Chapter 156: Before I Knew You
Song Xu looked at Song Tong in disbelief, unable to believe that she would say such a thing.
She even said that it was just to fulfill him?
What does it mean to perfect him, and what does it mean to fulfill him alone? Doesn't she have any feelings for him at all?
If she agreed to the engagement in order to fulfill his expectations, then those past feelings you? It's just to cooperate with him, and it's all acted!
He didn't believe it!
Song Xu desperately searched for a life-saving straw that he could still grasp.
He looked at Song Tong's eyes with difficulty, and asked Song Tong with trembling lips: "I don't believe it, you don't love me at all, we, we obviously have been in a relationship for so many years!" Isn't it that I proposed marriage too hastily and scared you? โ
"If you're not ready, you can tell me that there's no need to shy away from everything because you're afraid. I can wait for you, I can wait for you for as long as I want! This time, I won't compromise anymore, and I won't start a family and form a marriage with another person I don't love because you choose to quit, I โโ! โ
"No, brother! I really haven't loved you. From beginning to end, I just treated you as a brother, and I just didn't want to disappoint you, so I agreed to be with you! Song Tong firmly interrupted Song Xu's words, not wanting to leave him any more room for fantasy.
Song Xu's face instantly turned into a dead gray color.
Song Tong's words made him more painful than when she suddenly ran to the United States for three years and cut off all contact with him, and made him desperate even more than she married Lian Shaokang!
The person he loves, he longs to pamper and care for a lifetime, he can't forget a minute or a second, the person who always remembers in his heart, the person who has completely integrated with his heart, unexpectedly, has never loved him.
Song Xu's heart seemed to have been hit by an infinitely powerful *.
All the good memories of the past turned into fragments scattered all over the place after a loud bang.
He stood in the billowing smoke and dust, almost suffocating.
Song Xu shook his head dejectedly, clenched his fists in pain, not knowing how to believe Song Tong's words, let alone accepting Song Tong's words.
He was running out of breathing, he didn't want to suffocate like this!
An incomparably strong anger exploded in Song Xu's chest, devouring those fragments, and also completely devouring his reason!
Song Xu looked at Song Tong with great anger and roared uncontrollably: "Then do you think you understand what love is now?" โ
"How many men did you know besides me when you were a child? How many relationships have you been through? Do you think that the man you just met for a few days has made you have a little bit of freshness, which is the so-called love! It's just a ridiculous novelty, and it won't take a year or a half for it to completely dissipate! โ
"You really don't understand what love is, love is to understand each other, understand each other, it is plain, but it is a long stream, it is a confidant, it is intimate, and it is a thorough mutual trust. Who else in this world but me can do this with you! Can Lian Shaokang do it? If you know him for a few days, you dare to say you love him! Just dare to think that he loves you! โ
"Song Tong, you don't know what love is, so you don't know that the relationship between us is exactly the real enviable love! You will regret it, and when you really understand what love is, you will regret it for hurting me so much! The relationship between us is love, and it is true love! โ
Song Xu was so angry that his whole body was trembling, and the green tendons next to his temples were bulging like a turbulent torrent. Man has never lived until now, and he has never lost his mind at all, as he is now.
Song Tong felt very sorry for him, and because of this, he couldn't indulge his fantasies anymore and let him go wrong again.
Otherwise, he may never be able to get out of his past feelings for her, and he will never be able to start a new life.
Song Tong took a deep breath, walked to Song Xu's side, stared into his eyes seriously, and said to him apologetically: "Brother, I'm sorry, I've known Lian Shaokang for more time than I have known you, I can be sure of my feelings for him, and I can also be sure of his sincerity to me." โ
Song Tong didn't want to explain more to Song Xu, there were some things, if Song Xu didn't believe it, no matter how much she said, it would only give Song Xu more opportunities that seemed to be refutable.
So, speaking of which, that's enough.
Song Tong sighed and turned around and walked towards his car.
Song Xuleng froze in place, completely unable to believe what he had just heard.
Song Tong actually said that he had known Lian Shaokang for a longer time than him, but how could this be possible, since Song Tong came to the Song family, he was the only one by her side!
Wait a minute......
Song Xu suddenly realized something.
He had only thought about the time since he met Song Tong, but he never thought about the life before Song Tong met him.
So, did Lian Shaokang know Song Tong before Song Tong was adopted by his family?
But the feeling between Lian Shaokang and Song Tong is not at all like they have known each other for many years!
