With all my strength, I pushed Chen Tu away heavily, sat up with a bang, and roared louder at him: "Chen Tu, even if I am your wife, but in the legal sense, I am an independent individual who is riding a horse, and I have the right to know my physical condition, you don't want to hide anything from me!" ”

Because he was pushed away by me without the slightest defense, Chen Tu tossed a few times on the bed, and finally fixed his body about half a meter away from me, he got up a little embarrassed, looked at me for nearly half a minute, the corners of his mouth twitched a lot, and then he didn't say anything, he rolled down from the bed, paused on the dresser with his bare feet, and after pressing a series of passwords, he turned out a leather bag from the safe he used for himself.

I'm pretty sure the floor in the bedroom is smooth and nothing will trip Chen Tu, but he's staggering and staggering, and it only seems that it takes a gust of wind to blow him down.

Fortunately, at this moment, before the autumn wind rose, Chen Tu finally put the cowhide bag in my hand safe and sound.

It's thin and seems to have very little in it.

But it is particularly heavy, like a Tarzan pressing on the top.

My fingers were knotted and tossed several times before I broke the thin hemp rope from the seal and pulled out a wad of paper.

My gaze, on the last piece of paper, froze.

I don't know if Chen Tu's hands trembled and he once sprinkled water on it, or he was so fragile that he shed tears, on this white paper and black letters, there are water stains mottled, and some words have become blurred.

I fell straight to the conclusion.

In summary, the patient had a history of labor induction surgery, and due to the operation error of medical staff during uterine evacuation, the uterus was damaged on a large scale, and it was not suitable for pregnancy in the later stage, so as not to cause acute uterine lesions or severe uterine rupture. Please follow your doctor's instructions and pay attention to your diet.

It turned out that all the happiness that I had overtaken in my more than 20 years of pain during this period was just an illusion created for me by Chen Tu with concealment.

My eyes are like a desert that has not rained for a long time, all of them are dry and dry, my tear glands seem to have lost their original function in an instant, and they can no longer produce even a drop of tears, and a voice in my brain keeps telling me, Wu Yi, don't believe this information, it is all fake, it must be a fake physical examination report, Chen Tu just spent April Fool's Day with me more than half a year in advance, that's all!

Under the control of such thoughts, I went crazy and tore the paper back in my hand, tearing it into confetti that could not be put together, I raised my hand and threw them up: "It's all a lie, it's fake, this report is fake, the one who did the examination must be a quack, what kind of bullshit she wrote!" Lying to people, just to cheat the medical bills, don't think I don't know! ”

The confetti that fluttered one after another, without any stagnation in the air, poured down in a blink of an eye, and landed on the top of my head and shoulders, and even some of them were still sticking to me in a straight line, bringing me a slight itch in the scratching of nothing.

Before I could reach out to grab it, Chen Tu had already pounced on me and hugged me, he pressed my face deep into his chest, so that I could not see any of his expressions floating, his hand ran down the roots of my hair to the ends of my hair, he seemed to be comforting a poor puppy. ad_250_left();

I don't know if I was in a momentary state of deafness, or if Chen Tu was completely holding his breath, but from the moment he hugged me, the deathly silence stayed with me.

I suddenly became very afraid of being quiet.

My fingers were clasped on Chen Tu's exposed arm, and I didn't care that my fingertips had been embedded in his flesh, so I grabbed it like this, and said, "Chen Tu, I dare to guarantee that this report must be a lie, and we will go to another hospital for re-examination." Anyway, this report must be fake, you see, I'm not pregnant, I'm still in the middle of the once, if my health is not good, how can I get pregnant so easily, isn't it. We cannot be blinded by a report. Today, Dr. Lin said that there has been a life in my body for 5 weeks, she looks very professional, if there is a problem, she will definitely tell me, but then she didn't say that there is a problem, she just said that I am malnourished and need to make up for it. Chen Tu: I will definitely eat well in the future, I will eat a little more, and my nutrition will be able to keep up. I'm sure I'll have a very healthy child, whether it's a boy or a girl, and when he's the size of Ash, we'll take him to climb mountains, we'll fly kites, and we'll take turns going to parent-teacher conferences, and we'll be able to do many, many things for him. Chen Tu, I beg you, you should answer me, tell me quickly, this report is fake, you are playing with me, you are spending April Fool's Day with me. It's an April Fool's joke! ”

