Chapter 155: Just Fulfilling You

As long as he pretends to remember something just now, but can't remember what it is, he can classify his performance just now as coming to a place in the past, his memory has been stimulated, and he has just produced a little sign of recovering his memory.

In this way, not only did he not deceive Song Tong, but he could still pretend that he couldn't remember anymore in the follow-up examination, still have amnesia, and keep Song Tong by his side.

Song Tong stood aside, didn't move, she blinked, let the tears in her eyes evaporate, and deliberately said to Song Xu in a very indifferent voice: "Brother, don't pretend, I know you don't have amnesia." ”

This sentence, like a knife, pierced Song Xu's heart steadily and ruthlessly.

Song Xu's movements suddenly paused, and with some trepidation, he avoided Song Tong's gaze, and his lips trembled slightly because of panic.

"I don't know what you're talking about, how can this kind of thing be faked, the doctors have diagnoses."

Song Xu held his head tightly and blocked his ears, not only to pay attention to Song Tong's words, but also not to listen to what Song Tong had to say.

Song Tong saw his resistance, but she still had to tell the truth.

"The doctor's diagnosis is also based on your performance. If you deliberately conceal it, the doctor is unlikely to be 100% sure that you do not have amnesia. ”

"That's why I'm amnesia! It's not pretending at all, why should you doubt me! Song Xu didn't want to give Song Tong a chance to continue, since Song Tong also said that even the doctor couldn't judge, then, don't doubt him anymore!

He's just amnesia, that's it!

Song Tong smiled bitterly, trying to evoke a smile, like looking at a wayward child who carried a request that could not be realized, looking at Song Xu.

"Brother, I said, that's because the doctor can't determine 100% because the doctor's understanding of you starts after you were injured, and he can't fully understand your past life. But I'm different, I'm your sister, and I knew you long before you were hurt. ”

"I don't need to rely on the patient's dictation, combined with brain CT scans, and other high-tech means to make a judgment like a doctor, I just need to rely on what I know about you, and that's enough. There are some things that can deceive outsiders, but they can't deceive me. We are too familiar with each other, even if I start out, I will be deceived by you, but after a long time, you will not be able to hide from me. ”

Song Xu closed his eyes tightly and shook his head desperately.

He couldn't admit Song Tong's words, he thought quickly in his heart, where was wrong with him, and Song Tong identified it.

He stubbornly clenched his fists, trying his best to dispel Song Tong's idea of exposing the truth.

He opened his eyes and looked at Song Tong painfully with the most innocent and incomprehensible eyes: "Tongtong, what's wrong with you?" Why do you say this to me inexplicably, why doubt me? Why don't you believe me? ”

Song Tong raised his head, looked at the banyan tree, and sighed heavily.

"Brother, do you remember that hug we had in the hospital? When you hugged me, your whole body trembled slightly, and that was a knee-jerk reaction brought about by the fear of losing and the fear of the truth being revealed. ”

"When I said the words of trust in you, your whole being became lighter. That kind of relief, that kind of loss and recovery, maybe you don't feel it yourself, how obvious it is. That's not the reaction that a person who has been immersed in the joy and anticipation of getting married will have. Not a person who has never experienced a loss, will have a reaction. ”

"You're afraid you're going to lose me, because you've lost me! You remember everything for three years, that's why you're afraid! You don't have amnesia at all, don't act anymore, you can't fool me, now, every detail of you is full of loopholes. ”

Song Xu looked at Song Tong in a daze, his lips pursed, but he couldn't say a word.

Song Tong's analysis was too accurate and too direct, so that he couldn't find any room for rebuttal.

Song Tong not only understands him, but is also extremely smart.

Song Xu grinned bitterly, and with some despair, muttered in a low voice: "Why, you have to be so smart?" I wish you could be stupid. ”

Two lines of tears unconsciously poured out of his eyes, Song Xu felt as if he was frozen, and the whole person didn't know how to react.

The whole person is as if the computer is down.

All his expectations, his last fantasies, were shattered by Song Tong at this moment.

What is left of him?

Is he, there is nothing left?

