Lin Shuang was holding his shirt in his arms, the expression on his face was a little dazed, and he replied after a while, "No...... Do. I...... Isn't this a desire to do something responsible? Otherwise...... You have to say that I don't look like Mrs. Ji. ”

Ji Luohan stared at her with glittering eyes, stretched out his arm and knocked her on the edge of the closet: "What do you want to do?" ”

Lin Shuang didn't dare to focus on his muscle lines, as if he had immune antibodies to such a blushing and heartbeat picture. "What would I want to do?" She thinks this person shouldn't be too alert," I said...... If I do nothing, you will be displeased. I'm like this, and you're going to be upset too. What the hell do you want from me? Could it be that what do you think I want from you? ”

When she said this, in the past, Ji Luohan must have teased and teased, but this time, he retreated without saying anything, and his mood was obviously not high.

Although he didn't show anger, this appearance made Lin Shuang feel even more uncomfortable.

She is a type who can't stand her anger and can't hold back her words, of course, she still doesn't know the times and stepped forward and said, "Ji Luohan, what's wrong with you?" It's been like this for the past few days. ”

Ji Luohan didn't respond to her, took out a casual thin shirt from the closet, put it on, bypassed her, and went to the other wardrobe to get a pair of trousers.

Seeing that Ji Luohan was about to change his pants, Lin Shuang quickly turned around, and really didn't know whether to get angry or not. "Ji ......" she was speechless, her face full of helplessness. After a while, she heard footsteps going out, and she hurriedly followed him out and stopped in front of him: "I've had enough. Without saying a word, what is this? Cold violence? If you have anything to say, just say it. ”

Looking at her angry face, Ji Luohan's expression showed a hint of irritability: "You mean, I have to do something to you to make you happy?" ”

Lin Shuang was speechless again, but she still felt that this low-pressure atmosphere was very uncomfortable. Others are willing to act as if nothing happened, she doesn't.

"Ji Luohan." She looked at him solemnly, "If you're upset because I told you those things, you can just tell me!" If you don't want to hear about it anymore, you can just tell me! ”

"I'm not upset." Ji Luohan replied with a straight face.

Isn't it upset that your face is black like this?! Lin Shuang scoffed, and these pent-up emotions instantly exploded: "Ji Luohan, what are you unhappy about?!" I said those things with no malice. I just think you should know those things. If these things really make you so unacceptable, we won't mention them in the future.

"If you think I'm deliberately disgusting you, or that I'm mocking you to look down on you, then I'm really speechless. You don't accept my kindness, and I don't have any opinion, and I don't dare to have any opinion.

"Is it really that hard for us to say anything openly and honestly? Do you know why there are always so many barriers between us? It's because we can't be honest with each other. obviously wants to get closer, but in the end, it will be pushed farther and farther! ”

"I've never been mad at you!" Ji Luohan waited for her to finish speaking, and also roared excitedly, "Never." ”

"And what are you?! Who are you looking at these days?! ”

"I'm mad at myself, no!" After Ji Luohan finished roaring, his face was extremely helpless.

Lin Shuang's whole person was stunned, and the two of them looked at each other intently, and did not speak for a long time.

"I ......" Ji Luohan's brows twisted painfully, as if he was about to suffocate, and he used all his strength to say the following words, "The last thing I want is to let you know...... Such an unbearable side of me. Even in your heart, I am the arrogant, rude, selfish and ruthless Ji Luohan, and I am better than the pathetic and pitiful Ji Luohan now. ”

His words seemed to have slashed into Lin Shuang's heart in an instant. She just looked at him in such a daze, and stopped talking a few times, not knowing what she should say to be right.

"That's it." Ji Luohan sighed lightly and put away his pain, "It's not something you would care about. After saying that, he pulled his legs and wanted to leave.

Don't go! "......" Lin Shuang didn't know where to get the courage, but her mind was blank, and she stretched out her arms and hugged him firmly from behind. She only knew that if she let him go like this, it would only be more uncomfortable in her heart.

In this situation, Ji Luohan was obviously stunned: "You ......"

"Don't go." Lin Shuang's voice was very soft, even though she was not coquettish and gentle, she also let go of her dignity.

In an instant, the expression on Ji Luohan's face let go of all his defenses, and his eyes were red. He reached out to let go of her as he said, "Let go." I don't need any sympathy, much less yours. ”

But Lin Shuang's hand was very tight, and he had no intention of letting go.

"Lin Shuang! What the hell do you want! Ji Luohan hated this situation very much, as if everything was not under his control.

