm afraid, I'm afraid it's really like that, love to the end, just for a habit.

I was dazed from drinking, Tom kept pulling me, I wanted to stay, I wanted to pull Li Shu's tie and ask, fuck, after all these years, can't you confess?

But I don't dare. I'm really scared.

Tom helped me into the car, and I looked at where Li Shu was, and he was smiling and sending the others away, but he didn't look at me.

We've been fighting for so long, it turns out that I'm still losing.

The car drove for two minutes, I couldn't help but vomit, squatting in the corner of the road, I watched several pairs of feet walk past me, I suddenly had an impulse, I, to find Li Shu.

Then I took a step.

I almost staggered over, but what I didn't expect was that when I arrived at the gate of Night City, I saw Hu Yueyue standing with Li Shu.

The world is full of jokes.

Since God has given me so many jokes, then I don't have to persuade myself to endure anymore, I shook my body and walked over, just touching Li Shu's arm.

Li Shu looked at me, and I looked at him. Finally, I laughed.

"Li Shu, I'm here to inform you of a bedside," I shook my head and looked at Li Shu, and continued: "Today, I, Gao Ziran, officially announced that I ...... I'm going to break up with you! ”

"Gao Ziran, you drank too much......" Li Shu said in a cold voice, holding me up.

"I didn't, I'm sober," I shook my head, pointed at Hu Yueyue and said, "Aren't you just unable to let go of her?" It's hard to go around between two women, right, okay, I'll give you a relief today, and now, Li Shu, you're not a fucking man anymore! ”

"Gao Ziran, are you nervous," Hu Yueyue walked over in annoyance, looked at me with an innocent face, and said, "How can you say such a thing?" Do you know that he ...... last night?"

"Don't talk about it......" Li Shu stopped Hu Yueyue, and his voice was very indifferent.

I looked at the two of them with a smile and said, "Yes, what did you do last night, what did you do last night?" You fucking slept together last night and told me a fart, let me tell you, I'm not rare, Li Shu, the old lady came back to make you unhappy, the old lady is not happy, you don't want to be happy! ”

My mind was so heavy and dizzy that I couldn't even see Li Shu's face.

"Li Shu, you should tell her, why don't you say it?" Hu Yueyue looked at me and asked Li Shu.

Li Shu waved his hand and said, "It seems that I can't send you today, you go back first, I have to send her ......"

"What do you send me for? If you break up, you still send a fart, I don't want you to send it, don't ......"

Before I could finish my sentence, Li Shu was already carrying me forward, and I reached out to try to stop him, but my arm did not obey him.

It wasn't until Li Shu helped me to a quiet place that he put me down, I squeezed out a smile and looked at him, and said, "Li Shu, we have all broken up, what are you holding me for?" Do you want to be ashamed? ”

"Gao Ziran, I won't break up with you, even if you die, you have to marry me."

"You fart, Li Shu, you fucking treat me as a fool? Don't think I don't know, you took Hu Yueyue to the hospital, you know in your heart what you are hiding from me, my mother is sick, why don't you go to see it, Li Shu, I was wrong, I shouldn't pester you, I was wrong, I shouldn't let you love me too, I was wrong, I was wrong to see you as all, I was a fucking fool! ”

"How much do you love me?" Li Shu raised his eyes to look at me and asked, "How much do you love me?" ”

I smiled, I didn't expect that Li Shu was still doubting the relationship between us, so he took a breath softly, stretched out his arm, and said with a smile: "Look at how much I love you!" ”

(Tianjin)