After saying so many words in one breath, I was already out of breath, and Chen Tu hugged my arm, not moving at all, his voice was as low as coming from the floor, tired and indistinct: "Wu Yi, don't torture yourself anymore." It's all my fault for this, I didn't protect you like a man..."

I couldn't wait to interrupt Chen Tu's words, and I pinched his arm even harder: "Chen Tu, do you say we should give the child a name first." I've had some favorite names in the past, and I'll write them out for your reference. I have all of them for boys and girls, and I have written them all out for your reference. ”

On my back, there was a lonely coolness.

Under such a cool bubble, Chen Tu's words became even more harsh: "Wu Yi, listen to me this time, this child can't stay." ”

My hand drooped down and hung empty in the air for a few moments, and suddenly I raised my voice again as if I had been beaten with chicken blood: "I will not let anyone take the child off my body again!" No one! Can! In order to! ”

Chen Tu didn't respond to my words immediately, what responded to me was one after another thick whimpering, under the accompaniment of such a sound, the coolness was thicker, piercing into the bone marrow, I was like a leaky balloon, all the momentum ran out from a small wound in my body, leaving me with a cowardly shell.

Climbing on Chen Tu's arm again, I shook it vigorously: "Chen Tu, I was wrong just now, I shouldn't have dragged it like that." Well, I beg you, please let me keep this child, and let's work together to keep this child, okay? Don't you have a lot of money, you can hire a reliable doctor for me, how about we work together and work together? My studio, don't worry about it for now, anyway, I'll just stay and raise the baby, I will definitely give birth to a healthy baby, Chen Tu, okay? We made a bet, and if we won the bet, we had a very cute child. ”

As if stung by something, Chen Tu let go of me, his hands shifted to support my shoulders, he kept forcing me to look at him directly, he said: "Wu Yi, I don't dare to bet, I don't dare to bet at all!" I'm just a coward or a bear, I don't have as much courage as you to make fun of your body! I won't bet with you, even if you hate me for the rest of your life, I can't let you take this risk! This kid can't stay! ”

It was as if an atomic bomb had accidentally exploded in my heart, and all those emotional ups and downs were razed to the ground, and I shrugged my shoulders in despair and replied with some blankness: "Oh." ”

Gritting my teeth and using the last bit of strength in my body, I took off Chen Tu's hand on my shoulder, and I said, "I'm a little sleepy and want to sleep." ”

Falling heavily on the bed, I pulled the covers over and covered my head.

I was lying on my back, but I put my body on my side to make it easier for the tears to go down my face.

Based on my experience, I think everything I'm experiencing now is nothing more than a nightmare, and if I sleep and wake up, maybe it'll be gone completely.

In this self-soothing and self-hypnosis, I finally fell asleep completely.

But I didn't get the slightest sense of security.

I started dreaming again, and this time I dreamed of two boxes, both of which were opened in front of me, and two little people were laughing in front of me, holding hands, hugging, running to me and singing, and I reached out to hold them, but all I grasped was nothingness.

Startled, I suddenly opened my eyes, and I was greeted by the glowing crystal lamp.

And the pillow is full of orderly dampness.

I tried to sit up, but I was immediately caught in a burning embrace.

Full of sourness and gloom, all in my heart, my mouth opened and closed several times before I said in a calm tone: "I want to go to the bathroom." ”

After a moment's hesitation, he wrapped his arms around me and let go.

From the bathroom mirror, I saw my ghost.

My hair was messy, my lipstick was rubbed all over the place, the foundation was furrowed on my face from tears, and my eyes were swollen like eggs.

Picking up a handful of water, I wanted to make myself look like a person, but my face in the mirror was still hideous.