Lin Shuang's expression was stubborn, her mind was blank, and she only knew how to say her truest feelings: "I didn't think about anything!" I just want you to curse when you're unhappy, and smile at me when you're happy. Talk to me! Eat with me! Sleep with me! ”

MD, she's really crazy in the head. Lin Shuang felt that she must be crazy, how could there be such a slip of the tongue!

Before her face could turn red, she heard Ji Luohan let out a puff. "With you...... Go to bed?! I don't see it...... You already have this idea about me? ”

Hearing Ji Luohan's long-lost sneer, Lin Shuang quickly let go of his hand, took half a step back, and shook his hand to explain: "I mean...... You don't want to stay until late every time to avoid me. Don't get me wrong. ”

In the next second, Ji Luohan turned around and squinted at her, and began to press step by step: "If you had said earlier that you wanted to be with me...... Sleep, maybe I'll be happy. ”

"It's all said, it's a slip of the tongue." Lin Shuang's face burned badly, and he kept stepping back, "I really didn't mean that." ”

"You don't mean that, what do you mean?" Ji Luohan finally forced her into a corner, and his face regained a little light, "If I had known that you had this kind of thought, maybe ......"

"Ji Luohan!" Lin Shuang immediately screamed, "Don't you think you can do anything to me like this?!" I really didn't have that kind of thought. Don't you want to see me? Then I'll ...... Stay away from you. ”

Before her words fell, Ji Luohan's snort was already spitting on her face, and her heart was beating in a panic.

Before she could react, Ji Luohan had already reached out and took her into his arms......

She wanted to scream again, but found that Ji Luohan was holding herself so gently, as if she was trying to find a kind of warmth, and this warmth was very precious.

"You ......"

"Don't talk." Ji Luohan said softly, caressing her hair with his palm, and his eyes were slightly red, "Just let me hold you for a while, just for a while." ”

Lin Shuang's heart twitched, but the corners of her mouth rose slightly uncontrollably.

"Lin Shuang." After a moment, Ji Luohan called her softly.

"Huh?" Lin Shuang found that she had a very strange feeling in her heart, as if something was dissolving and something was seeping in.

Ji Luohan's cheek rested lightly on the side of her ear, his nose coveted the fragrance of her hair, and after a long time, he said, "We...... No more bickering over anything. We...... Laugh with each other, talk to each other, eat with each other, and ...... ...... with each other Sleep together. ”

When he said these four words, he couldn't help but laugh.

When Lin Shuang heard this, she pushed him away with shame and annoyance: "Say it again, it's a slip of the tongue!" ”

Ji Luohan's smile bloomed on his face, and the haze seemed to dissipate without a trace.

When it was time to rest at night, Lin Shuang was awkward and had to go back to the floor.

Ji Luohan spent a lot of energy before he put her down on the bed and controlled her next to him, and An Ansheng had to sleep this night.

The lighting inside the room was soft.

Ji Luohan hugged Lin Shuang from behind, and neither of them wanted to close their eyes before each other and fall asleep.

"Why don't you sleep yet?" Lin Shuang took the initiative to ask.

"What about you?" Ji Luohan was smiling, but his eyes were full of thoughts.

"I'm thinking about things."

"I'm thinking about things too."

Lin Shuang sneered: "Don't learn from me to speak." ”

"I didn't learn how to speak. I was thinking about things. ”

"What do you think?"

Ji Luohan paused: "Before, I always felt that I was the smartest, most powerful, and most amazing person in the world. However, I suddenly felt that I was not smart. ”

Hearing this, Lin Shuang twisted her eyebrows and sneered: "It turns out that you haven't looked in the mirror all along?" ”

"I keep looking in the mirror and I only love myself more." Ji Luohan replied nonchalantly.

Okay, that's arrogant! The point is, she doesn't think there's anything wrong with this arrogance, after all, his face alone is convincing enough.

Lin Shuang shook her head with a helpless smile, and then asked, "Then how do you think that there are times when you are not smart?" ”

Hearing this, Ji Luohan smiled slightly, thought for a while, and said: "At that time, when I heard about my life experience, I realized that I was just something that others didn't want, and I wasn't so noble and great at all. Everything I have is nothing but falsehood, nothingness. At that time, I felt that I was really stupid. ”

Lin Shuang's eyes sank, and his palm couldn't help but touch the back of his hand, and he whispered, "I won't comfort people." ”

Ji Luohan smiled, it was really not strange for this woman to say this.

"But...... I can compare you to you. ”

"Miserable?"

