The moment the restraint on her chest was released, she looked up.

In the mirror, Lin Pingsheng's face full of greed and lust was reflected.

Ruan Shu will never forget the moment the nightmare began.

"I'm going down." Her teeth trembled, her body trembled even more, and she kept stepping back.

Fu Lingyuan's arms were wrapped around his waist, and his chest was blocked behind his back, he stopped her forcefully and asked in her ear cruelly: "It's here, right?" ”

"I don't know......" Ruan Shu's voice was so weak that it seemed like he was about to die.

"Right here." Fu Lingyuan's tone was affirmative.

"I don't know......" Ruan Shu repeated.

"Tell me, what's going on here?" Fu Lingyuan asked.

"I don't know ......" It seems that apart from this sentence, Ruan Shu has nothing else to say.

Fu Lingyuan's fingers held her chin, turned her face, and stared at her intently, in darkness: "That bastard, that's where he violated you." ”

Word by word, what he said in her ear was clear and explicit.

Ruan Shu suddenly felt that his chest was torn, his heart was torn out of shape, heavy, and he needed to struggle to get his breath. But he insisted on restraining her, leaving her with nowhere to escape.

She closed her eyes, trembled like chaff, her lips trembled, and she said coldly, "I don't know." ”

There was silence around him for two or three seconds, and he didn't hear Fu Lingyuan's questioning again. Ruan Shu thought that he had finally given up. But the next moment, he suddenly hugged her, kissed her roughly, and undressed her.

Ruan Shudeng's face turned pale and pushed him desperately. But he imprisoned her, heavy and heavy, like a rope that could not be broken from no matter what.

Panicky. Fear. Disgusting. Suffering.

All the sensations, as they had been on that day ten years ago, were surging out of the depths of her body, rapidly invading her every nerve, rolling with the sordid memories, pounding violently against her temples and aching suddenly.

Ruan Shu fell to the ground, and the man on his body pressed down. She kicked and punched, clutching her throat and calling for help, using all her might, but to no avail. She was completely out of breath, as if she had returned to that summer day ten years ago, when she was pressed by Lin Pingsheng's hands, her legs, and let her fish and meat.

It turns out that people can be so small, so powerless, and so desperate.

But......

Now she is not the powerless little girl ten years ago, is she?

Ruan Shu didn't know how his hands broke free. When he reacted, a crisp slap stopped his atrocity.

Or it can be said that he was waiting for her to let go of him, waiting for her to stop him, waiting for her to fight back at him.

So she was able to push him away with ease.

Covering his mouth, Ruan Shu quickly rushed into the bathroom, knelt down in front of the toilet with a puff, and retched desperately.

She didn't know how long she had been vomiting like this.

But she knew that Fu Lingyuan had been standing not far behind her and watching her.

After a while, when she was almost vomiting, he quietly walked over and pulled her into his arms from behind.

Ruan Shu shuddered uncontrollably.

Then she took a heavy breath, turned sideways, leaned on his shoulder, and closed her eyes.

Fragmented gray picture - the nightmare started in this small space where I am now...... Lin Pingsheng's rough hands touched her skin...... Lin Pingsheng carried her out and threw her on the bed...... Lin Pingsheng's turbid breathing suffocated her...... Lin Pingsheng's imminent eyes frightened her......

Ruan Shu hugged Fu Lingyuan tightly, tilted his head slightly, sniffed his crisp breath from him, and opened his mouth to bite his neck.

"Why do you force me to ...... in such a way"

She put in a lot of effort. Fu Lingyuan only froze visibly for a second at the moment she bit it, and then didn't react.

If it weren't for the smell of blood in her mouth reminding her, she would have thought she hadn't bitten him at all.

But even so, she still couldn't completely suppress the tremors all over her body.

I don't know how long I bit like this. Her tooth plate ached, and her teeth gradually lost their strength before she let go.

Two or three seconds later, Fu Lingyuan's voice asked, "Have you finished venting?" ”

Ruan Shu didn't say anything.

