047, Fu Jingsi, you don't understand women at all.
Half a year ago, Bai Huanzhi returned to Los Angeles from London with two children, Fu Jingsi helped settle her down, and hired a nanny for her to take care of the children. γLatest chapter reading. γ
Bai Huanzhi is a very strong person, sometimes a little stubborn, she loves to drill the horns of the bull, how difficult it is for her to ask for help, Fu Jingsi knows.
Therefore, when she asked him to help accompany the child, Fu Jingsi was quite surprised.
It must be that Momo is making too much trouble, otherwise how could he beg him to do something with Bai Huanzhi's character.
Fu Jingsi thought for a while and said to her, "Well, I know, I'll go over now." β
"Fu Jingsi, I'm sorry, I'm bothering you again."
Bai Huanzhi was very polite when she spoke to Fu Jingsi, and since that incident, she had never called him Ah Jing like before.
Fu Jingsi was used to Bai Huanzhi's politeness, and he didn't feel uncomfortable when she said this.
After hanging up the phone, Fu Jingsi walked out of the box and left without having time to say hello to Jiang Yun and them.
**
When Ji Rou went back to the box, she was shocked by the three extra people in the box.
She subconsciously glanced at Yu Xinlan, thinking that she had called over.
Of course, Yu Xinlan knew what Ji Rou's glance represented, and she didn't shy away from it, and explained to her directly: "I didn't shout, they found it themselves." β
Ji Rou smiled, "It's okay, everyone is an old friend, and it's good to catch up with the old days." β
She walked generously to the couch and sat down. picked up the wine bottle and poured wine for Jiang Yun, Rong Nancheng and Gu Jin one by one.
Jiang Yun was the first, Ji Rou greeted him while pouring wine: "I haven't seen him for five years, Dr. Jiang hasn't changed at all, he's still so young." β
Jiang Yun answered with a smile: "I haven't changed at all, but you, have changed a lot." β
Jiang Yun had something to say, and Ji Rou didn't shy away from it, she said with a smile: "Yes, failed love can indeed make people grow, and I have to thank the old man for it." β
Ji Rou behaved so calmly that everyone present was stunned
Seemingly. Fu Jingsi wants to chase her back, it's really difficult.
After pouring wine for Jiang Yun, it was Rong Nancheng.
Ji Rou had already met with him in the morning, and when she poured the wine, she naturally took the matter of meeting in the morning to find a topic.
"Mr. Rong too, nothing has changed, he looks a lot younger."
Rong Nancheng held the wine glass and said with a smile: "Well, with the nourishment of love, you must be young." β
After saying this, he turned his gaze to Yu Xinlan
Yu Xinlan happened to be looking at him as well. Looking at each other, Rong Nancheng's blazing gaze stared at Yu Xinlan's scalp numb, she quickly turned her head and drank the wine as if nothing had happened.
This scene naturally fell on Ji Rou's eyes.
So, Ji Rou smiled at Rong Nancheng meaningfully, "It seems that Mr. Rong still has room to improve himself." β
Rong Nancheng didn't say a word, thinking that this girl was really exactly the same as Fu Jingsi, and as soon as she opened her mouth, she poked straight at the point, and she couldn't play happily.
Rong Nancheng was followed by Gu Jin.
In fact, Ji Rou and Gu Jin had the least contact. But she has the best impression of Gu Jin, before Fu Jingsi always said that Gu Jin was not suitable for mixing in the mall, and disliked his low IQ or something.
Ji Rou felt that Gu Jin was the purest and kindest of the four of them.
It's also embarrassing for him, he can still be naΓ―ve when he mixes with such a person every day.
Gu Jin had been staring at Ji Rou since she entered the door, and now Ji Rou poured him wine, and he still had a feeling of dreaming.
