Did he follow all the way?! How could he care so much about the safety of the ball?! The countless doubts that had been suppressed in my heart gradually surfaced with the appearance of Jin Yan.

Zhao Qinhan also saw Jin Yan, he stood up and was about to walk towards Jin Yan, I stopped him, I said, "You are watching Qiuqiu here, I'll talk to him, okay?" ”

At that moment, I felt Zhao Qinhan's body shake strongly, he turned his head and looked at me with a worried face, at that moment I understood the meaning of the expression on his face, and I whispered: "Don't worry, what you are worried about will not happen." ”

"Okay, then you can go. But don't talk too long, I'm afraid that Qiuqiu will cry when he wakes up and doesn't see you. Zhao Qinhan finally nodded, and added very uneasily.

I nodded and walked towards the door, Jin Yan stood motionless at the door from beginning to end, his trousers were still dripping, and there was already a small pool of water under his feet, but he seemed to be unconscious. At that moment, seeing him like this, my heart hurt fiercely again, like a wound that was constantly healing and tearing open.

I walked out, he followed me silently, and we walked to the other end of the corridor, on the quiet terrace, where the sun shone quietly and peacefully on the city, as if there had been no rainstorm at all, and the moisture of the earth was quickly absorbed by the sunlight and turned into white clouds in the sky.

The city is beautiful from the terrace, but after living in the city for so long, I still feel like I'm just a passerby.

Jin Yan stood behind me for a long time and didn't speak, I hugged myself, and I didn't know what to say. Suddenly, all of a sudden, he came up and hugged me from behind, and I shook violently, and then I pushed him away so hard.

I looked at him in disbelief, and when I saw the tears in his eyes, I muttered, "So, ...... you?" ”

He understood what I meant, and he nodded heavily. At that moment, my heart felt as if it had fallen straight from a cliff to the ground, shattered to pieces.

So, he didn't have amnesia. So, everything is pretended by him. Hehe...... His acting skills are so good, he and Tao Mengran are so blatantly in front of me, hehe!

At that moment, apart from a wry smile, I didn't know what else I could do. I looked at him with a cold look in his eyes, and I looked directly into his eyes and asked from the bottom of my heart, "Why are you doing this?!" ”

"How's Qiuqiu? He's my child, right? He didn't answer me, but bit his lip and asked me, his eyes full of eager anticipation.

At that moment, I actually laughed, I really wanted to tell him that Qiuqiu was his child, but thinking of everything he and Tao Mengran had done, and when he appeared in my world openly with Tao Mengran like that, and showed me the bright love and affection, I suddenly didn't want to tell him this fact, and I suddenly stopped loving him...... Yes, this man I have loved for many years, he is no longer worthy of my love.

My face froze with laughter, and then I said something even more cruel, and I said, "I'm sorry, no." ”

At that moment, I clearly saw the pain in his eyes, he must have felt that everything he insisted on today was ridiculous, he must have felt a deep feeling of betrayal and fooling in his heart, just like me. I watched him and Tao Mengran walk together, watched them open the farmhouse next to me but couldn't do anything, and watched the woman I once loved get along with other women day and night but was helpless......

Jin Yan, all my pain, all my hatred, is more profound today; All my love for you, from today, is gone.

I guess you're the same, right? The moment you hear that Qiuqiu is not your child, you feel as if you have lost the last straw, right?!

Right! I want you to taste the pain! Right! I just want you to feel my inner mood at this moment! If your amnesia is the only reason I forgive you for what you have done, then from today onwards, all these reasons and excuses are gone!

The man standing in front of me, he is a man who has changed his mind! He betrayed our feelings!

He let out a roar of great pain, like a beast trapped in a cage and unable to break free, he asked me with extremely sad eyes, and asked me so loudly: "Pan Rushu, why are you doing this to me?!" ”

"Jin Yan, why aren't you just as cruel to me? Who do you choose, why do you have to choose a woman like Tao Mengran?! I couldn't help but shout.

"Didn't you also get it by Zhao Qinhan?! Fly separately when disaster comes, very good, Pan Rushu, I didn't know you were such a woman until today! Jin Yan said coldly.

