129. Don't let go
"Yes, they agreed." Fang Hui nodded.
"So selfish?" Lin Shuang was very angry when she heard this, and all she thought about was the child, "What about the child?" It was handed over to the rich young master's mother as a transaction item? β
"They left the children and were free." Fang Hui said calmly, "Since then, the crazy old man has not seen his daughter again. For so many years, I haven't even had a phone call. β
"It's too much! Love is so great? Can you even give up your own flesh and blood? Lin Shuang was so angry that she put her hands on her waist in an instant, "What about the old man?" He doesn't have an opinion either? That's his grandson, that grandson, probably doesn't know what his biological parents look like until now. β
"Of course the crazy old man has an opinion. He scolded his daughter the most severely in his life, and he did not want her to be like him, and only after losing it did he realize how important his flesh and blood relatives were to him. But...... His daughter did not listen to him, but insisted on going her own way. And his daughter said unto him,
"Her biggest wish in this life is to have a complete family and a husband who will not abandon her. So when she meets that person, there's nothing left to stop her from being with that person. Even if she was asked to give up her loved ones, she was willing. β
Lin Shuang shook her head when she heard this: "It's too paranoid, it's too selfish." This does not become a reason for her to abandon her children and only for herself. β
"Maybe everybody has obsessions. Obsession can sometimes achieve good things, but sometimes it's easy to make decisions that you will regret for the rest of your life. β
"Will they regret it?" Lin Shuangcai didn't think so, "What they think is that the child can be reborn, and it doesn't matter if one is abandoned." β
Later, the crazy old man tried everything to get the child back, but he never succeeded. In the end, he also had to give up. β
"Or is it because of his daughter?"
"Yes." Fang Hui nodded, "If he still wants to snatch that child, his daughter will lose her husband." So all these years, he has been living in pain. Sometimes sober, sometimes insane. β
When Lin Shuang heard this, she suddenly felt that the old man was so pitiful, but she didn't know what else to say. Rich young master...... The only grandchild...... Lin Shuang suddenly realized that the characters in this story were so familiar.
"That kid ......" Lin Shuang looked at Fang Hui in shock, "You want to tell me...... The crazy old man is ......"
Fang Hui didn't rush to answer, but paused and said, "I was also surprised at first, until the crazy old man pulled me to drink and spit out the truth...... Ji Luohan...... It's his grandson. β
Lin Shuang froze there in disbelief, and suddenly smiled: "Impossible." Ji Luohan has parents. But after saying this, she remembered Ji Luohan's strangeness with them.
"Since he was a child, Ji Luohan's parents have not been around often. They only come back once a year during the holidays. Fang Hui said in a calm tone, "I think you should tell Ji Luohan about this matter and let him know." β
Lin Shuang was stunned there, thought of something, and said, "Fang Hui, I have to go to a place first, and we'll talk about it later." Then he threw it back and ran briskly towards the garage.
Leaving the Ji Mansion, Lin Shuang drove to the Ji Family Manor.
She knew that the best way to verify the truth of a story was to be straightforward.
So, she came uninvited and appeared in front of Mrs. Dong again. This time, the old lady's situation was not as good as last time. He was already lying on the bed to see her, and his face was haggard.
Steward Li didn't want her to go to see the old lady, which made the old lady upset, but after hearing Lin Shuang say the crazy old man directly, he hesitated for a long time and agreed to take her to see him.
She sat on the edge of the old lady's bed, and did not dare to speak rashly.
But the old lady looked at her with little energy, and took the initiative to say, "Girl, come to me, you must not come to see me, right?" β
In this situation, Lin Shuang felt a trace of guilt. Either way, she is a member of the family. The old lady was sick like this, but she never cared about it, and it really shouldn't be.
But at this time, she had something else to say.
"Say it." Mrs. Dong coughed twice, "Look at your face is full of questions." β
Lin Shuang temporarily put away the guilt and told everything Fang Hui told her.
Mrs. Dong listened very calmly, and after being silent for a long time, she let out a long sigh: "Girl, do you know what the saddest and most painful moment is in this life? Especially a mother. β
Seeing the old lady like this, Lin Shuang's heart was already sure that she would not be separated from ten. "The most heartache for mothers is always because of their children."
Hearing this, Mrs. Dong smiled bitterly: "My own child, I don't hesitate to threaten him with my own life, and ask me to let him go." Hmph, I gave birth to him in October and gave him the best. But in the end, he said, "Mom, all you gave me was pain." If you don't want to see me die, let me go and let me go with the woman I love.
