046. No matter how many times you say it, I won't let you go.
When she was by Fu Jingsi's side before, Ji Rou couldn't resist his gentleness at all, every time, as long as he treated her a little better, she would be deceived by him and dizzy, and she didn't even have basic judgment. [Full text reading. γzi Yukaku om
But it's different now---- now, when listening to Fu Jingsi say this kind of thing, Ji Rou only feels ridiculous. She didn't struggle anymore, and let Fu Jingsi hold her with an indifferent expression.
"Mr. Fu's affection seems to have been used in the wrong place." Ji Rou looked at Fu Jingsi, "For me, this trick is useless." β
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Fu Jingsi stared at her with red eyes and moved his lips, but he couldn't make any sound.
Ji Rou broke free from his arms, "I sent the plan, you can email me if you have any revisions after reading it." Since Mr. Fu didn't have the heart to talk about cooperation today, I won't bother. When you want to talk, we'll make an appointment. β
After saying this, Ji Rou stepped on her high heels and walked out of the office without looking back.
Fu Jingsi looked at her back, and the hand hanging by his side clenched into a fist.
Ji Rou walked very fast, and when she went out from the company door, she happened to run into Rong Nancheng who had just come over, she accidentally bumped into his arm, and was about to raise her head to say "I'm sorry", only to find that it was him.
Rong Nancheng came to see the excitement today, he always felt that with Fu Jingsi's character, he hadn't seen him for so many years, and he would definitely not let Ji Rou go easily, and they would meet again after a long absence, **, no matter what, he had to pull her in the office.
I didn't expect Ji Rou to come out so soon.
To be honest, Rong Nancheng didn't dare to recognize Ji Rou at first.
Five years ago, he had a lot of contact with Ji Rou, and in his memory, Ji Rou was a little girl, a student girl. It's soft, and it's not the same at all anyway.
It seems that in the past five years, the little girl has grown up a lot.
"Ji Rou? It's been a long time. Rong Nancheng pretended to be surprised and greeted her.
"Well, long time no see." Ji Rou greeted him politely, and without waiting for him to reply, she said goodbye to him: "I still have something to do, go first, goodbye." β
Rong Nancheng touched his chin and sighed, "Okay, little girl, it's quite a drag now." β
Rong Nancheng entered the office. I saw Fu Jingsi staring at the documents on the table in a daze, and the whole person looked particularly decadent.
He coughed, leaned up to him with a hippie smile and asked, "Old man, guess who I just met?" β
Fu Jingsi didn't give him any response as if he hadn't heard him speak.
Rong Nancheng knew that Fu Jingsi was not in the mood to joke with himself, so he accepted it when he saw it, and said seriously: "It seems that you guys seem to have collapsed." It's okay, there will be opportunities in the future. If you can run, the monk can't run the temple. β
"Leave this case to Xiao Zhang."
Fu Jingsi was silent for a long time, and finally spoke.
It's just that what he said really shocked Rong Nancheng.
"What? You don't care? Rong Nancheng looked like he hated iron but not steel, "Old man." This is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, and if this case were handed over to someone else, the two of you would have no intersection at all. β
"It doesn't make much sense." Thinking of Ji Rou's attitude just now, Fu Jingsi smiled self-deprecatingly, "Five years ago, I hurt her too much, and it was impossible for her to come back." β
", old man, this is not your style!" Rong Nancheng heard Fu Jingsi say this, and slapped the table excitedly, "Grab it back!" Take out the courage of you to sleep with her for the first time, I don't believe that there are still women who can't sleep. β
"You have slept with Yu Xinlan for so many years. Is she in love with you? Fu Jingsi asked him rhetorically.
Rong Nancheng was stopped by the question he asked, and after being stunned for a long time, he also smiled: "It's true, it's useless to meet a woman with no conscience, and sleep until she dies." β
"But, old man, I don't think Ji Rou is the kind of woman who has no conscience." Rong Nancheng changed his words, "She is not comparable to Yu Xinlan, you must know that few women can have the same conscience as Yu Xinlan." β
**
After coming out of Nanyuan SOHO, Ji Rou's mind was in a mess, she found a cafΓ© to sit down and ordered a cup of American.
