Chen Tu's eyes were invaded by the mist in an instant, he faced me with that kind of expression that made me completely unpredictable, his face was slightly pale, the corners of his mouth twitched and moved, he looked at me for about half a minute, his speed of speech was like a sick old snail, both slow and a little cowardly: "Wu Yi, we have been taking measures, why are you pregnant?" ”

If my mood a moment ago was like a thoroughly burning furnace, so cheerful and scorching, at this moment, Chen Tu's words were like a bucket of ice, splitting his head and covering his head, cruelly extinguishing all the flames, leaving not even a trace of temperature.

Don't think that I am lost because of the questioning and distrust in Chen Tu's tone. In fact, when Chen Tu asked these words, he had no emotion, but I could hear that he didn't mean to question, and he didn't mean to disbelieve me.

My enthusiasm was extinguished so quickly because Chen Tu's tone diffused and revealed, it was clear that he had a deep fear and even despair for this sudden child.

Yes, I'm pregnant. This news that made me so happy and carried away made Chen Tu feel hopeless.

It makes me feel hopeless.

There are thousands of emotions churning and stirring, condensing and stalking in my chest, rapidly fermenting into a sour substance thicker than lemon juice, constantly surging towards my throat, my mouth opened and closed several times, maybe to delay time, maybe to delay the cruelty that may be coming, I reproduced the scene with some difficulty: "Last time, it was the day when Jiang Lirong troubled me, I was angry if you didn't answer the phone, and then you coaxed me with a ring, plus Jiang Lirong was arrested, we celebrated twice in a special way, I don't know if it was the previous or the next time, the condom broke. Chen Tu I've always wanted a baby, so I didn't tell you about it, and I quickly packed them up when you went to take a shower. Those days happened to be my ovulation period...."

Before I finished speaking, Chen Tu's eyes widened, and his voice rose more than one degree, and there was no anger in his tone at all, but mixed with a different emotion: "Wu Yi, how many times have I told you that we don't want children and don't want children, you are the wind in my ears!" What are you going to do with me? What should I do if you ask me to take you? ”

I was already thin, especially in the more than a year since I divorced Chen Tu, my weight plummeted, even if I returned to his side, he cooked for me all day long, and had to boil some black tonic soup, I still couldn't get fat quickly, so at this moment, Chen Tu's hand was just a little my arm, and my body was like a catkins in the wind, constantly swaying and turbulent.

And my calm and peaceful, in such turmoil, was completely shattered. Biting my lip, I sniffled desperately, I tried to control myself, not to let my grievances turn into fragile tears, but I just endured it for a few seconds, and the tears had rushed out of my eyes wantonly, and they continued to slide down to declare its existence.

My vision was blurred by the intrusion of water vapor, and the outline of Chen Tu blurred into a blur in my eyes.

Unable to find any focus, my hoarse voice came to my ears through echoes, but the resentment and grievances did not diminish in the slightest: "Chen Tu, I just want a child, what's wrong with me?" I just wanted to have a child, did I kill someone and set fire to it or rob a bank? Am I heinous, or am I so full of evil that I can't write about it? Chen Tu: We got the certificate, we got married, and we made a child in a normal and legal marriage, what's wrong? What do I let you do? What are you going to do with me? You can do whatever you want, but this child, you don't want it, I want it! ”

I couldn't help but say, Chen Tu suddenly and hurriedly dragged me into his arms, he seemed to use all his strength to imprison me, so that I could not move at all, and after a few moments, he suddenly burst out with a cry higher than mine.

His tears flowed and eventually fell on my shoulders in the wind that blew through the hallway, bringing me a scorching coldness.

I was completely stunned and confused, and my chaotic brain kept guessing what Chen Tu was crying for, but my barren imagination stretched me to the limit at this moment.

Confined and even breathing became a little difficult, I could only move constantly, trying to get out of Chen Tu's embrace, but his hands were like vines made of steel, and I couldn't find any breaches, so I had to passively listen to his hoarse cries in his arms, and look at the few pedestrians in the aisle with some blank eyes, and my eyes were full of playfulness.

In the end, a little nurse came over and helped Chen Tu and me solve our temporary dilemma.

She was a very responsible nurse, and she said that we were too noisy, and we were noisy with other patients, so if we had any problems, we should find a place to solve them in a non-public place.

Under the push of the little nurse, Chen Tu finally untied me, he looked lost and depressed, but he didn't forget to reach out to hold me, I was like a withered tree, let him clasp my ten fingers tightly, and then the fingers of the two of us froze each other like ice cubes.

At the entrance of the hospital, Chen Tu quickly summoned a taxi, and he carefully shoved me in, while he sat next to me and wrapped his hand around me again.