Lin Shuang's face was calm, and he couldn't say whose fault it was.
"That's it. Let the flesh that falls from his body go with him. But there is always a price to pay. Their great love always has to have victims. β
"Grandma." Lin Shuang really didn't understand, why did the relatives have to come to this point, "Is this fair to Ji Luohan?" β
Mrs. Dong didn't pay attention to her, and continued to say to herself: "Fate, it's always like this. People always like to repeat the mistakes of the past. I thought I was setting up a game that everyone was happy about. I have a new hope for my only grandson. Set up a whole new family. I'm afraid that he will have no parents since he was a child, and he will have low self-esteem.
"I made the son of an old driver in the house my son, and took my son's name. I arranged a privileged life and identity for them to be my grandson's family.
"Once again, I gave the best to my only and most important grandson, the best school, the best education, the best future, the best fiancΓ©e......
"It wasn't until his birthday that he rushed to me and asked me if he was born to his parents. It turned out that he had inadvertently learned the truth from the stupid couple. I don't understand why he's obsessed with this. For as long as he can remember, I have taught him to think about everything and what is most important to him. It doesn't matter who his parents are, it's important to ...... He is the only heir of the Ji family and my only grandson. β
"You're using him." When Lin Shuang heard this, she was only angry, and retorted in a suppressed voice, "What you need is just an heir, not a grandson." β
The old lady's face froze, but she was not angry: "Yes, he said the same thing." Therefore, he took revenge on me with practical actions and almost lost his life. β
Lin Shuang was stunned.
Although his life was saved, he refused treatment. In order to take revenge on me, he did not hesitate to destroy himself and destroy my most valued heir. He told me that the purpose of his breath was to let me see with my own eyes how he was destroyed before I lost my breath, so that I would die with the regret that there was no successor to the Ji family. He was ruthless, much stronger than his cowardly father. β
"Why are you doing this?" Lin Shuang really didn't understand, "What if you let him reunite with his family, he is still your grandson." Could it be that a daughter-in-law who is dissatisfied with you really makes you so ruthless? β
The old lady smiled when she heard this, and her expression turned serious: "People, life, has its laws. Some people can't tolerate sand in their eyes, but in my eyes, they can't tolerate anything or anything that is harmful to the family. I can lose my son, but I can't let this family be ruined in my hands. Heirs, there must be. Even if I want to destroy it with my own hands, I will keep the heir of this family. β
What a terrible obsession!
Until now, Lin Shuang can be regarded as completely understood. Ji Luohan's hatred for the old man in front of him, as well as his hatred for this family, why is he so persistent and deep-rooted. What kind of desires and obsessions make people abandon family affection and only talk about interests.
"Then what you need is never a relative, but a chess piece." Lin Shuang said mercilessly.
"Girl." The old lady collected her emotions, "You always like to say that. But I ask you. Whether it's true feelings or chess pieces, when things fall on your heads, can you really really distinguish them clearly? β
Lin Shuang was stunned, and said after a long time: "I may not be able to tell the difference." But I only know one thing, no one can control other people's lives forever. Even if it's a chess piece, there will be times when you can't control it. Sometimes, learning to let go may be the right thing to do. β
After saying this, Lin Shuang got up and wanted to leave.
"Girl." Old Mrs. Dong suddenly stopped her, and the light in her eyes locked her steadily, "Don't let go." β
Lin Shuang was stunned for a few seconds, not understanding the meaning of this.
"Since you're here today, ...... Don't let go. Luohan ...... I'll leave it to you. β
Hmph, Lin Shuang smiled coldly, and the fire in her heart was even worse: "Don't have illusions. I won't have anything to do with Ji Luohan, let alone any heirs. β
She knew it was cruel to say that, but she really hated it.
Old Madam Dong smiled, shook her head, and whispered, "Let's go." β
......
Back at Ji Mansion, Lin Shuang stayed in the master room and did not come out.
She suddenly remembered a lot of things.
At that time, when she was pregnant, Ji Luohan insisted that she kill the child, and said such ruthless words...... And those outrageous and hateful things that were done later......
After knowing all this, she suddenly understood and understood.
......
Stayed like this at night until Ji Luohan came back from the company and pushed the door in.
Seeing the figure sitting by the window, Ji Luohan stretched out his hand and loosened his tie, and walked towards her.