Sitting in the window seat, she watched the traffic and people outside, and finally calmed down.
The sudden reunion almost made her lose her armor.
Fortunately, in the past five years, she has cultivated strong enough, no matter how good his sweet words are, she will not waver in the slightest.
As Rong Xigu said, a person who falls twice in the same place does not deserve sympathy.
When Ji Rou was sitting in a daze in the coffee shop, her mobile phone rang.
She glanced at the caller ID, and it was an unfamiliar number.
Press the answer button, put the phone to your ear, and wait for the other person to speak first.
"Hello, is it Ji Rou?" In the earpiece, there is a beautiful female voice, which sounds a little familiar.
"It's me, may I ask ---- you?"
"Rourou, it's me, Ayu." Yu Xinlan interrupted her with a smile, and then didn't forget to count her down: "After walking for so long, you haven't contacted me, don't you plan to be friends with me?" β
Ji Rou was said guilty by Yu Xinlan, "I'm sorry, Ah Yu, I was in too much of a hurry at that time." β
"Okay, okay, I don't blame you." Yu Xinlan smiled happily, "You're in Los Angeles now, right?" Have a nice face tonight and have a few drinks together? β
"Okay." Ji Rou readily agreed, "Then let's see you in the old place, I invite you." β
After making the phone call with Yu Xinlan, Ji Rou's mood recovered.
She sent a text message to Lin Ran, asked her for her current address, and took a taxi to find her.
In the past five years, Ji Rou's contact with Lin Ran has not been broken, Lin Ran talked about her boyfriend, and heard her say that she has been talking about marriage recently, Ji Rou is really happy for her.
I haven't seen Lin Ran for five years, and when I saw Lin Ran again, Ji Rou couldn't help but sigh: "Wow, Ranran, you have become a woman a lot." β
Lin Ran's dressing style is not at all the same as five years ago, it can be said that she has been reborn.
Since Ji Rou met Lin Ran, she has always loved casual sports style, and the clothes she wears are very generous.
She suddenly became such a woman, Ji Rou was still a little unaccustomed to it.
"The same goes for you." Lin Ran hugged her chest and looked her up and down, smiling with great connotation: "Rou, you are very much like a wife now, do you know." I'm a woman, I want to ravage/ravage you like this, your brother is really beautiful/blessed. β
Regarding Ji Rou and Rong Xigu, Lin Ran has always been very clear, she has a very good impression of Rong Xigu, and always feels that it is this kind of man who can give Ji Rou happiness.
Speaking of Rong Xigu, Ji Rou also smiled, she pinched Lin Ran's shoulder, "Don't make trouble, my husband is a very decent man, not like you." The mind is not healthy. β
"Oops, my husband," Lin Ran covered her face, "my sister's teeth are going to be sour." β
Ji Rou was amused by Lin Ran's way of laughing.
I haven't seen each other for five years, but the relationship between Ji Rou and Lin Ran is not unfamiliar at all, the two of them sit together and talk for a day.
At six o'clock in the evening, Ji Rou was going to Yu Xinlan's appointment, so she didn't eat at Lin Ran's house, and she didn't have time to meet Lin Ran's boyfriend.
**
Yu Xinlan and Ji Rou met at the most famous pub in Los Angeles, where the two of them once got drunk.
There was a traffic jam on the road, Ji Rou arrived a few minutes later than the agreed time, and after getting out of the car, she trotted into the pub, found the agreed box, and pushed the door in.
After seeing Yu Xinlan sitting on the sofa, Ji Rou panted and apologized to her: "I'm sorry Ayu, I'm late." β
"It's okay." Yu Xinlan smiled at Ji Rou, she poured her a glass of wine, "Let's have a drink first." β
Ji Rou took the wine glass, touched it with Yu Xinlan, raised her head and drank a glass of foreign wine.
Yu Xinlan was a little surprised when she saw Ji Rou drinking.
