Chapter 249: Afraid of Me?
sho_d(); The red light in front turned green, Ning Juexi let go of her, sat back in the driver's seat, stepped on the accelerator, drove the car through the intersection, the Adam's apple slid a little, and his voice was low and hoarse: "It's not your fault, it was really me who neglected your psychology back then, didn't care about your inner fear in time, and failed to protect the relationship between us." β
She looked at him dumbfoundedly.
He...... It's not her who said it was wrong.
He tugged at his thin lips and continued, "It's my inability to comfort you when you need me most." β
His words were full of self-deprecation and self-loathing, and she instinctively said, "Don't be like this, I have never thought or blamed you like this." β
Back then, after Hua'er's accident, he not only invited the best doctor to treat her, but also called Yanqing and asked them to come over to accompany her, and he also personally led people to the sea to catch people, and he didn't close his eyes for three days and three nights......
She kept all of these in her heart and was grateful.
He parked the car on the side of the road, put his hands on the steering wheel, and didn't speak for more than ten seconds, then reached out sideways and touched her head, and gently stroked it twice: "Nong, you said that you were afraid that I would see you go crazy because you didn't trust me and would never abandon you, and deep down in your heart you always thought that I would be like Qiu Shi leaving your mother, right?" β
She opened her lips, but found herself powerless to refute.
That's true.
She would indeed have thought that the past in her mother would repeat itself again, and she would not have the courage to face the day when he was disgusted with her.
Taking a deep breath, she looked sideways at him with difficulty: "Are you hurt?" β
"Hmm." He replied suffocatingly, "There is nothing that hurts self-esteem more than not being trusted by a lover." β
However, it took so many years for him to find out.
Looking back on the events of the past, there was a lack of deep communication between her and him, he didn't know what she was thinking in her heart, and she never revealed the fear in her bones to him, and the fatal misunderstanding between them gradually deepened......
She stared at his handsome and profound side face for a while, licked her lips and said softly: "You have taken revenge recently, you have been cold to me for a while, but I have never bothered with you." β
The man raised his eyebrows: "Are you sarcastic about my careful eyes?" β
She turned her face away, "I didn't say that. β
His mood is not high, she feels uncomfortable when she sees it, he has always put on an arrogant and cold attitude towards her recently, and suddenly became so deep and depressed, but she is not used to it.
After a while, she tugged at his sleeve and whispered, "You're a man, and it's in your man's nature to be magnanimous, am I right?" β
He looked at her sideways, and she had a pair of black and white eyes, a bright water in a shallow smile.
Inexplicably, he chuckled and pinched her face: "There is an attraction in front, do you want to go down and have a look?" β
She tilted her head and thought about it, and then looked at the attractions he said, there were a lot of people, although the thundershowers stopped, the sky was clear, and the weather was hot, she still didn't want to squeeze into a crowded place.
"Why don't we eat directly, I'm just a little hungry."
Ning Juexi: "......"
Who said it was a bit early to eat?
However, he still started the car and dialed a call to Yue Chen, who was following behind: "Check what restaurants are nearby." β
Yue Chen had already prepared and reported a special restaurant.
"Would you like to go for a barbecue?"
Qiu Yinong listened to his suggestion, felt that he had heard it wrong, and asked uncertainly: "Barbecue?" β
"Well, didn't you post a picture in your circle of friends a few days ago, saying that you want to eat barbecue?" The man's face did not change color.
The other day?
Autumn Yinong vaguely remembered, she worked overtime late that day, and she was very hungry, and when she got off work, she took a photo of the night view of Cangshi in the office, and wrote: I'm so hungry, I suddenly want to eat barbecue, huh~
What does he mean by this?
She couldn't help but raise her lips as she looked at him, "But you don't seem to like this." β
"This score and whom."
"How?"
"I'll eat with you."
He was still sitting there, still looking at her, all eyes on her face, focused on making what he say seem so natural.
"......" had to admit that she heard this sentence sweetly, all the way to the heart.
Eventually, the two went to the nearest specialty barbecue restaurant.
The customers in the store are all young people, although the appearance of the two attracted a few eyes, but this is Pengcheng, far away from Cangshi, and it didn't cause much sensation for a while, at most it was just a handsome man and a beautiful woman.
Qiu Yinong sat down comfortably, picked up the menu and asked the man who was drinking water slowly: "What do you want to order?" β
"I can do it all."
She knew that he would say this, and at first glance, she knew that President Ning Da had never been to such a popular restaurant, so she ordered according to the menu: "Give me a signature seasoned pork belly, plum blossom meat in secret sauce, Australian fat beef, bacon enoki mushrooms and bibimbap."
When she handed the menu to the waiter, the man raised his eyebrows, but didn't say anything.
"What's wrong?" She saw his expression.
