I don't want to live like this anymore, I want to do things well, rely on myself, and speak with my own strength.

Thinking of this, I breathed a sigh of relief, and said that people's character determines fate, and I hope that I am a better person.

The sudden recollection of the ringtone of my phone interrupted my train of thought, and I looked at the familiar name on my phone, and I really wanted to pretend that I didn't know her......

"Hey," I thought for a long time before picking up my phone, "what's the matter?" ”

"Just wanted to ask when you will fulfill your cooperation."

Li Niang's voice came coldly, and I replied to her in the same indifferent voice, "We won't cooperate, I don't think we're the same kind of people." ”

With that, I hung up.

In many cases, people are indeed such strange creatures, and once they have made up their minds, it is actually very difficult to change.

It's hard to make up your mind, and it's hard to change your decision.

Liniang's calls came one after another, but I didn't answer again.

After muting his phone, he sent a text message to Xiao Ze and asked him to meet at the café.

When Xiao Ze came, I was looking out the window alone at the people coming and going in a daze.

"What's the matter," Xiao Ze sat across from me and looked at me with concern in his eyes, "It's so formal......"

"Well, there's something I want to tell you."

"What's the matter......" I probably thought that I was just unhappy and had a little emotion because of the water color, Xiao Ze was not too serious, and stirred the coffee casually, "If you are really in a bad mood, I will take you out on vacation in a few days." ”

"No need." I brushed my hair and rubbed my aching temples, "I suddenly realized that after so many things, I didn't actually grow and change......"

"What's wrong today," Xiao Ze laughed a little, "It's that too much happened......

"Before, I left just as an escape, for a so-called peaceful and quiet life, but in fact, I didn't do anything, especially as soon as you appeared, I couldn't wait to run back."

"But, I just like that you love me so much."

Xiao Ze still looked so proud and arrogant, "I'm right, you love me so much......"

"Yes, I love you, but I want to be independent?"

"Want to be self-reliant?"

"Yes, I was too naïve before, I thought that leaving the night was a kind of freedom, that is, independence, but in fact it is not, independence should be an ability to fully undertake and be responsible for yourself, I have always relied on you, and I can't go far."

"Then you ......" Xiao Ze's gaze looked at me a little gloomily, "What are your plans......?"

"I'm going to get out of here, and unlike the previous blind avoidance, I plan to cheer myself up and be a person who is worthy of being given by others and can be relied on by others."

Without waiting for Xiao Ze to say anything, for fear that he would refuse, I paused and hurriedly spoke, "This time I am not running away willfully, we can still keep in touch, but until the day comes when I feel that I am qualified to appear in front of you or be side by side with you, I will redouble my efforts and keep an appropriate distance from you." ”

"Is it necessary?" Xiao Ze looked at me with some puzzlement, "You just want to prove that you can, you don't want me to raise it, just find a job casually, why do you have to keep your distance?" ”

"Because I want to be independent, as an independent individual, not a vassal of others, it makes people feel that I still have to rely on men for everything, and it looks no different from what I sold before......"

"Actually, you don't have to care so much about other people's opinions......"

Xiao Ze held my hand, "I will treat you well." ”

"Then you don't care?" I looked at Xiao Ze, "Or you can not care, but you know that I am also uncomfortable when others point fingers at me." ”

"That's good." Xiao Ze pondered for a long time before he spit out these two words, "However, you can't play missing, change the contact information to give me a new one, so that I can find you if I have something, but I will respect you and will not look for you easily." ”

"You understand me so well?"

Xiao Ze's attitude made me a little flattered, I didn't expect everything to go so smoothly, I even said such things with the idea that Xiao Ze would be angry and leave angrily, but I didn't expect him to give me great tolerance.

Compared to his roughness before, he is now unbelievable.

"I don't understand, but ......" Xiao Ze stood up, walked behind me and hugged me gently, put his face against my cheek, and kissed me lightly with his lips, "I don't want to repeat the same mistakes again, I'm angry, but I want to control myself." ”

"Aze ......"

"Let's leave while I don't regret it, I don't guarantee when I turn my face or what will happen."

"Thank you." I kissed Xiao Ze lightly on the cheek, and then ran to the door of the café with a bag like a gust of wind, and said goodbye to him with a spring breeze on his face, "See you later, Aze......"

"I'll wait for you." Xiao Ze, who was still sitting in his place, looked at me steadily.

"Thank you." I nodded and walked out of the café with a smile on my face.

I went back and packed my bags, bought my ticket for the night and left.

Seriously, just like Xiao Ze said, I was actually afraid that he would regret it and stop it, because I really couldn't resist his stopping.

The train went all the way north, and I came to the north with a lot of hope.

The first days were not easy, it was almost a very hard life in my life, with a meager salary of thousands of yuan, and I had to bear high rent and various expenses.

Sometimes it is essential to have a meal, in order to save money, I live in a bungalow in the suburbs, a small bungalow that is cold in winter and hot in summer, and spends days and nights with me.

My hardest experience.

I walked for three years as soon as I left.

So much has changed in three years, and so much has changed me.

I'm living the life I want, I don't know if it's a million a year, but I'm almost there.

Over the years, I haven't contacted Xiao Ze, and he hasn't looked for me.

The color of the water is often linked.

She said that Shen Qingzhe woke up, although the injury was serious, but his body recovered well, but he didn't seem to remember me, maybe I was really a nightmare for him, so he didn't want to see me, and he was blindly avoiding saying that he didn't remember.

He finally woke up.

Even though Shui Se said he didn't remember me, I was still crying in the office and muttering, "He's really awake......"

"But ......"

"No," I said choked up to the water, "it's good that he's awake, maybe I'm his painful memory, and he selectively gives up." ”

"Well," Shui Se sighed, "not only that, but something you probably wouldn't have thought of. ”

"What?"

"The struggle between the two brothers, Xiao Ze and Xiao Cheng, has entered a white-hot stage, life and death."

"Xiao Ze is fine."

My hands tightened slightly.

"Why, he still hasn't been in touch with you?" ”

"I can't blame him either," I chuckled, "and I haven't contacted him either." ”

"You two!" Shui Se took a deep breath, "I can't say anything, you are now a strong woman with a successful career, so you naturally have your own ideas."

"Strong women don't count, but it's okay to support you......"

"Get ......" Shui Se's disdainful tone came out of the phone, "You have to come back to support me, when will you come back." ”

"My graduate school will graduate this year, and if I graduate, I'll consider going back......"

"You said that in the past few years, you have been going to work and going to graduate school, and you are really enough!"

Listening to the complaint, I laughed, "Have you forgotten what you said before?" I want to make good money and support you. ”

"I'm serious about you."

"Take care of yourself and help me take care of other people."

"Don't worry, I'll have no problem doing things."

"Okay." After hanging up Shui Se's phone, I walked to the window alone with a water glass, Xiao Ze was not angry that day, but then he kept ignoring me, so I couldn't help but drum, Shui Se said that the struggle between him and Xiao Cheng had become more and more intense, and I didn't know how they planned to deal with it.

The happiest thing today should be that Shen Qingzhe woke up.

The stone that I had been pressing in my heart for so long could finally land steadily......

"I've been out for so many years," I muttered, counting the time I'd been gone, "it's time to go back, yes, it's time to go back......

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