She stared at Ji Rou for a while, and then sighed, "Rourou, to be honest." You've changed a lot, and I'm a little surprised. β
"Really?" Ji Rou poured herself a glass of wine, took a sip, and smiled lightly: "But I also feel that I have changed a lot, and it may be ---- when I grow up."
"How have these years been?" Yu Xinlan asked her with concern.
Ji Rou nodded and continued to smile: "It's good, the family is happy, and I have a little business of my own." β
"Family?" Hearing Ji Rou say this, Yu Xinlan couldn't help frowning: "Are you married?" β
"yes, it's been almost four years." Ji Rou calculated the time, "It's been a long time." β
For a moment, Yu Xinlan felt. It seems that he has never known the woman in front of him.
The Ji Rou she knew could never be like this.
"You and Fu Jingsi ----"
Yu Xinlan didn't want to ask this question so directly, but after thinking about it, it seems that there is no need to beat around the bush, since Ji Rou is already married, it means that she has completely let go, and if she asks, it should be nothing.
When Fu Jingsi was mentioned, Ji Rou thought of what happened in the office this morning, and her mood suddenly became very irritable.
"I finished with him five years ago. Isn't he all engaged? β
Ji Rou raised her head and poured herself a glass of wine, because she poured it too fiercely, she accidentally poured it on her chest. The white shirt was soaked with alcohol.
She glanced down at the wetness in her chest, "Look at me, I'm so excited, I've spilled all the wine." β
Regarding Fu Jingsi's engagement, Yu Xinlan can be regarded as a person who knows the inside story, and she subconsciously wants to explain to Fu Jingsi: "Rourou, in fact, Fu ----"
"Ah Yu, you wait for me for a while, I'll go to the bathroom." Ji Rou interrupted her, turned her head and took a black box from the bag behind her, and then got up and left the box.
The bathroom was at the end of the corridor, and after Ji Rou entered, she stood in front of the sink. Wiped the wine stains on his chest with water.
After that, she walked out of the bathroom, stood in the hallway, took out a cigarette from the black tin box and put it in her mouth, shielded the wind with one hand, and held a lighter in the other, and lit the cigarette.
Ji Rou learned to smoke after giving birth to a child, during that time she was very confused, she couldn't see the direction of life at all, before the child was born, she had done a long time for herself to build her mind, but after Ling Lingzhen came to this world, she began to be scared again.
The panic was unprecedented.
She suddenly felt that she had an extra responsibility on her body, and that there was an extra life in this world related to her, and this feeling was very heavy.
At that time, she was still studying, and she didn't have any income, and the card that Fu Jingsi gave her would only use when paying her tuition.
Confusion, anxiety, and restlessness are intertwined.
One night, Ji Rou secretly went downstairs and bought a box of cigarettes from the vending machine, and after smoking. I fell in love with that feeling.
Someone once told her that smoking can relieve stress, but she didn't believe it, and when she really smoked, she finally believed it.
Every time she was in a bad mood, Ji Rou would secretly smoke two cigarettes.
Of course, every time I smoke it behind Rong Xigu's back.
Rong Xigu didn't like her to smoke, a few times Ji Rou was caught by him for smoking, he was very angry, Ji Rou was coquettish and cute and coaxed him for a long time, and he reluctantly forgave her.
Of course, Ji Rou knew that Rong Xigu was for her good, and later she was also trying to restrain herself, before that. She hadn't smoked in a year.
Tonight is a broken vow.
**
In the past five years that Ji Rou has been away, Fu Jingsi will call the three of them to drink together every time he is in a bad mood, and it is the same today.
After drinking a few glasses of wine, Fu Jingsi got up and left the box, ready to go to the bathroom.
As soon as I walked to the door of the bathroom, I saw Ji Rou leaning against the wall and smoking.
At that time, Fu Jingsi thought that there was something wrong with his eyes, after all, Ji Rou was the kind of girl who would cough when she smelled smoke, and he couldn't imagine that one day, she would be able to see her smoking.
Moreover, a girl's smoking is very harmful to her body, doesn't she know?
