Chapter 248: I'm only a hooligan with all my heart on you
She bit her lip and didn't speak, just looked at him, took two deep breaths, and said seriously: "Ning Juexi, I'm dressing you, you are not allowed to play hooligan!" ”
"Well, I'm only a hooligan with all my heart and soul with you." He looked at her unscrupulously and smiled, and his thin lips spat into her face bewilderment: "Nong, even if you want me, you have to wait until it gets dark, not now, there are many people staring outside." ”
Listening to his teasing tone, she was a mischievous for a moment, and she looked up and winked at him, her apricot eyes bent her smile in an arc, her fingers slipped down the buttons of her shirt, her fingertips swept over the placket, and she caressed her naked and strong chest seductively.
The man's throat couldn't help but roll out of a muffled snort, and just when he relaxed his vigilance, she suddenly pulled her hand out of his shirt, moved the whole person back by more than ten centimeters, and said neatly: "The shirt is changed for you, you button it yourself." ”
After that, she pushed the car door and jumped straight down.
A man's magnetic low laugh floated behind his ears: "Thick, really don't accompany me?" ”
Hmph, rascal!
She pursed her lips.
In the courtyard, after she came down, she walked directly to the corner of the courtyard and said to Yue Chen: "Assistant Yue, please bring the medicine box, you still have injuries on Mr. Ning's body." ”
"Okay."
Yue Chen went to get the medicine box, and the other four bodyguards stared at Qiu Yinong, staring at her like a monkey in a zoo, so she simply walked out of the gate and went outside to breathe.
A few steps out of the door, he bumped into the two people who were silently looking at each other, and suddenly Zeng Yuying bit her lip and slapped Rong Xiyan hard, unable to restrain the whimper in her throat: "Why do you treat me like this?" Why don't you admit that you are Shiohiko? ”
Rong Xiyan is not as fierce and irrational as he fought with Ning Juexi before, at this time he is more calm and depressed, and he still has the same line: "You recognize the wrong person, Mrs. Ning, I am He Geng." ”
Zeng Yuying laughed loudly: "I recognize the wrong person? Hehe, I recognized the wrong person, why did Su Rou tell me in person, you will run to the door of Cangshi Rong's house every once in a while, and you will squat for half a day? ”
Rong Xiyan did not deny it, nor did he admit it, he said lightly: "I heard that the Rong family in Cangshi City loves seafood very much, and they buy a large amount of freshly caught seafood almost every week. In this way, I can not only support my family, but also plan for my future business, may I ask Mrs. Ning, is there a problem with this? ”
Zeng Yuying sneered: "Cangshi is a Rong family who loves seafood? In Cangshi, there are no other rich people in Cangshi except the Rong family, and there is a lot of demand? ”
"My information is limited, and I only know one Rong family at the moment."
Zeng Yuying squeezed the hand that had just slapped him tightly, looked at the expressionless man with a pair of mocking eyes, and smiled abruptly: "I really want to know, you think so much about your family, but your woman follows you and tells others your identity, how do you feel?" Don't you think that she doesn't love you, she just loves your face that looks almost exactly the same as Ning Qiandong? ”
She deliberately accentuated the last sentence, the happiness he was so happy was just a flower in the mirror, and the Su Rou he got didn't love him at all.
Lo and behold, he lives in jokes.
The weather was gloomy, the thunder was rolling, the sky was raindropping, the look in his eyes could not be seen clearly, and he could only hear his distant and unwavering voice: "Mrs. Ning, you are too worried, this is a matter between us, so I won't bother you." ”
Zeng Yuying's heart was blocked, no matter whether she scolded, beaten, or sarcastic, the man opposite was invulnerable, she raised her chin and watched every inch of the man's expression change.
After looking at it for a long time, for a long time, there was nothing, his face was blank like a blank piece of paper, and he looked at her without dodging, as if he was looking at her from the other world.