Gu Jin raised his hand and pinched Ji Rou's face, "Oh my god, you turned out to be real." β
Ji Rou looked at him helplessly, "Mr. Gu, I'm a big living person standing in front of you, and if you say that, I can't answer." β
"Tsk, don't I sigh. You little girl, you've changed so much. β
Gu Jin still can't forget how timid she was when she met Ji Rou for the first time.
They also met in the box of the pub at that time, and she was so shy that she didn't even dare to raise her head.
Today, there is no trace of what it used to be.
I guess I was really hurt by Fu Jingsi, otherwise I wouldn't have become so thorough.
For the next hour or so, Ji Rou kept chatting with the three of them, but Yu Xinlan didn't speak for a long time.
At the end, Yu Xinlan was pulled away by Rong Nancheng, and Ji Rou, Jiang Yun and Gu Jin stood at the door of the pub, looking at their backs as they left, and smiled at each other.
The first to speak was Gu Jin, he said: "Nancheng has caught up with the eight-year War of Resistance, Yu Xinlan is really awesome." β
Jiang Yun let out a "hmm" and did not say anything.
Ji Rou didn't know much about their situation, so she didn't comment on it.
**
Rong Nancheng was angry.
The moment he dragged her wrist, Yu Xinlan realized it.
Therefore, she tried her best to behave as obediently as possible, and did not resist along the way, and obediently followed him into the car.
After getting into the car, Rong Nancheng had no intention of starting the car and leaving.
Yu Xinlan stared at him for a while, and asked him cautiously, "Nancheng, aren't we going home?" β
"Home?" Hearing this word, Rong Nancheng suddenly laughed, and his smile was particularly sarcastic.
He turned around and pinched her chin, stared into her eyes and asked, "Do you think the place where the two of us make/have sex deserves to be called 'home'?" β
His eyes were fierce, and there was a thick sarcasm in his words, which Yu Xinlan couldn't handle.
She lowered her head weakly and said lightly: "I'll just say it casually, don't get me wrong, I don't mean anything else." β
"You think I'll think you mean something else?" Rong Nancheng smiled, "Don't worry, I'm not narcissistic enough to think you want to marry me." β
Yu Xinlan was so speechless by him.
Seeing that she didn't react, Rong Nancheng continued: "The woman in the world who doesn't want to marry me is you Yu Xinlan, I still remember this sentence." β
"We're fine now." Yu Xinlan sniffed and forced a smile: "Nancheng, if you want to get married, remember to tell me, I won't bother you anymore when the time comes." β
"Why do I think you're wishing I could get married?" Rong Nancheng raised a hand and touched her big / leg, "I'm married, and you're free, right?" β
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If it were usual, Yu Xinlan would definitely deny it vigorously. But today, she was silent.
What her silence represents, Rong Nancheng will not know.
It was precisely because I understood what she meant that I was even more angry.
He sneered, put the passenger seat down, rolled over and pressed her, one hand on her head, forcing her to look at him.
"Why don't you deny it? Shouldn't you explain it to me and make me happy at this time? β
Rong Nancheng's voice was very soft, like an invisible hand, strangling her neck fiercely, and she felt that she was about to suffocate.
"So. I'm too lazy to lie now, am I? β
Yu Xinlan's silence was really a great irony for Rong Nancheng.
He had kept her by his side for so many years, and there were some things that he showed so obviously, but she turned a blind eye.
Before she lied to him and coaxed him, he could comfort himself: she was willing to lie to him, at least it showed that she cared about him.
Now, she didn't even bother to tell him a lie.
One can imagine how tired he is.
Keeping a woman who hates himself for so many years, he is really useless.
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"Southside." Yu Xinlan pondered for a long time before she mustered up the courage to call out his name.
She met his gaze and said sincerely: "There are still half a year left in the time we agreed, and in this half year, I will still treat you as before." We're good that way. β
"Heh, it's good not to be responsible for the gun, and to get out of bed and not recognize people."