This time, I had already relieved myself a little, and I broke his fingers one by one, and I was dead: "Your fingers are too cold, don't touch me." ”

His lips fanned a few times, Chen Tu finally didn't say anything, he wrenched his hands together and rubbed them together for about five minutes, and then he came over again and forcibly wrapped my hands: "Wu Yi, I love you." ”

No amount of affection and sweetness can relieve the stinging and despair that I am trapped in my heart at the moment.

I turned my face to the regressing scenery, and the tear ducts completely collapsed with the return of reason and intelligence: "Chen Tu, there is something wrong with my body, right?" ”

I didn't see Chen Tu's expression, and I didn't wait for his response quickly, I only heard his breathing more and more rapidly, and those sounds were like the sound of autumn leaves, very soft and lonely.

When we got out of the car, Chen Tu hurriedly took out his wallet to pay the fare, he really lost his square inch, his hand slipped a few times, and the wallet fell to the ground several times, he opened it tremblingly, pulled out an unknown number of hundreds, and handed it to the driver who could remain silent when I staged a sad confrontation with Chen Tu.

And while he was doing all this, I didn't go away, just quietly held the test sheet, which had been blurred by tears, and the pestle did not move there.

It wasn't until Chen Tu came over, put his hand on my waist, gently pushed me and said, "Wu Yi, let's go home." ”

Contrary to the humorous and brisk atmosphere when we went out in the morning, Chen Tu and I returned home in heavy silence all the way, and then we both went back to the bedroom with those tacit understandings that did not need to be spoken.

I sat on the edge of the bed, and Chen Tu opened the window when he closed the door.

A little cautious, he took the initiative to break the silence: "Wu Yi ....."

Pulling out all the strength that was tight in my limbs, I fell straight on the bed, staring at the crystal lamp on the ceiling, interrupting Chen Tu's caution: "Say, is there something wrong with my body?" ”

Silence, silence, silence.

A few minutes later, Chen Tu suddenly climbed the mountain bed, probably to avoid the backlog of my body, he straddled my body in a particularly weird posture, he held my face with both hands, and after looking at each other for a few seconds, he covered me and kissed me fiercely, his voice became blurred in such a hot kiss: "Wu Yi, we don't want children, we live a two-person world for a lifetime, we can raise kittens, raise puppies..."

I finally stopped my tears from coming out of my eyes again: "Chen Tu, you tell me, you tell me directly, it's my body that has a problem, I can't have children anymore, I'm an adult, I have the right to know this." ”

His lips roamed to my ear, and Chen Tu seemed to be squeezing desperately from his chest cavity before squeezing out a single word, but I heard it clearly, and what he said was, "Hmm." ”

It was as if I had been thrown down at a height of 30,000 feet, and those weightlessness were constantly attacking me from all directions, my pupils were dilated, and the glowing crystal lamps on the ceiling were only a trace of white light in my eyes, my consciousness was scattered, but my logical thinking was surprisingly clear, and I asked again: "When did you know?" And what's wrong with my body? ”

Relying on his thighs to support the weight of his body, Chen Tu was half lying on top of me, he was still holding my face with his hands, after a small half-sound, this time his speed of speech was not like an old and sick snail, more like an old squeaky carriage, dim and hoarse: "The time Liang Jianfang kidnapped you and Xiaoduan, you fainted and were admitted to the hospital, I couldn't rest assured, let the hospital give you a full body examination." On the day I arranged for you and Xiaoduan to be discharged from the hospital, I got all the examination reports. ”

Memories flashed back to the scene when Xiao Duan and I were discharged from the hospital, when I and Xiao Duan's two difficult brothers and sisters looked at each other, crying, laughing and laughing, Chen Tu pursed his lips, his eyes drifted on me in a trance several times, and quickly moved away.

At the time, I only blamed himself for not coming in time, which made me and Xiaoduan suffer.

Biting my lip desperately, I desperately tried not to make my voice too muffled by trembling: "What's wrong with me?" Chen Tu, you'd better tell me 1510. Otherwise, you can bring my medical examination report and I'll read it myself. ”

The hand rubbed my face harder, Chen Tu's tears kept hitting my face like beads with broken threads, I don't know how long it took for him to be intermittent: "Wu Yi, it's okay if we don't want children, it's enough for us to have love, when we are about forty years old, we will travel around the world together, see many, many beautiful places, as long as it is where you want to go, we will go..."

Pressing my eye sockets hard, holding down the tears that still wanted to rush out, I said in a trembling voice, "Show me the physical examination report." ”

Chen Tu didn't move.

As if crazy, I yelled at Chen Tu: "Show me!" Give it to me! Otherwise, even if I lifted the roof of this house, I would have turned it out! ”