Fu Lingyuan then said: "Ma Yi is waiting." ”

Ruan Shu couldn't help but shudder again, and didn't respond for a long time.

Fu Lingyuan didn't ask for her consent again, straightened out her messy clothes, and picked her up.

Ruan Shu put her arms around his neck, buried his head in his chest, never opened his eyes again, felt that he was moving, he was going downstairs, and then placed her in a place that resembled a sofa, and tucked a soft pillow under the back of her head.

There was a subtle friction sound of clothes from people other than Fu Lingyuan around him. Within seconds, the aroma of familiar essential oils filled the nose. Ruan Shu breathed slowly, feeling tired both physically and mentally. So the sofa became more loose and soft, and her mind gradually became hazy.

Ma Yi's calm and slow voice came to her ears at this time: "How do you feel at this moment?" ”

"It's relaxing......" she whispered.

"Describe how relaxing it is."

"After being so tired, so tired, so tired, I can finally rest......" she let out a long, cloudy breath.

"Is it tired?"

"No......," she tried to steady her voice, "I'm tired." I'm so tired that I want to cry. ”

"Because of what?"

"A lot...... A lot of things. She muttered.

"What's the most important thing that you can't let go of?"

Her heart was slightly cold, and she held on to the sourness: "She...... Didn't save me ......"

"Who is 'she'?"

She hadn't called those two words for a long time, and she had a hard time pronouncing them: "My mother." ”

"What didn't she do to save you?"

......She suppressed the pain in her heart, frowned fiercely, and took a deep breath, but she couldn't resist the sourness in her nose, the tears in her eyes, the heavy nasal voice, trembling her pale lips, and said slowly: "When Lin Pingsheng raped me, I called her, and I called her desperately." I know, she must have heard ......."

Her voice choked hoarsely, and she wept silently.

Ma Yi didn't speak again for the time being.

After a while, she relieved herself a little and continued with difficulty: "I was staring at the door, I was staring at the door, and I didn't give up hope. But ......"

She choked up again: "No...... She didn't ......"

"Maybe she really didn't hear your cries for help." Ma Yi's voice was still calm and steady.

When she heard this, her breathing was confused for a moment, her fingers curled up hard, and slowly released, a little resentment, a little sadness, a little pain, and a little indifference The complex emotions passed down her voice: "She heard...... I questioned her after the incident. Her expression, her attitude, her words and deeds, all told me that she heard my cries for help. ”

Ma Yi was silent for a second, and then said, "Okay." Then why don't you think she saved you? ”

"She doesn't like me......" she bit her lip, her sour and bitter emotions choking her throat.

"Why do you think she doesn't like you?"

"For as long as I can remember, she's been cold to me." She whispered in pain, "I've seen her look when she took care of Miaofu. She would sing to Miaofu, she would sleep with Miaofu, and she would always be gentle with Miaofu. But she never showed me a gentle expression. ”

She took a deep breath, tears hazy: "I'm her drag oil bottle." I'm a stain on her. As long as I exist in this world, even if she marries into the Lin family and becomes Mrs. Lin, she will always be branded as an urban village, and she will never be able to get rid of her dirty past......"

"I shouldn't have been born in the first place, I shouldn't have lived in this world......" she choked up again, tears silently streaming from the corners of her eyes, and she couldn't speak.

Ma Yi tried to enlighten him: "This is just your own unilateral idea. In the deepest part of everyone's heart, they are actually extremely inferior. Therefore, when you think that others don't like you, especially when facing your loved ones, you will subconsciously think about the most pessimistic thoughts. In reality, things may not be as bad as you think. ”

"No...... You don't understand...... "She was very sad and sour," she said to me in person. ”

“……”

At this point, there was no more talk.

Ruan Shu's eyelashes trembled slightly, his face was full of fatigue, and his breathing gradually slowed down.

Ma Yi raised his eyes to look at Fu Lingyuan.

Fu Lingyuan was staring at Ruan Shu with a dark expression.