Suddenly a little disgusted with this embarrassed self, I took the facial cleanser and carefully removed my makeup.

With a look of moisture on my face, I opened the door carelessly, but instantly met Chen Tu's eyes.

A little embarrassed, Chen Tu quickly put away the posture of eavesdropping by the door, the corners of his mouth moved again and again, but in the end he snorted and couldn't spit out a word.

Thinking back to my hysteria not long ago, there are indescribable emotions lingering in my heart.

Raising my eyebrows, I took the initiative to break the silence: "Chen Tu, let's calm down and talk." ”

The corners of his mouth were lowered like a withering tree, Chen Tu buried his face down: "Wu Yi, no matter how you talk, this child can't stay." I'm not going to let you take that risk. ”

Leaning against the edge of the bathroom door, I folded my hands in front of my chest and stared at Chen Tu, I tried to make my tone seem particularly calm: "What about us in the future?" Don't want children for the rest of your life? When we are old and dying, and we don't even have a person to shed tears for us, our future affairs will have to trouble those strange social workers, right? ”

His face was buried deeper, and Chen Tu said in a deep voice: "Wu Yi, whether it is you or me, we are all educated, I think our thinking should be avant-garde, we can't be like some feudal old ladies, thinking that we must have children to inherit the lineage, and now China is slowly having a Dink family, and they are also very happy." When we are old and can't walk, then we can go to a nursing home, or go to the countryside to find a piece of land, get a small house, I will go out to play chess with those old men, you go out to square dance, if you don't want to, then we will act together, I will accompany you in whatever you like. If you go first, then I'll send you away, if I go first, then you can help me handle it, if it's a coincidence that we can ride the crane to the immortal on the same day, then we can all grow old together and care about what happens to it. ”

Raising his face suddenly, Chen Tu leveled his gaze with mine, and he slowed down his speech: "Wu Yi, this time when I beg you, I beg you not to risk you, I beg you not to let me fall into this bullshit bet, I can't afford to bet, I don't want us to be tired enough, you have to leave me first, I am very scared when I think of such a possibility." I'm more afraid of death than life, I've had enough, I don't want Yu Yu to walk alone in this world. I beg you. ”

I snorted violently: "Don't you like children?" ”

Shaking his head desperately, Chen Tu's voice was as mellow as before, and his sincerity was as good as ever: "I don't like it at all." I don't want an opponent I can't defeat to rob you of you. ”

Staring at him, I looked at it clearly: "You lied. You said you wanted a baby. Chen Tu, maybe you think that children are not so important to marriage when we are young and have strength and passion, but believe me, no matter how much passion there is, there will be a day when it subsides, and only children can become our best maintenance. I don't think a marriage without children is complete, and a life without children is incomplete. ”

Taking a step forward, Chen Tu's hand was raised, but it hung in the air for a long time and did not fall on my shoulder, he was very sincere: "I really wanted it before, but thinking about it later, I think it is too hard to raise a child, and the child has to cry, I really don't want it at all." ”

After speaking, Chen Tu's hand fell and clasped on my shoulder.

I suddenly grinned.

I guess I think the world is funny.

Sniffling harder, I desperately controlled my tear duct impulses, and I said in a calm tone that made me deeply afraid: "Chen Tu, I think the words you just said to me were also said to Liang Jianfang many years ago. Before they were tormented by the pain of not being able to have children and entered a period of emotional fatigue, Chen Zheng should have said the same thing to Liang Jianfang. I believe that when Chen Zheng and Liang Jianfang had no children in the first few years, they firmly believed that they could grow old. But in the end, Liang Jianfang became a resentful woman and a madman in the long years, and Chen Zheng did not get a complete desolation. I didn't believe that there was reincarnation in the Heavenly Dao, but at this moment I did. I think our union is like a historical replay that has been set up, and it's really funny and ironic. I don't like it, and I want to change it. ”

panicked, Chen Tu's hand on my shoulder, in vain, pinched my collarbone and swayed: "Wu Yi, what do you want to say?" ”