198 All over again
It's ridiculous that I just thought that people called me because there was a turnaround, and she also wanted to be friends with me, which was really self-inflicted, and then I thought about seeing her before, she showed that she didn't care, and now she doesn't pretend to be it, it's all true feelings.
The feeling in my heart at the time, I don't know how to describe it, an impulse hit, tears were already rolling in my eyes, I knew that if I cried in front of her at this time, it would be too embarrassing, in order to leave myself some last dignity, the web page did not reply to her words, turned around and continued to walk, and she said a few very indifferent words in the back, every sentence pierced people's hearts.
I can't even figure out how much enmity I have with her. What did I do to hurt her in particular? Why would she say such a heavy word? Later, I thought about it, maybe I suddenly disappeared for half a year, and during this time, Su Xiaoyi's heart was also tormented for a long time, so she had such a big grudge against me.
Anyway, I don't blame others, this is all caused by myself, I can't live by myself, since it's already like this, I'll accept it hard, goodbye to this relationship, goodbye Su Xiaoyi!
After returning home, my whole person is like a waste, anyway, after this day, my whole mood has become very low, and even a little afraid to meet people, lock myself at home every day, do not talk to people, do not go out to play, the fifth called me many times to call me, I did not go out, really boring, I just played on the computer, anyway, I stayed in the second half of the winter vacation.
When it was time for the school year to start, this sluggish mood still affected me, and I hadn't been to school for half a year, and I still had a trace of disgust with school in my heart, and I didn't really want to go to school, but where could I go if I didn't go to school? So I finally packed my things and went to school on the morning of the first day of school.
When I walked to the school gate, I also met my classmates, they looked at me when they looked like that, not to mention how surprised, when I was about to walk to the classroom of our class, someone suddenly patted me behind me, I turned my head, and saw the short-haired lady standing behind me, she looked at me with a surprised face, and said excitedly: "Fuck, class leader, is it really you?" It looks like you, but I don't think you're that strong, is it really you? Did you transfer schools before? I heard from the head teacher that you went to school in another place! ”
I smiled and said that there was something at home before, and I went to other places with it, so I went to school outside, and when I was talking, I looked at the short-haired lady, she had changed a lot from before, she used to be the kind of short-haired head, very short kind, like a tomboy, but I haven't seen her for so long, her hair has grown a lot, and now it's the kind of Sassoon head, and look at the clothes she wears, it's also that kind of pink and tender, completely changed her style, that is, she is more feminine than before.
"What's going on, how is the school in the field, the study is not lagging behind, right? Come back and continue to be number one? As she spoke, she also pinched my arm with her hand and muttered in a low voice, saying that my arm looked thicker than before, because of the thick clothes, or really strong.
I said that I can't study now, I didn't study hard over there, I guess the next exam, I will become the last in the class, the short-haired lady naturally thinks I'm joking here, didn't believe me, but is more interested in my arm, she said while pinching: "I really want you to take off your clothes, look at your muscles, why are they so hard?" ”
I'm speechless to the short-haired Yuan, it's more than this time, she's so weird, very interested in a man's body, and never hides her interest, didn't she say before, but it depends on me, I directly refused, it seems that this girl, although she looks more and more woman, but the personality or something, there is still no change.
I said don't be like this in the future, be careful that you can't marry in the future, she said that it's good if you can't get married, a person is free, as she spoke, she suddenly changed her words and asked me: "Your object, what's the matter with Brother Jiang?" She found someone to beat someone before, and she always wanted to ask you to come, but who knew that you disappeared for so long! ”
The short-haired Yuan's words made me confused, I asked her what she said about this, and she asked me if I didn't know? I said I didn't know, and then she said: "Didn't you suddenly disappear last year, at that time everyone didn't know what you were doing, and you didn't know the object, she came to the school to look for you several times, and then she didn't say that Brother Jiang knew where you were, and blocked Brother Jiang at the school gate, and then the fight started, and you brought a lot of people, so you beat people!" ”
As she spoke, she gave me a thumbs up, saying that my partner was so beautiful, and that she was going to be tempted as a girl.
I smiled wryly and said that she was no longer my object, and we broke up.
The short-haired lady sighed and asked me in surprise, "Why?" So beautiful object, why did they break up? ”
I shook my head, meaning that I didn't want to say this, she sighed and didn't ask more, and talked to me about the situation in the class after finishing the matter, she said that now the squad leader in the class has been replaced, not me, and persuaded me not to be sad, I couldn't help laughing after listening to it, I said I don't care about this, it doesn't matter if it's the squad leader.
The short-haired lady said that she couldn't call me the squad leader from then on, and I wondered what a squad leader had to call, wouldn't it be good to call me by my name, she was really strange.
After arriving at the classroom, the people in the class looked at me with that kind of surprised expression, I glanced at it and saw that Brother Jiang was also there, so I went straight over, she didn't come to the same table at the time, and the seat was still vacant, so I sat directly in front of her.
When Brother Jiang saw me, she was also surprised, and before I could speak, she took the initiative to say: "You asked me to call the police that day, and I did call the police, but then after the police came, they asked me to leave this matter alone, saying that you are safe, and asked me to keep it secret, don't tell anyone about it, what the hell is going on?" ”
There were a lot of people in the classroom, and I couldn't tell her, I just said that it was a misunderstanding, nothing happened, and I asked her if Su Xiaoyi had found someone to clean her up before, maybe it had been a long time, and now talking about this, Brother Jiang was very calm, she nodded, and said that she wanted to tell Su Xiaoyi that I was kidnapped, but the police said that they couldn't tell anyone, so she didn't say it, Su Xiaoyi probably saw that she was unhappy, so she started beating her.
I naturally said sorry to her, it's all because of me, Brother Jiang said it's nothing, last year's incident, it's been so long, don't talk about this, I was going to chat with her about a few other things, but she said half-jokingly and half-seriously: "Let's not chat, when you look back, you know, you're going to beat me again, the social people behind her are very much, I'm afraid!" When I was beaten that day, there were more than ten or twenty people, and they scared me to death! ”
I also smiled and said don't worry about this, the two of us have broken up, she asked me if I really broke up, or quarreled and broke up, I said really broke up, completely broke up, I guess I said it was relatively calm, she knew that I didn't lie to her, so she exhaled and said, "Then I'll rest assured, otherwise I'll talk to you, and I'll be scared." ”
At this time, Brother Jiang's table came, and I occupied someone's place, so I told her to go back and talk again, and went to the back corner of the classroom after finishing the matter, there is a pair of tables and chairs here, this table and chair is my one, but no one sits for too long, and no one wipes it, it is full of dust, I wiped it, sat here, and my heart was full of emotion, since it is a new year and a new school year, then turn over the past and turn over yesterday, and start my life again......
After the head teacher Guan Bald came, he first said the results of the class at the end of the last semester, of course, I didn't take the exam, so I didn't have any grades, when Brother Jiang was just a freshman in high school, it seemed that there were no grades, and the results came out at this time, and he was the tenth from the bottom in the class, which was also a bad student.
After the results are announced, it's time to change our seats, the same as before, according to the results, let's all go out first, when I went out, the bald man also said hello to me, and said that he would go to the office with him and talk to me.
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