"You won't get tired of ordering so much meat?" He changed his sitting posture and leaned lazily in his seat.
"Well, it's a bit too much to think about." Qiu Yi held his chin, blinked at the man with big eyes, and a narrow smile floated on his lips: "Isn't it you?" β
"......" He paused as he held his glass and drank, and couldn't help laughing, daring her to treat him like a trash can.
And his "trash can" almost didn't play the role of a trash can at all, he was roasting meat the whole time, and she was responsible for eating.
Most of the dishes on the table were wiped out in less than half an hour, and Ning Juexi methodically grilled the meat in the baking tray with tongs, and there was a small range hood on the baking sheet, so there would not be too much oil smoke running out, and the lighting was just right, making the man's posture particularly calm and elegant.
Qiu Yinong ate very happily, she thought about the barbecue for a long time, she asked Yanqing to accompany her before, Yanqing couldn't leave if she wanted to take Tiantian, she couldn't go alone, and Xixi was young, eating these was not good for her health, and she finally seized the opportunity today, so she had to eat enough.
But she didn't forget the man opposite, she tried to let him eat, but he ate very little.
She vaguely knew that he didn't like to eat this, so she didn't force it anymore, silently called the waiter, and served a stone pot bibimbap.
Even then he didn't take a few bites, but reminded her to be careful of eating too much meat, so she listened to his advice and wrapped the barbecue with lettuce before eating.
At this meal, she ate ten percent full, and burped out with her hands in his arms, and she didn't have to pay for it, Yue Chen had already bought the bill for them.
The two came out of the barbecue restaurant, Qiu Yinong deliberately stopped, took a picture of the reflection of the two people in front of the window next to him, and smiled with red lips slightly curled and grinned: "Just now I heard a young man saying that I am Lori, you are an uncle, so looking at it, we seem to be really ten years apart." β
The man stopped for a moment and stared at her with dangerous eyes: "What did you say?" β
Uncle?
Ten years short? Obviously only five years old.
Qiu Yinong still tilted his head and smiled: "Don't you admit it?" Didn't you recognize me for a while when I returned home? My passport says - Luo Shang, twenty-five years old, no one doubted it. As for you, you are a mature uncle now, isn't there a difference of ten years? β
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Ning Juexi sank a handsome face, and felt his blood surging up every minute, this woman actually laughed at him for being old in order to set off her youth?
"Do you want to prove to you that I'm still going strong? Well? The man's narrowed eyes were covered with a layer of playfulness.
He grinded his teeth, looking like he was going to come up and catch her.
She giggled, jumped to her feet, and with a pair of flat-soled tasseled shoes on her feet, she ran as fast as she could, and in the blink of an eye she ran into a mall.
On the first floor of the mall was jewelry, he caught up with her, wrapped her arms around her, looked at the dazzling jewelry and said, "Do you want to go shopping?" β
She raised her hand and stroked the hair on her face, and said with a non-interested look, "What are you doing with jewelry?" β
"If it's okay, you can't look at it, who rules?" He took her hand, lips pursed into a stiff straight line.
He didn't know much about romance, when they got married, he wanted to manage each other's marriage well, and specially ordered a rare pink diamond for her as a wedding gift, she didn't have much reaction when she saw it, and then he gave her a watch, and I didn't see her wear it a few times.
Speaking of which, he and her still don't even have a token of love.
Qiu Yinong sensitively felt that he seemed to be unhappy, and she didn't know exactly what he was unhappy about.
Are you still blaming her for not trusting him back then, thinking that he would abandon her?
The two held hands and stared in the mall like this, and passers-by couldn't help but be attracted by the way the handsome man and the beautiful woman looked at each other affectionately, and some people thought they were filming commercials or TV series, and turned their heads desperately to find the camera.
Of course, some people also pick up their mobile phones and habitually want to take a video or photo and upload it to the circle of friends, so naturally Yue Chen commanded the bodyguards to stop it early in the morning.
The onlookers dispersed, and of course, some people immediately remembered who the man in the man and the woman were just now.
After a moment of silence, Ning Juexi spoke: "You don't want to look at the jewelry, let's go to the second floor to have a look." β
Autumn is strong and touches your nose, is there a difference between the second floor and the first floor, the difference is to go to the mall.
But she also saw that he was blindly accommodating her today, starting from eating barbecue, he obviously didn't like it very much, and he was very patient to accompany her to eat and give her barbecue.
She then nodded, "Okay." β
The second floor is the electronic digital area, Qiu Yinong looked at it at random, there are SLR, mobile phones, computers, and computer accessories, it looks much more comfortable, at least better than those flashy jewelry on the first floor.
As a technology developer, you are proud of your skills, and you don't need to dress up like an ordinary company and judge people by their appearance.