He once said that he would never look at any woman in his life, and he would not fall in love with anyone, he would only love her......
Zeng Yuying retreated, kept retreating, and gradually laughed, with sarcasm and sneers on his eyes.
Even a second before the car accident, he was still crying in pain on the phone and kept begging her: "Yingying, don't marry him, please don't marry him...... I love you, for you, I am willing to change, I am willing to be what you want to be, I want to be motivated, I will work hard, I want to take back everything that should belong to me, I want to marry you and give you the best...... Bang......"
On the phone, the last thing left for her was this loud ring.
She didn't understand, she really didn't understand......
After so many years, he has been silent, it turns out that he is living well in another space, he has married another girl, and he only has that girl in his eyes, and he calls that girl his wife.
And what about her?
What is she?
She couldn't figure it out, obviously Su Rou said that he was Rong Xiyan, why didn't he admit it in front of her?
She just wanted a personal confession from him, why was it so hard?
Qiu Yinong was almost hit by Zeng Yuying's continuous retreat, she quickly grabbed Zeng Yuying, and said softly: "Yingying." ”
Zeng Yuying didn't look back, she made a calm face, pushed away Qiu Yinong's hand that was kind to her, as if she had no strength in her body, she slowly sat in the luxury car a few steps away, and after a while, the driver drove away.
Qiu Yinong withdrew his gaze, saw that the man was leaving, caught up, stopped the man's face, and said in a cool voice: "I don't know what you have experienced, but at least one thing I am sure of, you have become the person that Yingying has always wanted you to be, that is, diligent and responsible." Since you have a face of Ning Qiandong and find out that Ning Qiandong is impersonating your identity, then you should know that you can also return to the Ning family as Ning Qiandong and enjoy everything that Ning Dagongzi has, but you don't, you would rather live in this small fishing village to fish for a living, but you are unwilling to live the life of an upper-class son. This shows that you are far less cunning and vicious than Ning Qiandong, and it also shows that Yingying's vision is not wrong, and she does not insist on loving the wrong person. ”
"You think I don't want to?" The man's fist skull knuckle pinched: "Why did Ning Qiandong want to have plastic surgery to look like me?" Why impersonate me, have you thought about it? ”
Why impersonate him?
This is a good question worth scrutinizing, Qiu Yi frowned, "Is it because he thinks that it is dangerous for him to return to Ning's house, and he will make you look like him, if you go back, you will end up the same as him?" ”
The man's eyebrows were extremely sneering: "Everyone in the world knows that Ning Qiandong's death is related to Ning Juexi, the three brothers of the Ning family were so powerful in fighting back then, if it weren't for Ning Qiandong and Ning Haobei having accidents one after another, Ning Juexi would be where he is today?" If I go back to the Ning family with Ning Qiandong's identity, at the point where Ning Juexi is today, do you think I won't be worse than Ning Qiandong back then? ”
Well, the logic makes sense.
Reasoning from this, why did he refuse to expose Ning Qiandong's identity as an impostor, probably because he was afraid of being poisoned by Ning Qiandong again?
But then again, how did Ning Qiandong manage to swap the faces of the two people without Rong Xiyan noticing?
Qiu Yinong touched her nose, so far, none of this is important, she decided to return to the topic just now: "Since you and Yingying have missed so many years, and now you have such a good opportunity, why don't you fight for it?" ”
The man stood indifferently, without any movement, and his tone was the same: "A lot of things, missed are missed, and never look back." Miss Qiu, not everyone has a cheeky skin like you, after being separated from your ex-husband for so many years, you actually came back and entangled, and dared to hug and hug him openly, where did you put Mrs. Ning? ”
Qiu Yi looked at the man who ridiculed him lightly, but smiled easily: "It turns out that you still care about her, in fact, there is a misunderstanding here, you refuse to admit that you are Rong Xiyan, so she didn't tell you, in fact, the relationship between her and Ning Juexi is fake, they are a nominal couple." The person she has been thinking about all these years has always been you......"
