She sat up and looked around to make sure she was indeed sleeping in a tent.

As if she was afraid that she would be cold, she was obviously sleeping in a sleeping bag, and there was an extra layer of quilt on the outside. Ruan Shu untied himself and found that he was wearing a nightdress.

“……”

From this, it is even more confirmed that he should be with Fu Lingyuan now.

Pulling open the curtain, Ruan Shu leaned half of his body outside to investigate.

The light illuminated the tent under a tree, surrounded by a small clearing, surrounded on three sides by woods.

Ruan Shu came out of the tent.

Only one side is an empty view, beyond the outline of the mountain, faintly visible the bright and flashy lights of the city, the distant lights are in pieces, like a fine river flowing in front of the mountain.

In the past, the sea that looks jet black at the moment when the light of the lighthouse is even flashing, is connected with the starlight in the sky, as if it are one.

Fu Lingyuan sat on a folding recliner facing the light and shadow of the city and the vastness of the sea, with a small table in his hand, on which some food and beer were placed very casually.

The back is more and more wide in the slow night breeze, alone, as if condensing all the loneliness and loneliness in the world at this time.

Ruan Shu stood still, his gaze silently fixed on him.

After a while, I heard him say in a deep voice with his back: "Come here, don't stand there and blow the wind." ”

Ruan Shu walked to his side.

Fu Lingyuan was smoking. The half between his fingers was still burning, and there were cigarette butts scattered under his feet, and at first glance, the number was unclear.

Because of her arrival, he took two last puffs, threw the cigarette on the ground, extinguished the spark of the cigarette butt with his toes, and then raised his eyes and stretched out his hand to her.

His already dark eyes looked deeper than ever before, the same feeling he had emanated from his body at this moment, but he still smiled at her in his eyes, and the corners of his lips slanted into a smile.

Ruan Shu put his hand in his palm and was immediately wrapped in his ironing. He gave her a gentle tug, and she understood, and sat sideways on his lap, leaning against his chest.

He touched her left wrist with calloused fingertips and rubbed the Sanskrit symbol: "When did you get it?" ”

"On the hill of the Thousand Buddha Hall." Probably because he had been sitting outside for too long, his fingertips were a little cold, which made Ruan Shu shiver for a moment.

The reason why it is rare is because I have the impression that no matter what the situation, he can always maintain his body temperature and iron. Even if it's cold in winter, just wear a thin trench coat, even after soaking in the water for a long time.

"Cold?" Fu Lingyuan immediately noticed it and touched the nightdress on her body, "The coat is next to the sleeping bag, why don't you wear it out?" ”

"It's not cold." Ruan Shu's arms tightened around his waist and snuggled more closely into his arms, "Third brother can just hold me tight." ”

Fu Lingyuan chuckled, lowered his head slightly, put his chin on her sideburns, and continued to rub her wrist: "What is written in Sanskrit?" ”

Ruan Shu was stunned for a moment before remembering: "I forgot to ask." ”

There was a slight annoyance in his tone. It's an emotion she didn't have in the past. Fu Lingyuan couldn't help but hook his lips, and asked again: "To cover the scars?" ”

"Hmm. In the small square behind the Thousand Buddha Hall, I happened to meet a novice drawing talismans. It seems that the pigment is special and will not fade, so I used the sesame oil money of a Kong Ming lamp to get this talisman. ”

"It's a good idea. How did I never think of using tattoos to cover my scars. ”

"If the third brother had tattooed every scar he had left, then his body should be full of runes by now." When he said this, Ruan Shu's mind was already spontaneously making up for his tattooed appearance, and he thought it might be cool, and smiled, "That's more like a crazy boy." ”

"Huh?" More like'? Fu Lingyuan keenly grabbed her words, "In Mrs. Fu's eyes, it turns out that I have always been a troubled boy." ”

"Isn't it?" Ruan Shu deliberately asked rhetorically, remembering an old incident and mentioning it to him, "When the third brother used to watch the whole set of "Crazy Boy" with Xianyang, he didn't think of himself as Chen Haonan and said that Xianyang was not qualified to be your little brother. ”

Fu Lingyuan seemed to think for two or three seconds before remembering: "You said that at that time, ......"

He dragged a long note, faintly dragging out a hint of ambiguity.

Ruan Shu was suspicious, so he listened to his lips next to her ear, and said in a low voice: "The point of that incident seems to be that when you pushed the door in, the picture in the movie happened to be the eighteen bans." Xianyang was afraid that you would misunderstand that we were watching an A-movie, so he explained in a panic. ”

Ruan Shu: "......"