Rong Nancheng took her words with a smile, and then began to tear the clothes on her body: "Blame me for being too good to you before, now Lao Tzu will let you see how Lao Tzu usually treats artillery/friends." β
In the car, there is no prelude, straight to the point. This time, he no longer pursued her cooperation, and only cared about his own rhythm.
Several times, Yu Xinlan felt that she was going to die.
In this environment, being humiliated/humiliated by him in this most primitive way is really worse than death.
When it was over, Rong Nancheng threw her underwear in her face and looked at her condescendingly.
"This is the gun/friend. Understand? β
Yu Xinlan was embarrassed, took her underwear off her face and grabbed it in her hand under his gaze, closed her eyes and nodded gently, "Understood." β
**
Fu Jingsi drove for more than an hour to arrive at Bai Huanzhi's apartment.
As soon as I entered the door. Momo pounced on him with a smile, now the little guy is more than ten years old, he understands everything, and he is more coquettish than when he was a child.
Fu Jingsi picked her up and scratched her nose with a smile, "Are you having trouble with your mother again?" β
Momo pouted and said aggrievedly, "I miss Dad, but Mom won't let me call you." β
When Momo complained to Fu Jingsi, Bai Huanzhi happened to take Bubbles' hand out and heard the conversation between the two of them clearly.
Bai Huanzhi saw that Momo was hanging on Fu Jingsi's body, and his eyes were instantly serious: "Momo." You're a big kid, don't always ----"
"Alright, don't keep reprimanding her." Fu Jingsi interrupted Bai Huanzhi's words, "I have to hug her, I haven't seen her for a long time, and I miss her too." β
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Bai Huanzhi felt that with people like Fu Jingsi, there was no reason to talk about it.
She had told him countless times that Momo was not his daughter, and she had discussed with him countless times, trying to find a time together to explain the truth to Momo.
But Fu Jingsi refused. He said. Don't want to cause harm to your child.
However, it is also a hurt to deceive her all the time
Recently, Momo has been clamoring to see her father every day, and Bai Huanzhi has wanted to tell her directly several times: Fu Jingsi is not your father.
But it was only a second-round impulse, and soon she would dismiss her thoughts.
Because she was afraid that the child would ask her who her father was.
That person, that name, she couldn't speak, and she didn't want to remember.
Since Fu Jingsi came in, Momo has been pestering him to chat with him, and Bubbles has stared at them interacting.
Compared with Momo, the relationship between Bubbles and Fu Jingsi is much more rusty.
After Bubbles was born, Fu Jingsi rarely went to London, and even in the past, he left at a glance, and the two had almost no contact.
Bubbles is also four years old this year, and in his eyes, Fu Jingsi is not his father at all, so he never calls him that.
At night, Momo pestered Fu Jingsi and didn't let go, insisting that he stay for the night, and the child made a request. Fu Jingsi really couldn't refuse, so he could only agree to come down until he coaxed Momo to fall asleep before coming out of the bedroom.
When Fu Jingsi came out, Bai Huanzhi was waiting for him in the corridor at the door, and he looked like he had something to tell him.
Fu Jingsi came to the living room with her, sat down, and waited for her to speak.
Bai Huanzhi lowered his head and struggled for a while, as if he was brewing words.
After a few minutes, she said to him, "Fu Jingsi, let's tell Momo the truth." You have your own life. If it's always like this in the future, it will be annoying. β
"Tell her I'm not her dad, and then what?" Fu Jingsi asked her: "If she asks who her biological father is, how are you going to answer?" Tell me the truth? β
Bai Huanzhi's face turned pale when he was asked by Fu Jingsi's question, and he didn't say a complete sentence for "I" for a long time.
Of course, she didn't want Momo to know who her father was, but she didn't want Momo to keep calling Fu Jingsi's father----
It's really too easy to misunderstand, and she really doesn't want to cause any trouble to his life.
