266 In a thought
"I'll go by car! Fast! Get in the car with me! I am a certain bureau in H city, you go with the car, in case there is anything along the way, you are responsible! Zhao Qinhan pointed at the doctor and said arrogantly, and then said to me, "Little book! It's raining outside! You hold the baby and wait at the door! I'll drive over! Hurry up and find my wife an umbrella! ”
Zhao Qinhan shouted, and rushed out of the door in the heavy rain, a nurse hurriedly brought the umbrella over, I walked to the door with Qiuqiu, and saw the heavy rain pouring down, Jin Yan stood straight in the rain, I don't know why he didn't go, when I saw that he was still there, my heart was strongly stunned.
Zhao Qinhan quickly drove over, the nurse helped me hold an umbrella, I got into the car with Qiuqiu, Zhao Qinhan quickly drove to the direction of H City, we didn't go long and went directly to the highway, along the way Zhao Qinhan drove the car fast, while constantly asking me about Qiuqiu's situation.
I was in the back seat with the doctor, because I was worried that Qiuqiu's body temperature would continue to rise, and the doctor wanted to feed Qiuqiu Motrin to lower her temperature, and I was very disgusted with the effect of antibiotics on the child, so I firmly disagreed. The doctor then took my temperature, and the moment the doctor told us that my temperature had risen to 40 degrees, my heart swelled up with strong fluctuations.
"Hey, the burn has to come down. Little book, now is not the time to be willful. Zhao Qinhan persuaded in the front seat while driving the car.
The doctor and I glanced at each other, this was the first time that a doctor who had just come to a community hospital for an internship encountered such a situation, and he was under so much pressure from Zhao Qinhan that he was about to cry. I struggled for a few seconds before I finally got up and put the ball on the back seat, undressed him, put ice cubes on his head with the doctor's brought, and kept wiping his body with alcohol.
This is the first time that Qiuqiu has grown so big and has such a high fever, the high fever burned his face red, he fell asleep groggy, and occasionally woke up with a call of "Mommy, Mommy, ......". It is said that children are sensible every time they get sick, and when I hear him call his mother in a groggy state and keep grabbing my collar with his little hand, my heart is about to break.
"Don't worry, get off the highway right away! I have informed the ambulance and the doctor at the city hospital and they will be waiting for us at the highway junction. Qiuqiu will be fine, little book, you believe me! Zhao Qinhan said loudly.
When I heard him say this, I couldn't help but feel a little relieved. The doctor who followed the car kept sweating, I looked at the rainstorm outside the window, and inadvertently glanced at the back window, and saw a familiar Land Rover following us, which seemed to be Jin Yan.
At that moment, my heart was not moved, but unprovoked bitterness. Does he care or do I care about the ball, what is he doing this for? Did he have amnesia? What the hell does he want? …… Countless questions kept ringing in my heart, and when I looked down at the child in my arms, the incomprehensible sadness continued to spread.
That was the first time I had a feeling of helplessness about Qiuqiu's growth, after becoming a mother, I have always felt that Qiuqiu is a very healthy and sensible child, since the birth of the mother's womb, he has always been very porcelain and very well-behaved, rarely let me worry. This is the first time I have such a strong concern in my heart, for fear that something will happen to the ball. I can't imagine what would have happened to me if something happened to Qiuqiu, I didn't dare to think about it, I didn't dare to think about it at all.
At that moment, I could only keep talking to Qiuqiu, I didn't know if he could hear his mother's call when he was sleeping, at that time it was a kind of maternal instinctive call, calling my child to never have anything, calling my child to be strong, calling my child he must successfully pass the first hurdle in his life.
Zhao Qinhan kept comforting in front, but I didn't have time to care about what he said, the doctor's cold sweat kept falling, it didn't rain in the city, an ambulance had already waited at the intersection as Zhao Qinhan said, we hurriedly hugged Qiuqiu into the car, Zhao Qinhan directly threw his car at the highway intersection, and then accompanied me to the ambulance with the child regardless of it.
"Don't worry, this is Director Fang of Pediatrics, and I especially ask him to come in person. With him, Qiuqiu will be fine. Zhao Qinhan saw that my body was trembling slightly, and couldn't help but reach over and hold me in his arms.
At that moment, I didn't refuse, when my head rested on Zhao Qinhan's shoulder, the strength of that long-lost solid and reliable arm came from his shoulder powerfully, that is the feeling of reliance that I haven't felt for a long time, and only when such a big thing happens, I suddenly realized: Men are really the pillars sometimes, today I don't dare to think, if Zhao Qinhan didn't come, Qiuqiu happened like this, what should I do.