She naturally remembers.

Strictly speaking, it is not considered the eighteen bans, but for their age at that time, they were a little more erotic and emotionally violent, and they were bumped into by her, so Tang Xianyang was very nervous and explained the content of the movie, worried that she would not be convinced, so he pulled Fu Lingyuan to prove it for him.

But in fact, she didn't feel too much at the time. And she noticed that Fu Lingyuan didn't feel too much like her at that time. Only Tang Xianyang is too simple.

"At that time, you spent a lot of time with Xianyang." Fu Lingyuan asked suddenly.

Ruan Shu's heart paused slightly, and he didn't know if he just asked casually when he thought of it, or if he ......

"At that time, you didn't like to show off." Fu Lingyuan said unhurriedly, and his voice was clear, "I have never understood why you like to stay with Xianyang. Can Mrs. Fu answer for me? ”

He probably already had the answer in his heart, and he asked this question just to confirm it with her...... Ruan Shu was silent, and after two seconds, he admitted lightly: "Hmm." I'm here to hide from the forest. ”

In the first three or four years after entering the Lin family, everything was as calm as water.

Although the Lin family is not a wealthy family, its economic living standard is considered to be in the middle and upper class in Haicheng, and for her, compared to the days in the urban village, it is simply heaven and hell.

The most important thing is that Lin Pingsheng and Zhuang Peiyu have a good relationship, and Lin Miaofu was born the next year. And Lin Pingsheng treated her very well, she was just a stepdaughter who had no blood relationship with him, and she enjoyed it no worse than Lin Xiang; She always only called him uncle, and he didn't mind, and even the surname "Ruan" was reserved for her.

Even if Lin Han and Lin Xiang would bully her in private, even if Zhuang Peiyu was even more neglectful of her after having Lin Miaofu. But this kind of life is stable and ordinary, she is already very satisfied, and she even smells a hint of suspected happiness.

Until she gradually discovered Lin Pingsheng, her eyes looked strange, and from time to time, there would be some small movements, such as grabbing her hand unintentionally when handing her something. And it is certain that Lin Pingsheng has disgusting thoughts about her because ...... Once, when she went to the balcony to collect her clothes, she inadvertently saw him holding her underwear in his hands......

At that time, the expression of enjoyment and obscenity on his face made her sick on the spot.

At that time, she didn't know how to deal with this kind of thing. Lin Pingsheng is still the image of a stepfather who takes care of her very much. She thought about telling Zhuang Peiyu, but every time she saw the happy picture of Zhuang Peiyu and Lin Pingsheng's husband and wife, she couldn't say it.

So after that, she did her best to reduce the time she spent in the Lin family. But she didn't have any friends, only Tang Xianyang expressed friendship to her, so slowly, she and Tang Xianyang were basically inseparable, and even on weekends and winter and summer vacations, they made appointments to do homework in the library or other places. Later, Tang Xianyang was in love for the first time, she felt that he was very good, so she did not explicitly refuse, and the relationship between the two naturally became boyfriend and girlfriend.

Although she knew that Lin Pingsheng, who was good friends with the Tang family at that time, actually intended to let Lin Miaofu and Tang Xianyang get married, she still accepted Tang Xianyang. Therefore, Lin Miaofu thinks that she snatched Tang Xianyang, and to some extent, she is right.

From high school, to college, to society, for more than ten years, Tang Xianyang has accompanied her almost her entire youth and most of her life so far. She cherishes her friendship with him, but unfortunately, she will eventually come to an end.

Ruan Shu leaned on Fu Lingyuan's arms like this, trapped in his memories, and didn't speak for a long time.

Fu Lingyuan was also quiet, holding a beer in his hand, until he drank it up, and then took the lead in breaking the silence: "If Mrs. Fu can tell me all the things she is thinking about now into verbal language, I will be happier." ”

He changed her into a nightdress, and at the same time as he said this, his palms were thick, and his fingertips were dry, carrying the coolness of the air, penetrating into her skin.

It's just covered, that's it. Ruan Shu lowered his eyes, glanced at the contours of his palms protruding from the fabric of the skirt, and then raised his eyes again, continuing to turn his attention back to the conversation between the two.

"What does the third brother want to hear?"