According to Song Tong's meaning, Lian Shaokang should have had feelings for her a long time ago, so the relationship between them should be very, very deep. However, when they had dinner together for the first time, Lian Shaokang's performance in the face of Song Tong was completely the feeling of getting along with strangers, not intimate at all, not natural at all.
How can they be people who have known each other for many years and liked each other for many years!
Song Tong must be lying to him, it must be!
Song Xu really didn't want to accept that Song Tong and Lian Shaokang had known each other earlier than him, so that his biggest advantage had been completely lost.
But Song Tong's tone of speech was so determined, so natural, and it didn't look like a fake at all. He understands Song Tong, when Song Tong lies, he will definitely not be in such a relaxed state, he should be able to see the flaws more or less.
But now, he can't see the flaws at all.
Moreover, with Song Tong's character, if she didn't really know the roots, how could she easily enter into marriage with the other party. She will be sick to her stomach even when she is touched by a strange person of the opposite sex! In addition to knowing each other for many years, in addition to really liking it, how can Song Tong really accept a stranger as her pillow person?
Song Xu was completely confused and flustered, and he didn't know whether he should believe Song Tong's words or not.
His emotions told him that everything was made up by Song Tong, but his reason told him that what Song Tong said must be true.
This bipolar feeling is like a saw, constantly pulling in his brain, making his brain hurt as if it was about to be sawed open.
"Ahh
Song Tong glanced at Song Xu one last time painfully, couldn't bear to stay any longer, stepped on the accelerator, and drove away.
Song Xu heard the roar of the car engine, as if he heard the sound of his heart being torn in half, as if it was not Song Tong who drove away, but Song Tong left forever, throwing him in a cold and ruthless world.
"No, Tongtong, don't go, don't go-" Song Xu yelled in pain, using all his strength to desperately chase Song Tong's car.
The speed of the car was much faster than him, and it was impossible for him to catch up with Song Tong's car, but he still chased desperately, as if he wanted to grasp the last ray of life, and ran away with everything.
"Kirito, please, don't go-"
His voice as if his heart and lungs were torn apart echoed bitterly throughout the banks of the Half Moon River.
Song Tong looked in the rearview mirror at the figure of Song Xu's eyes red and no image, desperately chasing her car, tears gushing out of her eyes uncontrollably.
She didn't dare to look at Song Xu again, stepped on the accelerator hard, and rushed to the end of the street at the fastest speed, turning in other directions.
An Yanan, who had been waiting nearby, rushed in front of Song Xu at this time and put the car in front of Song Xu.
Song Xu couldn't run anymore, holding on to the body, stopping his steps, and seeing An Yanan in the driver's seat, his eyes instantly lit up, as if he had finally caught a lifebuoy before drowning, he jumped into the car in surprise, and said eagerly to An Yanan: "You're so good, Yanan, help me catch up with Song Tong!" Fast! โ
If it's too late, he's worried that he'll really, never get his Tongtong back!
An Yanan looked at Song Xu beside him, and his heart felt like he had swallowed a piece of pig iron, which was stuffy and painful.
The current Song Xu, how can he still have the usual appearance, elegant and elegant, and a gentleman. He gasped violently, his eyes were red and swollen, his face was full of tears, his hair was scattered like a madman, the buttons of his clothes had run away, and his clothes were twisted crookedly, but his eyes were full of urgent hope, like the only light source in the whole world, stubbornly following the direction in which Song Tong's car disappeared, stubbornly shining.
What a good man he is, but now, he is tortured like this!
Song Xu saw that An Yanan was not chasing Song Tong, so he was so anxious that he asked An Yanan loudly: "Why don't you chase her?" Don't you know where Song Tong went? Then you take me to her apartment first, and I'll have to find her right away!" If she's not in the apartment, I'll look for her somewhere elseโ"
"I know where Song Tong is." An Yanan tightened the steering wheel, interrupted Song Xu's words in a depressed manner, and started the car.
"Great, great!" Song Xu tightly grasped the handle on the edge of the car frame, and finally breathed a sigh of relief, reluctantly, and squeezed out a smile.
His throat had become hoarse because of the frantic running before, panting too violently, but he seemed to be unaware of it.
An Yanan looked at Song Xu like this, and his heart hurt like being pricked with a needle.
She did know where Song Tong would go, but she would never take Song Xu to find Song Tong.
It's not just for the sake of previous promises.