Thinking of this, Fu Jingsi was angry, walked up directly, brutally snatched the half-smoked cigarette in her hand, threw it on the ground and trampled it with her feet.
Ji Rou was so fascinated by smoking just now that she didn't notice Fu Jingsi's arrival at all.
She met his angry face with great calmness, and her gaze lingered on him for a few seconds, then she took a new cigarette from the box and picked up the lighter to light it.
Fu Jingsi watched her skillful movements, and the fire in his heart became even stronger, he took the lighter and cigarette case in her hand and stuffed them into his pocket.
Ji Rou couldn't help but laugh when she looked at him like this.
"How. Mr. Fu is so poor that he can't afford to buy cigarettes now? Do you have to rob a little person like me? β
The more she acted indifferent, the more angry Fu Jingsi became.
He pressed her against the wall and lifted her chin with one hand, "Five years abroad, you learned that?" You're really capable, Ji Rou. β
The anger in his voice, as well as the deep disappointment, Ji Rou could hear it.
She just thought it was ridiculous. Isn't it all because of him that she has become what she is today?
What is there for him to be disappointed in?
"I've learned a lot." Ji Rou grinned, "However, what I learned by myself is far less profound than what Uncle Fu taught me." β
After five years, when I heard her call herself "Uncle Fu" again, Fu Jingsi actually had pantothenic acid in her eyes.
When he was moved, Ji Rou poured a basin of cold water on him fiercely.
"However, now I have nothing to do with you, you made it clear five years ago, after leaving, I will no longer be a member of the Fu family. So it's better for you not to point fingers at me. β
Ji Rou was smiling the whole time, but the words she said were extremely ruthless.
She is such a flawed woman now, how cruel he was to her back then, now she is ten times more ruthless than him.
"Ji Rou, can you talk to me well?"
Fu Jingsi felt that he was about to be defeated by her, and now Ji Rou was covered with thorns. It's not cute at all.
In comparison, he still likes her more than back then.
Fu Jingsi buried his head on her neck, and rubbed the tip of his nose against the skin on her neck, "I miss you very much, don't push me away from me." β
Hehe, I miss you so much.
Now, his affection, in her eyes, is the greatest irony.
Ji Rou didn't bother to struggle anymore, he would just hold him if he wanted to, a person like Fu Jingsi, if he followed him, he would soon get tired of it.
It turns out that Ji Rou miscalculated again.
When Fu Jingsi's hand reached into her shirt, she suddenly woke up and pushed him away. How could Fu Jingsi just give up, she pushed it away, and he pressed it again, refusing to give up.
There is a huge disparity in strength between men and women, Fu Jingsi is determined and refuses to let go, and Ji Rou can't break free.
She was annoyed and angry, and lowered her voice to warn him: "Fu Jingsi, if you touch me again, I will call the police." β
"Who taught you to swear?" Fu Jingsi listened to her explode and bit her ear angrily. "Cleaned up, huh?"
"Fu Jingsi, I'll say it one last time----"
"You don't have to say it." Fu Jingsi pressed his index finger against her lips, smiling wickedly and flamboyantly, "No matter how many times you say it, I won't let you go." β
Ji Rou knew that he was a person who did what he said, especially in this regard, as long as he decided to do it, no one could stop her.
She was ruthless, looked into his eyes, and said word by word: "Fu Jingsi, I am already married." If you touch me again, I'll really call the police. β
After these words were spoken, Ji Rou obviously felt that Fu Jingsi's body froze.
She took the opportunity to push him away, lowered her head and straightened her clothes, ready to leave.
When he passed by Fu Jingsi's side, he grabbed her arm.
Before Ji Rou could speak, he covered her mouth with one hand and dragged her into the nearest empty box without saying a word.
----
Rudely kicked the door of the box shut, Fu Jingsi threw Ji Rou onto the sofa and leaned over, pinching her chin with one hand, and there was a fire under his eyes.