Fu Lingyuan lowered his eyes when he heard this, stared at her clever smile, and asked rhetorically: "Whatever I want to hear, Mrs. Fu will tell me something?" ”

Ruan Shu said frankly: "I can only try my best. ”

This answer is naturally not what he wants the most. However, Fu Lingyuan still opened his mouth and proposed: "Let's talk about my mother-in-law." ”

She was slightly surprised when she heard this. She thought that what he wanted to ask more about was her life in the Lin family. But it makes sense to ask Zhuang Peiyu. Ruan Shu's eyes dimmed unconsciously: "There's nothing to talk about." ”

In an instant, she regained her lightness, and added: "It's time to talk, I've already talked to the third brother before." ”

She had already talked so much during hypnosis. As for the life with Zhuang Peiyu in the urban village, she also revealed the basic situation to him on impulse.

"Let's talk a little more." Fu Lingyuan's fingers rubbed on her neck as if playfully, and asked in a guided manner, "Since life in the urban village is so hard, why don't you leave early?" ”

Leave...... Some scattered memories appeared in Ruan Shu's mind, and he mocked: "How can it be so easy...... Where can I go......

"Mrs. Fu thinks about herself again." Fu Lingyuan frowned.

Ruan Shu's head shifted slightly on his chest, and he brought out some past events: "Time is too long, I was still young at that time, and I only remember some impressive things." I don't know if she wanted to leave the urban village before Lin Pingsheng appeared. It's me...... She had once discarded her. ”

Fu Lingyuan's fingers were slowly descending along the curve of her neck. Hearing this, his movements froze.

Ruan Shu licked his lips unconsciously, and his phoenix eyes narrowed very lightly: "Every time the money left by those strange men who come home is scavenged by my biological father to buy wine...... Buy powder...... Over time, she began to hide money. One day, she took me to the city for the first time, took me by the hand, bought me marshmallows, and stuffed me five dollars, and told me to wait for her in front of the department store, and she went in to buy something. But I didn't see her again until it got dark and the department stores closed. ”

Fu Lingyuan's fingers scraped lightly on her skin. The coolness of her fingertips spread over her body.

Ruan Shu took a deep breath, hugged his waist tightly, and continued in a slow voice: "I don't know why, I'm not scared at all. The workers who had left the shop came out one after another, and finally someone asked me if I had been separated from my family and wanted to take me to the police station. ”

"At that time, my concept of the police station was that the bad guys who did the wrong thing were going to go. I was so scared that I ran away. ”

"I was walking down the street alone, I didn't know anyone, I just wanted to go back to the place I was familiar with. Just follow the direction based on impressions. As a result, I was lucky enough to walk back to the urban village. ”

Fu Lingyuan has always been silent as a listener. At this point, his hand that had been covering the base of her thigh was wandering.

Ruan Shu involuntarily curled up his hand and grabbed the clothes on his back. He took his chin and rubbed it on her forehead: "And then?" ”

"It's getting late. I don't know what time it is. But all the way back, the lights in other people's homes were turned off. It's pitch black. There were no street lights, the road was not easy to walk, and I walked very slowly. Then I saw that the windows of my house were still shining. She paused, subconsciously shrinking as his cold fingertips tentatively touched her intimate jungle.

"I quickened my pace, and as I opened the door and entered, I heard my biological father cursing her in the most humiliated way. They were in the room, the door was not closed, I saw that she was undressed, she was pressed against the counter, and my biological father was scolding her and pulling her hair. Ruan Shu shrunk his body again, and he couldn't tell if it was because of his memories at this time, or because of the touch of Fu Lingyuan's fingertips.

"Don't be afraid." Fu Lingyuan kissed her forehead, and the warm breath sprayed on her skin, not knowing if it was comforting her memories or her stiffness.

Ruan Shu's hands were bent up from his back, fingers clasped on his shoulders. Buried her head in his neck, wanting to smell his own scent, to ease the resistance that had arisen in her heart. But I smelled a hint of blood.

She separated a little distance, stared at it, and saw that the tooth marks were deep, the wound was not treated, and most of the blood had coagulated, but the scab was still a little thin.

Ruan Shu's eyes flashed lightly and he raised his head.

Fu Lingyuan was also looking at her with lowered eyes.

Looking at him, he raised his lips obliquely: "Is Mrs. Fu still satisfied with the mark she left on me?" ”

Ruan Shu pursed his lips and said a little coldly: "The third brother deserves it." ”

I had to force her that way. She took a bite, which was light.

"Then you're going to bite me again?" Fu Lingyuan stared at her deeply, and stroked it lightly at the bottom, and the force was heavier than before.

Ruan Shu frowned, and his body stiffened again.

Fu Lingyuan pressed her back into his arms: "Continue to talk about the mother-in-law." I'm listening very carefully. ”

"Does the third brother have to be dual-minded?" He's still stroking. Ruan Shu's breathing was a little unsteady, and his heart began to feel stuffy and uncomfortable again.