"Hmm." Lin Shuang nodded, "Humans are animals that always like to compare. If you find that there are more people in this world who are worse than you, you will feel much more comfortable in your heart. ”

"Okay, then let's compare."

Hearing this, Lin Shuang let go of his hand, turned over, and looked at him face to face, as if he was going to play a game.

"I don't know if you remember......," she said, slowly, "I once told the story of a miserable girl. ”

"Yes." Ji Luohan nodded without thinking, "That's you." ”

Lin Shuang was stunned: "Is it so obvious? ”

"It's not obvious. It's that I'm too smart. Ji Luohan smiled smugly.

"Cut." Lin Shuangbai glanced at him, who was sad to say that he was stupid?! "You're just being tricked into adulthood by a lie, and it's only a matter of seconds. And I, for as long as I can remember, have to weave lies every moment to comfort myself.

"It's okay. Dad just has a bad temper, as long as he is obedient. It doesn't matter, because my brother is too young, my mother will take more care of him, and it is not intentional. It doesn't matter, Dad is so unhappy that he causes so much trouble, and he still loves us. It doesn't matter, as long as I grow up, I can leave here and live my own life.

"It's okay....." Although Lin Shuang's face was smiling, his voice choked uncontrollably, "As long as you sign and endure it, Xiaodong will definitely be saved." It's just dignity, it's freedom, it's all okay......"

Ji Luohan looked at her quietly, and even his breathing was deliberately lowered.

"That's it...... Is it worse than you? ”

Ji Luohan didn't answer for a long time: "That's it...... You're just going to make me feel like I'm really stupid. ”

Lin Shuang was stunned: "Why?" ”

"Because of this...... I'm only going to hate myself even more. Ji Luohan looked at her with deep eyes.

How could Lin Shuang not see the care and regret in his eyes, and reflexively wanted to escape......

"Didn't you say that I didn't bother to detain a shell? But you should think about it, if I really don't care about a shell, how can you be by my side? ”

Lin Shuang swallowed her saliva, and her throat felt like she had been stuffed with a foreign object, and she couldn't make a sound.

"Frost, I don't want to go on like this." Ji Luohan's voice trembled a little, as if he wanted to say a lot to her, but he couldn't hide his fear. Fear was such a rare thing on his face, and when it fell in Lin Shuang's eyes, it seemed to be a poison that melted her heart.

Before he could say his next words, Lin Shuang had already reached out and lightly covered his lips, and said with red eyes: "Ji Luohan, don't say it again." Is it worth it to abandon your most important thing for my sake? ”

Ji Luohan reached out and shook her hand, his eyes were calm, without the slightest struggle.

"I don't remember seeing a phrase like this somewhere." Lin Shuang continued sneeringly, "The dirtiest and most boring thing in the world is our self-esteem. But...... Without this self-esteem, we ...... Or are we anyway?! Maybe one day, we'll lose something just as important. But...... If we lose our self-esteem, who else will accompany us and protect us? ”

Ji Luohan was stunned by this sentence, and the light in his eyes was like a black hole, which made people unable to look at the end and made people feel uneasy.

"I'm sorry." When Lin Shuang said these three words, tears slid down from the corners of her eyes to the pillow, "I shouldn't have done the same thing, I shouldn't have left you......"

Ji Luohan was surprised by this.

"Perhaps...... If at that time...... I beg you to let me go, so that you will not experience the feeling of being abandoned again. ”

Ji Luohan smiled and sighed heavily, as if he had sighed out what had been accumulated in his heart for many years.

In the next second, Lin Shuang reached out and stroked his cheek, his eyes full of apologies: "Forgive me." I'm just ...... I want to change back to my old self. My dignity...... I'll have to get it back myself. ”

"Nope." Ji Luohan shook his head, "I won't forgive you, never." ”

Lin Shuang was startled, and her heart was so cold that it hurt, but she heard Ji Luohan say: "If I forgive you, you will leave again with peace of mind." ”

"......" Lin Shuang was dumbfounded, silent for a while, looked at him again, and said very seriously, "We...... How about a deal? ”

The light in Ji Luohan's eyes tightened: "Have you learned how to negotiate transactions with others?" I remember, a certain one was really not good at this. ”

Lin Shuang was amused and looked at him unconvinced: "People will always improve, right?" ”

"Okay. Let's hear it. ”

"I ...... I will never leave you again unless you ask me to do so. ”

Hearing this, Ji Luohan looked at her in disbelief as if he was in a different world, and only responded after a while. "What about the conditions?"