"Miss Qiu, I don't think you understood what I said." The man said word by word: "I have my life now, I live a very happy life, the past is like dust, I don't remember the past." And she is living very well now, she is a wealthy wife, with tens of millions of jewels on her body, that is the good life she dreamed of before, and only that kind of day is worthy of her. ”
Qiu Yinong suddenly fell silent, when Zeng Yuying married into the Ning family, it must have been from the pressure of the family, Zeng Yuying once said that she is now Mrs. Ning, and she and her mother will have a much better life.
It turned out that he refused to admit that his identity was like this, once he admitted that Zeng Yuying would have a lot of hope in his heart, he simply cut off the hope in Zeng Yuying's heart and cut it off completely.
Perhaps, this is also a kind of love.
For the sake of each other, fulfill each other, as long as the other party is happy, you are also happy.
The rain became heavier and heavier, and Autumn Mood hurriedly ran back to the courtyard.
In the courtyard, Yue Chen was standing outside the car with an umbrella and a medicine box in her hand, and she ran over: "Is the medicine clean?" ”
Yue Chen put the umbrella on top of Qiu Yinong's head, and said helplessly: "Mr. Ning said to wait for you to come back and wipe it." ”
"What about others?"
"Answer the phone inside."
Qiu Yinong bent down, and sure enough, through the car window, he faintly heard the deep voice of the man inside.
After looking at the medicine box, she finally took it, opened the car door and sat in.
Ning Juexi glanced at her, ended the call, and looked at the medicine box she was holding in her hand for a long time: "Do you really care about me so much?" ”
"Caring is true or false?" She lowered her head and opened the medicine box and pulled out a bottle of Yunnan Baiyao spray: "Untie your clothes and say okay, I am not allowed to talk when I rub the medicine." ”
"Why?"
"Because you're lewd." She didn't lift her head, studying the spray in her hand, this was the first time she had used it, and she had only seen it in advertisements.
The man listened to her disgusted tone, and felt an arrow in the chest, but he still hugged her and pecked at her white and tender face and small chin, and there was a little grievance in his anger, and a little ruffian in his grievance: "Call me obscene, huh?" Do you want to show you what real obscenity is? ”
As he spoke, he unwillingly bit her lip, and kissed her again after biting, and he didn't let go after kissing.
She was annoyed by him, wanted to struggle and worried about his injuries, but in the end, she was held in his arms and kissed for a long time as he wished.
After the kiss, she panted and lowered her head to spray him, but he still lowered his head and kissed her.
After spraying, they set off.
When he came, it was Ning Juexi who drove, and on the way back, Yue Chen drove.
It was raining heavily outside, and Yue Chen put down the baffle between the front and rear seats when he was driving, and after Ning Juexi fastened the buttons, he saw Qiu Yinong open the backpack on his body and grope for something inside.
"Looking for what?"
"Find ......" she said subconsciously, her attention was all focused on her hand, and she smiled when she touched the inner chain and pulled it open: "I'm looking for shells, I picked them up at the beach before, you see, there are big ones and small ones." ”
I thought he would laugh at her, but he looked at it intently: "If you like, I'll make you a bracelet." ”
"You also make bracelets?" She was amazed that he was a seven-foot boy who could do this.
He looked at her lightly: "Isn't it strange?" Children who grow up by the sea play this game when they are young. ”
It seems that he has a point.
Qiu's attention was attracted by the gradually heavy rain outside the window: "With such a heavy rain, the sea is high and the waves are fast, can we still take the ferry?" ”
"Yue Chen said that the ferry stopped an hour ago, and he can't go back today."
"What then? Do you want to go back to Cangshi? ”
The man's face did not change and said: "I said that I went out for a vacation, of course I won't go back now, not far from here is Pengcheng, let's go there." ”
She has no opinion, Pengcheng has never been there, I heard that it is a national tourist city, and it is also a city full of erotic encounters.
said that it was close, and it was nearly an hour away, and Qiu Yinong's head rested on his shoulder and fell asleep, and was woken up by the man.