Song Tong sighed deeply and deeply, walked in front of Song Xu, raised his hand, and hugged him gently, both comforting and decisively: "Brother, three years ago, I flew to the United States and withdrew from the engagement without consulting with you or telling you in advance, it was my fault, I didn't consider your feelings." ”

"This time, I accompanied you through a dream, even if it was, I will pay you back what I owed you three years ago. However, there is always a time when the dream is awake, and it is impossible for us to go back to the past, we all have to look forward. ”

"We all have our own families, and we are responsible for them. You don't have amnesia, and in the future, I won't be acting with you anymore. Hopefully, you can get out of the past as soon as possible, you deserve a beautiful girl who loves you wholeheartedly. And that person won't be me. I really don't have any love for you, in my heart, I just treat you as an older brother and love you forever. Between us, it's just affection."

"What love, I don't want to love! I'm not an old man who wants you to love me! I don't want to be your brother either! Song Xu violently pushed Song Tong's arm away, glaring at Song Tong angrily and painfully, and the green tendons on his neck were all bulging and jumping violently because of excitement.

"If you say it's love, it's love, and if you say no, it's not! If you promise to get engaged, you will get engaged, and if you don't want to get engaged, you will leave me alone and run to the United States without a sound, and you will not come back for three years, and you will not even answer my phone once! Do you know how selfish you are to do this, Song Tong! ”

"Do you know how painful you have made me, every day for three years, I have been tormented and desperate like living in hell in that loveless marriage! Not a day goes by when I don't think about you, I don't ask why you left me so decisively. I don't believe that there are still people in this world who will treat you better than I do to you! ”

"I'm good to you, not because of my brother's identity, nor because I'm something, I can choose the good people who moved China! I don't want you to send me a good person card, I don't want you to send me a family card, I want you to love me, I want you to stay with me, I want you to marry me! ”

Song Xu walked in front of Song Tong painfully, grabbed her shoulders tightly, and scanned Song Tong's eyes in confusion, hoping to find an answer from Song Tong's eyes.

"We've always been fine, what happened to make you sneak away to the United States, and inexplicably, marry that Lian Shaokang? Did Su Li threaten you? Or is it because of my parents, because they told you something? In your world, there has always been only me of the opposite sex, in your eyes, in your heart, there has always been only me, how can you be willing to leave me? Can you be so ruthless and cut off all ties with me? ”

"Song Tong, you tell me the truth and tell me the real reason, okay? Don't let us keep missing out, okay! Brother please! Song Xu roared out in great pain, and knelt heavily in front of Song Tong.

His eyes were already red and bloodshot from the pain.

At this moment, the despair in his eyes was like a flood, suffocating. He looked at Song Tong's eyes, as if he was looking at the only and last ray of light in his life.

If he loses Song Tong, his world seems to be completely collapsed, completely, and no longer exists!

Song Tong's heart trembled suddenly, and she hurriedly went to help Song Xu.

But Song Xu had already made up his mind to hear the "truth", so he knelt on the ground and refused to get up.

Song Tong couldn't move Song Xu, helplessly, and also knelt in front of Song Xu.

"Okay, brother, if you want to kneel, I'll kneel with you! But! Song Tong looked directly into Song Xu's eyes firmly, and did not evade it at all, his suffocating eyes.

"But don't think that if you kneel like this, it will make me soften, and it will make me change my mouth and say what you want to hear. The truth is that I left because I don't love you, and I think that you should have someone who truly loves you and loves you with all your heart, to be your wife, and to grow old with you! ”

"No one has threatened me with anything, and my parents have not told me anything, if it will lead me to go to the United States, everything is up to me. I don't answer your calls, it's also my own decision, I want to give you space, I want you to focus, your new life, your marriage, your wife. And don't be emotionally invested in me anymore. ”

She can't make him hurt again, no matter how uncomfortable it will make Song Xu this time, she also wants Song Xu to recognize the reality! Only in this way can Song Xu abandon his illusions, come out of the memories of the past, and live in the real reality!

Song Xu refused to accept the truth of these words.

He grabbed Song Tong's arm and shook his head violently angrily: "Impossible, impossible!" You lied to me, you must have a hard time, how can you not love me! We grew up together, I was so good to you, you have promised to marry me! ”

Song Tong grabbed Song Xu helplessly, "Brother, I didn't understand love at all at that time, okay, I just wanted to fulfill you!" ”