"We ...... Never say that, never. You are still Ji Luohan, and I am still Lin Shuang, who of us ...... Don't give up on yourself for anyone's sake. ”

Ji Luohan didn't have any expression on his face, didn't say a word, reached out and took her into his arms, and replied with two words for a long time: "Good night." ”

Lin Shuang didn't know if this was an agreement or a disagreement.

The next day.

Before she got up, Ji Luohan took the initiative to pick her up from the bed.

She developed the habit of getting up late during this time, so she was so painful that she lost her temper directly.

Until Ji Luohan sat next to her, he said with a smile: "Mrs. Ji's temper is really getting bigger and bigger, it seems that she can't let you stay at home for a long time like this." ”

Lin Shuang was sleepy-eyed and didn't bother to look at him. Who's to blame for this! She has always been a female man who gets up early and is greedy for darkness in the past few years, when has she been in bed like this.

"Get up." Ji Luohan coaxed again, as if she was a child, "Accompany me to a place, and I will give you benefits after I go." ”

"Benefits?" Lin Shuang rubbed her messy hair and squinted at him without any interest, "What's the benefit?" ”

Ji Luohan smiled, his mood seemed to have returned to normal, and he replied with raised eyebrows: "I'll tell you after the matter is completed." Hurry up. Go out with me. ”

"Where to go?" Lin Shuang was obviously still struggling.

Ji Luohan thought for a while, and said without changing his face: "Go see my grandfather." ”

"Why do you have to drag me to see your grandfather?" Lin Shuang protested irritably, and suddenly realized that something was wrong, and the whole person woke up, "What did you say?" Who are you going to meet? ”

Ji Luohan raised his hands, still calm and composed, without any embarrassment: "My grandfather." ”

"You ......" In Lin Shuang's opinion, Ji Luohan clearly couldn't accept this fact, how could he suddenly feel like the sea? No, no, no, he won't be the opposite of things, right? Ji Luohan...... It's none of your grandfather's business. Lin Shuang nervously straightened her sitting posture, "He's old, but he doesn't want to disturb you anything." When he came that day, he didn't dare to ask you directly. Although he knew the truth, he tried hard at the time, and it wasn't that he really didn't want to care about you...... So, let's not be mad at him, okay? ”

After Lin Shuang said this, she felt that something was wrong. She seems to be using 'we' a little too much lately.

Looking at Ji Luohan again, he still had no expression on his face. "Are you done?" He asked, crooked at the corners of his mouth.

"That's it." Lin Shuang Mu Na nodded, "But ...... I will still respect your decision. Actually, I don't think you'll do anything anymore. Merely...... Can't help but be reminded. ”

Ji Luohan smiled: "Thank you for the reminder." Then he looked at his watch, "I'll give you half an hour to wash up, get dressed and eat." Otherwise, you wouldn't know what happened when I went there. ”

After saying this, Ji Luohan raised his head and left with his chest straight.

And Lin Shuang ran faster than a rabbit, and jumped into the bathroom as soon as he slipped through the smoke.

Lin Shuang took Ji Luohan to the crazy old man's clothing shop, walked in and stood for a while, only to see the crazy old man coming out of the warehouse with some fabric in his arms.

"Why are you here?" The crazy old man's eyes lit up, and he came over and said, "Have you measured your husband's size?" ”

Size? Lin Shuang blinked a few times: "Let's not talk about this first...... Let's not talk about this ......"

"What's wrong with your eyes?" The crazy old man stared at her strangely, "This girl, I want to ask you." This award ceremony is coming soon, how can I give it without size...... Your husband makes clothes, huh? ”

"Ahem." Lin Shuang's head lowered even lower, and he was still whispering to the crazy old man, "Don't say it." Someone is there, and someone is there. ”

"Someone? Who? "The crazy old man was confused.

At this time, Ji Luohan dangled out from behind the pile of clothes stacked not far away, walked straight to Lin Shuang's side first, and teased: "It turns out ...... Someone even dared to look at someone's naked body yesterday in order to measure the size? ”

"yes." Lin Shuang looked at him stiffly, "Who made you lose your temper with me, forcing me to think of other ways to even measure your size." But now that you're here, you're ready to be measured. ”

As she spoke, she took him by the arm and pushed him hard in front of the crazy old man.

The crazy old man was obviously a little stunned by this scene, looked at Ji Luohan, and said with a smile: "Mr. Ji is really embarrassed to come to my cold house. And last time, I'm really sorry, rude, rude. ”

Ji Luohan looked at the crazy old man calmly, and showed a slight smile: "It turns out ...... I'll be afraid of you...... It's because ...... You are my grandfather. ”