"It's here."
"Oh."
She rubbed her eyes and saw Yue Chen stop the car and walk into the car of the bodyguard behind, while Ning Juexi sat in the driver's seat again.
She had to change to the passenger seat and put on her seat belt: "Didn't you say that?" ”
"Go eat." He calmly drove on the unfamiliar streets of Pengcheng.
She looked at the time, and it was not eleven o'clock: "Will it be early for lunch at this time?" ”
He followed and looked at the time: "Well, then go shopping first, and get off when you see what you are interested in." ”
"Ning Qiandong has now become 'Rong Xiyan', aren't you going to care?"
"I've had someone check it out."
She turned her head to look at him: "What about after you find out?" ”
He snapped his turn signal and drove the car down the street to the left: "I'll talk about it when I find it." ”
"It's scary to think about, he has been under your nose all these years as Rong Xiyan, I'm sure he has something to do with the death of the painting back then."
He glanced at her: "Are you afraid?" ”
She pursed her lips, "Sort of." ”
"I'll take care of the rest." He took her little hand with one free hand, put it in the palm of his hand and rubbed it.
She was afraid of affecting his driving, so she put his hand back on the steering wheel, "I talked to the real Rong Xiyan, and he said that he is very happy now and doesn't want to change." But when I look at Yingying, it seems that Rong Xiyan and Su Rou together hit her a lot. Do you think she will look for Rong Xiyan again? ”
"Looking for Rong Xiyan again?" He pursed his lips lightly: "What does it have to do with me?" ”
"What if, in a fit of anger, she goes to question Ning Qiandong?"
"Rong Xiyan didn't admit it, it's useless for her to go and find it, it will only make things worse, she won't go!"
His tone was firm, she didn't think so: "You are not a woman, you won't understand a woman's mind, Rong Xiyan is Yingying's obsession, she won't give up so easily." ”
In the carriage, there was silence for a while.
The man's hand rested on the steering wheel, his bony fingers tightened slightly, and his voice was low and slow, like a complaining cello: "You have been abroad all these years, and there should be many men who have pursued you, Rong Xiyan is Yingying's obsession, so what about me, is it your obsession?" If it weren't for the Daisy infighting, you were kicked into the country, would it be waiting for you to regain your memory, or would you not want to return to China? Are you never going to come back to me? ”
She leaned back in the leather seat and slowly replied, "No." ”
"And when will you come back to me? Decade? Twenty years? Or will you come back when you and I are old? ”
"Twilight love?"
The man snorted.
There was no sound for a long time, he parked the car in front of the traffic light, looked at her sideways, her eyes looked straight ahead, her eyelashes were thick and slender, and her skin was white and smooth like a girl, just like when she was seventeen years old, he saw it, and his heart was pounding.
His voice lowered unconsciously, and there was a hint of silence in his slowness: "There are not many four or five years in life, when I met you, you were still an innocent and romantic girl, and I was still a hairy boy who had just entered the business world." In a blink of an eye, you and I have crossed the threshold of thirty, and I want to know, why did you commit suicide to cut off the relationship between you and me? ”
Why did you commit suicide to cut off the relationship between you and me......
She inhaled, feeling that every word in it had a needle, and every breath she poked was in sharp pain.
For the first time, she solemnly apologized to him for what happened back then, she closed her eyes and didn't dare to look at him, and choked in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I don't want to be like that, I want to escape, I got carried away...... I'm sorry...... I didn't know it would end up like this...... If I could turn back time, I wouldn't be so aggressive......"