"I didn't know until today that you were such a man." I said through the same gritted teeth.

"Hehe, I used to think that Qiuqiu ...... I still had a trace of thought, but now it seems that I am delusional. Pan Rushu, I have wasted so many years of our lives, and I have wasted my ...... to you Never mind! His eyes were filled with tears, and I could clearly see two lines of tears coming out of his eyes, and he turned away and turned his back to me and stopped looking at me.

"How kind have you ever been to me?! Why do you have to pull Tao Mengran to my side again and again to show your affection! Since you don't have amnesia, why did you provoke me so many times?! My tears welled up in my eyes, and I couldn't help but cry out in tears.

"You'll never understand how hard I care about you, just as you'll never know how much I love you. But...... That was all in the past. ”

Jin Yan's words made my heart feel even more bitter, hehe, what is the bitterness he refers to? Is it the combination of him and Tao Mengran? Or is it his fulfillment of me and Zhao Qinhan?! How does he know what's going on between me and Zhao Qinhan?!

"Good! From now on! We're going to cut it off! From now on you walk your sunny path, and I will cross my single-plank bridge! My heart was as dead as I cried out in despair.

"It's better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes. Pan Rushu, I wish you happiness. He never looked back at me, and after he finished speaking coldly, he walked on the same path as he had been.

When I saw his back, I suddenly realized that this scene had appeared countless times in my dreams. The heart seems to be torn in half, half of it has passed away with that past love, and half of it has stayed to live the current life, when I see his back getting farther and farther away, I can't help but blurt out, and I can't help but shout: "Husband-!" ”

This cry was like a deep farewell, and the voice was like a nightingale with a sorrowful heart. This shout may be the last time I will call this man "husband" again in my life! This shout means that from now on the string that was once closely connected between us has been completely broken!

Tears rolled down my cheeks, and I saw him stop. One second, two seconds, three seconds...... He finally turned around and rushed towards me quickly, holding me tightly in his arms.

This hug is more powerful than any hug ever before! I think only the two of us can understand the heaviness of this hug!

He was wet, but I didn't care, I was like a sheep about to leave the flock, I coveted this once familiar territory, I was afraid of smelling any human scent in this field, fortunately, the fragrance was still unique to him.

"I won't love you anymore, I'm tired, I wish you happiness." I hugged him tightly and whispered in his arms.

"In my life, I probably won't be happy again. As long as you're happy, I hope I didn't have time to do it for you, he can do it. He choked up and instructed, and my heart trembled when I heard it.

I really want to tell him that I may never be happy again in this life, but I don't want to say it, love to the end, I want to quit with dignity, I want to keep the last bit of pride and dignity, I want to keep the last bit of strength, and I can't be as generous as him.

I said, "I'll be happy, but I hope you'd better not be happy." ”

He still hugged me very tightly, the bones in his chest hurt me, he kissed me deeply on the forehead, and said very sadly: "Losing you in this life is the most painful pain in my life." I want you to be happy, and you must be happy. ”

I stood on tiptoe and left a tooth mark on his neck, I was still not as generous as he was, and I could not tolerate the traces of other women on his body.

He didn't cry out in pain, let me bite, when I saw the blood oozing from his neck, I suddenly hated him, but that hatred was wrapped in layers of a sponge called soft-heartedness, even on this farewell day, there were still countless thoughts rising in my heart, and those thoughts combined everything into one sentence - I really wanted to go back to the past......

However, we all knew that there was no going back. We've walked too long, we've gone too far, and we've never been able to get back to where we started.

"Yes, losing you in this life is your biggest loss. Jin Yan, you won't meet a woman who is more stupid than me and loves you more. I looked at him hatefully and pushed him away with incredible courage.

He looked at me affectionately and painfully, and after looking at me for a long, long time, he finally said, "Take good care of Qiuqiu, I'm leaving." ”

Our clenched hands began to loosen slowly, and he stepped back step by step, and finally, after taking a deep look at me, he turned resolutely, and the moment he turned he waved goodbye to me, and then walked back into the hospital hallway without looking back until he disappeared around the corner of the stairs......

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