When something like that happened, she took the initiative to ask to leave, she felt that she was dirty and unworthy of him, so she would rather disappear from his life.
Fu Jingsi has been blaming himself for what happened back then for so many years, and Bai Huanzhi also knows that the things he did for himself were not out of love and concern.
He may just look at her pitifully and give her a little charity.
She would rather not have such feelings.
"Huanzhi, I don't know why you're so persistent. Momo is sensible now, and it's better not to tell her about those bad things. Otherwise, it will have an impact on the growth and development of the child. β
Fu Jingsi patiently analyzed with her, "If I want to get married in the future, I will explain it to my wife in advance." β
"Fu Jingsi, you don't understand women at all." Bai Huanzhi's emotions were suddenly very excited, and she said to him in a trembling voice: "No woman can accept this kind of thing, you are really too selfish to think like this"
"Selfish?" Fu Jingsi didn't understand what she meant.
Bai Huanzhi knew that he didn't understand, so he continued: "As a woman, I definitely don't want my husband to be entangled with his ex-girlfriend and even be so good to her children. If I see this situation, I must think that the child was born to him and his ex-girlfriend, so why should I give him my whole life? β
There is indeed a big deviation in the way of thinking of men and women, and when Bai Huanzhi said this, Fu Jingsi thought of this.
"So, Fu Jingsi, don't be kind to me and my children in the future."
Bai Huanzhi looked at him with tears in his eyes, "You can't give us eternal warmth and care, it's better to give nothing at the beginning." β
Fu Jingsi was silent for a long time before he said to her, "Okay, I know." β
"However, before going to bed, I promised Momo to take you out with me tomorrow." Fu Jingsi rubbed his eyebrows, "Let's take it for the last time." β
Bai Huanzhi looked at Fu Jingsi's tired appearance, his limbs were cold, and his heart was also cold.
She knew it all along. Fu Jingsi has no love for her, only pity.
She knew that he had someone else in his heart, so, this time, she was going to force herself to completely withdraw from his life.
Since she is no longer worthy of him, it is better to break it cleanly, not disturb him and love others again, this is how she loves him.
"Huanzhi, have you ever thought about getting married?"
When Bai Huanzhi was thinking, Fu Jingsi suddenly asked such a question.
She looked back at him with a little more anticipation in her eyes----
She was waiting for him to continue.
"I want to help you find a stable home, so that I can rest assured."
If there was a mirror in front of her, she would be able to see clearly the moment of disillusionment in her eyes.
When Fu Jingsi said, "Help you find a stable home", all expectations and hopes came to naught.
"Fu Jingsi, I will handle my own feelings." Bai Huanzhi replied to him, "So far, I have no plans to get married, and you know it. I am like this, others are not willing to take it. β
"Alright, don't say that about yourself." Fu Jingsi patted her on the shoulder, "Rest early, you still have a bunch of things to do tomorrow, don't delay too late." β
"Okay, I got it."
Bai Huanzhi quietly dodged his touch, got up and walked towards his bedroom.
**
That night, Ji Rou had a long, long nightmare for the whole night.
In the dream, there is a woman who can't see her face clearly, and two children who can't see her face clearly, and the woman is kissing a man.
Ji Rou could only see the man's back, and in her dream, she was chasing the four of them all the way, and finally caught up and saw the man's face clearly----
That face couldn't be more familiar.
Fu Jingsi looked at her, smiled lightly and arrogantly, and said, "Ji Rou, she and I have two children, what do you think you are, I will give up them for you?" β
She stared at him, shaking her head incessantly. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't say a word, and she was holding a breath in her throat, almost suffocating her to death.
Next, she watched their family of four interact, watching him kiss and flirt with the woman who couldn't see her face clearly.
That pain was too real, and when she woke up in the morning, there were tears in the corners of Ji Rou's eyes.
She raised her hand and wiped her eyes, smirking self-deprecatingly.
Fu Jingsi, he really can't live in peace.