He turned sideways, his handsome face as heavy as water approaching hers, "It won't be that aggressive, but you're going to leave me too, right?" You made it clear to me before the surgery that you broke up, didn't you? You've healed your body, it's not your fault that you have lost your memory and forgotten everything, but after you recover your memory, you avoid me like a femme fatale. You're afraid that I'll snatch Hee-hee, and you even lie to the kid that I'm not his father...... If it weren't for Rong Xiyan forcing you, don't talk about now, you will never be able to take the initiative to approach me in the future. Autumn is strong, and your various performances tell me that you don't love me at all. ”
"No, it's not like this...... she shook her head, shaking her head desperately, her heart was like being weighed down by a stone, and she was so painful that she couldn't breathe, and muttered: "Ning Juexi, it's not like this, you're not me, you won't experience the kind of panic that you were born with." I've known since childhood that I'm different from other children, that I come from a family with terrible spells, that my grandmother, my mother, all died of mental illness. My sister is a child, born with an IQ that is not as good as that of children of the same age, I know that one day I will not escape the fate of madness, this fear is like growing in my blood and merging with me, the more I care, the more I dare not show it, at that time I never dared to show this vulnerability in front of you, I was afraid that you would leave me. Because I care, I am afraid of losing, and because I am afraid of losing, I will do a lot of things out of line. ”
His face was calm and he didn't say anything.
She stabilized her mind, raised her head and stroked her forehead, and stated in a calm tone: "Back then, I was left without a master by the disappearance of the painting, coupled with Qin Shangshang's repeated instigation and fanning the flames, I have a sense of distrust and suspicion towards you. Later, I was always in a high fever, and the best experts at home and abroad you invited were helpless, and I knew that my limit was approaching, and I was afraid of going crazy, especially in front of you, and I was not afraid of death, and I was afraid that the appearance of my madness would always remain in your last impression of me. I really don't want to be like that, what woman in the world wants to be not beautiful in front of the man she loves, but what about me, before I die, I will go crazy, lose my mind, and live in front of you like a madman. I don't know how long I have been crazy, maybe a year, maybe longer...... I can't do it, I really can't do it, I'd rather be dead in your mind than let you see me like that. ”
At this point, she was no longer calm, only the painful mental journey at that time, the man held her hand more and more hard, and finally her fingers were white.
She lowered her head and smiled bitterly: "I thought about suicide, and I thought about ending my life with my own hands more than once, but at that time I was not like I was alone when I first divorced you, I couldn't commit suicide because I had Xixi." My child, I have not been with him since I gave birth to him, I am not a good mother, I want to fight for him once, so I went to England with the mentality of giving it a try. Before the treatment, I was thinking, if I get cured and go back home and you are waiting for me, we will be together. However, I have regained my memory, and you already have a wife...... Everything was a mistake......"
The car was quiet again, he looked at the little face intertwined with pain and entanglement in front of him, and his heart was indescribably upset, when she left him in such a decisive way, he lived on the edge of love and hate every day all these years, living in the whirlpool of contradictions, he hated her ruthlessness and did not say goodbye, and he was thinking about her madly all the time......
Her childhood was indeed very unfortunate, although he was born an illegitimate child, he did not worry about food and clothing, and officially entered the Ning family at a very young age, she was different, she was born in such a family, her mother died again, and she came to the family reorganized by her father, and suffered a lot of white eyes and cold treatment......
She should love him, she should love him very much, otherwise she wouldn't have been coldly treated by him these days, and she posted it again and again, confessing to him again and again.
She also said just now that she pretended to commit suicide and fled to the UK because she was afraid that he would see her crazy, and she was afraid that he really didn't feel it at all, he just looked for the best doctor again and again, but ignored that her psychology also needed care and guidance.
It's his fault.
At the same time, it also shows that she didn't trust him at that time, and she never confided in him half of the psychological words buried in her heart.
This sudden realization caused more loss and emptiness in his heart.
Qiu Yinong waited for a long time and didn't wait for his answer, and looked up at him worriedly: "Do you really mind if I didn't tell you the fear in my heart at the beginning?" ”