Director Fang and the nurses started the first aid work directly in the ambulance, I watched Qiuqiu's small body lying on the stretcher, his body was still shaking slightly, at this time, Zhao Qinhan's hand reached over and held my hand tightly. I subconsciously tried to break free, but found that his hand was shaking even more than mine.
I turned my head to look at him, and found that the beads of sweat on his forehead were falling down one by one, and at that moment I felt a strong shock in my heart, if I had always doubted his intentions in the past, then today he showed these reactions when Qiuqiu was in such a dangerous situation was not at all pretended, it was a deep worry from the inside out like me, we looked at each other, and when I saw the same concern in his eyes as mine, my heart couldn't help but be even more shocked.
"Don't worry, it's normal for children to have a cold and fever." Director Fang carefully inspected Qiuqiu's body and said to us.
Zhao Qinhan's hand is still holding my hand tightly, this time I didn't let go, because my body has been paralyzed, I can't imagine if there is no such an external force to support me, I can still sit here at the moment, I am as light as cotton, the feeling that my heart is always in my throat, let me deeply understand the meaning of "mutual support".
At this moment, for the first time in my life, I am grateful to Zhao Qinhan from the bottom of my heart, grateful to him for being here, grateful for his timely appearance, and grateful for his timely and thoughtful deployment of everything in advance.
When we arrived at the city hospital, Director Fang told us that the child's body temperature had returned to normal body temperature, but there might be recurrence, and he would need to be hospitalized for detailed observation and treatment.
Because of the relationship between Zhao Qinhan and Director Fang, I was very relieved of Director Fang's judgment, Zhao Qinhan went to Qiuqiu to go through the hospitalization procedures, Director Fang prescribed medicine and began to give Qiuqiu intravenous injections, and I kept holding Qiuqiu's hand and sitting aside.
After a while, Zhao Qinhan came back with food, sat next to me, put his hand on my shoulder, and whispered, "Qiuqiu is fine, you can also eat something." Don't be a child, you're sick again, you're already weak. ”
I nodded, turned my head and took the lunch box from his hand, Zhao Qinhan sat next to me and looked at me gently, he said softly, "It's the first time you haven't called me by name." ”
I forced a smile, opened the lunch box, handed it to him, and I said, "You eat first, thank you for today." If it weren't for you, I don't know what would have happened. ”
"I'll be there at this time in the future, and I won't let you carry it alone." Zhao Qinhan took the lunch box and said to me.
"Well, anyway, thank you." I say.
He heard me say this, put down the lunch box again, and said very seriously: "I know that you have too many misunderstandings and dislikes about me in your heart, I am indeed very sophisticated and tactful to the outside world, but I am more sincere to my family than anyone else." Little book, after a long time, you will understand what kind of man I am. ”
"Well, don't talk about it so much, anyway, it's okay to be fine." I was afraid that if I continued to talk like this, I would gradually be moved, so I quickly interrupted him.
"Well, I'm not going anywhere today, I'll always be here with you. Mom and Dad are so anxious when they hear that Qiuqiu has a fever that they want to come to the hospital to see, would you like to let them come? Zhao Qinhan looked at me pleadingly.
"No one knows what is going on better than you, do you think it's okay for your parents to get involved and make your parents pay their feelings for Qiuqiu, only to find out that Qiuqiu is not their biological grandson, how can they be embarrassed? How can I be embarrassed? It's not that I don't want your parents to see Qiuqiu, but I don't want them to be sad when God knows the truth. I said.
"As long as I recognize the ball as my child, no one can argue with it. Even if they think it's not, I'll be sure that the ball is my child. If you think my words are unfounded, I can make an agreement. Even if we have other children in the future, I will do everything I need to do for Qiuqiu. In my heart, he is my own son. From the time you conceived him to the time you gave birth to him, to watching him grow up little by little, watching him toddler, watching him dance happily every time I saw him, I knew that this child was destined for me, and I was willing to grow up with him, as long as you don't dislike me, I will not treat him as a burden, on the contrary, I will treat you and him as treasures. Little book, I said these are true. "Zhao Qinhan's eyes looked at me so sincerely, it was difficult for me to doubt his words.
If in the past I would not have been moved by what he did at all, then what he did today did really loosen a tight string in my heart slightly. But suddenly, I saw Jin Yan standing at the door. At that moment, I was completely stunned.
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