It wasn't until he walked up to him and sat down on the bay window cushion that Lin Shuang came back to his senses and said, "I'm back." β
Ji Luohan looked at her with a smile on his face: "What? I'm afraid I'll pursue you, so pretend to be pitiful first? β
Lin Shuang was stunned without reacting, and only replied after a while: "There must be some new tricks, isn't it?" β
Looking at her somewhat tired smiling face, the light in Ji Luohan's eyes sank keenly, and said, "I didn't pursue you, you don't have to worry." β
Seeing Ji Luohan like this, Lin Shuang smiled: "It turns out that ....... This new trick really works. β
Ji Luohan smiled noncommittally: "Don't take it as an example, don't think you're so lucky every time." β
Suddenly, Lin Shuang felt that the man in front of her was so close to her for the first time, and she ...... I didn't want to push him away.
"Mr. Ji." She called him with a smile on her face.
Ji Luohan also looked at her, smiled lightly and called back, "Mrs. Ji? β
"May I ask you a question?"
"If I don't let you ask, you really won't ask?"
"It depends." Lin Shuang pouted, "The point is, you can't be angry. β
Ji Luohan laughed when he heard this: "Then it seems that it is not a good question. He thought for a moment, "Forget it, you better ask." β
"Now...... How do you ...... Have you forgiven your grandmother? β
Ji Luohan was obviously a little surprised by this question: "Why do you ask this? β
"You are now the president of Siyuan Group, and you have also returned to a normal life...... Lin Shuang explained slowly, but the explanation was not smooth, "What I want to express is ...... Some things may not be necessary...... Too persistent? β
Ji Luohan listened very carefully, and opened his mouth to say, "Did she put any pressure on you again?" β
"It's not." Lin Shuang shook her head, "I'm just...... Want to know what you're thinking right now. β
"Alright, don't talk about it." But Ji Luohan didn't seem to want to continue the topic, "Let's go down to eat together." β
"Ji Luohan." Lin Shuang suddenly grabbed his wrist.
It had been a long time since she had touched him, as if for the first time. Ji Luo was stunned and couldn't help asking, "What's wrong with you?" Is there something to say? β
The expression on Lin Shuang's face was very hesitant and worried, but he still couldn't help it: "If I don't say it now, I'm afraid I won't dare even more in the future." I don't have any ill intentions, I just think you have a right to know. β
"What exactly do you want to say?" Ji Luohan's face sank.
Lin Shuang sighed and brewed her emotions for a while, and then told everything she knew......
......
She originally thought that Ji Luohan's mood would change, but she didn't want his expression to be calm, so calm that it was frightening.
"I see." Ji Luo said in a cold voice, "Go down and eat." Then he patted the back of her hand and got up to leave.
Lin Shuang could feel the suppressed aura, full of regret. Perhaps, she shouldn't have told him, shouldn't have told him this story...... Perhaps, this is not for his good, but for his harm.
Maybe he didn't want to know the reason for his biological parents. Such reasons are not excusable.
Lin Shuang, Lin Shuang, you are a bad-hearted woman!
She couldn't help but sigh and hide her face, already unsure if she had done it right.
Since then, Lin Shuang has been cautious. When eating, when sleeping, she is deliberately trying to restore the atmosphere to a relaxed state. It's just that Ji Luohan always responds coyly, and his face is obviously cold.
He seemed to have returned to the original Ji Luohan, which was difficult to see and unapproachable.
......
When the crazy old man came to Ji Mansion again, only Lin Shuang was at home.
He put on the finished dress, and the whole person looked extremely restrained.
"Why did you deliver it yourself?" Lin Shuang already knew that he was Ji Luohan's grandfather, so naturally he didn't dare to call him an old man without a big or small number, "Didn't you say okay, the driver will come to pick you up?" β
"It's okay." The crazy old man smiled and waved his hand, and looked around from time to time, "You...... My husband isn't at home? β
"Not there." Lin Shuang saw the uneasiness of the crazy old man in his eyes, and was not sure if this layer of window paper had been pierced.
"I'm not there." Disappointment appeared on the crazy old man's face, and he smiled awkwardly, "You can try it quickly." If there's something inappropriate, I'll help you change it. β
Lin Shuang smiled: "I won't try." If you do it yourself, you won't have a problem. β
Hearing this affirmation, the crazy old man's expression did not seem to be very happy. "Okay. Then you can take it. I'll just ...... Went back. With that, the mad old man turned to leave with a disappointed face.
Lin Shuang's heart tugged and chased after him: "Wait a minute." β
The crazy old man turned to look at her, and the smile on his face was mixed with distressing vicissitudes and helplessness.
"Can I trouble you again?"