Fu Lingyuan didn't answer her question directly, his voice was deep in her ear, a little encouraging: "Mrs. Fu, you can be very soft." Nothing to be afraid of. If it's really uncomfortable, the neck will continue to bite you. If you can bite and break, count your ability. ”

In the last sentence, he pretended to laugh lightly. The corners of Ruan Shu's lips curled slightly, he slowed his breathing, lay on his shoulder, closed his eyes, and fell back into memory: "It wasn't the first time I saw her beaten, but it was the first time I saw her beaten in such a humiliating way. I could tell from my biological father's swearing that the reason she was beaten was because she had lost me. ”

Fu Lingyuan's fingertips were still patiently grinding her.

She heard the heartbeat in his chest, beating strongly, mixed with the cool mountain breeze, and she concentrated on the sound of his heartbeat, gradually loosening her stiffness, and was about to continue speaking. Suddenly, he sent in a finger.

Ruan Shu tensed instantly, and before she could react further uncomfortably, Fu Lingyuan's lips pressed to her ear: "Then?" ”

"And then ......," Ruan Shu shuddered, trying her best to suppress the hairy sensation that came up in her heart and find her thoughts, "I was going to go in and tell him that I was back, that I had not been lost by her, and that I wanted her to stop beating her." ”

"But I heard my biological father say that he had already negotiated a good price to sell me, and now that he had lost me, she would have more work and more money." His hand was twitching slowly, Ruan Shu bit his lip, the whole person trembled slightly in his arms, his eyes crossed his shoulder, looked at the dark borderless woods, and said in a false voice, "I was thinking at that time, if it wasn't for me, her life might not be so difficult." ”

"Not necessarily." Fu Lingyuan answered, his voice was very calm, as if he was not focusing on two things at the moment, "Don't imagine your role as so important, there are many things in this world that are beyond our control, not one less or one more of you can decisively turn the situation around." Rather, it is the role of multiple factors. ”

Ruan Shu's ears were buzzing with tinnitus, and he listened in a trance. Fine sweat broke out on her forehead, and in her originally helpless trembling, a certain familiar tide that she had once had with him gradually appeared, countering her involuntary nausea and hair. She was also as dual-minded as he was, and at the same time pondering his words, quite confused: "Is that so...... Not for me to decide......"

"Hmm." Although it was only one byte, Fu Lingyuan was very sure, accompanied by a hard twist.

Ruan Shu couldn't help but spill out, feeling that he was finally brought out by him.

"But she's disgusted with me, it's a fact." She pressed against his shoulder, her sideburns rubbing against his cheek, and she realized that he was actually sweating too. She was a little hot, her thoughts were not as clear as they had just been, and her sentences began to be a little jabble, "Then they saw me." See that I have come back. My biological father was very happy, happy but also hit her. But she was clearly angry. ”

The two of them closed the door, and she seemed to be arguing with him in the house, but I couldn't hear what they were arguing about. Soon after, my biological father came out first, and he was neither happy nor unhappy, and went out again in the middle of the night, not knowing whether he was buying alcohol or being addicted to drugs. ”

"Finally she came out and slapped me as soon as she came out." The numb tremor suddenly hit with the fall of her last note, Ruan Shu felt that he was about to suffocate on the one hand, and felt that he was being sent to the cusp of the wave on the other hand.

"She slapped me. Even though she was alienated and cold to me, she was really angry at me and hit me. She said, 'Why did you come back?' How don't you die outside! Ruan Shu was still talking with both hearts, and at the same time his body was weak, he leaned back slightly, and his lips were slightly open.

The starry sky was full of black velvet, dotted with stars as bright as diamonds, and it swooped straight into her eyes. Ruan Shu was in a trance for a moment, and he felt like he had been withdrawn from this world, unable to see anything else or hear other sounds.

It was silent for a few seconds, and the crickets' chatter came back to her ears, and her gaze withdrew from the starry sky to meet his dark eyes.

The mind completely fell back, Ruan Shu trembled lightly, and said slowly: "I once delusionally thought that she probably loved me, so she left me alone on the street, not wanting me to be sold." But...... A delusion is always a delusion...... I didn't completely sober up until she connived at Lin Pingsheng's trampling on me. She didn't love me at all. Not at all. ”

Fu Lingyuan stared at her without blinking, and his deep pupils only contained her reflection. He leaned over and kissed her.

Ruan Shu's arms wrapped around his neck, and he didn't respond, only quietly feeling his kiss.