"Yau Yau, be nice." He struggled to suppress his anger, and his voice was hoarse. "Don't say those words again to provoke me on purpose. Okay? β
"Mr. Fu, I think you're really worried." Ji Rou said to him expressionlessly, "Who are you?" Why should I deliberately provoke you? Are you worth it? β
"Ji, Rou----" Fu Jingsi grabbed her neck, "You have to make me unhappy, don't you?" You're going to die if you take a soft drink, right? β
His eyes were scarlet, and the green tendons on his forehead were almost breaking out, Ji Rou looked at him like this, and subconsciously clenched her fists.
"Okay, I'll give in."
After some psychological struggle, Ji Rou finally opened her mouth to beg Fu Jingsi for mercy: "I'm sorry, Uncle Fu, I was wrong, I shouldn't have come back, let alone let you see me, you have let me go a lot, okay?" β
Her so-called submission is to say such yin and yang weird words to stimulate him----
Fu Jingsi looked at the familiar and unfamiliar face in front of him, and sighed, "Ji Rou, do you know how much I regret letting you go now?" β
Ji Rou pursed her lips and didn't speak.
"I shouldn't have let you go abroad, look at what you've learned." Fu Jingsi touched her face, her voice trembling a little, "Do you know how much I miss the former Rourou?" You give her back to me----"
This is the first time Ji Rou has seen Fu Jingsi lose his temper like this, just now when he said "give her back to me", Ji Rou almost thought that he was going to cry, but after thinking about it, she felt that she was too naΓ―ve.
How could Fu Jingsi cry for her?
If he had a little affection for her, he wouldn't have driven her away so ruthlessly in the first place.
Ji Rou, you can't shake it, she kept repeating this sentence in her heart.
After that, her emotions calmed down a lot----
Ji Rou looked at Fu Jingsi and said to him: "The former Ji Rou is dead, and he was thrown into the eighteenth layer of hell by your own hands, and he will never be able to live forever." β
Speaking of this, Ji Rou smiled at him, "So, Uncle Fu, you should never expect her to appear again." β
The smile on her face was really too dazzling, stabbing Fu Jingsi's eyes. My heart hurts, too.
He himself didn't know what Ji Rou would do if he continued to provoke him like this.
Fu Jingsi gritted his teeth and pushed her to the ground----
This time, he used a lot of strength, Ji Rou was defenseless at all, and was directly pushed by him and fell to the ground.
There was a sharp pain in her ankle, as if to mock her innocence.
Look at Ji Rou, as long as you are with him, it will hurt.
Why don't you have such a long memory?
"Get out."
Fu Jingsi sat on the sofa, looked at Ji Rou on the ground condescendingly, and ordered her coldly.
"Mr. Xie Fu raised his noble hand."
Ji Rou smiled self-deprecatingly, got up from the ground with the coffee table, and limped out of the box.
After the door of the box was closed, Fu Jingsi kicked the coffee table down, and all the goblets and foreign wine on the coffee table were broken, and the floor was in a mess.
But he still didn't feel the slightest relief.
He took out the cigarette and lighter he had just snatched from Ji Rou from his pocket, lit a cigarette, and took a deep breath.
The smell of this cigarette is very strong and choking, and he can't stand it even if he takes a puff of an old cigarette gun, but Ji Rou smokes so easily----
How far has she fallen in the past five years?
When Fu Jingsi was irritable, the mobile phone in his pocket rang.
He looked at the words "Huanzhi" flashing on the screen, took a deep breath, and then picked up the phone and put it to his ear.
"Huanzhi, what's wrong?"
"Are you busy?" Bai Huanzhi heard that Fu Jingsi's voice was not quite right, and his attitude immediately became much more careful, "If you are busy, let's be busy first."
"No, I'm drinking with Jiang Yun and them." Fu Jingsi explained to her, "It's a little too drunk." β
"Oh, drink less in the future, it's not good for your health." Bai Huanzhi couldn't help but remind him.
"Got it." Fu Jingsi responded very perfunctorily, "What's the matter with calling me?" β
"That, Momo, she is clamoring to see you, when do you have time, please come and see her."
Bai Huanzhi brewed for a long time before he made this request.
In fact, she herself knew that this request was quite excessive, after all, Fu Jingsi was not the child's father, and he had no obligation to do so much at all.