"What do you say, it's nothing troublesome." The crazy old man changed his calculating style, and he was very loving. Xing Shi also realized that his change was too strange, and the crazy old man hurriedly coughed twice, "Anyway, I'm idle during this time." β
In this way, the crazy old man didn't know about Fang's return. Lin Shuang thought like this and begged, "Can you please make another set of dresses for Ji Luohan?" β
It took a long time for the crazy old man to react: "You want me to give it to you...... Husband also makes a set of clothes? β
"Hmm." Lin Shuang nodded, thought for a while and said, "It's better to ...... It can echo my set. β
"Couple outfits?" The crazy old man burst out laughing like a child.
Lin Shuang nodded stubbornly: "Do you have time to do it?" β
"Yes! Of course! The crazy old man immediately came to his senses, "Then when can I come...... Measurements? β
Measurements? Lin Shuang blinked. She only wanted to make the crazy old man feel better, but she forgot about it. "That ......," she thought for a moment, "I'm sorry. Ji Luohan is a person...... A bit ...... in character."
"It's not easy to get along!" The crazy old man took the words, and his tone was very old cadre.
"yes, it's not easy to get along!" Lin Shuang strongly agreed, and continued, "So, it's a bit difficult to measure the size yourself. Do you think that's going to work? You tell me how to measure it, and I'll measure it for you? β
Although the crazy old man was still a little disappointed, he immediately thought about it, and seemed to have figured it out quickly, and nodded.
After the crazy old man left, Lin Shuang was like an ant on a hot pot, walking around the living room. Measure Ji Luohan's size, what should she say? What if Ji Luohan just doesn't give her the amount? After all, it's all too obvious.
Yes. The more she thought about it, the more she felt a headache, and she couldn't help but look up and sigh, hating herself for doing something impulsive again.
Seeing her like this, Xiao Tao walked over and didn't know why: "Young grandma, what are you ...... What about practicing yoga? β
"It's not." Lin Shuang continued to tilt her head, her arms hanging to her sides, "I'm thinking." β
Xiao Tao twisted her eyebrows and muttered strangely, "Can this be thought?" Then he stood next to her and learned from her.
"I'm annoyed." Lin Shuang suddenly screamed to return to normal, startling Xiao Tao next to him.
"Young grandma." Xiao Tao was frightened and screamed, "You scared me to death, okay?" Doesn't it mean thinking? I'm thinking about it. β
Lin Shuang was amused by her appearance: "Then you continue to help me think like this, how can I measure a person's chest circumference, waist turn, shoulder width and sleeve length without using a measuring tape?" β
Xiao Tao laughed: "Do you still need to think about this kind of problem?" Wouldn't it be better to compare with your hands? β
"Hand comparison?"
"That's right." Xiao Tao said and made a demonstration on her shoulder, "This ancient person didn't have a measuring stick, and he didn't make clothes to wear?" β
"Yes."
"What? Prepare a mysterious gift for my young master? Xiao Tao couldn't help but gossip.
Lin Shuangbai glanced at her: "It's none of your business, don't be a little trumpet." β
"Young grandma, I was wronged." When Xiao Tao heard this, she immediately pursed her lips and was unhappy, "The things I told the young master are all good for you." I'm not a person who does one thing in front of me and one on the back. β
Lin Shuang looked at her, couldn't help laughing, patted her on the shoulder and teased, "You just admit it." You love your young master more than me. If I fall into the river at the same time as your young master, you must save your young master first, right? β
"My young master doesn't need me to save him. My young master, that can win a swimming championship. After Xiao Tao finished speaking, she immediately begged for mercy with a hippie smile.
"You're poor." Lin Shuang glanced at her again with amusement and anger, and then went upstairs.
Tonight, Ji Luohan came back a little late.
After Lin Shuang had dinner, he had been thinking about this amount of things, so he had been looking forward to his return.
Finally, the master room was pushed open.
Ji Luohan walked in with a cold expression, just glanced at her coldly, and went to the dressing room without even saying hello.
Seeing this, Lin Shuang hurriedly followed, took the initiative to go behind him, and helped him take off his coat.
Ji Luohan was stunned for a few seconds and did not refuse.
Lin Shuang took off his coat and took it to the cabinet to hang it, trying to see if the size was marked inside, but found nothing.
When she was secretly checking, Ji Luohan had already taken off his shirt, revealing his strong muscles.
Lin Shuang avoided her gaze, and suddenly remembered that there might be a size on her shirt, so she hurriedly trotted over: "I'll come." He took his clothes into his bosom with great eagerness.
This time Ji Luohan was surprised, looking at her very strangely with her upper body bare, and finally said the longest sentence in the past few days: "What do you want to do?" β