After a while, his forehead was against hers, the tip of his nose was close to the tip of her nose, his palm pressed against the back of her neck, rubbing gently, and his deep voice floated idly in the cool mountain breeze: "You don't need other people's love." All you need to do is have me. ”

Ruan Shu gasped, staring at him with hazy phoenix eyes, smiling shallowly, his eyebrows and eyes were full of coquettishness and confusion brought by the charm of Fang Cai.

Fu Lingyuan picked her up and walked straight to the tent.

Ruan Shu snuggled in his arms, and the memories continued: "Lin Xiang, she ......"

After a pause, she closed her eyes, opened them again, and said indifferently: "Maybe I haven't returned to the lake with the bait for too long, and Lin Xiang came back to the villa to look for me." ”

Fu Lingyuan's footsteps froze imperceptibly for a second, and his eyes narrowed heavily.

"Maybe you heard my cries for help...... She ran upstairs......" Ruan Shu's pupils were dark, staring at the void, "I kept staring at the door, and I didn't wait for the person I wanted to wait for." But I saw a moment when the door opened a crack from the outside. ”

Fu Lingyuan bent down, put her into the tent, and lay down.

"It's Lin Xiang...... Lin Xiang's frightened expression flashed. But she left without the slightest movement......" Her voice was extremely cold, "Why didn't they save me......"

Fu Lingyuan replied: "It's okay, it's all over." ”

He held her sideburns and said in a deep voice, "They don't save you, I'll save you." ”

The lamp was above his head, blocked by him, and the shadow shrouded him, completely enveloping him, and his breath enveloped her in wisps. Ruan Shu's gaze was a little confused. Fu Lingyuan lowered his head and kissed her.

The shattered gray images flashed one after another, as if they could not be dispersed no matter what. Ruan Shu closed his eyes in pain, trying his best to hold back.

His jaw was suddenly picked up by him: "Look at me." ”

Ruan Shu fluttered his eyelashes, and his eyelids slowly opened.

Fu Lingyuan touched the corners of her eyes, and said in a commanding tone: "Don't close your eyes again." Look at me, look at me carefully. ”

Ruan Shu pursed her lips, and some tide surged in the depths of her phoenix eyes.

Fu Lingyuan's dark eyes looked at her deeply and intently, as if pretending to be the night at this time, penetrating her soul, and his voice was firmly convincing: "Your first time was not ten years ago, but tonight. Go in and your body is no one else, it's me. ”

Accompanied by the last two words, he sank hard without warning.

Ruan Shu's pupils dilated for a moment, as if he was back to that day ten years ago-

She stared helplessly and desperately at the door, waiting for the man who would save her.

The door suddenly opened, and a tall, tall and familiar figure burst in against the light.

The shattered gray picture was completely disintegrated in an instant.

In the blink of an eye, it transforms into a colorful color.

In the interweaving of the virtual and the real.

There is no Lin Pingsheng.

Only Fu Lingyuan.

She clings to it like a life-saving driftwood.

“……”

Ruan Shu was woken up by a kiss.

When he opened his eyes in a daze, he found that he was not in the tent, but wrapped in a quilt, held in Fu Lingyuan's arms, sitting together in the chair last night, facing the white of the fish belly exposed in the distant sky.

"What's wrong?" She was very tired and wanted to sleep, and she didn't know why he was so inconsiderate all of a sudden, so he woke her up from her deep sleep.

However, Fu Lingyuan didn't seem to have the slightest apology, hooked her chin, and patted her face gently: "There will be a sunrise in a while." ”

Ruan Shu closed his eyes and lay in his arms: "I'm not interested." ”

Fu Lingyuan persistently picked her eyelids: "Don't sleep yet, sleep after watching the sunrise." ”

Ruan Shu wiped the corners of his lips in displeasure, slapped his hand away, and ignored him directly.

There was no movement for two seconds, she thought he had given up, and the next second, the fierceness and strength suddenly crushed on her lips.

Ruan Shu was so kissed that he couldn't breathe and was about to suffocate, and there was a faint restlessness in his body.

Suddenly, he left her without hesitation or delay.

Ruan Shu opened his eyes.

Fu Lingyuan propped his arms on the table next to him, curled his lips obliquely with his chin on, and smiled: "Mrs. Fu did it on purpose, I have to wake you up in this way." ”

Ruan Shu: "......"

Glancing at his naked upper body, she frowned slightly: "Aren't you cold?" ”

"Cold." Before the words could be fully spoken, he leaned back and slipped into the quilt that had wrapped her around her, and hugged her.

The skin was pressed against her skin with a coldness, and Ruan Shu couldn't help but feel a thrill, and it was only at this time that she noticed that she was not in the wisps.