Ma Yi walked over in silence and turned off the fragrance of essential oils on the table, and when he turned his head again, he saw Fu Lingyuan bending down and gently covering Ruan Shu with the thin blanket on his body, and then looked at him silently.

Ma Yi helped the frame on the bridge of his nose, followed him, and walked to the porch outside. Catching a glimpse of the wound on his neck still bloody, he pointed, "Don't you deal with it?" ”

Fu Lingyuan stretched out his hand and touched it, shaking his head: "No need." That's good. ”

Then he gestured to the cigarette in his hand and asked, "Mind if I smoke a cigarette?" ”

"Mr. Fu is free." The horse whispered.

Fu Lingyuan was no longer polite, and a little impatiently stuffed the cigarette into his mouth, opened the lighter and lit it with a "snap", and quickly took two or three puffs. After some fog, his restlessness seemed to calm down a little.

Ma Yi spoke at this time: "Mr. Fu also heard it." Being violated by her stepfather undoubtedly took a great toll on her. But what really made her difficult to let go, and the crux of her biggest demon was not here, but Mrs. Lin. ”

"yes, I see." Fu Lingyuan was still smoking, and his face was hidden behind the curling smoke rising from his fingers, so that people couldn't see his expression at the moment.

Then the two men were speechless, and their thoughts seemed to be still immersed in the hypnosis of Fang Cai Ruan Shu.

After a while, I heard Fu Lingyuan ask: "Do you think there will be a misunderstanding?" ”

Ma Yi didn't keep up with his thinking for a while, and was a little stunned.

Fu Lingyuan turned his head, his eyes were silent and sharp: "Do you think that when your daughter is abused, as a mother, she is indifferent, what misunderstanding will there be?" ”

Ma Yi was silent for a long time, and he couldn't give an answer.

Fu Lingyuan retracted his gaze, threw away the cigarette in his hand, stepped on it on his toes and crushed it fiercely, and thanked him with a smile: "Hard work Doctor Ma, I deliberately took time out to run so far on the weekend." ”

"You're welcome." Ma Yi habitually pushed the frame on the bridge of his nose again, and said lightly, "She is my patient and my friend." ”

He then reminded: "Her psychotherapy doesn't end there. After that, ask her to come back a few more times and continue to observe her data. What's more, tonight's treatment effect has not yet been accepted. ”

Fu Lingyuan hooked his lips and said directly: "I will tell Doctor Ma the acceptance results." In any case, I would like to thank Dr. Ma for what happened tonight for Uchiko. ”

Behind the lenses, Ma Yi's eyes flashed extremely slightly: "Maybe she should be more grateful to you." Although Mr. Fu's method is simple and crude, it is indeed very effective compared to the tepid treatment in the past few years. ”

Fu Lingyuan was about to answer, but he listened to Ma Yi's words, and his tone was quite displeased: "The element of luck accounts for a large proportion. This method has too strong a positive stimulus to the patient's emotions, and no one knows whether it will develop negatively and aggravate the patient's condition. When Mr. Fu discussed with me, he only said that he would bring her to his hometown, and if I knew that you would 'repeat the case', I would never agree. ”

Fu Lingyuan raised his lips idly: "Then I'm glad I didn't tell you about it in advance." Otherwise, there would be no such rare luck. ”

Ma Yi looked at him silently.

Two men, one fierce and strong, the other breezy and moonless, fell into a slightly strange silent atmosphere.

After a while, Ma Yi took the lead in reminding: "There is no way to solve the knot in her heart for Mrs. Lin simply and rudely. ”

With that, he went back to the house.

Fu Lingyuan stared at the dark sky in the distance, and the bottom of his eyes disappeared into the depths.

With his hands on his back, he stood for a long time in the cool breeze of the mountains at night.

*

Ruan Shu didn't know how long he had been asleep, but when he woke up, he felt that the sound of insects around him was very clear and loud, as if he was surrounded by them.

When I opened my eyes, the first thing that caught my eye was the top of what appeared to be a tent. She sat up and looked around to make sure she was indeed sleeping in a tent.