It's no secret that programmers have always had a bad reputation, but it's not that exaggerated, except that they think it's much more important to arm their minds than to groom their appearance.
Over the years, she has rarely worn jewelry or anything like that, and she only wears a watch on her wrist to keep track of the time.
Of course, the ancestor's sentence "women are pleasing to the full" said very well, it's not that she doesn't like to dress up, but she just has to share time, such as today, she carefully dressed up before going out.
Ning Juexi answered a phone call, and when she went over, she was looking at a pair of keyboards in front of a brand of computer accessories.
The keyboard seemed to be heavier than the ordinary keyboard, and it was very weighty in her hand, she showed him the snow-white keyboard in her hand, and smiled with red lips: "Is it good-looking?" β
He crooked his lower lip, other men accompanied women to go shopping and play, either to buy clothes or jewelry, she was good, and she had a soft spot for things that only these men were interested in.
After only glancing at the keyboard, he hummed, and the next second he took out his wallet and handed over the bank card.
Qiu Yinong blinked, only then did he understand what he meant, and said with a smile: "I asked you if you look good, don't you really want to buy it." β
"Buy it if you like it." He directly handed the card to the shopping guide next to him.
The shopping guide reacted quickly, said respectfully and waited, and went to issue a ticket immediately.
"So I'm going to say that all the computer accessories here look good?"
"Buy them all."
"Why don't you buy this mall too?"
"Why not?"
It's such an arrogant tone, but it's also the truth, she knows that he Ning Sangongzi can afford it.
"Sir, it's a total of 1,300 yuan." The shopping guide quickly handed over the bill, but Ning Juexi didn't look at it, and signed it neatly.
"Do you know what kind of keyboard this is?" Seeing that it had become a fact, Qiu Yinong did not object, put the keyboard in his hand, and then randomly typed the code on it with his fingertips.
He looked down at her.
She smiled brightly, her white fingers fluttering on the keyboard, and she talked eloquently: "This is called a mechanical keyboard, almost made for programmers, and ordinary keyboards, each of its keys has an independent switch to control the closure, which makes it thicker and heavier than ordinary keyboards." Of course, it also has a lot of advantages, this is a red shaft in my hand, it feels very good, as long as you can type the code you want with very light force, which I have liked for a long time. β
He looked down at the smile on her face, his thick was really different from ordinary women, she had her own field of expertise, and was fascinated and crazy about it, not only was he not jealous, but he admired her side.
"If you like it, why didn't you use it before?"
"When I was busy, I thought that I must buy a mechanical keyboard another day, but when I was free, I forgot about it, otherwise how could I have such a good opportunity for you today?" She picked up the keyboard and handed it to the shopping guide to wrap it.
Autumn wants to go to the third floor.
She remembers looking at the mall sign before she came up, and there happened to be that shirt brand, the shirt she bought for him back then, he wore it for so many years, and after four years, she wanted to buy him a new one.
Unexpectedly, before she could open her mouth, he took her hand and said, "Go to the first floor for a walk." β
It seems that he is really obsessed with the jewelry on the first floor, and he is in a good mood in autumn, and he has a first-class mechanical keyboard, and he feels that he will not feel hard about how many shifts he will work in the future.
He pulled her from counter to counter, and she cooperated with him, pointing to a necklace and saying, "This is very beautiful." β
Miss shopping guide has been paying attention to this eye-catching man and woman, stepped forward and showed a standard smile and said: "This young lady has a good eye, this necklace is full of enthusiasm, unrestrained and romantic, this is the most famous designer of our brand designed, in the British 'goldsmith competition' won the gold medal, its name is called 'Yuezhi', taken from the allusion of the pleasing person's face." There are only three in the world, and there is only one in China, which is very rare. β
This time, he didn't ask the man around him to do it, Qiu Yinong took the initiative to take the bank card from his hand and handed it to the shopping guide.
The price of this piece of jewelry is tens of millions, and the shopping guide lady never thought that this female customer would hand the card from the male customer's hand like this, and she was a little uncertain for a while, and looked at Ning Juexi hesitantly: "Sir, are you sure?" β
In this case, it is not unheard of before, a woman with an international name took the card of a well-dressed man without authorization, and the man was furious, making a scandalous scene, and once called the police to mediate the matter, so it is better to ask in advance.
Ning Juexi lowered his head and took the woman's slender jade hand, and glanced at the shopping guide lady coldly: "If you can't do it, call your manager." β
His attitude was clearly to do what the woman next to him said, and the shopping guide was so happy that she was busy taking the bank card to open the bill.
Five minutes later, the shopping guide put the carefully packaged brocade box into a palm-sized paper bag and handed it over: "Sir, Miss, please go slowly." β
Qiu Yinong took the paper bag and saw that the man's face finally got better, and he guessed something, "This is a token of love you gave me?" β
"Don't like it?"