Just seeing each other twice gave her a nightmare all night----
The nightmare all night made Ji Rou physically and mentally exhausted, she got up and took a shower, and the muscles on her body relaxed a little.
As soon as I changed my clothes, I heard a knock on the door.
Ji Rou was startled by this sudden voice, she subconsciously covered her chest and asked in a throat, "May I ask who?" β
"It's me, don't you remember?"
A male voice came from outside the door, Ji Rou listened to this voice, and felt an inexplicable sense of familiarity, but she couldn't remember who he was.
For the sake of safety, Ji Rou didn't open the door for him, and continued to ask: "I don't remember, you name it." β
The people outside the door were amused by her, and after laughing, they returned to their seriousness and reported to themselves: "It's me, Ye Chen." β
After hearing this name, Ji Rou suddenly realized, no wonder I heard his voice so familiar just now, it turned out to be him.
Knowing who it was, Ji Rou opened the door for him.
Although Ye Chen's personality is not very good, he can be regarded as one of her few friends in Los Angeles, and back then, he had been trying to let her see Fu Jingsi clearly.
It's a pity that she was carried away by love at that time and didn't take what he said seriously at all.
Later, reality slapped her hard and told her that what Ye Chen said was right.
I haven't seen him for five years, and Ye Chen looks a lot more mature than before, but the yin and yang weirdness of his hippie smile has not changed at all.
As soon as he entered the door, Ye Chen stared at Ji Rou's chest for a long time, and then he let out a burst of laughter and said meaningfully: "Ji Rou's child, now that you have grown up." β
Ji Rou looked at Ye Chen's ill-intentioned eyes and knew where he meant by "growing up".
She was not shy either, and generously admitted: "Well, thanks for the compliment." β
"Yo, aren't you shy now?" Ye Chen was amused by Ji Rou's reaction: "It's really grown up." Looks like your new boyfriend has moisturized you well. β
"Oh, I just forgot to tell you." Ji Rou lightly threw out a bomb, "I'm a married woman now." β
"Oh?" Ye Chen raised his eyebrows, looking disbelieving, "Does Fu Jingsi know this news?" He didn't even send someone to kill your man? β
When it came to Fu Jingsi, Ji Rou's face was a little dark, I don't know why, in front of Ye Chen, she didn't seem to have any way to pretend not to care.
Because when she was stupid, he witnessed it with his own eyes.
Now that she and Fu Jingsi are separated, Ji Rou always feels that Ye Chen mentioned Fu Jingsi to laugh at her.
Thinking so in his heart, the tone of his voice was not very friendly: "What does my marriage have to do with him?" He and I broke off five years ago, and we were married separately and had nothing to do with each other. β
"I see." Ye Chen touched his chin and said thoughtfully: "No wonder he brought Bai Huanzhi back from London half a year ago, and it seems that he wants to renew his relationship with her." β
"Whether it's Bai Huanzhi or Yan Wu, fiancΓ©e or ex-girlfriend, Fu Jingsi's affairs have nothing to do with me."
Ji Rou was extremely irritable by Ye Chen's words, and subconsciously wanted to touch the cigarette.
It took a long time from her bag and she didn't find it before she realized that Fu Jingsi took her cigarette away last night. So, even more irritable.
Ye Chen knew that Ji Rou was angered, so he hurriedly laughed and coaxed her: "Good boy, my brother just joked with you, don't be angry, it's such a big girl." β
"Ye Chen, can you stop talking so yin and yang?" Ji Rou looked at him with disgust, "I get goosebumps every time I listen to you." β
"Okay." Ye Chen shrugged, "That's how I speak, I can't change it for a while." Or are you barely getting used to it? After all, you still have to spend a day together today, and if you don't get used to it, you're the one who suffers. β
"Who's going to spend a day with you?"
didn't pay attention to a word, and fell into the trap set by Ye Chen, Ji Rou was very unhappy.