"Like, it's perfectβ" she dragged out, deliberately exaggerating.
The man finally had a laugh line in his eyes: "I'll put it on for you later?" β
"Okay."
She was more concerned about the mechanical keyboard he was carrying for her, and he refused to take it several times because it was too heavy.
Actually, it's okay, she thought.
But the heart is sweet, a pair of mechanical keyboards, a love necklace, can be regarded as the most suitable gift he gave her since they have known each other for so long.
Walking out of the street, she pursed her lips and smiled, turned her head and stood on tiptoe to kiss the man's handsome face.
He was visibly stunned for a moment, and his phone rang.
Picking up the phone, he stroked her cheek with his fingertips, and his tone was very light: "What's the matter?" β
I don't know what to say, the look in the corners of his eyes is as cold as broken ice, she looked at it, and inexplicably felt that this was him four years later, the gentle and quiet man four years ago was gone, and four years later, in front of her was a man who was indifferent to the bones. Although in front of her, he would not be like this.
Still, she felt suffocated.
In the end, did the changes of time change him, or did their separation change him......
Yin Yimo once said that he has not had a good time in the past four years......
When he was talking on the phone, Yue Chen drove the car over, she wanted to wait for him first, but he took her hand and asked her to accompany him.
When the call ended, he opened the passenger door, waited for her to sit in, and then sat in the cab, "Nongnong, I'll ask Yue Chen to send you back to Cangshi tomorrow morning." β
"No, I can go back myself."
He looked at her lost face, pulled her fingers, and looked at her for a moment: "I have to go back to Qingcheng early tomorrow morning." β
"Oh."
"My father has something to do with me."
"Okay."
"Angry?"
"Nope." She raised her head and stuck out her tongue and smiled: "Anyway, I have to come on vacation for the past three days, and if I don't go back, my boss should blow his beard and stare at me." β
"Steven?" He frowned.
"I'm kidding." She listened to his tone as if she was going to do something to Steven, and she quickly clarified: "You can't blame him, I took a temporary leave of absence, and I still have a bunch of work on my hands." β
He started the car, "In the afternoon, we will go out to sea on a yacht." β
"Is it rented?"
"My yacht is coming."
Ah, such a big deal? She remembered that his yacht used to be in Qingcheng, how long did it take to drive here in Pengcheng?
When the car arrived at the dock, she saw the yacht parked on the pier, but it was a few sizes smaller than the one a few years ago, and it was very new, as if it had just been added.
Such a small yacht is indeed suitable for two people to go to sea, if it is like the previous big one, there are only two people, it always feels a bit wasteful.
He took her by the hand and got on the yacht, Yue Chen and the bodyguards didn't come up, standing on the dock and watching.
Qiu Yinong was a little surprised: "Just the two of us?" β
"Afraid of me?" He squinted deep eyes and had a sexy and funny voice.
She suddenly heard his voice, and looked at him with a flushed face: "Can you not play hooligan?" β
He smiled lowly and couldn't help pinching her chin: "There are many kinds of hooligans, I am the most focused one, and I have only played hooligans on you alone for more than ten years." β
She even turned red behind her ears, turned her gaze, and pretended to blow the wind to see the scenery.
Is she shy?
He smiled lazily, the curvature of the corners of his lips was deep: "Don't worry, someone is in the cab." β
Oh, it means that someone is driving a yacht, and there is a third person, and he shouldn't mess around.
If it had been messed up, they would have slept together yesterday, and he could have ......
Qiu Yi took a strong breath, half jokingly: "Then should we drive back to Cangshi?" β
"It's not impossible." He turned around to go to the cab, she hurriedly grabbed him, pursed her lips and said, "Forget it, I just talked about playing casually, and said that I would go back to Cangshi tomorrow." β
The yacht started, he leaned on the railing with one hand idlely, looking at her lovely expression that was reluctant to leave him, a pleasant smile appeared on the thin lips, and he held her face with his big palm, and bowed his head to kiss it.
In the morning, the sea was still cloudy and stormy, but in the blink of an eye, the wind and waves were calm, and the blue sea and blue sky were beautiful.
Her eyes were wide open when he leaned in, and she forgot to close them when he kissed them.
His kiss was lightly printed on her lips, and the four eyes met without a word, and the wind was very strong, and the sea breeze blew his shirt and her wrap dress, and blew her hair up, but the temperature in the air burned up, and it seemed as if there was only one other in each other's eyes.
She had big eyes as simple as a fawn, and her fair face was covered with a red tide that had not faded, and her black and white eyes quickly evaded his gaze.
Look at the vivid color in the eyes of men, and the delicate appearance that you can grab.
All love at first sight is nothing but love.
This sentence crossed his mind abruptly, and he didn't know who said it, but at this moment he felt that there was some truth. sho_e();
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